#my spider plant is dead i don't think she'll be coming back

[frasermints]

this does however mean i have room for another plant on the window sill. i am taking suggestions.

repotted my monstera and my pothos today (in january) because the fuckass cats knocked them over... with the moss poles they are both too tall for my window sill god hates me specifically

[shinobuscanonwife]

Hi, hope you are having a good day when you receive this ask. So my request is going to be a bit angsty.. so is it alright to request a hc of the hashira reaction of seeing blue spider liles growing on their s/o's grave?

Platonic Muichiro and I don't write for Gyomei sorry!

Mitsuri

After you died Mitsuri made sure every day that she visited your grave it didn't matter how busy she was she would make time for you. She hoped you were reincarnated somewhere and one day you would come back to her just in another form. Seeing the blue spider lilies on your grave gave her hope that you were out there somewhere. She didn't dare touch them though. She was too afraid that if she took one with her she would mess up your grave.

Shinobu

She visited your grave to escape from her busy life. Going there filled her with happy memories of when you were alive. But filled her with sadness remembering that she'll never see you again. One day she went to go visit your grave and she noticed something different. 3 spider lilies but they weren't like normal ones they were blue. She heard that Muzan's goal was to find the blue spider lily so in fear of Muzan messing your grave up or disturbing you in the afterlife. She carefully picked them. "I'm sorry my dear but it's for both of our safety" She takes great care of them and even when they die she still keeps them. When someone at the butterfly mansion saw them they asked why she had dead flowers. "Oh, someone special gave them to me. Please don't touch them"

Giyuu

Giyuu surprisingly didn't like visiting your grave. It filled him with sadness to see your name on a tombstone. But sometimes he did go just to calm down. After a long day of putting up with all the other hashira he went to your grave and sat down in front of it. He'd do anything just to see you again. He looked over to see blue spider lilies all over the back of your grave. Just like Mitsuri that made him hope you were out there somewhere.

Platonic Muichiro

He was terrified he was going to forget about you so he tried to visit his grave any free time he had. When he visited your grave one particular day he saw the blue spider lilies growing on your grave he didn't think much of them. He thought they suited your grave well and he left them alone.

Rengoku

He visited your grave every day. The morning before he left for the Mugen train he visited you. You were killed by a lower rank demon a month after you two got married. He felt absolutely horrible that he wasn't able to protect you. He didn't feel worthy of being a hashira at all. He couldn't even protect his own s/o. He didn't know much about the blue spider lily but he knew a lot of demons were looking for it. He didn't like the idea of taking them from your grave so he just promised himself to visit you more during the night so a demon couldn't get them. He got up and promised to visit you after he got back from the Mugen train

Obanai

He visited your grave a lot. He still was having a hard time believing that you were dead. You had always been quite ill but he really believed that you would survive your sickness. But when the doctors told him you had died in your sleep he felt like the whole world was going to end. He wished there was something he could've done. He didn't really believe you were dead till he saw your cold lifeless body. All these thoughts ran through his head while he stared at your grave. And the blue flowers that were growing on them. He knew what they were. He thought they suited you he didn't dare touch them he thought they looked beautiful the way they were.

Tengen + wives

Tengen and his wives visited your grave whenever they could. One day they were all there Suma was crying like she always did whenever they visited your grave. As Tengen wipes Suma's tears from her eyes Suma noticed something. Blue flowers on the side of your grave. "Did one of yall plant these?" Suma asked sniffling Makio shook her head. Hinatsuru walked up to them. "They look like spider lilies but there not red" as soon as she said that Tengen knew what they were. "Don't touch those Hina they might be dangerous nobody knows much about them" Hinatsuru stepped back. Tengen sat down in front of your graves and motioned the others to do the same. As they all sat down not a word was spoken. They all just admired your grave.

Sanemi

Sanemi didn't take your death well at all. He blamed himself for what happened to you. You were killed by an upper rank. He should've gone with you he should've been able to protect you he thought to himself as he walked to your grave. He finally had someone who loved him again and he lost it just like that. Just like Obanai, he didn't believe you were actually dead. Until they found you...or what was left of you. The demon had eaten you so only your haori and uniform remained. He kept your haori. Whenever he was stressed he would hold it in his arms wishing it was you. He visited your grave quite often. When he saw the blue spider lilies he got worried. What if Muzan found your grave? What if he messed it up by taking the flowers? He wouldn't pick them but he would start visiting your grave more often just to make sure nobody had messed with the flowers.

[poxetsims-blog]

Part 5

Note: These Events were Inspired By Sims Games. They are random as fuck, dramatic, and a bit ludicrous.

Aurum: I am sleeping and I hear her. She never leaves my mind. That droll look on her face and she left. Like she could just step into the sun and god would allow that. Now I know, god did not see her after she became that way. That's why Jay-la hates it. That day she died, every piece of her. Mom comes to me tonight, as I sit on the old sofa. She tells me to smile. To live on in her memory. She says that they we're cursed, and now Terri is free. I fall asleep in her arms. Her skin feels like thick paper.

Jayla: Let me die. Let me die today. Let me die, I keep wandering. The sun doesn't hurt me like it hurt her. I don't know why. I can't find any way to end it. I think of my beautiful little Tabby and my heart breaks all over again. I shear away my hair. I grow pale. One day Aurum seems to lift me out of bed. We clean me up, we dye my hair back a... human color. I smile at her and adore her, and I lay back to sleep as long as I can.

Aurum: People have come to pay their regards. Terri was so famous. Some of them seem quite sad, and sit at the bench beneath the lantern tree and mourn her. Some bring candles, some- a minority- hum. I stand in the garden, tending to these plants that are rumored to bring spirits back from the dead. People keep bringing them as gifts. It's almost ironic.

Jay-la: I attacked a girl today. I starved myself until I could not control myself. The madness came over me and I chased her down the road. She collapsed and I left her behind, ashamed.

Aurum: Numbness is taking over the sadness. It is less paralyzing. I can function again. I smell disgusting, I've put on 13 pounds and I've been drinking coffee instead of sleeping, until I pass out. Mom puts on a brave face but I've seen her crying. I've got to move on. I've got to make something good out all this misery.

Jay-la: I've begun stalking strangers in the park at night. They are always so surprised. I've begun to compare them to each other. I taste them. I taste the young, the old, the good, the wicked. Some blood tastes mild, some of it like wine. I will haunt them in their dreams, if they remember me. A kind faced old woman with teeth like knives.

Aurum: The nightmares have abated. Listening to older CDs help, from when Terri was still young. I pray she is in heaven. I quit my job. I start to paint. A butterfly caught in a web and an evil red spider preying upon it. I stare at the picture until it occurs to me, suddenly I am inspired. In fact, I am okay. I amp up the stereo in the kitchen and start baking. I make grilled cheese. I make brownies. I dance. And then I see it. Mom's standing out front the door. She's looking at something off in the distance. I come out and tease her about how nice shes dressed. When are you going to get back in the game again? She laughs, you're saying that? To me?

Jay-la: The worst thing has happened. I finally did it, I attacked my own daughter. I woke up and went mad, and headed for her. She collapsed. I stared down at her in horror. She'll be okay, I know this by now, but I'm a monster. I can't stay. I won't stay! I have to leave. Forever. I have to leave. I run out into the sunlight at super speed. A hazy dark streak behind me. I look up into the sun and urge it, vanquish me! It retreats. It's 8:30 PM. I watch the sunset, heartbroken. I can't go back. There must be others like me.... somewhere I can run to.... I lay in the grass and wait for the sun to rise again.