#my program crashed in the middle of working on my project so i'm doing dash games instead of crying about it lmao

[devourensarc]

WHAT GHOST HAUNTS YOU?

the ghost of the damned

you rot with the need for something more than what you have. the ghost is built up of the feeling of stagnation. you find it staring at the ceiling with sleep - blurred vision ; this is the third night you have met its eyes in the early hours of the morning. you tear yourself apart looking for comfort, for validation, for acceptance. but it never feels quite enough. you ruin everything you touch, despite every attempt to be more than what you have always been. you would sculpt yourself as something perfect for those around you, but you are no artist. when albert camus wrote, “be silent, heart; there is no hope!” when lucille clifton wrote, “maybe i should’ve wanted less. maybe i should’ve ignored the bowl in me, begging to be filled.” when taylor swift said, “i’m still on that tightrope, i’m still trying everything to get you looking at me.”

tagged by: yoinked!

tagging: @goldgambit (aven!!); @spnasrosula ; @hitokageisei ; @astraltm (scara!) @icerberus @h4rbnger + anybody who has yet to do it who wants to! idk who's done it yet asldkfjdfgh