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Okay Samy hear me out!!
Arthur and you are in this early relationship state where you just can't keep their hands off each other and basically do it all day everyday 𫣠but at camp, opportunities to be alone are rare and Arthur ends up being really frustrated he can't just take you as he pleases.
And you like teasing him knowing thisđ I mean, purposely unbuttoning more than usual your clothes to show your cleavage, bending forward to grab something just in front of him so he can see, "innocently" rubbing his forearm, stuff like that...
You drive him crazy, and I feel like at the end of the day he would just be tired of it and bring you somewhere to deal with this cheeky behavior đ
Alone With You â Arthur Morgan
pairing: high honor!arthur morgan x fem!reader
warning/content: 18+, fluff, early relationship stage, teasing, smut (unprotected p in v, hair pulling, fingering, cum eating, body worship, praise kink, oral m!receiving, creampie), Arthur and reader in crotchless historically accurate underwears
summary: Was it really your fault if your hands always ended up on Arthur? You couldn't say so. But when Arthur decides to act on it, you're in for a treat.
word count: 4.9k
a/n: english isn't my first language, please take that into consideration. Any minor interacting with this will be blocked. You have no idea how much research I made for this, about flowers in rdr2 but also about 19th century underwear, so everything is historically accurate.
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You laughed at something Mary-Beth said as you kept rubbing the blood stains from the boys clothes. Your knees were hurting as you stayed on them all morning washing the camp's dirty laundry. Karen looked up over your shoulder and smirked. "I think Mr Morgan quite likes you, girl." She said as Tilly almost gave herself whiplash as she turned abruptly her head to look at the man a little further. You didn't even bother to look, you could feel his eyes on you. Just as much as he could feel yours when he was busy chopping wood. "Well, good for him because I'm quite fond of him too." You looked at her with a certain spark in your eyes. "So, you are making him all soft!" The blonde chuckled and you smiled at her. "If anything, I'm not making him soft." All three girls turned to look at you with wide eyes before you all burst out laughing.
You were about to share another bold secret when you felt a warm breath on your neck. "Having fun there, ladies?" Your friends' mouths shut as their cheeks flushed in embarrassment. But you only smiled more as you turned to face your lover. His long chestnut brown hair framing his face and tickling your skin. "Hey, cowboy." You leaned back as your felt Arthur's arms wrapped around you. He leaned down and pressed a kiss on your cheek. "Hi, pretty girl. Mind if I steal you for a moment?" He didn't wait for an answer and lifted you on your feet, the girls giggling at Arthur's behavior.
You managed to avoid Ms Grimshaw's attention as Arthur pulled you behind a tree. "Feeling adventurous, Mr Morgan?" You whispered as your hands wandered down his chest, playing with the buttons of his flannel shirt. As you were about to unbuckle his belt, his hands stopped yours and he looked sternly into your eyes. "Behave." You smiled and retreated your hands.
He knew that look in your eyes. It was the same one you usually gave him when you'd bend over in front of him, picking something up and looking over your shoulder. Or when you'd let your hand run over his shoulders as he sat around the fire and you'd pass by behind him, your fingers catching the growing locks on his neck and gently tugging on the strands.
You brought up your hands at your own chest and snapped your fingers on the first button, opening your dress just a little bit. Arthur's eyes travelled down and he could guess the swell of your chest, his breath stuck in his throat. His fingers itching at his sides, not knowing if he should stop you or help you getting rid of your clothes. But he quickly made a choice when he heard Bill's voice behind him, reminding him of where you two were. He gently grabbed your hands and took them away from your dress. He kept his gaze on your chest as he buttoned back up your clothes. "I have to leave for a few days. Can you behave while I'm away?" He asked with a little smirk and you scoffed. "Of course, I can. Where are you heading to this time?" You asked as you started playfully fidgeting with his collar. "It's best for you if you don't know. But I'll be back into your arms before the end of the week." He grabbed your hand and kissed your knuckles, his eyes staring deep into yours. "Promise?" You felt your cheeks eat up at the antic. "Promise, darlin'. I'll bring you back flowers and maybe you can guess where I've been from them." He smiled at you before kissing your forehead.
He made the habit of bringing you flowers from his trips so you could dry them and keep them in a little notebook he got you. You usually could tell where he wandered off based on what kind of flowers he brought you back. "I'll miss you." You pouted as you kept rubbed his knuckles with your thumb, your hand still in his. "I'll miss you too, pretty girl." He brought your hand to his lips and gently kissed your knuckles before pecking your lips and readjusting his hat on his head. He took a few steps back and walked to his horse. A beautiful liver chestnut mare he found in the wild and tamed.
You watched him mount the horse and walked up to them, patting the animal's neck before giving her a sugar cube you picked in Arthur's satchel. "I'll be back in a few days, wait for me." Arthur looked down at you with a tender smile. "Always." You smiled back at him as you took a few steps back, leaving room for his horse to turn and leave camp.
He gave you one last glance over his shoulders and you teasingly played with the laces of your dress, earning a laugh from him in the distance. You chuckled and laced back your clothes before joining back the girls to finish the laundry.
Just as he said, Arthur was back four days later, a dead deer attached to his horse, bringing food to the camp. You watched him carry the animal to Pearson from afar, admiring how he held the heavy carcass with one arm only, the muscles beneath his tan skin tensing with the effort. He then walked back to his horse and delicately took out a purple flower. You smiled, knowing already this one was for you. He quickly looked around and crossed gaze with you. You felt your cheeks flushing as his eyes bore into yours. He quickly made his way to you and took his hat off when he got close, offering you the flower. "I got this for you." He said lowly, his voice just a whisper like he was careful not to break the bubble of intimacy around the two of you. "Thank you, Arthur. It's really beautiful." You brought the orchid to your nose and inhaled softly, the delicate smell invading your senses. "Not as beautiful as you, I'm afraid." You looked up at him and noticed the little pout he gave you, earning a chuckle from you.
You also noticed the thicker stubble on his jaw and gently caressed the side of his face. "Do you need help shaving?" You asked, your fingers finding that little scarred spot on his chin where hair just refused to grow. "I'm all good, only if it's not uncomfortable for you." He smiled as he nuzzled his face in your neck, the rough facial hair scratching your skin and making you giggle. He delicately pulled the fabric of your dress off your shoulder and placed a gentle kiss there before kissing your neck and making his way up to your face with one last peck on your lips. You felt eyes on you and when you glanced past Arthur's shoulder, you crossed Hosea's eyes who was smiling at the two of you, loving to see his alleged son happy.
"Can you guess where I've been?" Arthur's drew your attention back to him as his thumbs started rubbing circles on your waist. You dropped your gaze to the flower in your hands. It was an orchid, that you knew, you recognized the singular shapes.
"It's an orchid." You said, still inspecting the flower. Arthur hummed in approval as he made you step back to join the confines of his tent. "It's not a lady of the night or a night scented, those are white. Or a ghost orchid." You then said as you blindly trusted Arthur with each step you took. "No, it's not." His voice was low. "So it's not the bayou." You kept inspecting the orchid as he smiled, impressed by how much you knew about the flowers he brought you. "Maybe a dragon's mouth? Those are purple right?" You tried to guess, looking up at Arthur with expecting eyes. The man chuckled lowly and shook his head. "It's not a dragon's mouth, guess again."
You felt the back of your knees bump into his cot and one of his hands left your waist to pull the flaps closed. "Oh, I know! It's a lady slipper!" You exclaimed and just as you were about to look up at Arthur, he crashed his lips on yours, swallowing your gasp.
His hands travelled up your body to your face and hold you against him, slowly parting your lips to taste you after days of longing for you. "Arthur... the flower..." You managed to say between hungry kisses. He delicately took the flower from your hand and put it on the little table next to his bed. "Can you guess where I've been then?" Arthur asked as his lips travelled back down your jaw to reach your neck. You tried to gather your thoughts to form a coherent sentence but all you could think about what Arthur's warm lips on your skin, raising goosebumps along your neck. "The...the bayou..?" You said the first place that came to your mind, earning a laugh from Arthur. "Oh, pretty girl... You said it couldn't be the bayou." He openly laughed at how any smart thought you had left your brain the moment his lips found yours. "...right." You sighed and as you were about to take another guess, a very singular Irish accent was heard. "Hey, are ye all not finished in here? It's still daytime now!"
You felt Arthur groan before you hard him, the vibrations of his voice running along your skin. You regained your train of thoughts and looked up at Arthur's closed eyes. "Big Valley. You went to Big Valley." You whispered as you tried to catch your breath. Arthur opened his eyes and smiled down at you, trying to forget Sean's stupid comments. "I sure did." He confirmed your guess and kissed your forehead. "Let me take you somewhere. Just the two of us, for a day or two." He practically begged you and you couldn't do anything else than smile at him. "Of course, I'll go anywhere as long as I'm with you."
"Let's go now." Arthur took your hand in his and went to open the tent's flaps. "Now?" You giggled, following him outside, where every pair of eyes stared at the two of you. "Then when? Let's go now, the others won't miss us." You turned to look at your friends and it was mostly the girls watching you from afar and trying to catch the interesting parts of your conversation. You waved them off and followed Arthur to his horse. He helped you get on the mare, making sure you were comfortable on the saddle before he jumped behind you, surprising the proud animal with the extra weight on her back. For a moment, you were worried you might hurt her back but Arthur reassured you she'd carried heavier than the two of you. "So, where are you taking me, Mr Morgan?" You asked as you turned your torso to look back at him. His arms were at each side of you, holding the reins, and his feet locked in the stirrups. "That, my lady, is a surprise. You'll have to be patient."
"Now, you know patience isn't one of my virtues, Arthur." You giggled as he led his horse out of camp. "That I know." He chuckled and wrapped one of his arms around your waist to keep you against him.
You had spent the entire afternoon riding West, following the setting sun and when you saw the silver lupine fields, you had no difficulty guessing where Arthur was taking you. West Elizabeth, Big Valley. And just as the sun finally disappeared behind the high mountains, Arthur's horse left the main road and sank into the woods, revealing a cute little house among the trees. "Found this cabin two days ago. I saw that huge buck last time I came here. Its coat was brown and white, I'd never seen any deer that color, it was splendid." Arthur told you as he stopped his horse in front of the little cabin. "Did you kill it?" You asked, you knew how much he loved wilderness but you also knew a large deer meant a lot of meat for camp. "I did. Took the meat, skinned it, kept the antlers to sell them. Brought back the meat in camp." He dismounted and helped you get off, catching you carefully as you set your feet back on the ground. "But I drew it in my journal for you." He offered you a smile and guided you to the cabin.
"So, when I left camp a few days ago, I wanted to find it. But I found this cabin first, empty. It's been abandoned years ago in my opinion, and nobody ever came back. I stayed here, got some rest after my trip and the next day, I grabbed my best rifle and went hunting. I got him after more than 10 hours out there." He said proudly and you couldn't help but chuckle. Arthur was a quiet man, a quiet soul, but it felt like when he was with you, he always wanted to tell you his exploits. He always had a story to tell or a question for you. Always wanted to talk with you.
He made sure to lock the front door after you and you discovered the insider of the abandoned cabin. It was a little cold but you noticed an old fireplace so you had no doubt Arthur was going to light a fire to warm you up for the night. "So, why did you bring me here, cowboy?" You asked as you leaned back on your hands on the table. You watched Arthur gathering the logs in the fireplace and cracking a match to start the fire. "You know why, pretty girl." He chuckled lowly as he made sure the fire would last all night. He then stood up and turned to you with a cocky smile. "Do I now?" You arched an eyebrow as he got closer and caged you between his arms. "The camp is too crowded for what I wanna do to you." He mumbled as he nuzzled his face in your neck, inhaling your perfume.
"And what is it you want to do, Mr Morgan?" You tilted your head back, giving him access to your neck. Your lover didn't answer, only planting kisses on your skin, his hands getting adventurous in your back. His fingers trailing down your back, his lips cascading down the column of your throat until he reached the cleavage of your dress, his nose slotting between your breasts. As he was about to reach to unbutton the front of your dress, you did it first, allowing him access to your chest. With one hand, he unhooked your corset, revealing the white chemise underneath. You watched his lips follow the path of his fingers, trailing down your chest as he tugged at the top of your chemise to kiss the swell of your breasts. "Arthur...please..." You sighed lowly, your fingers taking hold on his hair and guiding him where you wanted him.
He happily complied, devouring the supple skin revealing itself to him. You whined softly when he nibbled on the skin, leaving a light red mark before moving to your other breast. "We're all alone..." Arthur mumbled against your skin, moving back up to look into your eyes. "We are." You nodded, your breathing heavy and heart beating fast and hard in your chest. "And you're all mine." He gently grabbed your chin and made you look up into his eyes. "I am." You confirmed before he jumped on your lips, his fingers digging into your cheeks as he held you firmly against his lips. Your movements turned rushed as well, your hands trying to get rid of his coat, pulling the material down his arms as best as you could. He released your face to help you undress him, dragging his suspenders off his shoulders to pull the shirt off his torso.
The only few times you had been intimate with Arthur, you didn't really have the time to get fully undressed. He would usually push up your skirt to your waist, drag down his pants as best as he could to free himself of his confines and take you as fast and quiet as possible. The more of him you saw was when he was doing chores around camp. Chopping wood, carrying haystacks. And that only if the sun was high in the sky, forcing him to work shirtless because of the heat. So when he threw his shirt away, putting you face to face with his naked torso, you felt yourself blush. Your hands started shaking with anticipation and you fought the urge to caress the patches of hair on his chest. You looked back up at him and noticed how dark his eyes were, his pupils completely blown by desire.
"You're so beautiful..." He breathed out quietly, as if to keep the privilege of seeing you like this only to himself. Not daring to draw any attention on you and keep you to himself. Your body received a rush of confidence from his praise and you snaked your arms around his middle, pushing him onto the bed a little further into the cabin. He sat down on it and pulled you onto his lap, making you straddle his thighs. His face was once again on the same level as your breasts and he couldn't resist getting lost in the warm flesh one more time. Your hands made quick work on getting rid of your chemise, revealing your naked form to him as he maintained your hips nestled against his.
Occasionally, he'd thrust up his hips, searching friction on his hardening member. And you'd whine, feeling your arousal pool in your lower belly and soak your thighs. "Let's get you rid of this, shall we?" Arthur said in a low voice, the desire well known in his tone. He finished pulling your dress off your body, almost ripping it off you in the process. Now that you were only wearing the bottom of your undergarment, he could clearly see the wet spot on your inner thighs. Arthur was never one to really pay attention to fashion but when he saw the crotchless underwear you were wearing, he thanked all the gods that could hear him. He snaked a hand between your legs and ran a finger up your folds, finding them drenched. You moaned his name as you clutched his hair in your grip.
You leaned down and started peppering kissed along his neck, moving up to his ear to kiss the sensitive skin behind it. His free hand was on your ass, holding you firmly against him and encouraging you to ride his hand. And you did, you started rolling your hips, chasing pleasure along his digits. "Such a good girl for me. All soaked and ready for me to take her." He cooed at you, relishing on the lewd sounds of your wet cunt sliding on his hand. "Say it, baby. Say you're my good girl." Arthur looked up at you expectantly. As you were about to answer him, you felt one of his fingers slide in and curl at the perfect spot, making you whine. "We're alone. You can be as loud as you need to. Let me hear you." he said as he kissed the underside of you jaw as you tilted your head back in pleasure. "I'm yours... I'm your good girl." You managed to pronounce, that usual coil starting to tighten in your stomach.
You slightly pulled on Arthur's hair and whined his name, asking for more. He kept peppering kisses along your throat and added another finger in your cunt, feeling your walls stretch around his digits and accommodate to their size. "You're being so good for me. What a good girl you are." He smiled up at you and pulled you down to kiss you. He didn't waste any time before running his tongue along your lips and tasting your moans and whimpers. His fingers were still brushing that delicious spot inside you, bringing you closer and closer and closer. Until you forcefully grabbed his wrist with one hand, pulled on his hair with the other and your whole body tensed up with your orgasm. Arthur let go of your lips as you cried out his name, your voice breaking with the intensity of your release. Your walls spasmed around his fingers and he kept curling them until you completely rode out your orgasm.
When he made sure you were back to him, he carefully pulled his fingers out, admiring your creamy release on them. He brushed his fingers on your lips, leaving a trail of cum across them before sucking one finger into his mouth, tasting the very essence of you. Your tongue darted out automatically, tasting yourself. You opened your eyes and grabbed Arthur's hand, bringing his fingers to your lips and licking them clean. You felt his cock twitch beneath you at the action, his eyes darkening even more as he watched you suck his fingers and savoring your own release off them. As you let go of his fingers, he immediately kissed you, licking the inside of your mouth to taste the remnant of your juices on your tongue. You moaned against him and made quick work to open his pants, getting impatient and needy.
Arthur slightly jumped and flinched as your fingers first brushed his erection. "Hey, slow down, girl. I'm not gonna last long if we don't take it slow." He gently kissed your cheek and wrapped his arms around your waist, spinning you and laying you down on the bed. He pulled off your undergarment and kissed your navel before getting off the bed. He didn't take his eyes off you as he kicked off his boots and pulled down his pants, throwing the jeans somewhere in the cabin. You would've laughed at him for standing so proud half naked, hard cock standing against his belly, in a cabin that wasn't even yours if you weren't so desperate for him to take you. You reached out for him and pulled him to you.
You delicately pulled his underwear down his legs and wrapped your hands around his base, guiding him to your lips. His hand automatically reached for your hair without griping it. You watched as his eyes fell closed, lost in pleasure. You started with a few kisses on his tip, relishing at the taste of the precum gathered there. "God dammit..." You heard him swear above you, not knowing what to do with his hands. You grabbed one of his hands and brought it to your jaw, inviting him to hold your face. You parted your lips and slowly pulled him into your mouth. Arthur growled, his thumb rubbing on your cheek to distract him but the moment he felt his cock nudging the inside of your cheek and poking at his thumb, he was a goner. He pushed you off him and you released him with a pop. "I can't- I can't..." He sighed out, out of breath. You looked up at him, a string of spit mixed with precum still attached your lips to his tip.
"What can't you do?" You asked quietly, your heart beating fast with how nervous those two words made you.
He looked down at you and felt his heart break in his chest when he noticed the doubt in your eyes. He quickly kneeled down in front of you and kissed you deeply, tasting himself on your lips. "I cannot possibly last if you keep that up." He tried to reassure you between two kisses. You giggled and pulled him on top of you, laying back down on the cot. His hands were nowhere and everywhere at the same time, his hips pressing against yours and his pubes scratching your clit, sending jolts of pleasure up your entire body. You caught Arthur's lip between your teeth and nibble on the rosy flesh. "You have no idea how long I've been waiting for this." He murmured, grabbing his cock between your two bodies and giving it a few slow pumps.
"How long I've waited to have you all to myself and have you screaming my name. Can't have that in camp, yeah?" He pushed his tip against your folds, gathering your arousal and use it as lube. You squirmed and whined, trying to catch his cock with your hole, feeling like you were about to explode if he didn't take you soon. "Well, I wouldn't mind the others to hear. Everyone in camp would know who you belong to, who makes you feel so good you can't do anything but scream my name." He chuckled, bringing his tip to your entrance and pushing in slowly, allowing just the tip to be embraced by your warmth. "Sweet heavens..." He closed his eyes, trying not to shoot his load too fast.
His words had you giggling, his voice anchoring you to reality and the present moment. "You ain't even a believer." You brought your hands to his face, cradling it in your palms. "I know heavens exist, and it's between your legs. You devious goddess..." He sighed and nuzzled his face in your neck, slowly pushing his cock deeper inside you. You could feel every inch of him push against your inner walls, stretching them and carving them with his imprint, his veins. His hands pushed your thighs apart, giving more space for his hips to kiss yours. "Just take me, Arthur... Please." You whined and grabbed his shoulders, pulling him to you. "Alright...alright..." He put one of his hands on your hips and pushed all the way in, until he felt his balls slap your ass and heard his name gasped from your lips. He pulled almost all the way out and thrusted back in, his hips hitting yours at a dangerous pace.
You could hear him mumble things against your skin. And when he wasn't mumbling, he was kissing your skin, practically making out with your neck and leaving purple marks on your skin. One of his hands shot down to your clit and started drawing circles on the bundle of nerves, trying to get you closer to the edge. You wrapped one of your legs around his hips, the new angle having the both of you moaning as he hit that spongy spot inside you. Your voice getting higher and your cunt tighter were a clear sign you were getting closer and Arthur couldn't get more addicted. "That's it, sweet girl. Take what you need, cum for me. Cum on my cock." He grunted as he felt his own release approach, his balls tightening with pleasure as he fought against his instincts to keep his orgasm at bay.
Your moans got louder and your grip on Arthur's hair tighter as you felt your cunt contracting as a wave of pleasure flooded you before every muscle of your body relaxed at the same time, the euphoria having you see stars. Arthur couldn't help the moans from slipping between his lips as he felt your cunt squeezing him. The sight of you cumming on his cock and the sound of his name screamed in such a way pushed him over the edge. The pleasure was so intense, the thought of pulling out wasn't even in his mind, your cunt milking him for everything he had. You felt the warmth of his release pool into you, painting your inner walls white. A low whine left his lips as your cunt clenched around him in overstimulation. You pulled his head out of your neck and brought his face to yours, kissing his lips. His eyes were closed as he tried to compose himself.
"You're okay?" You whispered, pushing a strand of sweaty golden hair out of his face. He weakly nodded and opened his eyes, piercing your own with his green orbs. He gently pulled out, not without a whine from you, feeling way too empty after the moment you just shared. He grabbed his jeans and pulled them on before taking his shirt and pouring some clean water on it. You watched him carefully, laying naked on the bed, still floating in your post-orgasm euphoria. He kneeled in front of the fire and held out his damp shirt for a few second, warming up the garment before walking back to you. He delicately pulled your thighs apart and watched his release drip out of you before cleaning you up with the warm wet shirt. "I'm sorry, that was stupid of me to finish inside." He whispered as he massaged your thigh with his free hand. "It's alright." You sat up and kissed him on the lips. You offered him a smile and he gave you one back.
He went to grab your chemise and your undergarment and gave them to you before he slid under the covers, pulling you onto him when you were done dressing back up. He wrapped his arms around you and inhaled the sweet perfume in your hair, probably a new soap you found in town. He closed his eyes, relishing on the feeling of your body against his, nothing to hear except the crackling of the flammes in the fireplace. No Micah annoying the ladies, no Bill telling some perverse story. Only the fire and your breathing, the feeling of your beating heart against your chest. Those long awaited three words almost made their way out of Arthur's lips that night, but he caught them and swallowed them back, feeling like it wasn't the right time. so he simply held you close, his heart beating in symbiosis with yours.
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âď¸ Sitting in Zoroâs Lap hcs âď¸
I just felt like doing these<3 I donât usually do concepts and Iâm testing out the waters so theyâll likely be short ;3 also I wanna do more than just relationship hcs bc itâll be more fun âď¸
enjoy zoro simps cuz yâall definitely be on my acc đ
At first he feels itâs kinda pointless
like heâs thinking âwhy would you wanna sit on my lap?!âsit on a chair or- just- somewhere else!...even the floor or something idk?!!â
but however you somehow convince him to let you, whether thatâs bribery (swords or alcohol), sitting on him anyway or schmoozing him over into letting you,
you did it!!
And thatâs all that matters :)
he probably got tired of your relentless request and just let you eventually
While you sit on him heâs usually sleeping sitting up, drinking alcohol or just relaxing with his eyes closed
When you sit facing him itâs a little more comfortable for him
he prefers it that way
sometimes you lay your head on his shoulder/chest and fall asleep on him
heâll scoff either way but he gets a bit annoyed if he was trying to do something that requires getting up
Like training for example
If he wasnât too busy in the first place then he just scoffs and probably takes a nap himself
if heâs not tired he waits for you to get up
he doesnât like to stir you from sleep but if itâs important like a ship attack heâs kinda rough about doing so- đ
bro he basically yanks you up and yells your name
not because heâs trying to be mean đ¤ˇââď¸
Just the fact that if an attack comes your way you wonât be able to dodgeâand protecting someone isnât his thing when fighting, he always tells you to go hide if your weak
uh anyway đ
When you sit with your back to his chest its comfy but like donât be surprised if he picks you up and turns you around (i donât wanna hear anyone saying theyâre too heavy bc you obviously must not have seen the weights he lifts on a daily)
sitting like thatâs kinda annoying bc having to crane your neck back and to the side is not fun đŹđ
plus you probably hit his jaw a lot-
Or things like
1) he bites his tongue
2) his teeth hit your head (and it hurts for both of you)
3) he spits his alcohol in your hair (when you hit his jaw with your head)
4) you hit your head on his nose
So yeah this position is less common for you guys
Bonus if your hair is long
then he gets his fingernails stuck to it too :)
he prefers you donât sit on his lap in public
mostly because he doesnât like the stares that come with it đââď¸
he just feels awkward
If you once again somehow convince him to let you in public howeverâŚ..
itâll be the type where he man spreads and you sit on one leg facing him
that way he has a bit more space to move and one of his arms is free
just in case an attack comes that he needs to block
orrrrrr just for simply drinking alcohol đ
on the merry/sunny heâs more likely to cave in
especially since itâs just the strawhats
unless they make fun of him or smth (especially robin) then he doesnât mind as much
plus yâall can have some privacy in the crows nest most likely
ngl he pretty comfy to sit on
unless your really tall or smth heâs prob bigger than you
so itâs not like yâall are uncomfortable or squished
zoro after time skip is low key more comfy because you know that dark green coat he wears?
yeah it like bends to create a little chair when he manspreads
and idk if you know what Iâm talking about but those who get it do đđ
Does he end up liking it?
yes :)
yes he does. :)
Im trying to branch out and do more concepts because itâs more interesting for me to write, and you to read so why not đ
Hopefully my zoro stans enjoyed !! <3 âď¸đĄ
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if any of this makes you uncomfortable feel free to ignore it, youâre comfort comes first
Iâve been seeing so many male character x bunny hybrid readers and donât get me wrong, I love a good hybrid reader cuz theyâre either really hot or really funny to think of.
Butt every time one is written, itâs always âBunny reader is bottom and small, petite little man/woman that gets railedâ
How about a dominant hybrid bunny reader?? Like imagine just fucking Price till his legs are shaky and heâs begging for you to slow down. The bunny traits giving you strong, well built thighs and legs which helps to fuck him so roughly.
Barely giving him a break between climaxes as his ass gets sore and numb from being fucked for so long. Using his pretty ass as you bend him over any surface, barely able to hold back.
Being able to go multiple rounds and recover quickly, so horny for that old man. Sometimes just straight up dry-humping him. Even in the kitchen on base, where anyone could walk in and see their beloved captain getting his ass humped by his horny boyfriend
Iâm so normal about this <3
This is my first time attempting to write about hybrids/ shifters even though I love reading about them but anyway I present to you bunny shifter male reader and bear shifter price !
Thinking about Price being an unmated bear shifter and no matter what he does he can never find an appropriate partner for him.
Every partner heâs ever encountered had expected him to be the dominant one in bed and to be completely honest Price had been more interested in being dominated himself.
Thatâs why, despite his old age, Price had stayed unmated, had even accepted his fate to be unmated all the way to his grave.
However that mindset quickly changed when he set his eyes on you. Because of his big shifter form there were rarely times when he felt like he was in danger, but there was something different about you, something that evoked an instinct to flee, and in the same breath made him want to get closer to you.
Logically Price knew you wouldnât actually hurt him, hell the two of you are so close people tend to ask if the two of you are mated.
But something about your watchful gaze lit a fire inside of him while simultaneously urging him to run away, something about your touch made him feel like he was stuck in your grasp while every cell in his body was pushing him to get impossibly closer and something about your words made his insides purr while also urging him to bury his teeth into your neck.
Despite the instincts you awoke inside him, he never tried to initiate anything. The two of you were colleagues and anything past that would be deemed as inappropriate.
However the line seemed to blur one night after a successful mission, when one too many drinks had entered Priceâs system and instead of hanging out with 141 he had ended up standing in a corner with you, talking no -flirting.
Because it had started off as talking, brief comments made about the mission, a pat on the back for a job well done until your fingers seemed to clammer onto his shoulder and your tone turned much lower as the conversation switched to discussing the different shifters on the team.
Soap is suited as a wolf shifter, according to you, because he acts like an overgrown puppy.
Gaz is suited as a lion, for his dedication and loyalty to those close to him.
Ghost is suited well as a lynx for his elusive nature.
However when it came to discussing Price, you paused for a moment, before looking at him with a small smile.
âAnd you captain? What kind of shifter are you?â You ask because at the end of the day you donât know what type of shifter he is and he doesnât know what type of shifter you are either.
Price feels himself tense, before he clears his throat and awkwardly shuffles in place.
âBear shifterâ Price says while closely eyeing your reaction.
Many times when heâd revealed his true form, peopleâs view on him had changed, quickly regarding him as the more superior of the two and therefore ruining any potential of forming a relationship with him.
But you did none of that, instead you seemed more intrigued with this reveal.
âBear shifter?â You say, the smile growing bigger on your face while eyeing the group of rowdy men standing a couple of feet away . âSuits youâ is all you say before you turn your gaze back to the older man.
âYeah? Why?â Price says, feeling heat creep up his neck, ears and cheeks, slightly fearing what youâll say about him but also feeling intrigued.
âYou are very gentle and tolerant with those you loveâ
His eyes widen in surprise, brows almost dipping past his hairline as a soft gasp escapes his lips.
âYou donât find me intimidating?â He says almost in a whisper.
âDo you want me to think that?â You say in a playful tone while raising a brow at the older man.
âNoâ he says, so quickly , a chuckle escapes your lips before you turn your gaze back to the rowdy group of men steadily drinking themselves half to death.
âSo what are you then?â Price says after a moment of silence passes as he too now watches the group of men.
âGuessâ
âSomething of the feline sort?â He says, recalling then many times heâs seen your sharp smile.
âNopeâ you say with a big smile on your face, showing off the very same sharp teeth that seem ingrained into his memory.
âA reptile?â He says, thinking of the vivid color that usually paints your irises.
âMm not quite rightâ you say, now turning to him, chest flush against his as you crowd him up against the wall. âLet me give you a hintâ you whisper in his ear and he feels goosebumps rise across his skin, gaze still trailed on the men in front of him who seem none than wiser to whatâs happening âWeâre said to have a high sex drive and many of us are much fast and way stronger compared to most feline shiftersâ
Recognition paints his face as a gasp slip past his lips. âA bunny shifter â
When he hears the sound of your chuckle he realizes just how ridiculous his reaction mustâve been and he feels the heat creeping back into his face as he apologizes profusely. âI apologize I-â
âItâs okayâ you say, still chuckling â Youâre not the first one to react like this but you donât think Iâm weak because Iâm a bunny shifter, do you captain?â You say amusement stripped from your tone and voice sounding much sharper.
âYou want me to think so?â He says, voice breathy and strained repeating your words from earlier with a small smirk on his face
âNo â you say before you lightly nibble on his ear, hearing another gasp tumble past his lips
âYou know what I want though?â You say, pushing away from him a bit to meet his gaze with your colorful irises and a sharp smile on your face.
Price swallows hard, feels himself shift in place, cock stirring in his pants as he eagerly awaits what youâre about to say.
âI want you to run.â
âWhat?â Price says, face pinched in confusion.
âI want you to runâ
The confused look disappears from his face as Price realizes what youâre really saying.
You want to chase him.
You want to catch him
For the first time in his life someone wants to court him.
And it doesnât take much before heâs slipping out your grip and running out the bar like his life depended on it, all while your laugh echoes behind him.
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1. What's currently a fantasy you're really into?
All my fantasies revolve around my crush right now, so I'm just gonna describe the two I've been thinking about A LOTđ
I've been thinking about me laying in bed in just my tanktop and panties, getting ready to doze off, when he comes onto the bed, crawling up my body to hover over me. As he moves, I imagine him kissing his way up to my lips, starting with my thighs as he smiles up at me. Each kiss is slow and playfully sweet, those enchanting eyes of his filled with desire and mischief as he watches me get more and more needy.
He kisses up my torso, hooking a finger into the low neckline of my tanktop to pull it down in order to kiss and suck on my tits just enough to drive me wild and have me arching up off the sheets. I tilt my head back for him to give him complete access to my neck, wanting and needing his lips, tongue, and teeth all over my throat. That attention, in particular, makes me melt, blissful sounds spilling from me as he works love marks into my skin. Just as I moan his name, he captures my lips, my needy noises hushed by his perfect kisses. I have to touch him, one hand in his hair and my long nails swirling along the back of his head while my other hand feels over his chest and back, just needing to show my love for all of him.
I've been stuck in my mind between him then grinding against my thigh while we get lost in one another like this or the thought of him sliding a hand into my panties to finger me. I think we could probably even do both. I want him to feel how tight I am. I've always had a hard time taking anything, but penetration has always felt best for me. I know he's patient, though. I think he would be so good to me and take his time, being careful as he makes me feel good. He has such nice hands and fingers â I want to feel what they're like as they push in and out of my dripping pussy. I've also thought about him scissoring me or us frotting â my legs spread wide open as he rubs his dick against my own little tdick. Fuck, even the thought has me leaking right now.
The other fantasy that I have is coming up behind him when he's in the kitchen or standing at a counter or desk. I'd have my strap on â it's one that has a part that goes inside me and is shaped to vibrate or rub against my g-spot so it can feel like I'm really fucking him. I would push my strap between his thighs as I wrap my arms around his waist, my lips coming to his ear to tell him that I need him right then and there. I'd beg, my hands wandering, my desperation unashamedly obvious as I bite and suck at his ear and his neck, my hips rocking to grind my strap between his thighs.
I'd reach around to undo his pants, whispering praise into his ear and against his skin, pushing his jeans and underwear down to his knees. He gets to choose which hole, of course, lube on hand as I came prepared for either option. I'd be gentle at first, continuing to coo about how wonderful he is as I work just the tip in, all while making him bend forward against the counter, being sweet while very clearly being in charge.
I purr about how good he's being, how perfect my sweet man is, licking along the shell of his ear as I begin working deeper into him, careful not to stretch him too fast. My hands start on his hips before feeling over him, one slipping up underneath his shirt to feel along his chest while my other spreads wide just underneath his bellybutton in order to keep him close as I slowly fill him. God, he's so good for me, such a good boy letting me love him. Doesn't he know I can't get enough? That he feels so amazing, that I need more? That he's been driving me crazy all day just by being him-
Once I know he won't hurt, I start to pick up the pace, my thrusts becoming more passionate. He knows I'd been struggling to hold back, but now that he's relaxed, I need to show how much I need him. If I need to, I'll add some more lube, moaning at the sight of my strap disappearing into him as I fuck the lube into him. But, as delicious as that sight is, I want to stay close this time. I want to hold onto him and grope at his thighs and hips while I take him harder and faster. It's good the countertop is there for him to hold onto and lean against. I just can't stop once I give in to my need for him. Any noises he makes for me earn him more praise from me. I want to hear him moan and pant and whine for me. I want to tell him he's so fucking perfect for it and ask him if I'm making him feel good even as his noises echo through the kitchen.
Once I hear his pitch change as he gets close to his climax, I'll give it to him even rougher, grabbing his hips and slamming him back into me. I want to make his orgasm intense. I want him seeing stars when it finally crashes over him, all while I fuck him through it, only starting to slow down when he starts shaking and clawing at the counter because I'm overstimulating him. Only then do I slow, my thrusts working in and out in the same sweet way that I'd started with before finally coming to a stop now that he's a trembling, sweaty mess, the counter the only thing keeping him upright. My praise doesn't stop as I kiss into his hair, telling him how proud I am of him, how good he did taking all my love as I carefully pull out of him before grabbing something to gently clean him up.
15. What's something you wish more of your followers knew about you in general?
I'm a legitimate switch and enjoy either being top or bottom as well as either a dom or sub. It is completely dependent on what my partner wants. That being said, I'm a big-time service dom and am either a brat sub or slave sub, depending on my mood.
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A collection of one-shots revolving around Trevor. Also posted on a03. Ch1 The 'Flu
Trevor woke up feeling completely and utterly miserable, even that could be an understatement. His head ached to the point it took him every inch of his willpower to lift his head from his pillow, his throat was on fire each time he swallowed. He had sweat through his pyjamas, they stuck to him uncomfortably and he had to peel them off with his aching arms. His eyes pricked with tears as he stumbled out of his bed, leaning on the wall heavily on his journey to his wardrobe. The stretch felt like it took forever even though it was only a few feet away.Â
He grabbed the first T-shirt he saw, along with a pair of blue jeans. Trevor managed to shuffle back to his bed seconds before he thought he would collapse into a disgusting, sweaty heap on the floor. As he got changed he realised just how freezing he was, despite all the sweating. Trevor pulled on his hoodie that was folded on a chair next to his bed.Â
He sat there for a while, arms wrapped loosely around his stomach. There was a knock at his bedroom door,
âTrev, breakfastâs readyâ Gary called through the door.
âO-kay, Iâll be down in a few minutesâ fuck. Trevorâs stomach was twisted with nausea, but he forced himself out of his bedroom and downstairs to the kitchen after he had splashed cold water on his face in an attempt to make himself look less dead.Â
He sat at the dining table, his stomach cramping as soon as he smelled the food being placed on the table. He sucked in a deep breath through his nose, in and out. In and out. Trevor forced down three pieces of bacon and a slice of heavily buttered toast before his stomach had finally had enough and he had to push the plate away from him.
âSorry- sorry, I canât eat anymore, my stomach hurts and I just canât. Sorry.â
Callie looked up from her plate, âCome on Trevor, youâre 18 now, you canât be using tummy aches as an excuse to get out of family day anymore.â
Trevor bit his lip but ultimately decided not to say anything more, it was obvious that he was just going to have to suck it up and try not to die from a high fever or whatever else was wrong with him.Â
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The first activity of âFamily Dayâ was a movie. Starting simple, Trevor could deal with a movie. In and out. A bead of sweat rolled down Trevorâs neck, he wiped it away with the cuff of his sleeve.Â
Trevor sat curled half in a ball, tucked up next to the armrest. He was barely focused on the movie, so much so that he didnât even remember what was playing. His eyes felt glassy and he was dizzy looking at the screen, the flashing lights burning into his pounding head. He wiped the back of his hand over his forehead, it came back slick with sweat. In and out . How was he sweating so much when he felt as if he was freezing? Trevor wished he had grabbed a blanket from his bed but it was too late now and-
âTrev- Trevor.â
âHm?â Phoebe had been trying to catch his attention. âSorry, I zoned out a bit thereâ
âItâs fine, I was just asking if you could get me another drink, you donât seem to be bothered by this movie so I didnât think you would mind.â
âThat's- yeah sure.â Trevor stood up on shaky legs, he walked slowly to the kitchen, grabbing a soda for Phoebe from the fridge.Â
He was just about to sit down after putting the can on the coffee table when his stomach lurched and he was forced back up standing. He stumbled in the direction of the bathroom but his stomach had decided it had had enough and it cramped again. He was forced to bend over in the doorway with a loud groan followed by a sharp gag. In and out. In and- His knuckles gripped the door frame as he gagged again, this time an unpleasant wave of vomit accompanied it.Â
This caught the attention of his family. Callie rushed over to him and forced him to sit down against the wall before he collapsed. The palm of her hand brushed over his clammy face, resting on his much too warm forehead. She frowned at the heat radiating from his skin, Trevor barely managed to shrug his hoodie off before he began to sweat profusely, now feeling as if he was burning from the inside.
âHoney, Iâm so sorry I didnât listen to you.â
Trevor choked on a sob as he pushed his now-burning cheek into the wall, his voice whiny, âMom, I donât- I donât feel good.âÂ
âI know, Trev, I know sweetheart. Weâre gonna get you into bed, and youâre gonna rest until you feel better.â
Gary walked over to the pair, just coming back from cleaning the hallway of Trevorâs vomit. He helped Callie lift Trevor to his feet, taking the majority of his weight as they walked him to his bedroom. Phoebe trailed behind slightly, carrying a bowl filled with cold water in one hand and a washcloth in the other.Â
Trevor was tucked into his bed, his eyes were glassy with fever and he kept one arm wrapped around his stomach. Callie held up a thermometer, placing it into his mouth. Once it beeped she took it away, frowning again,
â103.2. Thatâs much too high.â She soaked the washcloth in the cool water a wiped away the sweat on Trevorâs face before resting it on his forehead. She combed her fingers through his hair.
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Trevor layed in his bed for at least two hours, everyone taking turns sitting next to him and changing the cloth on his forehead. But now he was on his own, the others left to the kitchen to eat lunch and possibly make Trevor soup that he was most definitely going to puke up. He still felt like crap but he managed to pull himself up so he was sitting up against the wall, his knees tucked against his chest and a blanket wrapped around himself. His face was flushed red with fever and there was now a pile of tissues on the floor by his bed. He coughed dryly into his arm, curling further into his blanket.Â
In and out, he was beginning to feel sick again. He grabbed the trashcan he kept next to his bed. In and out. His mouth flooded with saliva, his head hung limply over the bin as he groaned inwards. He spat out the saliva into the bin, but his mouth was flooded again. In and out. He coughed hard, the cough turning into a gag at the end. He spit a thin stream of bile into the bin before he retched and brought up a second wave of vomit. His throat burned and he had tears streaming down his face, his breath hitched.
âM-o-omâ He called out weakly between dry heaves. His hair stuck to his forehead, and his skin felt sticky and uncomfortably warm.Â
Trevor heard footsteps move up the stairs and down the hall to his room. His bedroom door creaked open and Callie stepped inside, her eyes glinting with sympathy. She sat on the chair by his bed, rubbing her hand up and down his back.Â
âTrev, honey. Do you think youâre done?â She pressed a kiss to his temple.
Trevor spat out a final string of bile and gave a meek nod. Callie took the trashcan off of him and placed it aside to be cleaned out. âDo you want to sit downstairs with us for a bit, we can set you up on the couch with your pillows and your blankets and it might not feel as lonely.â
Trevor nodded with agreement and he allowed himself to be pulled out of bed and lead out of his room and down the stairs to the living room.Â
Once he was set up on the sofa, he was brought his pillow and his blanket. Phoebe entered the room and sat next to him, she handed him something. Trevor looked at the item, it was a small floppy teddy bear, the same one he was given for his fifth birthday.Â
âI thought you might want him, you used to carry him around all the time if you ever got sick.âÂ
Trevor pulled the stuffed animal into his chest, curling his body around it. He shot Phoebe a quick smile, âThanks.â
Trevor spent the rest of that evening, and the rest of that week, cooped up in the house either in his bed or on the sofa. He got a lot of attention during that week, maybe heâd have to get sick more often.
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A small blurb to go with this image It is very much a first draft but still I want to do some writing for OCtober Rating: G 800ish words
First Meeting
It was as if time had stopped. He had appeared suddenly from the cliffside, he seemed just as surprised to see me. Our eyes met and I was hit with a wave of emotions all at once. Nostalgia, sadness, joy, and fear hit me like a tidal wave. Were these all my own emotions or the whims of spirits from times long gone.
               âahâ His small voice finally managed to snap me back to reality, he was no longer looking at me but instead at the ground that was no longer under his feet.
âWatch out!â I yelled and reached out my hand, hoping to somehow soften the fall. Gravity was not so kind and while the fall was only a few feet it was enough for him to hit his head and be knocked unconscious. I ran to his side and thankfully he seemed unharmed. A few scrapes but not much in the way of open wounds.
               I stared at my hand, when the time came, I had been powerless to do much of anything. Things were supposed to be different now, I was 10 years old and yet.
               Suddenly voices made their way to me, they were far and difficult to understand but I could hear âran this wayâ and ârewardâ. They were clearly looking for this boy. This time I would help, this time I would be useful. I gently touched the crystal around my neck and began to gather the light around us. To anyone on the other side it would simply look like a field of flowers. An illusion only those who can bend light to their will can accomplish.
               It didnât take long for a group of people to come by, they were cursing that they seemed to have lost their prize. âKeep combing the forest, he canât have gotten too farâ the man in charge ordered and the group dispersed. After waiting a moment longer, I released the illusion and fell to my knees. However, there was no time to waste. It wouldnât be long before they came across this spot again and I may not have enough light to try that trick again.
               âIâll just carry himâ I proudly proclaimed and stuck out my hand willing him to lift. However, nothing happened. I stared at my hand, perhaps I had overdone it with the barrier and that was why my other powers werenât working. It should have been my first clue.
               âWell if that wonât workâŚâ I grab his wrists and begin to pull. He groans a little but doesnât even move a centimeter. I try just grabbing one arm, but my luck stays the same. âOk how about this!â I try to lift him up a little so I can hoist his arm over one shoulder. He mumbles something but itâs in another language. âI know it hurts but we have to go!â He tried to struggle a little but all that accomplished was me losing my footing and both of us ending up back on the ground barely a foot from where we started. He was also much heavier than I anticipated, unless he moved I was pinned. Â
               âI just have to hope they donât have a telepath with themâ I mutter to myself as I close my eyes and try to reach out to my mother who should be where I call home at the base of the cliff. âHm?â Silence, I couldnât hear anything, I couldnât get in touch with the one person who could help. Fear began to grip my heart. Why wasnât anything working? I was supposed to be useful. As tears began willing up in my eyes I heard it.
               âRaichana?â the man was tall, almost too tall for a human. His handy blond hair matched his slightly golden eyes. âWhat are you doing all the way up here? And with some boyâŚâ
               Before he could finish his sentence, I was already calling out to him. âDad! Please! Heâs hurt⌠he fell off the cliff and I couldnât stop it! He was being chased but they may come backâ if he said anything else I couldnât hear it through my frightened sobs. My father could rarely visit, and I didnât want him to see me like this, but I was so scared.
               After a little sigh he moved over and picked up the boy with ease. âYou able to stand or should I carry you as well?â His smile was so gentle.
               âI can walkâ I managed to get out through sniffles though I did take his hand. It was always so much bigger than mine and so incredibly warm.
               I should have looked up; I might have noticed the worried expression he wore. However, in the end I was just happy to be heading back home, the safest place in the world. Â
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Their reaction to you having a pain kink.
SEOKJIN
Jin would be a little surprised, his eyes widening as he stared down at you underneath him, he had gotten a little too carried away in the moment and pushed you hard against the wall, his body still stuck like glue on yours as his lips stayed connected with your own. you moaned in pleasure from how he was being a little rough, something the both of you weren't used to. "you liked that?" he'd question you, smirking when you'd nod. "let's try it again then, shall we babygirl?"
NAMJOON
You two would be making out. his hands held at your waist before traveling further down to grope your butt rather roughly, you'd whimper softly into the kiss causing him to pull away, a taunting smirk on his lips. "you liked that, huh?" he'd bite his lip looking down at you. he'd repeat his actions, only this time also slapping your butt causing a stinging sensation to arise. namjoon suddenly smirked again, a sudden thought popping up in his head. "bend over, i have an idea."
HOSEOK
Hobi would smirk down at you as he accidentally pulled your hair causing you to let out a moan of pleasure. "are you moaning?" he'd ask, his tongue swiping over his bottom lip. "you're moaning because i pulled your hair, aren't you?" he'd laugh when you'd nod, his hands finding their way to your hair once again. he'd pull you into a kiss before pulling your hair, loving the reaction you gave him. he didn't know you had a pain kink but now that he knew, it was definitely going to be put into play a lot more.
JIMIN
Jimin would be kissing you all over, his hands traveling up and down your body in the process. once he was at your belly button, he nibbled on the soft flesh of your stomach before biting down harshly causing you to buck your hips up, a soft moan escaping from your lips. jimin would look up at you with a smirk, his teeth nipping at his bottom lip. "so you like it when i'm a little rough, huh?" "does my babygirl have a pain kink?" he'd be a little overly excited when you'd nod, wanting him to repeat his actions maybe even a little harder this time. "as you wish, my queen."
YOONGI
Yoongi would raise his eyebrows as you moaned from his sudden rough attitude. he had been caressing your boobs before pinching your nipple, far from gentle and it drove you wild. "did you like that baby? you want me to do it again?" he'd ask and you'd obviously say yes, he'd grin off of that, his fingers playing with your nipple once again before pinching the soft nub. you'd whine out from the contact, loving the pain that came with the pleasure. "ah ah, don't whine now. you asked for this, now deal with it." he'd say to you, repeating his actions in which you loved.
TAEHYUNG
You and tae would be in the middle of a very soft makeout session, his hands already in your pants playing with your most sacred part. he'd lean down to begin kissing your neck before he found your clit, his fingers instantly squeezing at the sensitive nerve. you'd moan loudly, loving how it hurt but also felt almost too good, he'd lean his head up smirking at you and biting his lip. "that was hot baby, think you can moan like that again?" he'd tease, repeating his actions to hear you moan once again. he loved that he was being overly rough with you and you went along with it, loving it.
JUNGKOOK
You'd be giving jungkook a blowjob, his hands tangled in your hair as you worked your mouth on him. he'd be overwhelmed with pleasure and it was causing him to think much dirtier than usual. suddenly his hand would reach up, slapping your cheek while you had his cock in your mouth. he'd instantly lean up a little looking down to apologize but was stopped in his tracks when he heard you moan. confused, he looked at you and smirked when you were already telling him to do it again. "you like being slapped, huh?" he'd bite his lip when you nodded. "well how about you continue on with what you're doing and i'll give you what you want, naughty girl."
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hello!! how are you doing? <3
I was wondering for Some HC of reader wearing the bad batchâs armor and how they would react.
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uhm, okay, let me try something!
The Bad Batch x Reader HCs - Whose armor is this, anyway?
Fluffy/Funny(I guess)/Slightly Suggestive in parts
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What's going on: Your Batcher is taking a shower and has left the armor plates of his equipment in your room. Feeling a bit silly today, you decide to have some fun with it and try some on. You forget the time and get caught by your beloved clone when he comes back from the shower.
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Hunter
You can't help yourself, as soon as the bathroom door closes behind Hunter, your fingers curiously roam over the equipment he has taken off, feeling scratches, dents and burn marks. This armor could probably tell quite a few stories. You try on the helmet, it doesn't fit right, it's a little too big, but not too much. You see the handle of his knife peeking out of the armor plate he normally wears on his arm and reach for it. The vibro knife is intriguing, looks sharp and dangerous. You've seen Hunter wield it a few times and admired it. You twirl the knife around a bit randomly, and for a moment you feel really cool, until you hear Hunter clear his throat. You drop the knife, shocked, and let out a small startled yelp. The knife sticks tip-first in the hardwood floor, definitely a sharp blade. You feel your face getting hot and are glad you have his helmet on, at the moment you are ashamed of yourself. Hunter smirks at you with a half-suppressed grin. He looks gorgeous as always, and you feel like an idiot with his helmet on your head and his knife stuck in the floor next to your feet. "Do you admire me so much that you're already imitating me?" he asks, amused, pulling a shirt over his gorgeous torso and tying his still-damp hair back with his bandana. He bends down for the knife and pulls it out of the wood, tucking it back into the armor plate he normally has on his arm. "You shouldn't mess with that, you might hurt yourself," he says with gentle rebuke when you don't answer him right away. "Sorry," you say meekly, "Couldn't resist. Can you take your shirt off again?" Hunter pauses, then laughs, "What, you want to put on my shirts now too?" You shrug and say perkily, "Maybe in the morning, but mostly I just want to see your upper body naked." His smirk turns salacious. "So you want me to stay the night for the first time?"
You suddenly feel terribly hot under the helmet, but you nod. He takes off his shirt again, as you asked him to, then he comes closer and puts his hands on your hips. "Aren't you going to take the helmet off again?" he asks with raised eyebrows. "No, not yet," you say hurriedly, "It's cozy in here." Hunter laughs softly and says, "Honey, I know your pulse is racing, and you're all hot, I don't need to see your face, there is no point in hiding".
Wrecker
The man is huge, and so is his equipment. The helmet is way too big, even the chest plate you throw over yourself looks ridiculously huge on you. You look at yourself in the mirror and grin under Wrecker's helmet, it looks incredibly funny.
You realize anew how stark the physical difference is between the two of you. You also try out the gloves, but soon put them away again, because they are so big that they constantly slip.
You pose in front of the large mirror that hangs on the bedroom closet and giggle quietly to yourself.
Suddenly, you hear rumbling laughter and turn around, startled. Wrecker is standing in the doorway in his shirt and boxers, a towel at the back of his neck. For a moment your gaze hangs admiringly on his leg muscles, especially his thighs, and a soft, "Damn," passes your lips.
"What are you up to?" he asks, amused.
You laugh a little awkwardly and say, "Gettin' ready for battle."
Smiling, he says, "Then maybe you should find some armor that fits you first."
You reach for one of the many pillows on your bed and say, "It should do for this one," and throw the pillow at him.
You hit Wrecker right in the chest, who holds the pillow in confusion for the first moment. But then he realizes.
"Pillow fight!" he exclaims happily, lunging and throwing it.
He underestimates his strength and knocks you off your feet with his hit. You tumble backwards, and if it weren't for the helmet, your head would have collided directly with the dresser.
Wrecker raises his hands in fright.
"Maker!" he exclaims, "Sweetie, are you okay? I didn't mean to do that!"
He rushes to your side and pulls you back to your feet with ease.
"Wow!", you exclaim laughing, "Even with a pillow you can knock one out".
"Are you hurt?" he asks meekly.
You shake your head laughing.
"No, Wrecker, I'm fine! Your helmet protected me, like I said, ready for battle".
He carefully takes off your helmet and still checks your head for wounds. Patiently, you let him check. Finally, he kisses your cheek and mumbles an apology again. His huge hands hold your face for a moment. He still looks worried, but when you smile at him, he can't help but return the smile.
Echo
Normally, Echo showers in the barracks before coming to you. However, he came back from training quite late today and doesn't want to lose any time. So he comes straight to your house and quickly slips into your bathroom to shower off while you open a bottle of wine for you.
Your eyes fall on the bedspread on your bed, where Echo has neatly laid down his gear. Curious, you move closer. At first, only your gaze wanders over the pieces of armor, then your fingertips.
Biting your lower lip thoughtfully, you finally take the pieces in your hands one by one and look at them more closely. It's surprisingly clean and well cared for, but there are a few marks and scratches that Echo can't hide in his armor maintenance.
You wonder how many times the helmet might have saved his life, turning it over in your hands. Your eyes fall on the bathroom door, you move closer and listen with your ear to the door. The water of the shower is still running.
His helmet doesn't fit you because of the cutout. But you spot the gun belt and his Kama. Clad only in an extra-long shirt, in your underwear, you slip both on. The radio is on in the background, and you dance around your bedroom with it, swinging your hips to move the Kama like a skirt.
Then during one of your turns, you almost fall over in shock. Echo stands there, leaning casually in the doorway, arms folded in front of his chest, a smirk on his face.
When you stop and stare at him with a heated face, he says, "Looks good on you, looks cute, but the outfit is not suitable for combat, at least not in this half-naked combination. But it's definitely an eye-catcher."
"Sorry," you stammer and hastily try to take the belt off again, but it's stuck.
Echo chuckles softly and comes over to you, helping you take the belt off again, placing it on your dresser next to him. His hand gently grips your chin, his lips resting warmly, softly on yours. He gives you a languid, tender, long kiss that makes your knees go weak.
When he pulls away from the kiss, his hand is still on your chin, and he asks, "So, beautiful, what's the plan for tonight, besides dancing in my Kama?"
With heated cheeks you smile at him, you have quite a few ideas.
Crosshair
He always takes ages in the bathroom, you don't even know exactly why, you've never asked him. Crosshair has been in the shower for quite a while when your eyes fall on his equipment lying neatly on your bedroom chair next to your bed.
Cautiously, you glance toward the bathroom door. You're not sure how he'll react when you go to his equipment. Curious, you pick up the helmet and put it on. It fits surprisingly well, is almost a little tight. You browse through the other pieces of gear and aren't exactly surprised at how neat they all are. Crosshair is a pretty neat person.
Then your eyes fall on his rifle, the Firepunsher, leaning upright against your bedroom closet. Again your eyes fall on the bathroom door. You hesitate, but finally you approach the gun and carefully run your fingers over it.
"What do you think you're doing?"
You jump up hastily, letting out a small startled yelp. It felt like a second ago the bathroom door was closed, but now it's open and Crosshair is standing in the doorway, one of your towels wrapped around his hips, bare-chested.
"I was curious," you say, still a little breathless with shock.
It's not until he comes over to you, grabs your head with both hands, and pulls off the helmet that you realize you still have it on.
Crosshair puts the helmet back with the other things and says sternly, "This is not a toy. My armor is one thing, but my rifle is not for untrained people."
"I know, sorry. I just wanted to look at it"
"Looking is something you do with your eyes, not your fingers" he growls.
"Sorry, please don't be mad"
"You could have gotten hurt" he says with a sigh.
"I know," you say meekly.
No matter how scared or ashamed you just were, his appearance distracts you, practically naked, clad only in a towel at his hips.
Crosshair smirks as he notices your covetous gaze.
"Now," he says in his smoky voice, "Why don't you slip out of your clothes, hop up on the bed, and we'll talk about it."
Heat rises in your cheeks, you don't even think about it but start undressing right away.
Tech
His things are spread across your bedroom. As always, he has a thousand things to say when he comes in and while he walks through your bedroom and takes off his equipment to get ready for the shower, he leaves the individual parts lying where he just walks and stands, lost in thought.
You watch him with amusement, trying to follow his rambling as best you can, picking up the pieces of equipment and placing them all neatly on your dresser. When he finally disappears into the bathroom, your eyes fall on his equipment again.
You take his helmet, pull it on and flip down the visor. The integrated computer comes to life and a bunch of numbers and options pop up in your field of vision.
"Wow, so that's what it looks like"
Next, you put on the gun belt and the tool belt. Both are surprisingly heavy.
"How can he walk around with that all day, no wonder he has such a slouch" you mutter to yourself and look at yourself in the mirror.
You admire yourself for a while, turning back and forth.
"May I ask what you're doing?"
Tech's voice makes you spin around, startled.
"Um, well, you left your gear criss-crossed, and I was cleaning up," you say evasively.
He stands there in boxer shorts and shirt, rubbing his hair dry, and asks with an amused undertone as he takes the towel down, "And you had to put parts on to do that?"
You flip up your visor and roll your eyes.
"Okay, I was curious, I wanted to see what it felt like".
A barely noticeable smirk is on his lips.
"So, how does it feel to you?"
"Unexpectedly heavy," you admit.
Tech nods and says, "I guess that's true, I'm lugging around a lot of tools."
He puts the towel in the bathroom bucket and comes back into the bedroom, he gently takes the helmet off your head and pulls the straps off.
"As cute as this may look, my equipment is not a toy, honey".
"Hmm, okay," you say meekly, watching as he puts the gear back on the dresser with the others.
He's got the thought, the words down, you haven't been intimate with each other yet, other than a few chaste kisses and careful cuddles. But you've been together for a while, actually very familiar by now, and he wants more too, but he's having a hard time coming out of his shell. When he looks at you again, a soft blush creeps into his cheeks as he asks, "Should I get fully dressed, or maybe we'll spend the evening⌠cuddling?"
You smile softly and say tenderly, "Cuddling sounds great, Tech."
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Your new Partner KĂśnig
Masterlist part two - KĂśnig x fem!reader - Enemies to more
Summary: After sneaking into a terrorist base, you are overwhelmed by KĂśnig, a mountain of a man. Is he your enemy or indeed an ally?
Warnings: Mention of weapons, mention of wounds, overall fluff
Word count: 3502
AN: This story was originally based of the first two episodes of the KĂśnig series of MINTS. Go and check it out! Also, for this story will come 100% more parts - so stay tuned. ^^
âY/n. Stay low profile. We donât want to draw to much attention.â â âCopy that. See you on the other side. Stay safe Farah.â After I made my call, I move further through the tunnels. According to the plan, I should reach the end soon. Slowly approaching the gate that leads to the base of the terrorists, I can hear only my own footsteps as I walk through little water puddles. I try to open the gate, but itâs locked. Alright, quick breaking through move. I clipped my gun away and reached for a crowbar. I must do this as quite as possible. Adjusting the angle, and âCRACK!â.
Iâve placed the crowbar back at my bag pack and took my gun once again. I stepped through the gate, closing it behind me and turning to the right. I should get this way to the building, collecting the information I need. Just as I turned right, someone comes from behind, I spun around firing my gun, but it got ripped out my hand in an instant, then I fell to the ground, with my face first. My arms are quickly tied up on my back. âFUCK!â I yelled and tried to lift my legs to grip the attacker. I reached to the neck, but the attacker gripped my feet with an ease, pushing them down and tying them together. I wiggled and tried to hit the person with my head. But the attacker pushed me down to the ground, now facing to the sky, I saw a man standing over me. Way taller than Ghost. My breath stuck. He has a black sniper hood hiding his face and he is huge! âStop squirming! You will just hurt yourself.â He said casually down to me, he bends down and shut my mouth with duct tape. Then he packed me by the waist and lifted me on his shoulder, carrying me across the camp.
After roughly 5 minutes getting carried all over the entire place, I felt how my guts are in the wrong places. Everything hurt and there was too much blood in my brain, what made me feel dizzy. Mister three meters tall finally let me down. He dropped me on a chair in a big room where was one single light. It was nearly impossible to tell how big the room was, it was just too dark. He placed my hands behind the chair and tied my feet to the chair. Then he took my bag, weapons and other devices and placed them on a small table near the shadow. Not taking off the duct tape from my mouth he spoke with a calm voice. âIâll let you rest now a little. Letâs chat later. There are many things Iâd love to talk about.â With this he left the room and as it sounded, there was another person leaving as well. And to my joy, they turned off the only light. It was pitch black now.
âShit. Ah, Iâm sorry Farah, I fucked up.â I mumbled as I started to loosen my wrists from the rope. It wonât move, but I continued even though I felt the pain in my wrists already rising. After what felt like an eternity, the door swung open, and the light got turned on. Squeezing my eyes because I turned blind on an instant.
âSo. How are you doing?â Slowly opening my eyes again, I see him. He is standing a little in the shadow, but enough in the light. He is so damn huge. And I donât mean only his height. He is built like a bulldozer. There was no way I could have won against him earlier. If he would just stand there and somebody else would interrogate me, I would be terrified. But his voice is way too kind. He sounds as if he doesnât even plan to hurt me. Also, he didnât really hurt me outside. Why did he not just knock me out. There is something wrong with him. Maybe he is a spy? He suddenly stomped to me and grabbed me by my shoulder, pushing me back, so that the chair lifted off. âDonât pretend that you are not scared. I will make you fear being any longer alive.â He let go of me and walked away again. There was another person in the corner again, I donât see much, but there is clearly somebody standing. Short after my attacker walked away, he placed a chair in front of me and sat down. I canât see his eyes, itâs too damn dark here. But Iâm sure he is as scary as Ghost is. I guess all masked guys are like that.
âYou know how they call me?â He asked amused. I shook my head. I canât even speak mate. I have still duct tape on my mouth! He then leaned closer and whispered in my ear: âKĂśnig.â It took me a moment to realise, Oh shit. Itâs him. My blood froze. This big man with the sniper hood. Why didnât I come to the realisation earlier. Ghost told me about him. He worked with him once. Long time ago, he told me, that this huge man was called KĂśnig. King in German. And that even Ghost himself was terrified of KĂśnig. And that psycho is now sitting right in front of me. I couldnât get better, right?
âYou heard of me. I see.â He moved back in his chair. âIâm sure my old friend Ghost told you a little about me. Anyway, speaking of Ghost. Thatâs why you are here.â He paused and moved his chair closer. He leaned over to me, with his head next to my ear, he whispered slowly: âWhere is Simon Riley aka Ghost. Be a good little sweetheart and tell me. Otherwise, I donât see an option, but using that knife in my right hand. So, what do you say? Should I take the tape off, and we have a nice little chat?â I nodded slowly. He moved away once more and ripped the tape off my mouth. âSo where is Ghost?â He asked once again. I just smiled at him. Not that fast big man.
I leaned over to him and smiled devilish. âCould you do that again, but this time with your hands between my legs. You just unlocked a new kink for me, big boy.â He jumped back and before I could realise anything, he pressed the duct tape over my mouth again. Ah shit.
Ghost told me that KĂśnig has severe anxiety issues. If you talk back to him or invade his personal space. He gets âuneasyâ. It worked. A little. âIf you talk garbage like that, you wonât come out here that easy. You know that.â He spoke louder. Then he was leaving the room once again, the shadow person followed him. My time to continue on those damn ropes, but this time he wasnât gone that long. KĂśnig slammed the door open. âAlrightâ he says, coming to me. âYour last chance. Tell me where Ghost is, and you can go. Or donât tell me where he is, and Iâll make your life a nightmare.â He sat down in front looking me dead in the eyes. Realising that he entered the room alone this time, I nodded again. He hesitated but removed the tape once more. âI thought we were clear how things are going Farah.â He whispered at me, before I even got a chance to speak, the shadow person entered the room. KĂśnig cleared his throat and spoke loud to me: âIf you push your luck, I will cut you to pieces. Are we clear!â
Damn, I was confused but played along. I nodded. He leaned back in the chair and crossed his arms in front of his chest. âSo, where is the last location you have seen Simon Riley?â he asked once again. His voice sounds more and more annoyed. I took a deep breath, and looked at him with burning eyes: âLast location I saw him? In my bed, on top of me, sir.â I giggled; does he really think I would tell him where my team is, I never heard of any plan, but he must think Iâm Farah, did she actually betray us? KĂśnig sighed in disappointment. âI hoped you would make it not that hard for us. But that was your choice.â He drew a knife and started to cut my arm, not deep, not much. But it hurts even more than a real cut. I tried to push him away with my shoulder, but I was fixated to the chair, struggling was helping nothing. Realising that the shadow person left again, KĂśnig stopped abruptly. He leaned to me and whispered. âWhat are you doing? We have orders.â He literally hissed at me like an angry cat. I was so mad, I would like to punch him in the face. Or anything. Why would Farah do that.
The door flew open, and a big man entered the room. KĂśnig jumped back in his role: âStop squirming. You canât get out of here. You choose it, so take it like a man.â He laughed at me. âIâm a woman! Vollidiotâ! (Big idiot) I yelled at him. He suddenly froze and looked at me in shock. âWhat? Never heard a woman speak German before?â Now it was me who was laughing. Indeed, I knew some German. I had to work with the German special forces three years ago, they taught me mainly bad words, but practical. KĂśnig shook his head and wanted to say something, but the big man in the back interrupted him. âHow is going. Does bitch talk?â KĂśnig turned around and answered. âYes, last location they saw Ghost was North to the old Hospital. They had a camp there.â The other man laughed. âPerfect. You, kill her. We take look there.â With this he left.
âWhat? I never told you anything!â I yelled at KĂśnig, who was putting his knife away. He then pulled some first aid stuff out of his bag and applied a cream and a bandage to my wound. âWhat are you doing?! Fucking Hell! Are you dumb!â I yelled at him. He then placed his face close to mine and whispered, âYou are not Farah, right? You are y/n. Ghost should have told me he changed the plan. Anyway, Scream a little louder now and when I shoot, youâll be quite. Donât do anything stupid. We are on the same team.â He walked away and pulled out a gun. He pointed it not at me, but to the left. I had to believe him for now, he told this man false information and want to help me. So I must trust him. Even if I donât want to. I nodded and started screaming like hell. âNo! Fuck you! I told you what you wanted to hear! Let me go!!â then he shot twice into a bag to the left. I stopped screaming and waited for him to do anything.
He untied my feet and hands and pointed to my stuff back on a small table. âWe will leave now. Hurry up.â He said as he opened the door. Quickly I packed my stuff and loaded the gun. âReady to goâ I whispered, standing behind him. Letâs stay calm and focused. If he tries to take me down, Iâll shoot him this time for good. He nods, âStay quite.â He whispered back as we left the room and entered an even darker hallway where nobody was seen. He checks left and right, then signed me to stay close. With him leading the way, it was impossible for me to see anything, because he was just so big and blocked all view. We moved quietly and quickly. He pointed to a door, signing me to get through as he stood with his back against it, eyes on the hallway area. I wanted to open the door. âShit, itâs locked.â I hissed. KĂśnig looked down to me. âPicking takes too long. Keep your eyes on the hallway.â He said and we quickly changed places. With half an eye, I looked what he was doing. He put his gun away and took a deep breath. Then he slammed his shoulder against the door. With a loud crack, it broke open. That wasnât even half of his force. No wonder I didnât had a chance. Actually, I could take him out now, he is unarmed, I have the gun. I let out a sigh and shook my head at this thought. Then I got through the door, KĂśnig followed me now. He pats me on the shoulder, pointing to a van in the distance, then to the left and the front, signing me, Iâm supposed to scan there as he scanned right and back. I gave a thump up and made my way to the van.
Finally reaching it, KĂśnig grabbed my shoulder and turned me around. He was standing right in front of me, looking down on me, as a king would do to his unworthy soldiers. He wanted to say something, but I cut him off. âDonât even think about it. Iâm driving. You make sure nobody follows.â I hissed at him, he hesitated but agreed. Driving off the terrorist camp, I pulled out my radio device: âThis is Racoon. To all callsigns, does any one copy?â No response. âTeam, this is Racoon. Does anyone copy?â I repeated my question. Nothing. âRacoon is your callsign?â KĂśnig asked me hesitantly. I took a quick look at him, then focused back on the road. âYes. The German special force gave me the German form of Racoon. I tried to tame a racoon family near the river where we were camping. With success, not lying.â I told him proudly, now he knows I worked with the Germans, that will come in handy, maybe.
He chuckled: âSo you were called, Waschbär? What a horrible callsign.â He giggled more. âWhat? Itâs a cool callsign. Better than KĂśnig. Or ghost.â I protested. âWhat about Soap?â He asked. âSoap?â I looked at him again quickly. âHis callsign is fitting quite well to mine, donât you think?â I giggled at my dumb answer, and so did KĂśnig. âIâm sorry I had to hurt you. It was necessary to make the terrorists believe that you talked.â He spoke with a quiet voice. âSo, you said you are on my side? Why nobody mentioned you are, or why did I never meet you? Why did Farah was involved but didnât warn me before entering the tunnels?â still a little unsure if I really should trust him, I tried to get some answers from him. But KĂśnig didnât answer. A we reached the little town I looked at him again, âHey, Johannes? I asked a question.â He froze and faced me with big eyes. Guess I shocked him a little. I giggled loud. âWhy did you call me that?â He asked with a trembling voice, I just laughed at him. âIâm going to call you from today on every possible name, until I got yours right. Sounds like fun. Donât you think?â I parked the car near an old store. There were plenty of abandoned cars we could âborrowâ. Sorry to the owner. âWhat if I donât tell you when you got my name right?â KĂśnig asked me while looking away. I giggled at him, âThen Iâll be mad.â and left the car. He followed me. We both stayed low and scanned the area, as we walked towards a black jeep. Best choice for now.
We hopped in the jeep, and what a miracle, the keys were laying on the drivers seat. Horrible what happened to the people here. I shook my head and started the car. Nobody was following us, we didnât meet anyone as we broke out, and I donât get any calls over radio. Knowing the parameter, I drove towards the forest. There I will get out of the car and run. When I got rid of KĂśnig, Iâll make my way to a near hideout. As I drove out of the town, I knew, I canât trust him. This was all too easy. KĂśnig didnât say anything more. And he didnât look my way anymore either. After 15 minutes of killing silence I parked the car near the forest way and left it. KĂśnig followed me. Now itâs time to act quickly. As he was taking his gun out of the car I walked over to him and dropped the keys. âAh damn, could you be so kind?â I asked, pretending I tied my hair up, he bowed down to pick them up, as I turned on my heels and started running. No turning back, just running. I need to get away from him.
I ran as far as possible, square through the forest, sadly my lungs were about to collapse after 10 minutes already. To be fair, running was never my strength. Slowing down, I turned around and was glad to see nobody. Then I picked a big tree and started to climb it. So I could recover from running and check if KĂśnig was following me. Sitting on the tree I was breathing quietly, listening to the surroundings. I heard and saw nothing. That was good news. 10 minutes passed and I got down from the tree again. I checked once more the area and then instead of running, I sneaked a little bit. Checking my location and compass, I knew I had to turn right, but then suddenly: âAnd why do you think you could run away from me?â A strong hand grabbed my shoulder and a deep voice spoke angry in my ear. âFuck.â I cursed. How did he find me. And how silent can that mountain of a man sneak? I didnât hear him anywhere nearby. As I turned around, I received a radio call âRacoon, this is Ghost. How copy?â I looked at KĂśnig and he looked at me. I let out a deep and long sigh, but answered calmly. âGhost, this is Racoon. We have an unpleasant situation.â â âUnpleasant? Your whole disappearance was fucking unpleasant. Thought your dead. Soap has run circles in the floor tiles. Get your ass to base now. And stop playing hide and seek with KĂśnig. He got his damn orders.â With ghost being obviously mad, I answered protesting. âSo you knew he was spying at the terrorist camp? How about inviting me into the plan as well, when you damn send me through the tunnels instead of Farah!â Ghost didnât answer anything.
I sighed and looked back at KĂśnig. âAlright, Martin. Lead the way to the road.â My hand gesturing in the forest. KĂśnig only shook his head. âNot Martin.â He said walking ahead of me, giggling quietly. âYou are quite chatty for someone with severe social anxiety.â I spoke, while trying to step on his heels, I got him at least three times. âCould you stop doing that?â He asked, stopped abruptly and turned around. I was so focused, I didnât realise he stopped, so I just ended up bumping into his chest and almost lost balance, falling back. He suddenly grabbed me and pulled me closer to him. My hands against his chest, his hands holding my shoulders. I looked up at him, he looked down. Time stops moving, everything was quiet. All I saw where his eyes, focusing on my eyes. It felt like an eternity as we just stood, holding each other and saying nothing.
Then he cleared his voices. âDo-do you-â he stuttered, looking left and right next to me. âDo you think. WeâŚ. We c-could.â I guess this is the anxiety Ghost was talking about. But he wasnât nervous the whole time. Why now? I tilted my head a little bit and smiled at him. Maybe it helps him to calm down. âYeah?â I asked. He still couldnât look in my eyes. Then he spoke a little above a whisper. âDo you. Think. We. C-could. B-be-become friends?â he was clearly embarrassed. Actually, heâs cute. So big and so shy. I chuckled and leaned a little more against him. âIâd love to be friends with you, Peter.â He just rolled his eyes and pushed me away. Then he turned around and continued walking. âNot Peter.â He spoke. I laughed. âHow about Nick?â â âNo.â â âErik?â â âStop it, Waschbär-Frau.â I frowned at his comment. âRacoon woman? More like Racoon Whisperer. Mighty Racoon Whisperer.â I giggled over my new name. KĂśnig chuckled too. He tried to do it quietly, but I heard him. Knowing that he is no threat, I finally could relax around him. I think we will get along. Iâm sorry to say, but maybe it was meant to be that I ended up in Farahs position. I was able to meet KĂśnig in a way, I wouldnât had otherwise. A little tickle in my belly grew, Iâm looking forward to what will come.
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Not even a gift


Plot: Since the moment Jungkook saw your ass he swore he never saw something that beautiful. But then you turned around, and well, that was a total different thing. The poor man couldnât even stand beside you without embarassing himself or embarassing you, and evey time seems to get worse and worse and...worse.Â
Pairing: Jungkook x Reader
Genre: Dancer AU, Fluff, Humor, Smut, One Shot
Wordcount: 30k
Content Warning: Jungkook canât stop embarassing himself, swearing, sexual innuendo, sexual tension, awkard situations, masturbation, sexual fantasies, a lot - a lot - of fluff, Reader with stress issues, overwhelming parents, trust issues
A/N:Â I wrote this when I was just joining the fandom, last year for Kookieâs birthday. I remember wanting to pst this so badly but it stayed in my drafts because I wasnât sure it was good enough and I was a little insecure about the ending. I told to myself that someday Iâd rewrite a new ending and post this, but knowing myself and how I work with my writing, I know that that day will never come because even if did so, Iâll probably end up with not liking my style of writing anymore and editit all out, leave it like this or delate it. So I told myself that Iâd rather prefer to publish it. cause at the end this story was incredibly funny to write - sometimes I would laugh all alone like an idiot while writing it - and to be honest I think itâs pretty good. Itâs the very first fanfiction I wrote about BTS so itâs also very meaningful for me. For reasons as the ones I already mentioned I decided to not edit this, so you might find some grammatical errors, please understand that this was the first time I wrote something from scratch in english. If youâd like to read it in episodes Iâm going to publish it on youtube as a series too, where youâll be able to live the full experience of the story since there you can visualize it too, as for the story itâs exactly the same as here. Enjoy reading this one, I know youâll have fun!
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Since the moment Jungkook saw your ass he swore he never saw something that beautiful. It wasnât just fit and solid, it was the way you were moving it on the beat, making it look like something heâd die to touch, squeeze, hold.
That was the very first thing he noticed about you.
He couldnât help but fantasize how youâre face would look, watching your back from the doorframe of the ballroom. He imagined you sweat, little drops forming on your forehead caused by the the movements. He tried to focus his attention on the other dancers, fixating his gaze on the girl beside you making the exact same moves as you, but something about your presence kept on calling him like you were a mermaid and he was a poor sailor.
His dark doe-eyes ended again on your body, being in the last row it was hard for him to find your reflection in the mirror, other bodies moving endlessly making him grimace. He was running out of time, the poor man got stuck in traffic on his way here, already twenty minutes late, and god knows why he stopped looking at you dancing.
He shook his head when even after the music stopped your back was still facing him, not that he minded, but he was really dying to know how your face would look like.
Someone must have been both incredibly hungry and in love with him, cause a second later, you were bending over, resting your elbows on your thighs and giving him an even more beautiful view of your ass while trying to catch your breath.Â
Breath stuck in his lungs, Jungkook gulped hard, making his adamâs apple jump up and down.
The girl next to you said something that made you laugh, back invaded by the spasms of your laughter, something he couldnât hear because of all the talking that was going on in the room. He wished he could. He imagined your voice, soft and sweet, and soon enough is mind was already wondering about your features.
Snorting and getting out of his trance, he remembered himself he had to practice. Ready to take the first step away from the ballroom which he didnât belong to, he shook his head a second time and turned, ready to leave his thoughts about you in that room and never meet them again.
But a second song started. And this time, he recognized the beat. Holding his breath again, he faced the entrance with a speed that got him shocked by himself.
Your hips were moving again, slowly and sensually, hands drawing abstract shapes in the air, hair attached to your skin. Your sweat shorts were doing nothing to hide your skin from his dark eyes, all he could think about was the way it seemed to shine under the lights of the room and the way your sweat would make it look even more glowing.
He hissed through his teeth, trying to push away the though of his hands against your skin, the way heâd like to trace your thighs with his fingers, leave pecks against your body and mark your hips with his lips. He brought his gaze back on your ass, sinful eyes burning against your skin and jaw clenching, Jungkook licked his lips and watched you arch your back before bringing your left leg to your head, holding it with your hands as you tiptoed your right foot.
ÂŤHow long have you been here?Âť
He literally jumped, locking his gaze with whoever gave him a heart attack. Standing beside him, looking at him with his eyebrows furrowed and his eyes wide were Yoongi.
ÂŤI-Âť
ÂŤYou know this is the wrong room, right?Âť he looked at him with a blank expression, trying to understand what Jungkook was actually doing standing at the doorframe of a different studio, without even caring about the fact he should be practicing with him and the others.
ÂŤI know, I was just... looking around.Âť he managed to let out, before taking a deep breath and stepping towards Yoongi.
The moment he realized he was rocking a half-hard just by his previous sight, he clenched his jaw and gulped again. If Yoongi had already noticed his situation then he wouldnât know cause his face was no longer on him, neck turned to peek into the room that stole the maknaeâs attention before. The youngest one used that moment to bring his bag in front of him, and then headed to their dance class trying not to draw too much attention.
That was the first time he saw you.

Jungkook dropped his bag to the ground as soon as he entered his bedroom, removing his sneakers and his socks he headed to his bathroom in a matter of seconds, begging to feel the cold drops of water wash away all the sweat on his skin and the heat of his body, even though the last one wasnât because of the workout.
His cock was aching, so damn hard and throbbing against his sweat pants.
He wished they finished their practice just a few seconds sooner. Dancing was a pain in the ass today, all he wanted to do was head back to your doorframe and peek at you, loose his gaze on your body, trying to steal a glance of your face.
But still, it didnât happen. He couldnât help but think about howâd you look during the three hours of rehearsals, he thought about it so much that now he had a clear image of you in his mind. And it was pretty platonic, almost inaccessible.
He removed his shirt and his pants, letting them fall on the ground, and then turned on the water, already hooking his fingers under the elastic band of his boxers. He was so hard that it ached.
Jungkook took a deep breath and palmed himself through the material, immediately hissing at the touch. Deciding it was not enough he let the cloth slowly fall to the ground, creating a wall around his ankles that he surpassed in a second getting in the shower.
He didnât waste time on lathering, he just shut the glass door and closed his eyes while bringing his hand to his shaft. The fingertip of his thumb collected the precum leaking out of his slit, moving over his head and making him clench his jaw shut, breath already uneven.
He though about the way you moved your hips, heâd like to hold them tight and down on the bed while fucking into you. Heâd take such a good care of you. Heâd fuck you so good, making you whimper and moan every time heâd hit your g-spot, heâd squeeze your ass in his big hands, leaving marks as a reminder of his touch. Heâd kiss your skin, heâd kiss your neck and he wouldnât even mind tasting the sweat caused by your rehearsals today, but in his mind, thatâd be caused by what you two are doing.
Jungkook groaned and stroked himself, bringing his hand now to his base and tightening his grip around his girth. Throbbing, pulsating cock begging to release all his seed.
His movements were firm and clear, his fist moving so fast that his wrist was hurting, head falling back, mouth agape and eyebrows knitted together. The sound of his movements blended with the clatter of the water, his shoulders raising from time to time because of the heavy breathing, hips bucking against his hand. He wished it was you, the only part heâd seen of you, he desperately wished he was fucking your ass, so, so hard heâd make you whine and cry in pleasure. He imagined the sounds youâd made, and even though he didnât even know how your voice sounded or how you looked, he already knew that itâd be his new favorite sound.
ÂŤFuckÂť he groaned, fucking his cock in his hand even harder, moving his hips and meeting his hand halfway. He bit his lower lip, flesh aching and almost bleeding under his teeth, bringing his free hand to his heavy balls and massaging them. His pace fastened even more if itâs possible, his hips were snapping so hard into his hand picturing your ass in its place, he was so close he could taste it. He pictured your body bent over his bed, taking him so nicely, moaning out loud and clenching around his greedy cock, so needy and so damn wet for him.
ÂŤGod, fuckÂť he growled, shoving fast into his hand. He wished he knew your face, heâd like to picture you taking his big cock in your lips. He already know theyâd look so damn beautiful around his girth, gagging and drooling for him, heâd hold your head still and fuck himself into your pretty lips so good, letting you eat all of his seed.
That, that was what brung him to his apex. Abs contracting and rough breath, muscles tightening and eyes squinting, lips open letting out low groans.
ÂŤFucking hellÂť
Hot white spatters stained his hand and chest as he rode his orgasm, keep shoving himself into his hand. The water washed away his seed, it disappeared so fast he didnât even see it, and when he opened his eyes he took some time to catch his breath leaning against the wall behind him.
His mind went blank, for just a little. He couldnât think of anything else than the idyllic orgasm he just had, just the thought of it made his cheeks flash red.
Then, the thoughts hit him. He didnât even know your name, and here he was, masturbating over you. He was going to change that.

The second time Jungkook saw you he did  not rush out of his house thirty minutes earlier than he was supposed to. He couldnât help but ask to himself what was going on with him, he certainly knew he never felt the need to see someone he didnât even know. God, you didnât even noticed him. Standing at the doorframe of your rehearsals room, looking at you move your body in such a charming way he swore he never see someone dance like that. Why were you in the last row? You deserved to be in the first one, that wasnât fair. But, in that way he couldnât see you, so he stored the information at the back of his mind. When you stopped your movements and you suddenly disappeared into the crowd, he again remembered to himself that he didnât even know what he was doing.
Come on, was he really going to stand there for about other ten minutes and watch you dance without doing nothing? He desperately wanted to know how your face looked, by now he could say he had a perfect picture of you in his head. And if he was right, you were probably the best thing he ever seen.Â
Just the thought made him lick his lips, taking a deep nervous breath. He needed to talk to you. But what would he say? âHi, Iâve been watching you danceâ? Ew, definitely no. He tried to come up with other possibilities but his mind was totally blank, panic making his way through his thoughts and taking every part of him, leaving him only with sweaty hands and an adamâs apple gulping in his throat.
ÂŤJungkookÂť
A voice made him turn, his gaze suddenly traveled to his right side.
ÂŤOh, heyÂť he blurted out, Taehyung was staring at him with an arched eyebrow and inquisitive eyes.
ÂŤWhat were you doing?Âť the oldest one got closer, his hands in his pockets and a slight smile forming on his lips. Jungkook shook his head.
ÂŤMh- I- waitingÂť he stuttered. His friend knitted his eyebrows looking at him for just a few seconds, then his gaze met the ballroom in front of them, where Jungkookâs was again scanning bodies, trying to find yours.
ÂŤAre you looking for someone?Âť Teahyung asked, receiving just a shake with his head from the youngest. But he knew better than that, he knew Jungkook well, maybe too much, he couldnât even try to hide something from him.
When his eyes finally found you again, Teahyung knew it was you, he could just tell by the way he opened his lips, forming a little âohâ, his eyes never leaving your body.
ÂŤSo you were waiting, uh?Âť he scoffed.
ÂŤYes?Âť the maknae wanted to punch himself in the face, that was not supposed to come out as a question.
ÂŤDo you know her name?Âť Taehyung asked. He turned away in the blink of an eye, staring at him with wide eyes. It took him a few seconds to understand heâs been caught, but eventually he decided to just sigh and shake his head again. ÂŤWell, I know itÂť he shrugged like he had just said nothing. Jungkook looked at him with an unreadable expression, trying to understand if what he just heard was real or if he just imagined it. He studied Taehyungâs face like he was some kind of poem, carefully and thoughtfully, wisely looking for a hint to tell him he was just playing with him, but he really seemed serious.
ÂŤI can introduce her to you?Âť he turned to look at him, the youngest was playing with his fingers, eyes staring at the floor, all of his confidence seemed to fade away.
ÂŤWhy?Âť he asked.
ÂŤWhat do you mean why?Âť Taehyung almost laughed at the maknaeâs words, and he almost felt guilty. Almost.
ÂŤI- I donât know...Âť he sighed. Why was he even acting like this? He wanted to talk to you, desperately wanted to know how your face looked like, his imagination was sending him crazy. How did he even ended up like this? He just saw you dance and his mind wasnât his anymore, constantly wondering about your face. There was just something about you that was making him insanely curious.
ÂŤOh, come on!Âť unexpectedly, the hyung grabbed him by his arm, making him almost loose his balance while dragging him into the room, taking big steps towards you. No one seemed to notice what was happening externally or inside of Jungkook, heart beating a mad pace, slippy hands like he just dipped them in the water, mind shocked and freaking out attempting to find anything, literally anything that couldâve helped him. Anything wouldâve been good, anything for saving him from who knows what his mind was thinking, neither he could understand himself. He never felt more afraid to speak to someone in his life, he swore. Why was he even freaking out? He couldnât find an answer in those few seconds that divided you from him, and he ended up behind you sooner than he realized. His body instantly tensed.
Teahyung, like the amazing friend he was, tapped your right shoulder, making sure to keep his grip tight on Jungkookâs arm, afraid he wouldâve run away at the first opportunity. And he wouldâve.
ÂŤYes?Âť turning, you met the hyung gaze, two deep dark eyes staring at you, breath held in his throat. Damn, you were beautiful.
Oh, God.
That was the first thought that passed Jungkookâs mind when he finally saw your face, all of his fantasies immediately falling to the ground, breaking into a million pieces. He didnât even know someone that beautiful could exist. His eyes staring at your face like some kind of piece of art. He definitely did not expect you to look like this, he did not see it coming. He thought you were beautiful, but God, not like this.
ÂŤByeÂť that was the first and last word Taehyung blurted out, finally releasing Jungkookâs arm. Then, he simply walked away, like he did not just leave you two alone, like nothing. You raised your eyebrows, stunned by what just happened looking at the man head to the door and then simply disappear in the hallway. When you realized you were left with someone you couldnât help but feel uncomfortable, shifting your gaze from the corridor to the man in front of you.
In that moment, Jungkookâs heart started beating even faster, if that was possible. His dark doe-eyes stared into yours for a few moments, not even blinking, mouth agape and breath caught in his throat. He looked like he just saw something... something really-
ÂŤAm I that ugly?Âť you blurted out.
When he realized you were actually talking to him, he felt the need to hide, run away, he wanted the earth to open under his feet and engulf him in. His cheeks flashed red, eyes finally starting to blink.
ÂŤNo I-Âť his throat was dry, so he swallowed hard and tried to get a little bit of his nerve back.
ÂŤI-I just didnât expect you to be like t-thisÂť
What? Now he really wanted to hide, what the hell was he thinking? Nothing, his mind was totally blank. He didnât even remember how to create an actually real sentence.
ÂŤSorry?Âť you asked. Only then, he realized how your voice sounded, definitely lower than he thought. And he loved it.
ÂŤUh- Oh God. Iâm sorryÂť
And that was it, the end of your first conversation. Jungkook looked at your face for just a second more, than his legs did the job for him, he wasnât even thinking straight, mind totally blown away and panic invading every rational part of him. He simply turned and started running away, disappearing in the hallway just like his friend did a matter of seconds before.
You grimaced, left standing in the rehearsals room, eyes following his tall and muscled figure until you were left with nothing but confusion.
What had just happened?
That was the second time Jungkook saw you.

He was drawing again, eyes fixated on the sheet in front of him, colors over colors over colors, sketches and shapes that apparently didnât have any meaning. It was just a mess, overlapped lines with circles and circles with blurred shapes that he didnât even know could exist.
He was desperately trying to take his mind off of what he had done, but it didnât seem to work.
Probably, he was just taking everything too much to heart, and he knew that. He knew he was making a big deal of something stupid but he couldnât help the way he was feeling.
Why did he have to act like that? Why did he walk away in that way? You possibly thought he was just some jerk playing around, and only that thought made him clench his jaw. But that was his last problem. Not only he did made you think he was an idiot, but he made you feel uncomfortable without even trying. The words you said and the sound of your voice kept on echoing in his mind like one of those stupid songs you canât seem to send away.
Were you joking? Probably? Did he really made you think he was looking at you in that way cause you were ugly? God, you were way too far from that for him.
And above all of that, why did he even say something like that?
âI didnât expect you to be like thisâ, God, what was he thinking about? And what did you think of that stupid sentence? Jungkook let out a low groan, the thoughts invading his head were making it impossible to focus on the drawing.
What the hell did Taehyung do? He said he was going introduce you to him, why did he left like that?
When Jungkook entered their rehearsal room the hyung simply smiled at him and winked in his way, like he had just made some kind of magic happen between you too. Well, it didnât happen. Everything was just a fucking mess, and the biggest thing heaving on Jungkookâs shoulders was that that was the first time you ever saw him, the first impression you had about him. Now it was gonna be three times harder for him to even talk to you, let alone make a move on you. Jungkook didnât even answer Taeâs wink, only wanting to end the rehearsals already and go straight home to drown into sleep. But it was late, and he certainly wasnât sleeping.
Jungkook huffed letting his pencil hit the wooden table.
Was he going to try to change what happened or was he going to leave everything like that? Sure as hell, he wanted to know you. But he just couldnât help himself, he never felt more frightened in his life to talk to a girl as now, and that feeling made him feel helplessly under pressure. What was he even going to say if every time he opened his mouth, all that was coming out were awkward words? Your face added to the sound of your voice made him look like a poor moron, and he knew deep inside of him that that was your effect on him. It was going to happen again, he knew it. He needed to find a way to not ridicule himself and not make you uncomfortable every time he opened his mouth.

ÂŤWhat?Âť Yoongiâs eyes have never been wider than now looking at Jungkook. Now, the maknae was desperately looking for advices, and he knew that Jimin and Yoongi were the right persons for this kind of situation.
ÂŤYou really did that?Âť Jimin let his mouth hang open, eyebrows raised.
ÂŤYesÂť Jungkook sighed ÂŤI donât know whatâs wrong with me, God.Âť Yoongi and Jimin looked at each other, both of their expressions stuttered by what the youngest had just told them. ÂŤHow can I fix this? I mean I-Âť
ÂŤFirst, stop dwelling.Âť Yoongi interrupted his endless rambling, firm tone and eyes pointing directly in his. Jimin nodded. ÂŤYouâre thinking too much. I mean, do you even think she noticed all of this? Are there any chances she probably already forgot your face?Âť his words made the maknae feel better for just a bunch of seconds. Maybe you already forgot him. It was a good thing, right?
ÂŤYou think so?Âť why did he sound disappointed? Yoongi raised his eyebrows and nodded.
ÂŤAnd if she remembers you, all you need to do is go and talk to her, you can fix this KookieÂť Jimin smiled at his friend.
ÂŤAnd say what?Âť his voice came out louder than he thought, almost breaking in the middle. He was just not that positive. He messed up, and there was something inside him telling him that that was not goin to be the last time.
ÂŤAnything?Âť Jimin made it seem so simple ÂŤI mean, anything is better than what you saidÂť he added. Jungkook shook his head. ÂŤSitting here is not gonna fix thisÂť he said again, then taking a sip from his hot coffee.
ÂŤI canât-Âť his voice suddenly stopped working, his throat holding the words in. His eyes shifted from the wall he was staring to to you, walking into the cafe on your high heels, jeans sticking to your legs like they were handmade just for you, a little bit of messy hair because of the wind running through the streets of the city, hanging from your shoulders. Eyes moving into the cafe like you were desperately looking for something, maybe someone.
ÂŤWhat? Itâs her?Âť Jimin whispered, slightly stretching on the table to get the maknaeâs attention. Yoongi simply avoided asking, he knew he wasnât going to get any answer. So he just turned around looking for your figure in the crowded little shop. When he finally found you, he knew it was you. He had already saw you the other day, and he saw Jungkookâs pants too, but he kept it to himself.
Smirking, he stood up, eventually bringing back Jungkook from his own world. He watched his friend take long steps and cross the room, and his hands started to sweat again, even more than the day before. Yoongi surpassed you just a step before you were in line for the bar, almost making you step on him.
Rude.
Jungkook could already feel himself going crazy, him and Jimin staring at the scene in silence dying to know what Yoongi had in mind. He saw you stretch over his shoulder trying to take a look at the pastry, in the meantime Yoongi stepped towards when another client left the line. Time seemed to slow down for how much it was taking for every single client to order, Jungkookâs agitation growing bigger every second.
When Yoongiâs turn arrived he still couldnât understand what was going to happen, watching him through the crowd and shifting his gaze from him to you from time to time was definitely not working. He caught Yoongi talking to the employee and a second later he was paying and turning around with who the hell knows what in his big paper cup. Keeping his eyes on the floor and faking distraction, he stepped on your foot and when he raised his head all he did was giving you a shocked look.
Then he did it, making the maknae line wide their eyes like they were four lighthouses, Jungkook literally hold his breath for what it seemed to be like years. His drink was on your clothes, soaking you, your drenched black shirt dripping on the floor. Your face shattered when you realized you were actually soggy, Yoongi gave you an apologetic smile and then he walked out of the cafe as if nothing had just happened. He really hoped Jungkook would understand it was his turn. Well, again, he didnât. He just stared at you, your face still in shock and your moth forming the shape of an âoâ, people surpassing you on the line without even glancing at you. Jimin shook him awake from his trance making him grimace and pushing him from his chair.
ÂŤGo, go, go!Âť he silently screamed moving his hands in the air. âOh, lordâ was all he could think while looking at you standing still and a scared Jungkook walking uncertain.
You stepped to the side when you noticed people kept on surpassing you giving you upset looks since you wouldnât move from the line, it only took you a few steps to the side to rush into someone. Your shoulder hit his chest and you couldnât help but roll your eyes. It was just not your day.
ÂŤI- Iâm sorry?Âť the voice came from beside you, the man standing still against your right shoulder without even moving. What was supposed to be a statement came out as a question and Jungkook wanted to punch himself again. You had to back away to create a little bit of distance before lifting your gaze to him.
When you saw him, it took you nothing to remember him.
ÂŤYou? Again?Âť you couldnât help but roll your eyes. You were not this rude usually, you just werenât that type. But today definitely wasnât your day. First, someone surpassed you, you just said nothing because you werenât the type to argue for something so stupid, you even justified him thinking maybe he didnât notice you. Then he spilled his tea on you, and without even helping you he just ran off as if nothing had happened. Now, him. Was this some kind of joke?
Jungkook couldnât help but frown at your words, silently and slowly making their way through his body until they reached his intestine and tangled every part of his guts together.
ÂŤI- Iâm sorry?Âť he said again. What? You locked eyes with him, cocking a brow at him.
ÂŤWhat are you even sorry for?Âť you sighed, bending over the table in front of you and grabbing a tissue from the plastic container. He brought his gaze to his friend, eyes still wide and throat completely dried. Jimin showed him a thumb up and suddenly shifted his gaze, in a second he turned around with his cheeks now red. When Jungkook turned again he hissed through his teeth, you did not just caught them and you werenât staring at him with an even more confused look.
ÂŤI- I can buy you some coffee?Âť he blurted out, his voice cracking in the middle of the question making it almost seem like a prayer. Your lips formed an âoâ again, suddenly looking down at your clothes and rushing to clean them with that little tissue. You were just thankful it wasnât hot, whatever thing it was. Jungkook stood there still like a rock, scared of moving and making everything even worse.
ÂŤNo, but thank you.Âť you sighed at the sight of your drenched black shirt, drops on your jeans. What were you going to do now? You had to go to work in thirty minutes, you didnât have time to go back home and change into something else, your boss was already going crazy with all the work he had to, his reaction at your delay wasnât something you wanted to experience.
ÂŤPlease?Âť Jungkookâs voice seemed to light something in you, lifting your eyes and locking them again with his. That was the moment you really noticed his beauty. And he was just that beautiful. In the meantime, he was really trying not to break out and scream, his tongue was just moving by itself. His mind was totally blank and his hands were so sweaty that they would probably as wet as the shirt you were wearing.
ÂŤI donât have time for coffee now, but thank you.Âť you declined again, trying to bring a smile on your lips but failing. You sighed and turned, making your way out of the cafe in a matter of seconds. Jungkook stood there with his eyes still wide, watching you walk away and trying to catch just that little bit of air enough to make him survive. It was only when Jiminâs face appeared in front of him that he seemed to realize you werenât there anymore, and in a second his legs made the work for him again, running out of the cafe like a mad man. What was he even doing? What the hell?
Jimin followed him rolling his eyes, all his hopes that his friend had made it hitting the ground. He had never seen Jungkook like that, not even when he dated that girl he had a crush on for a year. Jungkook had always been charming, he never had that much problems with a girl, there had been times he was more shy, but he had always found a way of breaking his barriers.
This time there was just something different.
When he saw you on the sidewalk his legs fastened even more and he only stopped when he was behind you, quickly grabbing at your wrist and turning you around in an abrupt yank that got Jimin to stuck on place and grimace. He even heard you squint from where he was, and he certainly didnât miss the smack of your hand on his face once you turned and faced him.
Jungkookâs face heated up, suddenly loosening his grip on your skin and blinking a few times, staring into your eyes, his features unreadable. Silence suddenly seemed to fill the crowded street while you two looked at each other, your face looking regretful the second you realized it was him and not someone who was trying to steal your purse or rape you during full day.
Jungkook was at a loss of words, and when he realized now he had to say something, he panicked again.
ÂŤIâm sorry?Âť that was not happening again, he wanted to scream.
ÂŤYouâre sorry?Âť you erupted like a volcano, your arm still in the air even thought his grip was no longer on it. Jungkookâs head slowly shook up and down, gulping harshly.
ÂŤWhat are you sorry for?Âť your question made him knit his eyebrows. Was it really so hard for him to form a real sentence? The answer was yes. His brain just didnât seem to work.
ÂŤAbout the coffe?Âť now, he really wanted to scream and tear his hair out.
He had just scared you and hurt you and all he managed to say was âabout the coffeeâ? What was that even supposed to mean?
ÂŤThe coffee?Âť you narrowed your eyes at him, he brung his hand to the back of his neck scratching it.
ÂŤThe drink?Âť he said again. For god sake.
ÂŤUh?Âť you just couldnât understand. What was he even trying to do? He was sorry? Everything was just so confusing, and if last night you thought just a little bit about what happened yesterday with him, you were sure this was going to be in your head for the rest of the day.
ÂŤThe drink Yoongi spilled on you?Âť why was every single one of his sentences a question?
ÂŤWho is Yoongi?Âť you whined without even thinking, but then you grasped it. The rude man was someone he knew. Was something wrong with his friends? First that one yesterday, now this Yoongi.
ÂŤYoongi is-Âť Jungkook seemed to realize what he had just done and he stopped talking, letting out a tremulous breath. He just told you he knew the man who basically ruined your day. Great job.
ÂŤSo, are your friends all like this?Âť you didnât even know what you were doing, but the stress was just too much to handle at that moment. The man stared at you again, eyes shifting to every feature of your face.
ÂŤUh? Wha- what?Âť he babbled. Jungkook was loosing it. And Jimin could see it from a block away. He wished he could do something to help him, anything to save the situation, but he just couldnât. What would he even say, anyway? âSorry, he just likes you so much that he doesnât even remember how a normal human actsâ? That wasnât going to work.
ÂŤAre you friend with this Yoongi?Âť you asked. Jungkook nodded slowly, almost uncertain of what he was doing.
ÂŤAnd the one from yesterday was also your friend?Âť you asked again. This time he frowned, making you narrow your eyes.
ÂŤTaehyung?Âť he wondered, confusion blinking in his eyes.
ÂŤI donât know, maybe? Was it his name? The one that poked me and ran away?Âť you sighed.
ÂŤBut he- Oh. I canât-Âť Reality hit him, and he had to take a deep breath to stop his dwelling.
ÂŤWhat?Âť
ÂŤIâm- Iâm sorry?Âť there he was again. Was he kidding you? Just when he seemed to know other words, they were there again.
ÂŤYou already said it, even though it doesnât seem like you are.Âť you were really going crazy. Late for work, drenched, without your breakfast and with a charming guy talking nonsense in front of you.
ÂŤI amÂť his voice came out louder than expected, making you unconsciously squint and ward off a little bit.
ÂŤWell, thank you, I guess?Âť you glanced at the sidewalk, then again bringing your gaze to his face. The way the light of the sun hit his eyes made yours stare deep into them, the black pupils and irises almost fading with each other, the little sparkles of the light reflecting in them made them seem like one of the darkest nights, but with the brightest stars youâve ever seen.
Your mouth ran dry when your gaze met his lips, a soft glow making them look even more captivating, you wondered if he was wearing a lip balm, a part of your mind wondering how itâd taste.
ÂŤIâm gonna be late for workÂť you mumbled. Jungkook shook his head.
ÂŤOkayÂť What? Are you serious, Jungkook? Okay? He visually grimaced at his own words, and for god knows why the corners of your lips raised up just the slightest at his awkwardness.
ÂŤI should go nowÂť you gave him a little gentle smile and then turned, finally heading to your car. You had just taken a few steps on the sidewalk across the street when you turned away and realized he was standing still, eyes still fixated on you, but he wasnât alone anymore. Maybe a friend of his? You hoped he wouldnât hit you in the head, given the others. You crossed the street again, walking back towards the man and glancing at the ground feeling your cheeks reddening under his sight.Â
You stopped a few steps away from him, raising your head and finally facing him. ÂŤIâm sorry tooÂť you said, slightly smiling. ÂŤYou know, for the slapÂť his lips formed an âoâ but he quickly managed to smile, for the first time. And lord, what a smile he had. You swore you never saw something that beautiful. Your breath got stuck in your throat, heart madly beating in your chest, threatening to come out. And you didnât even noticed, but your smile became a real one, wide and shining with its own light and reaching your eyes. Jungkookâs heart skipped a few beats just at the sight, his legs shaking under his body and a sudden feeling of warmth invading his chest, it was like his guts were back in place.
A drop of rain hit your forehead and in that moment you realized you really had to go, rain wasnât something you could deal with now, not with your already soaked shirt and your delay. So you just turned again and walked away.
That was the first time you and Jungkook actually spoke to each other, kind of, I guess you could say.

ÂŤDidnât you two talk?Âť Yoongi asked running a hand in his blonde locks. There they were again, but this time, thankfully Jungkook would say, they were in his house. He really didnât know how to handle another one of his friendsâ mishaps in your presence, not that he wouldâve met you anyway, but here he felt more comfortable. It was normal for them to meet at someoneâs place on a Friday night, itâs something theyâve always been doing for a long time that now it was like a tradition. Every Friday they would met and talk, even though theyâve been seeing each other almost every day. And now, it was no difference. Or maybe just one. You. Jungkook wasnât talking about how much he was excited to perform or how much he loved the new choreography, he was talking about how embarrassing that moment was. Wait, those moments. Thanks to Taehyung, Yoongi and himself, now he had collected a few moments that really made everything seem awkward.
ÂŤWe did but...Âť he groaned ÂŤWhy did you have to spill your drink on her?Âť
ÂŤFor you to go help her?Âť Yoongi made it seem so simple.
ÂŤHow could I have helped her with her soaked shirt? She had to go to work and you ruined her morning. And if it wasnât enough now she knows I know you! And you!Âť Jungkookâs voice cracked in the middle while pointing his accusing index finger towards Yoongi and Taehyung.
ÂŤWhat? How?Âť Yoongi couldnât believe his ears. He gave him a chance and he let it slip through his hands like it was a cool chunk of ice.
ÂŤHe told herÂť Jimin got in the conversation briefly glancing at his youngest friend. Jungkook was really going crazy.
ÂŤAnd? Whatâs the end? Tell me you got her number?Âť Jin rested his forearms on his knees, waiting for an answer that just wasnât meant to come out.
ÂŤYou donât even know her name, do you?Âť the maknae brung is gaze to Taehyung, his dark eyes almost seemed to surrender in front of all the mess of the situation. The friend sighed, guilt already invading his throat. When he pushed Jungkook in that situation, he thought he was gonna handle it, to him he just needed a little bit of motivation. He didnât think it wouldâve ended like this. He shook his head.
ÂŤGreat.Âť Jungkook stood up, unreadable features and body tense.
ÂŤBut at the end it was good, she smiled at youÂť Jimin helplessly tried to bring back a little bit of positivity.
ÂŤYes, after I made everything uncomfortable and awkward. How am I even supposed to make a move after what happened? First Teahyung, then Yoongi. Then me!Âť he bursted out. ÂŤThe first time was already hideous, but this? I hurt her, let her know that basically all my friends are weird and when she said âIâm gonna be late for workâ my answer was âokayâ. Who am I even kidding? I-Âť
ÂŤOh, come on!Âť Joonie decided to open his mouth, his loud tone made Jungkook shut up, everyone now looking at him. ÂŤThis is all in your head, Kookie. Stop it. You need to take a deep breath and face this in a different way. Clearly, shutting your mind off and letting your body do the work itâs not what you need.Âť he raised his eyebrows at him. Jungkook had started pacing, he really wanted to fix things, but every time it seemed to get worse and worse and worse and... worse.
ÂŤItâs so frustrating, I swear! It never happened to me, never. I canât control it, my brain just doesnât work when Iâm with herÂť he groaned locking his dark locks in his fist and pulling a little.
ÂŤOh, cheesyÂť Hobi wrinkled his nose receiving in exchange a death stare from Jungkook.
ÂŤSo you donât even know her name?Âť Jin seemed to realize his words only now, eyes wide and moth hanging open. Jungkook clenched his jaw before letting his body falling to the couch. Not even the soft material of the cushions seemed to make him feel better, not even the slightest.
ÂŤI donât know her nameÂť he answered, saying those words more to himself than to his hyung. All of this seemed so stupid.
ÂŤThen start from it. Give to this beautiful woman a beautiful name, you canât keep rambling about someone for about an hour without even knowing their name.Âť Namjoonâs tone was firm, making its way through the maknaeâs ears, his words seemed like playing with him. He was right, he didnât even knew your name, how the hell was that possible? He had the biggest crush and didnât know the basics.

What Jungkook didnât know and never could imagine was that you were thinking about him in the same moment as he was talking about you to his friends. What happened that morning was still replaying in your mind like a short film, from the moment that Yoongi spilled what you figured out was tea on your clothes to the moment you headed to your car. There was something about that awkward meeting that you just couldnât seem to shake off. That man was so awkward and charming at the same time that the match sounded both weird and interesting.
Still, you couldnât hide your annoyance towards him that morning. You couldnât quite discern if he was just playing with you or if there was a meaning behind his actions and words, I mean, he apologized for his friend so much but he didnât really act different than him, he yanked you. And apparently without any meaning. He already apologized for Yoongi before, so why follow someone you donât even know to do it again?
Remembering your slap against his cheek you unconsciously squint your eyes, drowning in the dark. You really wouldnât have punched him if you knew it was him, but the moment you felt someoneâs touch against your skin you panicked. Not that he didnât deserve it, well, actually he didnât, but you donât usually punch people like that, you really thought someone wanted to steal your purse or rape you, You puffed.
You just wished to not bump into him or his friends again, or at least to not be the main character of their misfortunes again.

Summer was finally coming to an end, and with the end of a season comes the beginning of a new wardrobe, at least for you. You already had clothes for the imminent autumn but with all the money you had saved you could squander a little bit and reward yourself, you worked hard and didnât even leave for the holidays this year, sad but true. So now you were lowly humming in the street without even realizing it, the music invading all of your senses, the melody taking control of your body like it was made of a thin sheet of glass that could be broken anytime with the slightest pressure.
You entered the shop and removed an earphone, slowly making your way through the crowd and getting ready to buy something as a reward for all of your sacrifices. The sight of the soft fabric of a white dress made your eyes sparkle and your feet started moving towards the mannequin like they were apart from your body, bringing your hand to the cloth you touched the smooth material.
There was no way you were not buying it.
The shape seemed perfect for your body, you could already see yourself wearing it so you were quick to cross the room, ready to grab your hanger. Apparently, not quick enough, but you didnât notice right away.
Looking through the dresses for your size made you frown, everyone of them either too big or too small. You were almost giving up when your gaze met the tag you were looking for, eyes widening and happiness already creeping up in your body.
Then, a hand came in the way. You watched it grab the crutch, dark ink marking the light golden skin, long fingers closing around the hook. Your breath got stuck in your throat and you really felt all your hopes falling to the ground now. Sure you were not gonna argue with whoever just took away your dream dress, you didnât even have the right to do it, you should have been quicker before rather than staring at it with dreamy eyes. You were already starting to turn and look for something else with a knot in your throat but you couldnât help your eyes and followed the arm of the stranger, the skin almost glowing under the light of the shop. You met two broad shoulders, the cleavage of the light shirt he was wearing showing his collar bones and making your fingers tingle at the sight, but if you knew who was waiting for you at the end of that neck you would have already ran away.
The previous night after his friends left Jungkook had spent at least three hours trying to find a way to make a third impression on you, if that was possible, this time preferably good, and he figured out nothing. Eventually he felt asleep all tensed and annoyed, remembering the next morning he had to buy something for Namjoonâs birthday coming in exactly two weeks.
When he woke up today and headed to the shop three blocks away from his house he did not expect to find you there. From the moment he saw you at least a hundred of different emotions had run through his body, starting from worship and ending up with panic, but this time his mind didnât switch off, or maybe not at all. Listlessly choosing something for Namjoon, Jungkook came up with a plan, and it was apparently clear: buy you a dress and give it to you as both a present and an apology for everything that happened the day before, from Yoongiâs drink on you to the way he kept on making things awkward, and maybe finally ask you out.
So when he saw you staring at that dress with dreamy eyes he instantly walked towards its reproductions, sure as hell that now he had something to work with in his hands. But it was only when you approached the same counter as him that he realized he didnât have any clue about your clothing size. I mean, he could have guessed it, but it wouldnât have been the same. He was supposed to ask you and tell you something like âlet me offer this to you for making up for yesterdayâs messâ and âwould you like to hang out sometimes?â but when he tried to speak his voice got stuck in his throat, his hands badly sweating. So he tried to understand what you were looking for, careful not to get caught, and possibly keeping it in mind for buying you something else, and it all worked until he saw your eyes full of that joyful light again. In that moment, his heart skipped a beat as he understood you had found what you wanted.
As I said, this time his brain didnât stop working, he knew he couldnât grab the dress practically from your hands, that wouldâve been the worst third impression of all times. He just needed to remember the measures printed on that little tag and look for something else. He knew but his hands moved by themselves and Jungkook felt himself stiffening again.
When you locked eyes with him you couldnât help but snort. What was going on with the universe? You were sure you didnât do anything that bad to deserve this. And why was he involved in all of your misadventures? Him, him, him, him and him again, couldnât at least the gods send someone else once in a while to punish you? The fact that it was him made the knot in your throat grow even bigger and you instantly felt a flame of anger burning in your chest. If he was someone else you wouldâve probably let go, but not with him and not when he was holding the dress you wanted to buy after long days and late nights of work, stress and a little bit of panic too.
So you did the first thing that came to your mind, you grabbed at the hanger he was holding in his other hand and immediately walked away leaving him with his mouth agape and his gaze digging holes in your body.
You turned the corner and went straight to the changing room, desperately trying to keep yourself from bursting out in the middle of the shop. You closed the curtain behind you and finally took a look at what you were holding. A menâs hoodie. You were going to buy it, wether you liked it or not. Not a big deal, you already had menâs clothes in your wardrobe, right?
Taking a deep breath you sat on the little couch in the fitting room, you were really starting to think he was playing with you. That had to be it. He was just enjoying himself, having fun with making you feel like an idiot. Unintentionally, some tears streamed down you cheeks, all the accumulated stress from work and from the rehearsals you were having almost every day, all the sleepless nights you had in the last three months trying to save money, some days even working your ass off until the first lights of the morning would appear, all the times you felt like you didnât belong; everything was coming out in the shape of little drops. You hadnât been crying for a long time and stopping now seemed like light years away, so you got up and went out of the dressing room heading to the checkout without even glancing around.
Jungkook was still in the same place you had left him, and when he saw your cheeks sparkling just in time before you could wipe the tears away he knew it wasnât because of the sweat this time. His heart broke, features screaming nothing but regret. If only you had turned around you would have seen it even from there.
But instead, you paid your new hoodie and went out, ready to burst out once again youâd be surrounded by the safe walls of your apartment.

ÂŤGod, I canât believe itÂť Jungkook groaned again for about the tenth time since the beginning of the phone call.
Jimin and Namjoon had been meticulously chosen for todayâs vent, and this time he was sure he had something real to ramble on about, it wasnât all in his head anymore. He had made you cry.
ÂŤIt was the worst third impression of all times! My plan was good, damn, why do I have to be like this around her? Every single time, it happens every damn timeÂť he hissed through his teeth. On the other line, Jimin was staring at his white ceiling with his eyebrows furrowed and his lips pursed, trying to help his friend as best as he could, but he knew there was nothing he could do. Jungkook had to fix this, again. And Namjoon felt the same way as he took a sip of his coffee, his hair still messy from the long sleep he had just awakened from.
ÂŤI know you donât need to hear it, but youâre the worst suitor on earthÂť he blurted out rubbing his face with his hands. ÂŤHow can you expect to be more to her than an awkward weirdo if you canât even talk or act normally in her presence? At least did you get her name?Âť Namjoon knew his words were doing nothing but emphasizing the horrible situation but he just couldnât contain himself anymore. Jungkook didnât need to be pitied, it would have led him nowhere. The maknae grunted in frustration. That was the only answer Joonie needed.
ÂŤStop everything youâre doingÂť his words made Jungkook frown.
ÂŤWhat?Âť
ÂŤI said stop everything youâre doingÂť he repeated again, then taking another sip from his coffee. The youngest stared at the screen in disbelief.
ÂŤI am doing nothing!Âť his high-pitched tone made Jimin squint his eyes.
ÂŤOkay, then come to my place for lunch and bring that freaking dress with youÂť he ordered, now getting up and putting his mug in the sink.
ÂŤCan I-Âť
ÂŤYes, Jimin, no need to askÂť the hyung interrupted his friend already expecting his question.
ÂŤIâm gonna shower, but please be careful with that dress KookÂť Namjoonâs tone softened and his words almost sounded like a prayer, Jungkook couldnât help but glance at the piece of cloth laying on his couch with a worried face. That was not the right place for it.
ÂŤOkay, I got it, I got itÂť he said more to himself than to his friend.
ÂŤSee you laterÂť Namjoon got off the phone in a second, already on his way to the bathroom.
ÂŤKookie, I know you can do it, okay? We canât do more than what we are already doing, we canât fix this for you, you have to fix it. But weâre here to support you.Âť Jiminâs words gave birth to a bittersweet smile on Jungkookâs face and he internally thanked God for his friends.
ÂŤThank you ChiminÂť
They talked for another ten minutes before finally getting off the phone, Kookieâs eyes shifting again to what was supposed to be your dress now and shutting down.
He needed to fix this, again.

ÂŤSo?Âť Jimin patted his fingers on the wooden table moving his gaze between his three friends. Unexpectedly Taehyung had knocked on Namjoonâs door just before they were about to sit down and have lunch with an expression that promised nothing but bad news.
ÂŤI wanted to buy you something for making up for what happened yesterday and the day before, but apparently I screwed up again. This is for you.Âť Jungkook repeated for the fourth time, then reached his hand out on the table, his chopsticks holding an amount of chicken noodles not even possible to put in his mouth. Namjoon opened his all of a sudden and gobbled them in just one gulp, making Jungkook frown.
ÂŤYou just ate her dress!Âť Jimin bursted out laughing at the scene in front of his eyes, the corners wrinkling, his melodious laugh even took over Taehyngâs brooding face, the hyung smiled like a baby.
ÂŤIâm hungry and it was the third time he was doing that! He practically saw it coming!Âť he claimed, already taking with his chopsticks another amount of inhumanly impossible food to eat.
ÂŤYou have yours!Âť the maknae tried to sound as serious as he could but his smile fooled him.
ÂŤDonât bother me, Iâm feeding you and giving you advices, this is the least you could do in return.Âť he mocked him with a new beaming smile on his face, Kook shook his head and took a bite of his meal.
ÂŤI think it could work?Âť Jimin brung the conversation back to where it was supposed to be, glancing at Tae and Joonie.
ÂŤJust try to stick to thatÂť Taehyung said nodding ÂŤand donât forget to breathe. And please, donât panic again.Âť he added. Kookie nodded, this time had to be good. ÂŤYou think you can do that?Âť
ÂŤI have toÂť he sighed, already feeling under pressure. Jimin and Namjoon smiled at him, trying to reassure him.
ÂŤAlright, now Taehyung could you tell us whatâs wrong?Âť the hyung suddenly shifted his gaze to the other maknae seated next to Kook, who raised his eyebrows and shook his head faking a smile. ÂŤCome on, we can see it. Tell your favorite therapists whatâs wrong and let us help you.Âť Jimin nodded at his words.
ÂŤAlright, I...Âť Taehyung took a deep breath, his long slender fingers ran through his hair and fisted a dark strand, slightly tugging it.
ÂŤOh my God, this is so hard to say out loudÂť he groaned. Now, if there was a tiny possibility that theyâre friends werenât worried about him, his words certainly did their job.
ÂŤTaeTae, come onÂť Jimin widened his eyes.
ÂŤAlright. Do you all remember Gillyflower?Âť his words only brung more confusion to their faces. ÂŤThe girl with pink hair?Âť he tried again, and this time a bunch of âoohâ and âyesâ made him nod. He took another deep breath.Â
ÂŤWell, I asked her out and she was about to answer when Tannie suddenly started barking and puling at the leash. I tried to mke him stop but he kept getting worse to the point he yanked me. I- I stumbled and trying to grab onto something I...Âť he harshly gulped, silence invaded the room.
ÂŤWhat did you do? It canât be worse than what I did, right?Âť Jungkookâs doe-eyes were staring at his friendâs face trying to catch a hint of his actions.
ÂŤI donât know, itâs the first time something like this awkward happens between of us, but itâs just...Âť he puffed letting his shoulders fall and then again shaking his head.
ÂŤWhat?Âť Namjoon were desperate to know now.
ÂŤI groped her breasts. But I was just trying to hold onto something and- Oh my God this is the worst thing I could have ever doneÂť he groaned and hid his face behind his hands trying to cover his cheeks flashing red. Jungkookâs eyes considerably widened, Jiminâs lips formed the perfect shape of an âoâ and Joonie shut his eyes , almost forgetting how to swallow. Almost.
ÂŤWhat did you do after that? Tell me you apologized, tell me you did it?Âť Chiminâs gaze was basically begging him.
ÂŤOf course I did, but I was still shocked and... I may have left my hands on her for too much timeÂť his voice was muffled by his hands, still covering his reddish face.
ÂŤOh, GodÂť Jimin let out, tilting his head back. ÂŤWhat the hell is happening to us?Âť he whined, earning a death stare from Namjoon.
ÂŤYou mean what the hell is happening to you? This things donât happen to me, luckily.Âť he stated.
ÂŤOh, please Joon, your face is dirty for all the eggs you have on it. You know you have your bag stuffed with blundersÂť Jimin whined again and Namjoon pointed his index towards him.
ÂŤThat wasnât supposed to come out!Âť he argued.
ÂŤIt didnât! But Iâll blurt out all of your secrets if you donât admit you can be a weirdo too!Âť the hyung puffed.
ÂŤPlease, everyone knows Iâm an oddball, thereâs no need to argue on that. But my blunders are far beneath theirs!Âť he pointed at Jungkook and Teahyung the youngest was now trying not burst out laughing for his high-pitched tone. Jimin groaned.
ÂŤWhat was her answer?Âť Jungkook asked, carefully looking at TaeTae. He gulped.
ÂŤShe started laughing and I apologized myself again before entering home. I thought she was making fun of me but I realized it was an uncomfortable laugh just after I shut the door. Now every time I see her in the hallway I hide behind the corners and avoid her. She must think Iâm an idiot.Âť Teahyungâs words made Jungkook feel slightly better, maybe it was selfish but he felt less lonely.
ÂŤYou need to talk to herÂť Namjoon mumbled with his mouth stuffed of noodles.
ÂŤWeâll make up a speech for you too after lunch, alright?Âť Tae shook his head.
ÂŤNo need for it, I can handle it. I thinkÂť he sighed for the hundredth time.

The Sunday that followed got Jungkook incredibly frustrated. In two days it was gonna be his birthday and he and his friends had all agreed to take a day off from the devastating rehearsals to celebrate it together, so now there he was, Â meticulously watching his figure dancing in the mirror. He hadnât slept well and his eyes were praying for just a bunch of minutes of rest, body already tired only after an hour of movement. When the music stopped he thanked Jin with a grateful smile before approaching the bench on the side of the room to grab his towel and gather his sweat.
ÂŤI think this-Âť
ÂŤKookie!Âť Jimin shouted with his eyes wide, his voice echoed in every single corner of the room and in a second Jungkook realized why. He didnât really do it, please.He let his hand fall at his side, and yes, there it was. Your dress in his hand, now moist and clammy.
His voice burst in the loudest tone heâve ever used: ÂŤWho the hell pulled it out of my bag?!Âť
The group immediately got closer to take a look at what he was talking about, Namjoon and Taehyung held their breath when the maknae opened the folded cloth revealing the white peace of dressing he had carefully putted in his bag just in case heâd met you here, even though it was quite impossible being Sunday.
ÂŤOh my God, I thought it was a towel and-Âť Jin started explain himself but got interrupted again by Jungkookâs low groan.
ÂŤI am screwed, I give up.Âť his chest swelled like a balloon and his shoulder raised almost to his ears just to heavily fall a second later. ÂŤIf this isnât fate then I donât know what it isÂť he complained letting his body go limp after he seated on the bench. And as if what had just happened wasnât enough his eyes caught your figure in the hallway, your body managing to move graciously on your high heels even though at a speed that seemed almost impossible for you not to fall, your hair swinging with every step.
ÂŤBad luck?Âť Hobi kneeled in front of him and Jungkook scoffed, shifting his gaze on his muscled legs once you disappeared behind the corner, his dark locks creating a curtain to hide him from the rest of the world while he rested his elbows on his knees.
ÂŤBad luck? This is a tragedy. And not just because of the dress. Everything I did until now is a tragedy. This is just the cherry on top of it all. Maybe this is just not meant to happen and thatâs why I keep messing things up.Âť he grumbled with raspy voice. And he really believed that for a moment, maybe he was right. Everything, every single thing he had done so far had just messed things up more, even though he was desperately trying to do the opposite. He still didnât know your name but had however already managed to made you feel uncomfortable, hurt you and made you cry. What a charming suitor he was. At this point he couldâve-
ÂŤIf thinking about it like this makes you feel better.Âť Namjoon spoke with his gaze on the maknae. He licked his lips and waited for Kookie to raise his head, but it didnât happen. ÂŤYou donât have the dress, who cares? Itâs a peace of cloth, Kook. Your apologies are more important and you still have your speech. You can do it.Âť he kneeled in front of him beside Hobi, finally catching his gaze. What he didnât expect was to actually find his eyes shining because of the stressed tears he was desperate to hold.
ÂŤHeâs right, Kookie. Come on, youâre the golden maknae. And if it goes wrong weâll have finally found something youâre not good atÂť Jin smiled at his youngest friend, his words made him lightly giggle, Yoongi nudged him.
ÂŤJust try again, okay?Âť Hobi smiled at him and Jungkook had to take a few moments for himself to finally answer.
Probably, no, wait, sure as hell the easiest thing was to give up. You already had a clear picture of him by now, there was no way you were changing your mind with just an apology. He had already apologized for at least five times the other day, and he had made you cry the day right after. So the possible answers now were two: yes or no. Such a big difference between them but such a thin line for him, especially now that he had lost the only thing that maybe wouldâve helped him. He didnât want lie to himself, he knew it was easier to give up and go back to being a normal acting human, not embarrassing himself anymore and feeling like an idiot all the time. But it was too easy like that, and just the thought made him frown. He couldnât explain what it was to himself, but there was something about you that made him fatally, hopelessly curious. Since the very first moment he saw you, something turned on inside him, and Iâm not just talking about his cock.
ÂŤOkayÂť he whispered to himself, the air of his breath fanning the golden skin of his hands. He took a deep breath and stood up.
ÂŤWhat?Âť Yoongi asked looking at him. Jungkook nodded.
ÂŤOkay, but you promise me you wonât do anything?Âť he pointed his finger against Yoongiâs face and then moved it back and forth pointing at everyone of them. When they all nodded Jungkook knew it was the moment to leave the room.Â
Jimin pursued his lips when he saw him walking towards the door and quickly sided him. ÂŤWait, youâre doing it now? Is she here? Itâs Sunday!Âť he spoke so fast and his tone changed so many times that Kook turned to face him with an amused smile, almost forgetting about what he was about to do. ÂŤDo you remember the speech?Âť he asked again. When Kookie nodded and finally left the room Chimin stayed still with his gaze on him, acting like a mummy leaving her little child for the first time to the kindergarten.
ÂŤHe can do itÂť Yoongi patted his shoulder.

You werenât supposed to be there, not on a Sunday morning when all you wanted to do was drown in your bed and never let go of your sheets without the clock pointing at least at eleven. But you didnât have any choice when you realized what day it was. It wasnât just an usual Sunday, your family was coming at your place for lunch in about two hours from now, and you had promised them to cook something special, or at least to try your best. You were already feeling under pressure and your parents werenât exactly the definition of easy-going people, always ready to judge everything you would do and every step youâd take. No wonder why youâve grown to be their total opposite, never daring to judge anyone, and you knew they hated it. But you didnât care and kept doing your thing, without worrying too much. Luckily, distance had made everything so much easier, until this kind of moments. The stress was running through your blood like it was part of your body, you were practically on the edge. You really didnât want to hear them complaining about your stupid passion and how you should stop chasing your dreams just to find an even more steady job than the one you already had, so you had quickly decided to bring your gym bag here. You had grabbed everything you could find in your house that could have led their thoughts to your athletic side and just stuffed all in the bag now hanging from your shoulder, from your pointe shoes to your sweat shorts.
The lockers were safe and you knew it because you had already done this at least five or six times, so you simply opened the steel door and placed your bag in it with loose motions before shutting it and locking it with you keys. You let out a breath you didnât know you were holding. The stress of your job, the rehearsals, all the money you wanted to save to buy your house and what happened in the last days were hovering on your mind so much that you knew you would have bursted out if you had to worry about your parents too. So this was the easiest way.
Heading to the door you fastened you pace until you got out, the sun made your skin burn and you harshly puffed, already wishing the winter to come.
At the same time, Jungkook was looking for you in the whole building, he even took the stairs and went to second floor once he figured out you werenât in your usual rehearsal room. He thought youâd be in the changing rooms but he couldnât afford himself to the risk of finding you half naked, even though the picture of you he had in mind was making his mouth drier every second more while taking the stairs again. It was when he distractedly looked out of the window that he saw you crossing the street. His feet never ran faster than that moment, praying for you to stay on the main street so that heâd found you more easily. He crossed the hallway and made his friendâs heads turn when he rushed in front of their door, that stupid speech replaying in his head over and over again like a prayer.
ÂŤOh manÂť Namjoon covered his eyes with his right hand at the sight.
Once the maknae was out of the building he welcomed the light of the sun by squinting his eyes, his already sweating body heated up even more while desperately trying to get to you. The street was not that crowded at this time of the morning with the sun almost at his highest spot and the hot breeze threatening whoever was out, so he thought he could make it. Then, he saw you stopping on the sidewalk. Maybe you noticed him? Impossible.
A second later you were opening the door of a taxi and he didnât know if rather laugh about his bad luck or cry. He couldâve just let go and talk to you the next day, you were definitely going to rehearsal on Monday, or maybe even on Tuesday. But itâs Jungkook weâre talking about, and by now we all know a part of his brain seemed to switch off when it comes to you. Or maybe this time, it turned on. The stress he felt those days had built up so much that he just wanted to burst out once and for all. He was tired of dwelling about his clumsiness and weirdness when he was beside you and didnât want to feel guilty for making you feel uncomfortable anymore. So he sped up, his legs almost gave in for the big gap he wanted to close in a matter of seconds.Â
But he made it. He knocked at your window with his fist, hands sweating and chest raising desperately gasping for air. When you turned and squinted your eyes because of the light of the sun he again swore he had never seen something, someone that beautiful in his life, the rays of sunshine painting little sparkling stars in your pupils and your skin gleaming.
You knitted your eyebrows at the sight, the charming but odd man staring at you as if he had just seen who knows what. What did he want now? You didnât have time for his teasing, not with all of the things you had to do before the hurricane that your parents were would show up and take over you for the next hours.
ÂŤPleaseÂť he managed to say, or at least he mouthed it, and a part of him thanked your shut window for not giving him away, but just a little part. If hearing the lack of his voice wouldâve made you listen then he wouldâve talked with his hands.
With everything he did he was not really expecting you to listen to him, not when he was making things awkward once again, not in this situation. He was hoping it with all of his heart, but he knew it was not going to happen. Indeed, it didnât happen.
The taxi started and you fixated your gaze on the street without a second thought, already brushing away the weird feeling that his gaze made you feel. You checked your phone screen: 11.34. Great. You were praying every god in heaven to save you from your parentsâ likely early arrive when a thump made you both frown and hit the backrest with your head harshly enough to wince. You realized your taxi just hit the one in front of him in a second. Someone was definitely mad at you.
That was Jungkookâs moment. He widened his eyes at the sight and rushed on the sidewalk before he quickly approached your cab. His heart was beating so fast that for a moment he feared for his life. He opened your door without a second thought, you were hissing through your breath, eyes shut and pursued lips. While he took in the sight you felt a gentle hot breeze on your skin. Opening your eyes you gasped when you saw him standing there. Definitely really, really mad.
ÂŤI canât do thisÂť you bursted out loud, more to yourself than to the men that now were both staring at you.
ÂŤItâll only take ten minutesÂť the cab driver gently smiled at you. The poor man then brung his gaze to the other standing at your door, holding it so tight with his hand that his knuckles were white. You tried to fake a smile as best as you could.
ÂŤIâm sorry but Iâm running out of time, Iâm gonna make it on foot.Âť you claimed. Before waiting for any answer you shifted your gaze back to the man who was blocking you into the car, his body stiff and not giving you hits of movement. You waited for something, anything, but he just kept staring at you making you feel like a fish out of water and you didnât have time to deal with his awkward behavior now, you were really late. So you stood up anyway, almost stepping on his toes, and you held your breath while making your way through his body and the car. The way he kept his dark doe-eyes into yours without any sign of backing off made you shiver.
Jungkook harshly gulped when your body slightly touched his, his skin tickled at the feeling, the lightest of touches creating the strongest of the addictions. ÂŤI- I can give you a- a ride?Âť he stuttered, finally removing his hands from the door of the car. You started walking without even turning at his words, too much overwhelmed by the awful morning you were having. Kook was staring at you still in the same place as before, mouth agape and eyes sparkling at the way you were moving your hips, but when he realized you were already on the sidewalk he forced himself to follow you.
ÂŤIâll give you a ride?Âť why did he keep doing that? That was supposed to sound more sure, more like a statement maybe? You snorted.
ÂŤPlease, stop itÂť his presence beside made you even more nervous, what did he want? Why was he doing that again?
ÂŤI- I can drive, I can ride you-Âť what the hell was that? God, he kept making things worse without even trying. Your face immediately shot up, eyebrows knitted together and blood boiling in your veins.
ÂŤWhat I meant is-Âť he stopped talking again, his feet did the same and for a moment he considered letting you walk away and just give up. With how fast you were walking you were already disappearing into the crowd. But he sided you again.
ÂŤLook, I donât have time for your teasing now, you can do it tomorrow.Âť you didnât need to shift your gaze from the sidewalk to know that he was again there.
ÂŤWhat? I- No, I want to do it now!Âť
Did he really said that? Turn on your damn brain, Jungkook.
You rolled your eyes. ÂŤI canât belie-Âť
ÂŤCan I just give you a ride?Âť he suddenly blocked your way with his body, arms outstretched and dark eyes praying yours. ÂŤNot in that wayÂť he added, desperately trying to fix his stupid mistakes.
You couldnât understand what the hell he was doing, standing there in front of you, in the middle of the crowd, praying to give you a ride after everything that he had done in just... three times you met?Â
ÂŤNo.Âť you shook your head and quickly got over him. ÂŤIn both waysÂť you added, slightly smirking at yourself for your words. Jungkook sneered too, following you again like a puppy.
ÂŤYouâd get there faster, please. Just- just a ride?Âť his continue pleads made you whine and stopping your steps you turned to face him, realizing just now how much he was taller than you.
ÂŤI donât even know your nameÂť you stated, ready to claim your victory. Jungkook let his mouth fall agape while looking at you standing so close to him, not that it was that close, but the rays of the sun were making everything too much to handle for him.
ÂŤJeon Jun- Jungkook?Âť he managed to say, to ask, voice cracking in the middle.
ÂŤYou donât sound so sure of thatÂť strangely, you smirked. Jungkookâs heart almost stopped right there and then.
ÂŤIâm JungkookÂť he repeated trying as best as he could to smile without showing his nerves on the edge. You took in the sight squinting your eyes at him.
ÂŤOkay, Jungkook. I still donât know you, so the answer is still noÂť you smiled at him and were about to start walking again but he got in the way a second time. His brain panicked again when he realized he had to say something now, eyes widened and throat dry. Mind blank, totally blank.
ÂŤI wanted to buy you something for making up for what happened yesterday and the day before- oh, shit not yesterday. I mean, yesterday and the day before but the day before that too.Âť he lowly groaned and shut his eyes, already feeling his face heating up. He watched your features change from annoyance to curiosity and then slightly smirking, but he couldnât quite define if you were just having fun seeing him struggle or if you were actually smiling for his words.
You can do this, Jungkook. You can do this. Just go on.
ÂŤApparently I screwed up again. This is for you.Âť the only sentence he wasnât supposed to say came out like it had its own life and the maknaeâs eyes widened even more while staring at your unreadable expression.
ÂŤSo?Âť you asked folding your arms.
ÂŤI- i canât- oh GodÂť Jungkook wanted the earth to swallow him in. The embarrassment was eating him alive. ÂŤI canât give it to youÂť he blurted out without even trying anymore to contain his voice.
ÂŤJungkook, I really, really, donât have the time to deal with this now. My parents are coming over for lunch and I still have to cook, theyâre gonna start a-Âť you started blabbering but stopped when you figured out you were saying too much. ÂŤI donât have time.Âť
ÂŤI can cook.Âť he claimed ÂŤI can cook, Iâm- Iâm good at it and Iâm fastÂť His face has never been more red than in that moment, not even when he asked her first crush ever out. Never than when he was with you.
ÂŤWhat are you trying to say?Âť you sighed, again checking your phone, the bold characters of the time made you whine.
ÂŤI can- help you with the lunch?Âť he tried again.ÂŤYou can trust me. I swear- my friend is a chef. He-Âť
ÂŤAre you serious?Âť you interrupted his endless speech with a hint in your voice that neither the both of you quite get. Your question didnât sound like an annoyed one, it sounded more like... Surprised? Kinda. Desperate? Oh, hell yes.
Jungkook nodded, and in a second your wheels brain worked like crazy. It was almost 12.00 and you knew that your parents wouldnât arrive at the established time, they were probably already in the car looking forward to the moment you were going to open the door and ready to start complaining about how late you were for everything, how your life wasnât good for you, how you shouldâve been more like them. No, you werenât playing theyâre game, not today.
Going to your apartment now wouldâve meant arrive in twenty minutes, then you had to make sure everything was in place and absolutely remember to lock your bedroom, your mother had this weird habit to always pry and snoop in your drawers as if you were still a teenager, you hated it. You had to cook and set the table too.
Oh, lord. You couldnât believe you were really thinking about this.
ÂŤIâm Y/NÂť you sighed, locking eyes with Jungkook. The information you had just given him seemed to make his features even more shocked.Â
Y/N, he repeated to himself, finally having a name for your breathtaking face. You had really told him? After all he had done so far?
ÂŤAre you really serious? Cause please, I donât really have time for your teasing.Âť now it was you the one almost begging.
Jungkookâs eyes widened so much that they almost fell out as he forced himself to nod. ÂŤYes, I- Iâm serious. I can help you?Âť his voice was shaking.
ÂŤIf you promise your friend wonât set fire to my kitchen?Âť
Jungkookâs features lost all their hope in a blink hearing your words. He really thought you were letting him in your place to help you considering all the awkwardness between you two? Well, he hoped it. It wouldâve been a good way to prove you he wasnât a jerk and maybe get to know you a little better. It wasnât fair to be that much head over heels for someone you donât even know. But that thought vanished in an instant. It took him a few seconds to understand he had to call Jin.
Please, please. He hoped the rehearsals were over and that he had already taken a shower.
ÂŤI promise, I swear he wonât do itÂť Jungkookâs sweaty hands went in his pockets and grabbed the phone. ÂŤI- Iâll call himÂť
You let yourself sigh when he brung the phone to his ear. This was all too overwhelming, the nervousness was eating you alive and the fact that now you had to worry about his friend too made you hold another sigh. Please, tell me heâs not teasing me again. This was your prayer, the words echoing through your mind like a mantra while the man talked to his phone taking a few steps to distance himself from you.
ÂŤJin, please. You own me this for the dress. And I promise I- I will do whatever you want me to do. Just, please do this for meÂť he prayed lowering his voice and staring at you.
ÂŤYouâre lucky I just changed. Alright.Âť Jin nodded on the other side of the line, everyone was staring at him waiting to know what happened.
ÂŤOh, thank you, thank you, thank you. I love youÂťÂ
ÂŤI know, how canât someone love me?Âť he scoffed ÂŤWhere are you?Âť
ÂŤA few block away from the studio, in front of the crossroad, but please hurry up. Really, sheâs running out of timeÂť
ÂŤAlright, alright. Iâm on my way. Donât say or do awkward things.Âť that was the last sentence he left him with.
Jungkook stared at you for a little bit before putting his phone back in his pockets, studying the way you were biting your lips and snorting from time to time, fingers playing with each other in nervous movements. He couldnât help but ask himself why you were so nervous. Your parents were coming over, shouldnât you be happy to spend some time with your family?
You were desperate, totally overwhelmed from your parentsâs judgement, still thinking about their faces when they would see you hired a chief just for a stupid lunch. âCouldnât you do this on your own?â, âThis is ridiculous.â, their voices were already playing in your mind.
You turned to look at Jungkook, his gaze immediately leaving your face and his cheeks flashing red. You approached him in a second.
ÂŤHeâs comingÂť he let out a deep breath, and so did you. You didnât have to worry about lunch anymore, thanks God. ÂŤI- why... Can I ask you why are you so nerv- nervous?Âť his question made your mouth fall agape. Was it that obvious?Â
ÂŤIâm notÂť
ÂŤOhÂť he puffed ÂŤO-okay. Iâm sorryÂť you frowned.
ÂŤWhy do you keep saying that?Âť Jungkook gulped harshly.
ÂŤI- I shouldnât have asked.Âť and now he was looking like a puppy for the first time in front of your eyes. For a moment he didnât seem the charming awkward man that had made you feel uncomfortable anymore. The silence filled the air even though the streets were chaotic.Â
Seeing him like that made you speak: ÂŤYou wonât tease?Âť
ÂŤWha-What? Why?Âť Kook thought the conversation was already over, so when you asked him he really didnât had his brain working. ÂŤI mean, why should I t-tease you?Âť doe-eyes staring directly into yours.
ÂŤYou always do itÂť you shrugged. In that moment, Jungkook really felt awful. You really thought all he had done was because he was teasing you?
ÂŤI donâtÂť
ÂŤYes, you doÂť
ÂŤNo, I donâtÂť his voice sounded firm for the first time. Your eyes left his.
ÂŤThen this is you? You usually act like... you acted yesterday? And the day before? And the-Âť
ÂŤNo, I- I donâtÂť he sighed ÂŤbut Iâm not teasing you. I never wanted to?Âť
ÂŤWhy are you asking me?Âť
ÂŤIâm not! Itâs just-Âť he let the sentence disappear like a speck of dust blown off by the window. ÂŤI wonât teaseÂť his voice made you look back into his eyes and the silence filled the space between you two again, your face lost his brightness.
ÂŤMy parents are not easy-going people. Itâs just that.Âť Jungkook raised his eyebrows.
ÂŤYes, but a chief?Âť he let out without even thinking, the second he saw your features changing he wanted to slap himself.
ÂŤI know, itâs desperateÂť he held his breath, the guilt already sneaking in his body for letting you think he thought that.
ÂŤNo!Âť his voice came out louder than expected ÂŤI-Itâs not. I was just curious. Maybe I should hire Seokjin too when my parents come to my place. He cooks better than meÂť you scoffed and his heart sped up like crazy. Finally, he thought. He was dying to hear that sound escape your lips, and now that he was the cause of it he wanted to hear it more.
ÂŤJungkook!Âť Jinâs voice remembered him what you were really doing and he couldnât help but feel disappointed when he turned to watch him get closer with each step. Your mouth hanging open at the sight. Tall, broad shoulders and a charming face. Was it a thing running in his group?
ÂŤIâm Kim Seokjin, but call me Jin. Iâm your chief for today.Âť he introduced himself once he stood in front of you.
ÂŤIâm Y/N. Thank you for doing this, Iâm aware I didnât give you time to-Âť
ÂŤDonât worry, really. Itâs not a problem.Âť he smiled. You nodded and gulped nervously before glancing at Jungkook, who was standing there shifting his gaze between you and his friend, praying everything would work out fine.
ÂŤLetâs go, you can tell me about what youâd like to eat while we get to your placeÂť
And with that, you nodded at him and gave a smile to the maknae. Jungkookâs heart skipped a few beats.

ÂŤI swear, she has the worst parents ever.Âť Jin claimed, eyes wide and shocked features. ÂŤThey really arenât easy-going people.Âť
ÂŤDid they complain about the food?Âť Namjoon asked, the hyung raised his eyebrows.
ÂŤThey didnât dare, luckily for them,Âť he scoffed. ÂŤbut from what I heard from the kitchen that woman really has the strongest self-control everÂť
ÂŤWhat happened?Âť Hobi sat beside him on the couch.
ÂŤYou mean what didnât happen. First, when they came in they didnât even greet her, they just gave her their coats and ran past her like nothing.Âť he raised his index finger while shaking his head. Jungkookâs eyes widened.
ÂŤThen they started complaining about her apartment. âI donât really know how you like this place so muchâ, âitâs so smallâ, âdo you even have a second bathroom in here?â, âyou should moveâ. I mean, let her breathe!Âť he imitated your parentsâs voices, an high-pitched tone for your mother and a weird twang for you father. His middle finger went up.
ÂŤAfter that, her mother tried to break into her room as if sheâs a fifteen years old teenager. What the hell was that? She even locked it before they came in, I saw her.Âť and now his ring finger too.
ÂŤWhat?Âť Yoongi couldnât believe what he was hearing, and neither the others. Everyoneâs expression was only screaming shock, staring at their friend like he was telling them a crime novel. Jungkook had his eyebrows knitted together, mouth agape and an emotion neither he could quite get running through his blood.
ÂŤI swear Iâm not making this up! Theyâre the worst!Âť Jin shook his head. ÂŤWhen they saw me serving the plates her mother raised her eyebrows and waited for me to go into the kitchen before she started spitting out all her venom. âCouldnât you do this on your own? Of course not. Youâre still trying to dance, right? Thatâs why you donât even have time to learn how to cookâ, âyour mother is right, you should start to act like an adult, Y/N. I think itâs time for you to stop with thatâ. It was like being in hell, and I was in my heaven, you know I love standing in front of the stove. I honestly donât know how she managed to stay calm.Âť
ÂŤOh, God. She must feel so much pressureÂť Hobi muttered, Yoongi and Taehyung nodded.
ÂŤI know. I could see it in her eyes when I left, she was acting like nothing happened but she really seemed wrecked. She insisted to pay me but I refused her money, I told her sheâs fine since is your âfriendâÂť Jin looked at Jungkook, who weakly smiled as a thank you for his actions. He already knew that your parents were not that easy from your words and the way you acted that morning, but God, he never though theyâd be like this. How did you even manage to not burst out at them?

Your pillow was doing nothing to muffle your sobs, they could be heard even with the sound of the TV on and the sheets hiding you from the light light of the screen. Useless to say, you were feeling like shit. You always tried your best but always fail with them. You were used to it, so why were you crying? Again? You wished your parents were different, more amenable, you even wished you were different, the daughter they expected you to be. But you werenât, and all you were left with was hope, every time. Maybe the next time will be better, that was what you usually told to yourself, and that was probably why you ended up crying this time too. You needed to stop it and face the fact that it was not going to be better. You werenât the problem, and deep inside you you knew it.
You simply needed to face it.

Finally, here comes today. Itâs weird for you to think this, but you actually want to meet Jungkook, to thank him. The awful night you had made you think of how hard you try with your parents even though you keep telling yourself itâs not true. After having a chief cooking for you, the only thing you can do is cope with it. You canât deny you were being anxious for the whole time, still skeptical about the situation, afraid that Jungkook was maybe teasing you again and his friend was no one but a someone looking for fun him too. But he wasnât, heâs been nice for the entire time, always smiling and trying to make you feel comfortable, he sure knows how to marvel a new client. You saw him blinking a few times because of your parentsâs words, but youâre grateful he didnât tell you anything. He was professional and friendly, and you feel so sorry about not paying him and making him deal with the awkward lunch of you and your parents.
Thus, you are now walking in the studio hoping to find Jungkook or maybe one of his friends, not sure of what exactly are his schedules. You look for him until you realize youâre already five minutes late for your rehearsals so you decide to rush back in your room. What you didnât expect is to find him at your doorframe, eyes shifting from person to person. His figure makes you hold your breath, his features taken by whoever his looking for, lips pursued, tall and muscled body wrapped in a pair of black jeans and a gray shirt.
ÂŤJungkook?Âť you call. Jungkookâs heart drops when he realizes itâs your voice, then in a second the embarrassment is there again, making his ears and cheeks flashing red.
ÂŤH-hi?Âť he slowly moves his stare until itâs on your face.
ÂŤWere you looking for me?Âť his eyes wide, he weakly raises his eyebrows and now his lips are slightly parted in a pout.
ÂŤN-no? Yes, I mean no, I- fuckÂť he mutters, shutting his eyes at the end of the uncommon answer and hissing under his breath. You knit your eyebrows. Once he opens his eyes again you canât help but smirk, just a little bit. With the half-gone sensation of him teasing at you itâs more easy to do it.
ÂŤI- what was the question?Âť he really doesnât know how to answer you. You scoff and shake your head.
ÂŤNever mind, I was looking for you but now I really canât talk. Do you have some time later?�� your uncertain tone makes you cringe, again feeling weird in front of him. You canât help it, itâs just something that happens every time in his presence.
His brain stops working again. ÂŤOh, yes? Y-yeahÂť
ÂŤWhat- what time do you get off?Âť
ÂŤI- well, I- uhm... Yoongi!Âť he suddenly screams, panicking and widening his eyes when he shifts them from you to his friend, his tone radiates nothing but frustration.
Thanks God, he thinks, but a second later heâs already regretting it. You quickly turn to see his friend approaching you in heavy footsteps, and when you link his face to his name another wave of uncomfortableness sneaks in your body.
Yoongi looks at you only when he sides his friend, gulping harshly and trying to fake a smile as best as he can. ÂŤHi, Iâm Yoongi?ÂťWhy do they all speak like this?Â
He shifts his eyes from you to Jungkook and viceversa, hoping someone to talk and tell him what the hell is he doing there with you two. When Jungkook finally speaks his voice his shaking. ÂŤWhat dime do- do we get o-off?Âť his eyes are basically praying Yoongi to answer.
ÂŤI think at seven?Âť
ÂŤOhÂť he lets out, lowering his gaze on you again. You try to shrug off the mix of emotions his dark eyes give you.
ÂŤOkay, I... Iâll wait for you? I guess, if you tell me-Âť
ÂŤ13Âť Yoongi interrupts your blabbering seeing that the maknaeâs face is as blank as a white sheet paper, still in shock from whatâs happening, he probably wouldnât have known how to answer you.
ÂŤThank you. See you later thenÂť you try to smile without letting your uneasiness creep in and quickly enter the rehearsal room, letting out a deep breath.
ÂŤYou know youâll have to talk to her later, right? And what was she talking about?Âť Yoongi asks as soon as you canât hear him. Jungkook shrugs.
ÂŤShe- she wants to talk? Iâm gonna die in the awkwardness, I know it. Iâm gonna embarrass myself so much I wonât even be able to breathe, fuck.Âť

ÂŤY/N?Âť Jungkook stares at your reflection in the mirror, his movements suddenly stop nd Hobi frowns at him.
ÂŤJungkook, what are you doing?Âť he screams over the music. The maknae blinks a few times before he understands youâre looking at him and heâll make everything more awkward if he keeps standing still like this with his eyes on you. Thus, he takes a deep - deep - breath and  counts the time again before catching up with the moves.
His body makes you hold your breath, his movements are clean and outright, his style is impactful, even the small details incredibly focused and accurate. His muscles twitch under the clothes, and you can outline the muscles of his legs even without even trying. Only the sight makes you shudder. His body is something you really didnât dwell on, too much taken aback from the way he usually acts around you, but having a show like this in front of your eyes is something you canât really turn away to. The way he moves his hips in a particular move has you clenching around nothing, and you suddenly blush at the thought of how heâd move them in a different situation, your heart beats faster.
Jungkook tries to not let your presence influence his rehearsals but he canât help to steal a few glances at you while he moves on the rhythm. When he sees you blushing and glancing down his body he canât help but smirk a little bit, even though his heart beats louder with every second. He glances away again when you eventually raise your eyes to his face, body stiffening in an second.
When the music finally stops and you seem to wake up from your trance you find yourself looking at the others, realizing only now that you probably should have asked before coming in the room like this, so you stand up and go out in a second.
Yoongi suddenly runs behind you.
ÂŤY/N? Right?Âť you have no chance but to turn and nod.
ÂŤIâm sorry, I sho-Âť
ÂŤYou can stay.Âť he smiles at you ÂŤAnd Iâm sorry for the tea, the other dayÂť
ÂŤAre you sure?Âť
ÂŤAbout the tea? Iâm really sorryÂť he bits the inside of his cheek.
ÂŤNo, I mean are you sure I-Âť
ÂŤOh, yes. Jungkook would like it if you stayedÂť he suddenly points his thumb to Jungkook, whoâs staring at the two of you with his lips parted and apparently in trance like you were just a few seconds ago. When your eyes lock with his you shrug to hide the weird shiver sneaking into your back.
ÂŤOkay, thenÂť you smile at Yoongi and head back to the bench at the side of the room.Â
You spend at least twenty five minutes staring at Jungkook, your eyes rarely meet the figures of his friends, completely taken by the way he moves and the emotions he makes you feel with every song. At the beginning the maknae feels his cheeks heating up and his body as stiff as a trunk, but with the time passing by and the seconds becoming minutes he slowly gains a little bit of confidence, and when you see him even more free and secure you canât help but take in the sight releasing a deep breath you didnât know you were holding. Heâs like a magnet, some weird kind of energy attracts you to him, maybe itâs the way he speaks with his face or the way his eyes seem even darker and deeper when he sometimes glances at you and immediately glances back. Time seems to run and before you know it the music stops again and the group is lets out uneven breaths, heading to the bench youâre sitting on to grab their towels.
You feel your cheeks heat up when you notice almost every one of them glance at you with a look you canât really read. Jungkook is still in front of the mirror, eyes completely focused on the way his body moves and repeating movements like a mantra. When he finally stops and turns around his gaze locks with yours, his heart pounds in his chest, palms sweaty all of a sudden.
ÂŤKook, here!Âť one of his friends throws him a bottle of water and the man quickly catches it bringing it to his lips and taking a few sips. You watch the way his adamâs apple moves from your seat. He closes the bottle and finally heads to the bench, he feels so nervous heâd do something awkward and make you both feel uncomfortable that he almost thinks of running away. The others seem to quickly disappear to go to change and when he finally stands beside you you donât really know how to act. The silence fills the room and makes you wince, your tongue comes out to wet the petals of your lips, Jungkook holds his breath.
ÂŤI like your style of dancing, the way you moveÂť you blurt out. The maknae seems almost shocked at your words.
ÂŤI- I like it tooÂť and here we go again. ÂŤI mean, I like yours too?Âť
ÂŤYou watched me dancing?Âť
Jungkook groans. ÂŤI- oh, ye- yes?Âť he quickly gives up on lying ÂŤI watched youÂť
ÂŤOh, I didnât noticeÂť you nervously smile. ÂŤThank you, thenÂť
Jungkook brings his white towel to his neck, wiping the sweat from his skin. That stupid action hits you like a wrecking ball.
ÂŤIâm- Iâm sorry for everything that happened,Âť he speaks without thinking ÂŤI- I never wanted to tease you. Iâm really sorry it- it came out like that. Really sorry.Âť his tone is shaky and he still canât believe he managed to let out a full sentence without embarrassing himself or you. For some kind of reason his words make your gaze deepen in his, the weight of your irises almost crashing down Jungkookâs mind.
 You shake your head. You apologize every time a smile breaks through your mask.
ÂŤI donât want to... make you feel uncomfortable? Itâs just... Iâm really so- sorry if it came out in the wrong way. I always end up embarrassing myself but I wanted to make a good impression, itâs just-Âť he suddenly stops talking, feeling all of a sudden even more nervous to say the words he was almost spilling out, he scraps at the back of his neck.
ÂŤYou make me nervousÂť he really said it.Â
His words hit you like a train, fast enough to make you doubt you really heard them and hard enough to stun you. ÂŤI make you nervous? Oh, Iâm sorry I-Âť
ÂŤNo, no, no, noÂť he quickly complaints ÂŤIn a good way, I- I guess?ÂťÂ
ÂŤWhat do you mean?Âť
Jungkook opens his mouth to speak a few times but always fails and closes it, before putting the towel on the bench and harshly gulping. ÂŤI- Can we talk about something else? Please?Âť he almost whines, making a weird smile form on your lips.
ÂŤDo you want to go to the cafe?Âť
He nods at your proposal, lifting his index finger. ÂŤJust give me a minute to change and-Âť he lowers to grab at all his stuff on the bench but unintentionally hits the bottle of water which falls to the ground. He lets out a deep shaky breath, the words Iâm so bad at this echoing in his mind. You manage to bend over and grab it but at the same time he takes a step towards it to do the same, stopping when he sees your hands holding the bottle. When you raise back, the view you meet with makes you hold your breath and your cheeks red like peppers, Jungkook is not quick enough to rush back, and you canât help but feel uncomfortable again, but this time thereâs a different emotion too that youâre not quick enough to grasp.
It happens in a matter of seconds, but it seems like minutes when you glance at him, standing tall and looking at you bewitched by the sight of you like this. And he needs to remember himself youâre actually here to hold back the dirty thoughts that are already filling his head. You gulp hard, your eyes scanning his beautiful features and saving the breathtaking sight, his crotch almost touching your cheek because of the lack of distance. And you canât deny, your thoughts take you to a different dimension that makes you fucking throb.
ÂŤJust- give me- give me a minute?Âť Jungkook stutters with a deep low voice, heavy breath and cheeks heating up.
ÂŤThis are the kind of things that makes me think of you teasing meÂť you donât even know where your words came out from, howâd you manage to make a full sentence still watching him from the same position.
ÂŤI swear, I didnât want to-Âť
ÂŤItâs okayÂť you unintentionally lick your lips and he finds it even harder to keep a clear head, his cock already hardening. ÂŤGo?Âť
He slowly nods waking up from his trance, and manages to rush back into the fitting room with fast steps and heavy breathing, hoping that the others are not there. Not now that with every steps he takes he feels harder with the image of your eyes looking at him from down.
ÂŤFuckÂť he hisses letting his bag fall to the bench. Luckily, no oneâs here anymore and heâs only left with his boner. What is he supposed to do now? He canât just change and go out, youâd see it, definitely.
Fuck.
Jungkook quickly heads to the door of the bathroom and takes a deep breath before locking it, lowering his sweat pants and his boxers on his thighs. The second the material doesnât hug him anymore his cock jumps to his stomach, tip already red and dripping with precum. How do you manage to get him this hard without even trying?
His hand immediately wraps around his shaft, squeezing himself a little bit, just enough to make his head fall back and his lips part letting out a strangled whine.Â
ÂŤFuckÂť he hisses before he starts moving his hand, his mind going back at you and how damn good you looked before at the height of his cock. The first time he masturbated thinking about you sucking him dry he didnât really think he would ever have a picture of you to accompany his actions to. And now that he has it, he canât seem to get enough of it. Youâd look so fucking good giving him the blowjob of his life, hollowing your cheeks and wrapping him in your mouth, heâd fuck it so good youâd be drooling and gagging for him. His thumb slowly caresses his frenulum and he twitches under his hand, stroking himself faster and harder. He doesnât even realize it but the image of you he has in mind is making him louder than he usually is, panting and hissing, begging to explode.
ÂŤOh my god, fuck.Âť he groans.
You canât hear him from where you are, but your tights are tightening anyway. What happened just a few moments ago is replaying in your mind over and over again. The view he gave you of him staring directly into your eyes while you were basically facing his cock itâs making you go out of your mind. You canât deny heâs charming, with features that make you feel dizzy, but this was too much to handle even for you. Your mind canât help but fantasize how heâd fist your hair while youâd lick him, and just the thought makes you clench around nothing, the wetness between your folds already soaking your knickers. You try to push the image away, but the way youâre desperately squeezing your thighs for some kind of friction tells a total different story.
Jungkook bites his lips, his abdomen twitching and his shoulders heavily raising.
ÂŤY/NÂť he whines, picturing you on your knees for him. In his mind, your hands are one on his inner thigh and the other playing with his nipple, twirling it between your index and thumb and making him even more sensible.
ÂŤShit, so goodÂť his voice is husky, sure as hell it would make you shudder and fall on your knees if youâd only hear it. His movements become more sloppy, the knot in his stomach almost about to burst. He groans and speeds up even more, hips practically hitting his hand with every stroke. He imagines your thighs tightened, the wetness in your folds, the way youâd taste, and he feels even closer.
ÂŤSo fucking goodÂť
Jungkook spits in his hand. His breath stutters more, and he suddenly doesnât remember how to breathe anymore as he strokes himself harder, the lewd sound of him shoving in his fist becomes louder, the only sound feeling the bathroom and the fitting room.
The thought of you cupping his balls and massaging it makes him do the same thing, he pictures your tongue licking and swirling around the head of his cock. That is the last chunk he needs to come undone in his palm, spatters of white hitting his chest as he fucks himself through his orgasm until heâs too sensitive to even make one more stroke, letting his head resting on the door behind him. Eyes closed, heavy breath and mouth completely dry, Jungkook takes some time to recover from the heavenly climax he just reached.
God, what heâd give to know that he had the exact effect you had on him, but youâre just too shy to do something about it here. If you were home, well that would be a different thing. Youâd help yourself with your vibrator, fucking it into you like it was him. But now, now youâre just trying to contain your thoughts, waiting for him to come out and go to the cafe.
When you realize itâs been a while since he disappeared you decide itâs better to go and see if everythingâs okay. Standing up you unsurely walk to the door of the fitting room, the structure of the building being always the same makes finding the way easier. You knock at the door.
ÂŤJungkook? Are you okay?Âť
ÂŤI- uhm, Iâm coming, give me a second!Âť he answers back with a high-pitched tone, so you nod and go back to your bench, waiting for him. It takes him another three minutes to finally come out, his hair are a little bit messy and you think he mustâve ran his hands through them a few times.
ÂŤAre we- are we still going?Âť he asks. With your worries at the door of the fitting room he thought you might have heard him before, but when you nod and smile he lets his previous thoughts fade.
You head out of the studio and to the cafe, trying to ignore the way your panties practically slips against your folds. Jungkook tries to think about what to say and how to begin a safe conversation for the both of you without feeling uncomfortable or awkward but he just canât seem to find nothing else than the question he asks.
ÂŤYou wanted to talk?Âť lowering his gaze to his side he looks at you walking in silence. You quickly nod.
ÂŤI wanted to thank you, actuallyÂť you turn to smile at him, the butterflies in in stomach invading every part of his body.,ÂŤYou know, for Jin.Âť
ÂŤOh, no- no problemÂť he smiles back, his eyes sparkling and you canât deny the sudden warmth you feel in your chest. ÂŤItâs the least I could do, for what happened?Âť his sentence sounds again like a question, but by now youâre kinda used to it. You scoff.
ÂŤLetâs say I forgive you for the dress and the awkward meetingÂť you tease. His eyes squint and he wrinkles his nose.
ÂŤThat wasnât my faultÂť he murmurs.
ÂŤYour friend?Âť
He nods. ÂŤTeahyungÂť
ÂŤWell, then I forgive Teahyung and you for the dressÂť you smile again, his heart is beating like crazy.
ÂŤHow much do I have to embarrass my-myself for the drink Yoongi spilled on you?Âť heâd like to giggle but he feels so freaking nervous that all he can do is let out a puff.
ÂŤI donât know, youâre pretty good at that. Iâd end up enjoying the show eventually and it wouldnât be fair, Iâd let you go onÂť you tease again. Jungkookâs cheeks heat up. His brain trying to understand if youâd say something like this because you like the way he acts around you or just for the fun of teasing him. The truth is, neither you know it now.
ÂŤItâs the thing I seem to be better atÂť your giggle makes him feel lighter.
ÂŤI was kiddingÂť you stop your steps and he realizes youâre already in front of the cafe.
ÂŤYouâre forgiven, more than forgiven. I actually feel like I owe you something nowÂť you explain looking directly in his dark eyes, and damn, heâs really beautiful.
ÂŤOh- no, no! Donât, pleaseÂť he shakes his head. ÂŤI- I wanted to make it up to you, you donât owe me anythingÂť
ÂŤWell, let me get you a coffee or something youâd like at least?Âť you point at the shop behind you. Jungkook licks his lips and takes another deep breath before nodding, following you in and trying to look elsewhere but the way you swing your hips with every step. Youâre gonna be the death of him, and heâs slowly falling even more with every word you say.
Thanks to the time the cafe is almost empty, only two or three clients are sit on the chairs at the counter. Nevertheless, you sit at your favorite table, the one in the corner always forgotten by practically everyone. Thereâs something about this table that makes you feel safe, maybe itâs because no one seems to look at it, sometimes even the waitress forgets it.
ÂŤIâll get a teaÂť you announce without even glancing at the menu, Jungkook tilts his head to the side and hides his head behind it. You wait for him to choose what he wants and when heâs done you raise your hand to the waitress behind the counter. The woman quickly walks to you, giving you a gentle smile.
ÂŤWhat can I serve you?Âť
ÂŤA tea for meÂť
ÂŤIâll have a Red Velvet latteÂť Jungkook says, leaving you amused by his choice. The waitress quickly nods and leaves you with another smile.
ÂŤRed Velvet?Âť you ask ÂŤIâve always wanted to try it but I always end up with tea or coffeÂť you reveal, Kook raises his eyebrows.
ÂŤI like- I like it. Maybe you want a sip?Âť
ÂŤDonât worry, Iâll get it the next timeÂť
ÂŤWe can switch drinks if you wantÂť he says as the same time as you.
ÂŤReally, Jungkook, donât worryÂť you smile at him.
ÂŤAnyway, I really am thankful for Jin yesterday. He helped me a lot, without him Iâd probably end up having a breakdownÂť you scoff at the end of your sentence even though itâs true. Jungkook watches you as you speak, completely taken by your words and the way you move your lips, your voice seems to be the only thing catching his ears now, not even one of his favorite songs playing in the background gets him.
ÂŤThank you for being so nice and help me, Jungkook. It was Sunday and-Âť
ÂŤHey, no problemÂť he cuts off your rumbling with his hand on yours, and the second he realizes what he has just done he takes it away with wide eyes. The only trace he leaves on your skin is the dampness of his sweaty palms.
ÂŤIâm- Iâm sorryÂť
ÂŤStop it, pleaseÂť you almost whine and his features instantly sadden, afraid he just made another mistake. He tries to hide his expression but fails, and the guilt sneaks into you making you shake your head.
ÂŤI mean, stop being so stiff. Tell me, what is it?Âť you ask.
ÂŤWhat?Âť
ÂŤWhat do I do to make you this nervous?Âť you ask again. ÂŤI can try and-Âť
ÂŤItâs not you.Âť he cuts you off again. ÂŤI- I mean it is you, but itâs me. I-Âť he stutters.
ÂŤI can try to hide my face if you wantÂť youironically propose as you grab the menu and cover your face with it. Jungkook frowns but immediately smiles at your silliness. ÂŤDoes it work?Âť
ÂŤIt- Itâs not making any differenceÂť he holds back a laugh.
ÂŤAre you sure?Âť you giggle. He shakes his head.
ÂŤI am, just- please, look at meÂť his words play a strange trick on your mind, making you harshly gulp as your heart skips a few beats. Itâs noy like he had just said something that important, but your mind goes blank for a second.
ÂŤY/N?Âť he calls, eyes fixated on the menu youâre holding. He stretches his arm out and grabs at the paper, slowly lowering it from your face. Your eyes, your nose, your lips. Jungkook stares at every feature of your face taking in the sight in front of him, the power you have on him is fucking scary, and heâs realizing it for the first time now looking in your eyes.
ÂŤWhat happened?Âť he lets out in a whisper, not really certain of his voice at the moment. You gulp and shake your head. You donât even know what happened, how are you supposed to explain him?
ÂŤThere you go, your tea and your Red VelvetÂť the waitress comes in the way, and you thank her in your mind for saving you from the awkward situation you just putted yourself into. However, the interruption is fast and she leaves in a matter of seconds leaving you with your drinks.
You canât help but glance at his glass, the crimson color of the drink intrigues you and the chocolate chips on top are the perfect frame. Jungkook lifts it from the table and stretches his arm again towards you, putting the drink basically under your nose.
ÂŤTry itÂť he manages to say holding his breath. He doesnât even know where he gained all of this boldness, he just did it without thinking. And now that you stare at him heâs beginning to think heâs making things awkward again.
Your hands cover his, giving birth to another session of butterflies in his stomach and a shudder running down your spine. Jungkook understands he has to remove his hand from the glass to make you drink and he slips away like he just got burn by a blazing fire.
Taking a sip you let yourself taste the sweetness of the latte and the chocolate chips before giving him his drink again, deciding this will definitely be your next order at this place.
ÂŤItâs so goodÂť you whine, Jungkook smiles.
ÂŤItâs one of my favorite drinks, Jin- he always tries new things and likes to feed us like babies. He introduced me to thisÂť
ÂŤI really like itÂť you bring your cup of tea to your lips, taking a sip. ÂŤMy tea is so boring nowÂť his smile widens.
ÂŤWe can really switch drinks if you-Âť
ÂŤNo, donât worry, reallyÂť
He nods, taking the first sip of his Red Velvet.
ÂŤSo Jin is kinda like the mama of the group?Âť Jungkook smiles at your comment.
ÂŤHe is the oldestÂť he nods. ÂŤHe likes to take care of us and we like to eatÂť you giggle at his words.
ÂŤHis cooking is really good, I havenât eaten that good in months. I should have insisted more on paying himÂť you take another sip from your tea.
ÂŤTrust me, itâs fine. Donât worry about itÂť Jungkook smiles at you, and itâs a matter of seconds before he finally noticed heâs not stuttering anymore. In fact, he feels more comfortable. ÂŤHe was happy to helpÂť
ÂŤOh, trust me, he helped me a lotÂť
You try to think what wouldâve happen yesterday if it wasnât for him, the result would have been even worse than it already is. Jungkookâs heart warms up knowing he was really able to help you, he made something right. The smile you have on your face makes him want to work even more to create a brand new one.
ÂŤWhat about Yoongi? Does he spill his drinks on everyone?Âť
ÂŤNo, he doesnâtÂť Jungkook scoffs and avoids telling you the reason why he actually spilled it. ÂŤHeâs the second hyung. Actually, heâs usually very quiet. His stage name is SugaÂť
ÂŤI heard about himÂť you raise your eyebrows. ÂŤSomeone told me he injured his shoulder fighting over a first prize but I didnât think it was him they were talking about, and honestly I didnât know if it was trueÂťÂ
The maknae shakes his head. ÂŤItâs not true. He actually got injured while working, he had to find a job to pay for his dance lessons and eventually he started a delivering job. He got hit by a car.Âť Jungkook stares at the wooden table ÂŤPeople often say that or that he tried to beat one of the judges and got kicked in his ass. I donât get why they like to make up something so stupidÂť an heavy sigh leaves his lips.
ÂŤLast year I broke my uncle because I was pushing myself too hard for a contest and eventually I didnât perform. I heard people say I couldnât âcause I was pregnantÂť you tell him, the memory still makes you wrinkle your nose. Jungkookâs eyes widens before he opens his mouth.
ÂŤI hate rumorsÂť he mumbles. ÂŤWho- who do you want to know about now?Âť he stutters a little bit, deciding to bring back the conversation to a positive vibe.
ÂŤTaehyung? Was it his name?Âť you squint your eyes.
ÂŤYesÂť he nods. ÂŤTaehyung is the second maknae and a fashion icon in the group, we always try to look as cool as him but he just has that something that makes you give up and stay in your sweat pants.Âť you giggle at his comment and he canât help but smile at your sparkling eyes.
ÂŤHe doesnât usually act like the first time we met, heâs pretty confidential.Âť Jungkook takes the last sip of his Red Velvet and you do the same with your now almost cold tea while you take in all the informations.
ÂŤNamjoon is the dad of the group, heâs always willing to give you advices but at the same time able to give you a good shake. He and Jimin are my go to when I need to talk to someone, but the others are pretty good at listening too. Jimin is the third maknaeÂť
ÂŤWhoâs the first?Âť
Jungkook puckers his lips. ÂŤMeÂťÂ
ÂŤHow old are you?Âť
ÂŤIâm twenty twoÂť he answers, remembering this is the last day he gets to say it. For a little moment he thinks of you at his birthday, but he forces himself to push the picture away, it would be weird to invite you when youâre talking fr the first time.
ÂŤIâm older than you!Âť you canât help but exclaim, Jungkook licks his lips.
ÂŤReally?Âť
You nod.ÂŤIâm twenty fourÂť
ÂŤHow- how should I call you then?Âť he bits his lips, a little bit of nervousness sneaks again into him, worried you donât like the way he has been talking to you.
ÂŤOh, please donât call me noona!Âť you shake your head and smile at him.
ÂŤAre you sure?Âť
ÂŤYes, Jungkook. Donât change the way you were talking to me, I liked it. It was naturalÂť you smile at him, your heart beats faster when a smile shines on his face and lights up his features. Jungkook is trying to be as natural as he can, trying to speak without blubbering still stunned by your presence in front of him, and hearing those words make him less tense.
ÂŤHoseok is the only one left. Heâs a ray of sunshine, always able to make you smile and laugh. His stage name is J-Hope. Heâs a spring, his movements are as fluid as water. Oh, and he canât hide his expressions whenever heâs angry, even though itâs difficult to annoy him. His face goes like thisÂť Jungkookâs try to emulate his friend is quickly cut off by your bursting laugh because of his expression, and he canât hold back his giggles at the sound of your happiness.
ÂŤSounds like a beautiful groupÂť you say when you finally stop laughing, your cheeks are hurting while you take a look inside your mug, realizing only now itâs empty.
ÂŤIt is, theyâre my familyÂť the tone he uses makes a knot built up in your throat, smiling melancholic. And who the hell knows why, Jungkook notices it.Â
ÂŤIs- is something wrong? Did I say-Âť
ÂŤNo, no, no. Itâs fine, Iâm fineÂť you quickly say smiling again. He would like to ask you whatâs wrong again until youâd probably end up answering him but he thinks heâd invade your personal space and annoying you.
ÂŤAre you sure? I- I know I ask this a lot but-Âť
ÂŤIâm sure, thank you for askingÂť you interrupt him with another gentle smile. Jungkook knows itâs not true, but he nods anyway, bringing his gaze to his empty glass. His action makes you bring yours to your phone, unlocking the screen and realizing only now itâs almost eight and a half.
ÂŤI should go nowÂť
He raises his glance, the feeling in his chest itâs telling him to not let you go but he canât do that.
ÂŤIâll see you tomorrow at the studio?Âť you ask him while getting up from your chair, rummaging through your purse looking for the wallet. Jungkook is about to say yes when he remembers tomorrow itâs their free day.
ÂŤNo, not tomorrowÂť he smiles at you getting up and producing a shrill sound with his chair against the floor, his cheeks heat up for the fiftieth time only in an hour.
ÂŤOh, I guess Iâll see you on Wednesday then? Or whenever we-Âť
ÂŤCould you give me your number?Âť
If he thought his heart already risked a heart attack many times with you, then now he should be dead from the way itâs beating. Blood running through his body so fast that he can hear it his in his ears, the tip of them and his cheeks flashing red, palms sweating more than before. Maybe he shouldnât have asked you.
You stare at him for a few seconds, completely stuttered by his question as you gulp harshly and blink a few times.
ÂŤYou- you promise you wonât send me nudes?Âť you joke, and this time you are the one whoâs left with her mouth agape, wondering where the hell that just came out from. ÂŤOh my-Âť
ÂŤIf you donât ask for them I wonâtÂť Jungkook scoffs, the fact you just said something like that is making him feel lighter. You raise your eyebrows at him.
ÂŤI wonât, I surely wonâtÂť you quickly rebut but youâre afraid he might be offended so you keep adding words making everything worse. ÂŤI mean- not that I wouldnât like them, itâs just-Âť
ÂŤY/NÂť he interrupts your dwelling. ÂŤI- I wonât send or ask for nudesÂť he laughs at his own words at the end of the sentence, making you grimace.
ÂŤIâm- Iâm sorry, I donât know why I said thatÂť
ÂŤItâs okayÂť he smiles at you and you let out a shaky breath before putting ten bucks on the table and heading to the door with him.
Jungkook dials your number on his phone and quickly sends you a message to let you save his, still freaking out in his mind for what happened in just an hour of being with you.
The afraid of being awkward he felt at the beginning is still there, but he feels more comfortable now that he knows a little bit about you. Heâs still nervous, palms still sweaty and heart still beating like crazy, gaze still trying to lock with yours just to shudder and blush under it. He likes the way his nervousness shaded with the comfortableness you made him feel talking to you, his chest both threatening to explode because of the tension but still tasting the sweetness of the naturalness and ease, the combo is one of the weirdest to ever exist, but itâs true.
ÂŤGoodbye, JungkookÂť you smile at him after putting your phone back in your purse. You think about your actions for a moment before quickly tiptoeing and leaving a soft peck on his cheek that makes him almost feel dizzy. The way your soft lips touched his skin will haunt him even in his dreams tonight. Heâs not rapid enough to smile at you while you turn and walk away, too shocked by your actions, but he smiles anyway.
This is the first time Jungkook realizes he just had a bite of the cake, and now he wants to eat it all.

ÂŤAre you kidding?Âť Taehyungâs deep voice resonates through the stairwell and Jungkook can hear it even by pulling his phone away from his ear.
ÂŤIâm not, TaeÂť he rushes to the door and hangs up before opening it sure that his friend is already there. In fact, he is. Standing still in front of him in his Gucci palazzo trousers looking like a model.
ÂŤHappy birthday, KookieÂť he smiles at him and hugs him tight making Jungkook chuckle.
ÂŤYou just said it on the phoneÂť
ÂŤI knowÂť he pats his shoulder. ÂŤWhere are the others?Âť
ÂŤTheyâre comingÂť Jungkook takes a look to his lounge, the table is already set and the food is almost ready, Jin will be proud of him.
ÂŤIs she coming too?Âť Taehyung asks, Jungkook turns like top.
ÂŤWhat? NoÂť
ÂŤWhy not?Âť
ÂŤI donât know... we donât have that much of intimacy. And with you?Âť he knits his eyebrows thinking of the possible ending of doing something like that. ÂŤSheâd probably feel like a fish out of water and youâre gonna embarrass me if Iâm not the one doing itÂť he shakes his head.
The bell rings and Kook rushes to the door to welcome his friends, Hobi and Jin are standing there with the biggest smiles on their faces and hands full of envelopes, smiles as bright as the sun.
ÂŤThere will be a day when youâll be old and people will make fun of you, and itâs coming! Happy birthday!Âť Jin hugs the maknae laughing for his own words and Jungkook does the same. Hobi joins the hug, making Tae grimace and run to them.
ÂŤI feel aloneÂť he mumbles before wrapping his arms around the three of them, Jungkook in the middle is almost dying, being the burger in the middle of the bread.
ÂŤHappy birthday!Âť Hobi screams, his voice echoing in the hallways remembers Jungkook the door is still open.
ÂŤOkay, now set me freeÂť he laughs. ÂŤWhere are the others?Âť their grip on him loosen and he finally closes the door.
ÂŤThey went to buy you a cake, Seokjin made you one but Joon ate it last night without knowing it was yoursÂť Hobi burst out laughing.
ÂŤIt was obvious! He shouldâve known it!Âť Jin screams frustrated with his eyes wide.

ÂŤLook at that!Âť Jimin points at the cake through the glass, his eyes sparkling at the sight and his mouth begging to taste the sweetness of the sponge cake. He looks like a baby.
ÂŤUgh, Chimin! Itâs for Jungkook, not you!Âť Namjoon scolds him making the corners of his mouth drop.
ÂŤI know what he likes!Âť he says back. Yoongi shuts his eyes, theyâve been in here for almost ten minutes now, fighting over which cake they could buy and not really getting anything.
ÂŤDo you-Âť
ÂŤHeâll like thatÂť Yoongi cuts off Joonieâs words and point at the cake nodding to the pastry chef behind the counter who quickly smiles at him.
ÂŤCould you write âJungkookâ on top of it?Âť Jimin asks with a kind smile, the baker nods and he raises his eyebrows at Namjoon.
ÂŤSee? Itâs gonna be perfect, you need to listen to me!Âť
Namjoon sighs and shakes his head, taking a glance out of the shop to see his girlfriend still in the car waiting for them, eyes fixated on her phone.

Your parents had decided to ring your doorbell without telling you they were coming over. Luckily - or unfortunately - itâs Tuesday, and on Tuesday youâre usually home for lunch, but when the doorbell squeaked you didnât really think it was them. Maybe the postman or a neighbor, but not your parents.
ÂŤSurprise!Âť they both screamed. It was the worst surprise ever. You didnât know they were coming so you didnât make lunch for them, didnât tidy up properly, didnât hide your things and didnât lock your door. Plus, you werenât prepared for another mental breakdown, not so soon after they gave you one just two days ago. And you still arenât now, listening to them talking while you eat your salad.
ÂŤYour mother decided to come visit Ailiseu for a few days and September is already here so we decided not to wait until next month, itâll be too coldÂť your father explains, his smile going from ear to ear. You instantly pray for the mental health of your cousin knowing how your parents can be, sheâs gonna go out of her mind.
ÂŤExactly! And weâre staying at her place, since she has a big house. Sorry honey, we wouldâve asked you but we thought weâd be too much in here.Âť
ÂŤNo problemÂť you try to sound as kind as possible. This is the good side of having a small house, at least.
ÂŤHow long will you stay?Âť
ÂŤThree daysÂť your father says ÂŤbut weâre going to Ailiseu for dinner, weâd like to spend today with youÂť
ÂŤTake a day off of work.Âť your mother points her index finger at you. ÂŤWeâll have fun! We could go to the mall and buy some clothes, I really donât like the shirt youâre wearingÂť
You stop eating fixing your gaze on your meal and trying to stay calm. This is a nightmare. How are you supposed to not go to work when they saw you were fine this morning? And notify them in half an hour? Your boss is going to go out of his mind and kill you. You wonât even be able to rehearsal today, obviously.
ÂŤMom, I-Âť
ÂŤPlease?Âť your father cuts you off.
You give up. Itâs scientifically proven that you canât beat them at this game without bursting out, that would definitely lead to an argument and you really are not in the mood for it. So you nod and finish your lunch listening to all their stories, your mother complaining about everything: the broken electric hand dryer at the gas station they stopped in, the way your father drives, your shirt - again -, your salad, your house and again your job. All of her words only make you wish to end this day as soon as possible but against your desire, time only seems to slow down while you wait for your her to come out of the bathroom.
Youâre ready to go to the mall, you already called your boss and told him you had a setback and couldnât go back to work this afternoon, and like you predicted before he didnât sound happy at all, groaning things you couldnât understand and quickly hanging up. Your mother is been in the bathroom for twenty minutes now making you frown and sink in your couch. When she finally comes out you head to the door in a second.
ÂŤLetâs go shopping!Âť

Your feet are hurting, if they could talk their exact words would be âfuck, fuck, fuck, fuckâ at every step you take. Youâve been in here for almost six hours now, dragged from a shop to another, from a salon to a shoe store and youâre pretty sure that by now you entered all the shops in the mall.
ÂŤWhatâs the time?Âť your mother finally stops walking at your fatherâs question, taking a glance at her golden watch.
ÂŤItâs almost eight,Âť she answers raising her eyes to you ÂŤwe should probably go. Do you mind giving us a ride to Ailiseuâs place?Âť
You try to fake a small and force yourself to nod despite your tiredness, all youâd like to do now is lay down and sleep. Your brain health is being put to serious danger today, with all your parents endless rumblings and complaints, your mother even tried to buy you a shirt just for you to go change the one you have on in the public restrooms.
You head to your car with big strides and yawning, your parentsâ words behind you about how beautiful your cousinâs house is  and how much their parents must be proud of her are making your chest heavy and your head pound.
You hope not to stay stuck in traffic once you get in your car and get out of the parking lot. You only make it to a few blocks before your wishes and hopes totally fade away, the cars blocking the street and the sounds of the honking filling your ears.
ÂŤWeâre gonna be late, Ailiseu is waiting for usÂť your father sighs.
ÂŤCanât you take a different road?Âť
ÂŤHow am I supposed to take a different road now? There are cars behind meÂť you huff at your motherâs words.
ÂŤThen honk!Âť
ÂŤItâs not gonna change a thing, everyone is doing that!Âť you claim. Your dad shakes his head.
You wait at least five minutes before you move again, the silence only filled with your motherâs huffs and annoyed muttering. When you think you finally made it and youâre gonna be home soon, a loud thud makes you shudder and not even a second later youâre being pushed against the wheel because of the swing of your car, hitting your forehead against the glass of the windshield.
It takes you a few moments to realize you just got hit and before you know it youâre already putting on your hazards and heading out of your car. How is it even possible to witness to accidents in just a few days?Â
You take a look to your parents while they do the same as you and when you see theyâre fine you let out a sigh of relief that lasts as quickly as it came out. Your car is devastated at the back and there is no way you can walk home without shedding parts along your way, you only feel grateful that you and your parents are not hurt.
The man in the car behind you approaches you with fast steps and a worried face, tired eyes and shaky voice.
ÂŤIâm so sorry, I shouldâve been more carefulÂť
You donât even understand how he managed to make such a mess to your car with the traffic on the streets now, he probably came out from one of the small roads where there werenât cars and you were the lucky one to welcome him in the jam.
The man leaves you his number telling you to call him once you know how much this is going to cost you and quickly leaves, you end up calling a taxi for your parents and a tow truck for your car, trying to stay as awake as possible. After forty five minutes of waiting youâre so tired that you could lay down and sleep in the middle of the road if it wasnât for the cars threatening your life, but apparently someone is hearing your prayers and the tow truck comes to rescue you. Your car is brought to the mechanic and you say goodbye to another one hundred bucks for the tow truck. Youâre left alone in the middle of the jam, so you move to the sidewalk ready to call a cab. You had the worst day and youâre already thinking of how much youâll have to work to get all the money you just lost back.
ÂŤY/N?Âť
Youâre being caught off guard when someone calls you while youâre bringing the phone to your ear. When you turn and find Jin smiling at you you quickly hang up.
ÂŤJin, hiÂť
ÂŤWhat are you doing here?Âť he looks down at you as if heâs the Eiffel Tower and youâre the grass.
ÂŤUhm, my car broke, I was going to call a taxiÂť
ÂŤIf you want I can give you a ride? Can you wait a little bit? Just the time to sing happy birthday to Jungkook and give him the gifts, weâre looking forward to embarrass himÂť he laughs.
ÂŤOh, itâs Jungkookâs birthday?Âť Jin nods realizing only now that Kook probably didnât tell you. ÂŤI donât know... I donât want to bother, I wasnât invited and I donât have a gift and-Âť
ÂŤI think youâre thinking too muchÂť he quickly cuts you off. ÂŤI donât think it will be a problem for Jungkook or the others, heâll be happy to see youÂť
You sigh. You could call a taxi and wait for it, spend another fifty bucks and head home. Or you could wait a little bit and spend the time youâd spend waiting on the street with them and maybe have a little bit of fun after this awful day, maybe. If things wonât get awkward again. Itâd save you money you could use for the groceries, after all.
ÂŤLead the wayÂť you end up saying thanking him with a warm smile. He nods and soon youâre in the elevator waiting for the doors to open, hoping not to look as awful as you feel right now. You still feel sorry to break into his birthday party without an invitation, a gift or even a little bit of more intimacy between you two, so when the doors open and you hear the laughters coming from one of the apartments you think of getting back outside and call a cab. But itâs too late, one of his friends already holds the door open for Jin, glancing over his shoulder with curious eyes and widening them at you.
ÂŤJimin, this is Y/NÂť Jin introduces you to his friend gesturing with his hands an impossible language for you to understand, not that it does have meaning, heâs just trying to tell him to contain his expressions.
ÂŤY/N, hi!Âť his voice is soft and it makes you smile without an apparent reason. You link him to Jungkookâs words yesterday, the third maknae and apparently, the friend he often chooses to ramble on to.
ÂŤJungkook!Âť he screams over the laughters coming from the other room, eyes still fixated on you.
ÂŤTeahyung wonât let me come!Âť At the sound of how happy is voice sounds, laughing and cracking in the middle you canât avoid the warmth in your chest.
ÂŤCome inÂť Jimin steps aside and lets you and Jin in the house. ÂŤYou can give your coat to meÂť
You thank him and give him your coat before youâre following Jin in the other room where the others are. Their laughters stop in a second when they glance at you, now filling the place just with silence. Jungkookâs heart stops beating for a moment, totally shocked and overwhelmed by your presence, mouth agape and eyes widened. He wasnât prepared to see you, he totally wasnât. He stares at blankly as if he just saw a ghost and not even when Taehyung finally sets him free from his hold heâs able to say something. Your cheeks are burning like fire under all their gazes.
ÂŤIâm TaehyungÂť the guy who was holding him smiles at you and takes a few steps before reaching out his hand. ÂŤIâm sorry about the awkward meetingÂť
ÂŤOh, donât worryÂť you shrug at the memory.
ÂŤJungkook?Âť a deep voice seems to wake him up from his trance, Namjoon is telling him to do something with his eyes.
ÂŤIâm NamjoonÂť
Soon enough all of them gather around you and shake your hand welcoming you into the house with bright smiles and kind words. The only girl in the group tells you to call her Kitty and tells you sheâs the Namjoonâs girlfriend, she seems pretty nice and you end up talking for at least twenty minutes, all of your tiredness seems to disappear. The only one you still didnât talk to is Jungkook, and youâre afraid heâs annoyed by your presence. The thought makes your head throb, but you wouldnât blame him after all. Itâs his birthday and sure heâd like to spend it with the people he loves, not with you that he doesnât know much and werenât even invited.
ÂŤYou should go talk to herÂť Namjoon whispers in Kookieâs ear.
As if he hasnât thought about it already. Jungkook knows he should talk to you, but as I said before, he really isnât prepared for this. And seeing you talking with his friends and smiling makes the feeling in his chest even more uncontainable. Youâre smiling and you seem at ease with them, sipping from your glass from time to time and laughing at Jinâs jokes. He likes this picture, you in his house, all bright and happy. He could get used to it. And all of this, only makes his anxiety grow until itâs skyrocketing.
ÂŤIâm gonna say or act awkward and ruin things again, Iâm not-Âť
ÂŤAnd do you think that staying here wonât? Sheâs in your house, itâs your birthday and you didnât even greet her. It surely...Âť he trails off when you take a few steps towards them. Jungkook bits the petal of his lower lip feeling the usual but still new mixture of emotions rushing through his blood until it reaches his chest and totally takes over him. Namjoon pats at his shoulder and glance at you with a kind smile before standing up from the couch with Hobi and heading to the kitchen. Jungkook stares at you for the millionth time, wishing to say something, anything, but the words are caught in his throat.
ÂŤHappy birthdayÂť you stop in front of him, glancing down at the pillows beside him. ÂŤCan I?Âť
 He raises his eyebrows and opens his mouth even more before nervously nodding.
ÂŤIâm sorry,Âť you say softly after sitting on the couch ÂŤI didnât want to break in and annoy you, my car broke and Jin offered me a ride home and-Âť
ÂŤYou didnât annoy me, you donât annoy me. Never- you never annoy meÂť he blurts out. ÂŤYou- you can stay as much as you wantÂť his cheeks are heating up, and you donât even know why but you suddenly smile like a baby, his words make you feel more at ease.
ÂŤI donât have a giftÂť
ÂŤIt doesnât matterÂť he smiles at you, your heart both stuttering when you lock eyes.
ÂŤIf Iâm being honest, I-Âť he stops talking, eyes shifting from yours to meet the ground.
ÂŤWhat?Âť
Jungkook stays silent for a moment, thinking about what he wants to say over and over again, trying not to make it sound as cheesy as it sounds in his head, but the truth is that there arenât other words to express it.
ÂŤI like you hereÂť
ÂŤWhat?Âť
ÂŤI-Âť he gulps ÂŤI like you here, with us?Âť he wants to slap himself. Why did he even think about telling you something like this?
ÂŤYou seem happy?Âť
You squint your eyes at him, something about this conversation is making you more nervous than usual.
ÂŤI think I am?Âť why are you asking him?
Jungkook scoffs at your tone, it comes out so naturally that it makes your heart flutter. ÂŤYou donât sound so sure about thatÂť he quotes your words, a bright smile creeping upon your face.
ÂŤEveryone is so nice and easy-going, and they made me feel comfortable even though I wasnât meant to be hereÂť you shrug. ÂŤYou werenât joking when you talked about themÂť
ÂŤActually...Âť he clears his throat ÂŤI though of invating you yesterday but I- I didnât cause I though it would be weird? I mean-Âť
ÂŤJungkook, you donât need to explain me why you didnât invite me. Donât justify yourselfÂť
ÂŤIâm notÂť he replies fast enough to make you knit your eyebrows.
ÂŤBut Iâm happy youâre here nowÂť the sound of those words are like sugar to your hypoglycemic heart, hearing them makes you feel something you never experienced, something that you missed since you were a little girl. The simple act of being happy to have someone near you and not expect anything from them is something you never witnessed, neither from your parents, even though they love you under those cold masks they wear. People always seemed to expect something from you, always. Jungkook is not telling those words without meaning them, heâs not expecting a thing from you. Not even a gift.
ÂŤJungkook!Âť Hobi screams from the kitchen, tone breaking into a laughter and soon joined by others too. Jungkook shuts his eyes for a moment and then smiles before standing up from the couch. With boldness he didnât think he has, he stretches his hand out for you to grab it, waiting with held breath and unsure dark doe-eyes staring directly into yours.
Itâs a matter of seconds before you loose up and reach out to his hand, fingers intertwining with each otherâs and a shudder running down your spine.
Jungkook stands still for a moment, his hand is limp against yours, he didnât really think youâd grab his hand, not in this way. Youâre not holding it to help you stand up, youâre intertwining your fingers with him. Itâs different. The heat rising in your cheeks makes you feel like a teenager with her first crush and only now you realize that thatâs why your heart is pounding and your brain is overthinking more than usual. Youâre about to split away since he doesnât tightens his grip on you, mentally slapping yourself for doing something like this. Youâre fingers leave his and Jungkookâs chest feels suddenly more heavy. Reaching out again, he grabs your hand, fingers intertwine with yours and this time in a tight and sicure grip. His hands are a little bit sweaty for the nervousness, but so are yours. Your heart stutters, breath held as if you were free diving.
Both of you stand still for a moment before turning to look at each other, not even the time to say something that Hoseok is calling again from the kitchen.
ÂŤJungkookie!Âť

ÂŤHappy birthday!Âť the screams fill the apartment, Jungkookâs features are priceless with his eyes squinted and his cheeks flashing red, trying as best as he can not to die under everyoneâs affections.
ÂŤBlow out the candles!Âť Jimin shouts ÂŤIâm the one who choose the cake!Âť
The happiness and the intimacy in the room is so overwhelming that you feel out of place for a moment, but Taehyung grabs you by your arm and brings you closer to the group.
ÂŤCome here, embarrass him with usÂť he winks making you laugh. Jungkook shakes his head, heâs still at ease for the happy birthday song but he canât fight the big bunny smile taking over his face. And when he sees you laughing with Teahyung, it takes him just a second to let go of the uncomfortable feeling in his chest only to be left with the desire of the sweet taste of the cake, and not the one on the wooden table.
Taking a deep breath he blows out the candles, eyes fixated over you making your heart skip a few beats. He doesnât even think of a wish, all he wants itâs here tonight; the warmth of his friends, the love they feel for each other, maybe the new beginning of something, anything.
The candles die out, leaving the room in the dark for a few seconds before someone finally turns the lights on.
ÂŤTime for the presents!Âť Namjoon screams.
ÂŤOh, please!Âť Jungkook whines and the laughters of his friends grow even more. Yoongi disappears to bring all the bags with the presents in and everyone except from Jungkook and Hoseok seats on the carpet in front of the couch even though itâs empty, you guess itâs one of their habits.
ÂŤIâm gonna cut the cakeÂť Hobi announces turning around to face the table and start his task while Jungkook makes his way through the bodies of his friends, apparently towards you. He stops in front of you, still standing still a little bit out of place.
ÂŤYou wanna sit on the couch?Âť he points at the sofa and you end up asking yourself why you didnât do it sooner. You sit on the cushions, eyes fixated in front of you even when he follows you and sits beside you under everyoneâs gaze, his friends staring at him before gazing away.
ÂŤHere comes the cake!Âť Hobi is a ray of sunshine with his bright smile while he distributes the dishes to everyone and soon enough youâre closing your eyes and letting out a whine at the taste of the sponge cake.
ÂŤItâs so goodÂť you let out with your mouth full, words almost puzzling. Jungkook bursts out laughing and you need to gulp trying not to choke.
ÂŤAh! See?Âť Jimin points at Namjoon ÂŤI choose it!Âť he turns to you with bright eyes and a big smile reaching his eyes.
ÂŤMy taste buds are thanking youÂťÂ
Yoongi enters the room with his hands full of bags and places them beside Jungkook.
ÂŤAlright, letâs beginÂť he sits in front of the couch. Jungkook takes a deep breath and turns to grab the first bag.
ÂŤThis is from?Âť
ÂŤUgh, I forgot to write it againÂť Hobi murmurs making everyone laugh. Jungkook opens all the gifts, every single one of them makes you know him a little more, a little better, a little deeper. From the sweater of Hoseok to the set of products for his skincare by Jimin, they all tell you something about him. Itâs Jinâs turn when he suddenly gets up from the carpet and shakes his head in the jumpiest of ways.
ÂŤWait, wait, wait!Âť he almost screams. When he realizes what heâs doing he try to fake a smile. ÂŤI need to talk to youÂť
ÂŤWhat?Âť
ÂŤI need to talk to youÂť he repeats.
ÂŤNow?Âť
ÂŤJungkook ya! Yes, now!Âť Jin looks at him with eyes widened almost as if heâs trying to communicate with him but Jungkook canât really understand what is happening, so he just wakes up and follows Jin in another room, not a second later the hyung comes back just to bring his presence for Kookie with him.
ÂŤAlright, Iâm gonna take another piece of cakeÂť Namjoon says, her girlfriend gets up from the carpet with him to do the same. Taehyung smiles at you from the ground and quickly gets up, sitting next to you. You end up talking for at least ten minutes, conversation as fluid as the water and a comfortable feeling of naturalness you havenât been feeling for a long time. You think youâd like to hang out with them more, they make you feel good with their positivity.
Jungkook finally comes back in the room after fifteen minutes, gaze and smile that now you can identify as nervous. He sits on the couch beside you grabbing Jinâs present again, digging in the bag until he finds it. Ripping the paper off, the new set of kitchen tools lights up his eyes. Now that the presents are all discarded, Jin looks at you.
ÂŤDo you want to go home now?Âť
Would that be wrong or weird if your answer was no? You glance at Jungkook, his eyes already on you.
ÂŤWait, wait!Âť he bursts out, now standing up and heading out of the room. Your expression is blank until he comes back, wondering what just happened. Jin seems to smile when he see his friend rushing back with a bag in his left hand.
ÂŤCome ou- out, please?Âť Jungkook asks. You nod still uncertain and you follow him to the balcony, he makes sure to close the door behind you so that nobody can hear you.
Silence fills the air just for a little bit, the only sound that can be heard is the night, so peaceful and quiet, the light whistle of the wind. Jungkook is again repeating to himself that he can talk without embarrassing himself or making you feel awkward, he did it until now, kinda. He clears his throat and raises his gaze, hand scratching his neck. This canât go worst than the first times you met, after all. Itâs a simple action.
ÂŤI-Âť he stops without even starting.
ÂŤAm I making you nervous again?Âť
His expression changes, eyes widening and mouth hanging agape as he starts to shake his head.
ÂŤNo, I- I mean...Âť he trails off and you donât know why, but you feel the need to reassure him. So you smile at him, one of those warm smiles that makes his heart stutter and wonder if heâll ever get to see another one, if this one doesnât kill him. He gathers all his strength to talk through the smile that wants to take over his features.
ÂŤIâve got your dressÂť he lifts his hand.
ÂŤWhat?Âť
ÂŤIâve- Iâve got your dress. This is your dress, the dress you wantedÂť his cheeks are burning.
ÂŤIt-itâs not my dress, itâs yoursÂť
ÂŤI-Âť his eyes widen at the thought of the explanation he has to give you, so many words he wants to groan.
ÂŤI saw you liked the dress and-Âť
ÂŤYou saw I liked the dress?Âť
ÂŤYes, I mean- I was in the shop when you came in.Âť he claims. ÂŤI saw you looking at the dress and I thought youâd like it as an apology gift? So I- I was trying to understand the size you were looking for and praying that there was on- only one or that youâd let me buy it for you.Âť he quickly blurts out.
ÂŤThere was, but you had already found it and I- I shouldâve just walk away but I didnât and-Âť he stops again.
ÂŤYou know the endÂť
He had already told you what happened but you really didnât think it was this, with the little details it sounds totally different. The silence makes his way again and Jungkook feels like heâs about to explode for the way his cheeks are heating up, so heâs quick to place the bag in your hands.
ÂŤI- I wanted to give it to you and I took it at the rehearsals. Jin- he mistook it for a towel and- this- this is a new one donât worry. I tried to search for it online but apparently they only sell it in his store and Jin found it today and-Âť
ÂŤThank youÂť you cut him off, your warm smile reaching your eyes and now setting on fire his. Heâs sure heâs gonna burn by the end of this.
Opening the bag and raising your hands to look at the cloth you realize that you couldnât care less now. Itâs beautiful, but itâs just a piece of cloth. Itâs the action behind it that you find more beautiful, even though you wouldâve never think about it this way just a few days ago. Jungkook searched for it online, and he grabbed it from you because he wanted to buy it for you. Well, maybe he should learn how to contain himself, but it doesnât matter. He never wanted to tease you or make you feel uncomfortable, itâs just a consequence of him being around you. And thatâs exactly why he acted like that.
ÂŤIâm sorryÂť
ÂŤWe need to stop to say thatÂť you scoff. ÂŤI donât care anymore, not now that I know what happenedÂť
ÂŤSo- you- youâre not mad at me?ÂťÂ
ÂŤWhy should I be?Âť you frown at him ÂŤJungkook, Iâm not. Honestly, I-Âť you stop talking to glance at him. And the only thing you can feel is your heartbeat raising until itâs skyrocketing, you can feel it in your ears. An insolite warmth, a weird sense of happiness you never got to really feel. And something inside you is telling you to fucking let go of your armor, break it apart and take a risk for once, just one and just now. Damn, how much you would like to know whatâs the taste of his lips, of him. If only you were more bold.
ÂŤTrust me, Iâm not mad at youÂť you almost whisper, so low youâre not even sure he heard it.
Jungkook shifts his gaze from you to the dress in your hands, and before he can stop himself the words are already leaving his mouth.Â
ÂŤDo- do you want to wear it?Âť he wants to slap his face again.
ÂŤNow?Âť
ÂŤYouâre right, do- donât. I mean, if you want to wear it I-Âť
ÂŤJungkook, stop talkingÂť
You look into his dark doe-eyes fighting the urge to drown in them, but itâs just a matter of understanding it, you already are breathless and desperately swimming to get to the surface.
ÂŤI donât think itâs the right dress code for tonight and Jin is probably waiting for meÂť
ÂŤI- I can give you a ride if you want? I mean, you can stay more, you know that?Âť
ÂŤI wouldnât like to both-Âť
ÂŤYou donât.Âť he states, eyes never leaving yours.
ÂŤPlease, stay? Just a little more. Or let me take you home?Âť heâs almost imploring for a little bit more of your presence, but he doesnât care anymore, not now. Thereâs something inside him that doesnât want to do anything else than let you know the effect you have on him, what a strong power.
ÂŤAlrightÂť you breath out. ÂŤIâll stay, but tomorrow I have to wake up at six, Iâll probably have to go in a little bitÂť
Jungkook nods and feels the guilt sneaking in at the same time.
ÂŤOh, I didnât know it. You- you can goÂť
ÂŤJungkook, Iâll stay for a little bit more. Donât worry.Âť you lightly scoff, his worrying for you causes a weird feeling in your chest. ÂŤIâd be happy to eat another piece of cake.Âť you smile.
ÂŤPlus, I like being with youÂťÂ
Jungkook feels his chest warming, the thought of him making you feel good almost sends him dizzy. He knows that he canât answer you now, heâd just say or blubber something without any sense, so he just smiles. One of those smiles that you really donât know what they do to you, but you can feel it.
You end up talking for another five minutes before he goes in to bring a piece of cake to share and to tell Jin he doesnât have to leave now to take you home, you didnât tell him if he can give you a ride, but Jin usually leaves pretty late, so itâs not a problem for him.
When he comes back again heâs sure he has never seen someone as beautiful as you. The way the light of the moon lights up your features and the shadows of the night make them look even more charming, the way the light breeze makes you hair swing.
Jungkook sits beside the table and you do the same, body facing the city lights that make you feel a little more small.
ÂŤHereÂť he gives you a spoon. You eat the cake, air filled with light laughters from time to time and light conversation. His presence really seems to make you feel good, lightweight. Like you havenât felt in months. The end of the time you gave yourself quickly arrives and you end up standing up and ask him for the bathroom before you go home.
The tiredness is taking over you again, but youâre not regretting staying more, not even a little bit. Placing your phone and your purse on the washbasin you start to think of how fast things can change in just the slightest amount of time. Just a couple of days ago you thought he was trying to make fun of you with his friends, and now youâre enjoying their presence and wishing the night would last just a couple of house more, so that you could go to sleep later. But itâs not possible, so you quickly grab your purse and rush back where Jin is waiting for you. You told him before you would be leaving with him, even thought the thought of Jungkook giving you a ride home was screaming to come out, you donât want to ruin the party by bringing away the birthday boy. Saying goodbye to everyone is like a promise of seeing each other again and you end up sharing your numbers with Namjoonâs girlfriend and with Teahyung, telling each other youâd like to hang out together.
When itâs Jungkookâs turn he hands you your bag with your dress in it knowing you left it on the balcony to go to the bathroom.
ÂŤIâll see you tomorrow?Âť he asks with a low tone as if itâs a secret.
Thinking about what happened today with your car, youâre not quite sure if youâll make it to the rehearsals tomorrow, you have to work until midday and if your boss lets you, youâd like to work overtime to save more money, you already spent a bunch of them for the tow truck and you still have to fix your car. Youâre just glad your mechanic is a friend of yours and will probably give you a discount.
ÂŤIâm not sure Iâll make it, Iâll probably work overtimeÂť you grimace. Jungkookâs features fall a little bit but heâs quick not to show you and nods. Youâre about to tiptoe and leave two pecks on his cheeks like you did with everyone when his hand reaches yours and your heart do cartwheels. Your fingers intertwine for the second time tonight and you can feel your cheeks heating up with his.
Jungkook keeps telling himself to not make you feel uncomfortable, this is a bad idea, but he really doesnât understand you feel everything but uncomfortable right now. The warmth of his body is so close to yours that youâd like to crush in his arms without any hesitation. Looking up at him, he stares at your face, marveled by the way you make him feel before quickly tilting his head. The action is so fast you donât have time to understand whatâs happening, and in a second his lips are pressed against your forehead, gente and dangerously soft that youâd die to feel them on yours.
Without even realizing it your arm wraps around his back and he feels himself stiffening at the contact, he wasnât expecting it, and neither his cock, now throbbing in his jeans and remembering him that its better if he lets you go. So he does so, trying to smile as best as he can and ignore the reddish of his cheeks. Thanks to God no one is watching you, or heâd be dead by now.
ÂŤGood night, Jungkook. And happy birthday.Âť
And so you smile at him and turn around to head to the door with Jin.
What a birthday.

Itâs only the next day you realize you donât have your phone. You want to yell at yourself for adding another piece to the puzzle of your stress. You did nothing but run like crazy for the whole morning at work and you thought that at least you could relax during your lunch break but apparently, itâs not possible. You have two free hours and you donât have any idea about what youâre going to eat for lunch, but you repeat to yourself it doesnât matter. Youâre just praying you told the right address to the cab driver and hoping that he is home. Youâre going to Jungkookâs, and the thought alone makes a fluttering sensation rush through your chest, and now youâre even more nervous. You usually wouldnât break in peopleâs house like this but itâs the only way, you really need your phone today considering your car is at the mechanicâs and your parents are in the same city as you. You canât wait until tomorrow and hope heâll bring it to the studio, this is the only way.
When you find yourself opening the car door and taking a glance to the building in front of you itâs safe to say you feel relieved. At least the address is the right one. Your steps are smooth and you make it to the entrance door without any problem, but when you search for his name on the intercoms you suddenly feel stuck in place, your heart beating faster than usual. Repeating to yourself you need your phone, you press the button and wait for him to answer. A few seconds pass by and youâre already losing hope when finally a bzz signals that the entrance door is just being open. You expected him to ask you who you were but he simply quitted so you stare at the name on the button wondering if you should press it again. Your fingers move faster than your thoughts and a second later youâre waiting for him to answer to tell itâs you, but Jungkook seems to have a different idea and again, he just re opens the entrance door. Sighing gently and giving up, you enter the apartments and get in the elevator.
The thought of being here again is making your chest warm, so warm it feels like a summer day. Last night since the moment your head touched your pillow you thought about him shamelessly, trying to understand the way he made you feel and to categorize it in some kind of way. You found no answer, you donât even understand yourself when youâre with him. Yesterday has been one of the worst days ever but it took him nothing to make it better for you, even with his stuttering and nervousness, he was able to make you feel... mattered? Since the moment you met him for the first time Jungkook screwed up almost every time you talked, but he always found a way of making it up, maybe with a little bit of unease and already on his way to screw up one more time, but he did. And just the simple fact he cares enough to try even though he knows you so little makes you smile and worry at the same time. Youâre not used to all this attention, youâre usually the one whoâs always trying to hard, at his place.
The doors open and and you have to go out to let the person in front of you get in the elevator, so you end up staring at his door.
ÂŤIâm going now!Âť a yell comes from inside, you donât have time to understand whose voice it is or what itâs happening that Jimin is already standing in front of you with his eyebrow raised and a smile forming on his lips.
ÂŤHi, Y/NÂť
ÂŤJimin, stop teasing me!Âť Jungkook screams from inside. Jimin widens his eyes and then his lips in a shocked expression as you smile at him.
ÂŤHi, JiminÂť
Just the sound of your voice and the maknae is losing it all, rushing to the door to see if his mind played a trick on him. Apparently it didnât, since youâre staring at him with your mouth open and your breath stuck in your throat, and Jimin has pretty much the same expression.
Why are you... Oh-
ÂŤFuck, Iâm sorryÂť his cheeks heat up and Jimin shuts his eyes as Jungkook realizes heâs not wearing his shirt, fast enough to run to his bedroom that he could challenge the wind. His friend shakes his head.
ÂŤI should go, see youÂť he holds the door open for you to enter and then goes out with a warm smile. The second he shuts it youâre left in a house that now seems ten times bigger than yesterday night, maybe for the lack of people, maybe for the silence. Or maybe because you feel so little in this moment you wouldnât be surprised if someone stepped on you.
ÂŤIâm sorry to break in your apartment like thisÂť you speak out loud, not sure if he hears you. Jungkook bites his lips.
ÂŤI forgot my phone and-Âť
ÂŤHereÂť he shows up from the corner of the short hallway, your phone in his hand.
ÂŤThank youÂť you grab it and put it in your purse.
ÂŤI charged it for you yesterday nightÂť
ÂŤOh, really?Âť he nods. You smile as another thank you and Jungkook opens his mouth to speak when a low grr fills the air and this time itâs you the one with your cheeks reddening.
ÂŤAre- are you hungry?Âť What a stupid question, of course you are. ÂŤI made some pasta if you want itÂť
ÂŤI should be back to work in an hour and a half and Iâm not sure I have the time to eat, I have to wait for a cab tooÂť
ÂŤI- I can take you? If you want?Âť he licks his lips. ÂŤItâd save you time and the pasta is readyÂť
Heâs right, and your stomach is dying to be filled.
ÂŤAlrightÂť you nod and he smiles triumphant, the way his eyes seem to smile at your words makes you wonder.
ÂŤWhy are you so kind to me?Âť
Jungkookâs smile turns into a slight pout that makes you want to peck his lips as he raises his eyebrows.
ÂŤWhat do you mean?Âť
You struggle to find the right words. ÂŤI- You... you always try to help me or worry about me, even for little things like when we went to the cafe and you kept on asking me if I wanted to switch drinks. When things become awkward itâs because you try to make a good impression and fail, but youâre always trying.Âť the tone youâre using makes Jungkook grimace. He can tell youâre not used to this from the way youâre shifting your weight from foot to foot as you speak.
How can he explain it to you? How can he tell you heâs so head over heels for you he canât even think of stop trying? Jungkook bites the petal of his lips furiously as his mind tries to find the right answer, but there is not and he lets out a strangled groan as he realizes it.
ÂŤ I... I- I really like youÂťÂ
Your expression is blank, totally. His words almost seem not to touch you as he studies every part of your face for a reaction.
ÂŤYouâre not used to this, ri- right?Âť he scratches the back of his neck.
ÂŤIâm really notÂť you breath out. Jungkook knits his brows together.
ÂŤDo you- you want me stop it?Âť
ÂŤI-Âť you shake your head ÂŤI donât think so? Iâm really not used to it, Jungkook. It may sound incredibly stupid but I never had someone who asked me if I wanted to switch drinks just because he wanted me to taste the best one and not to actually steal it from me.Âť
ÂŤWell, now you have meÂť his words are firm, so incredibly firm it makes you clench your jaw, and his eyes are the same.
ÂŤI- I charged your phone because I was worried you would need it today and couldnât use it. Iâm offering you a ride because I like spending time with you, I donât want something in return other than you, your time.Âť his voice his calm and his shoulders seem to loose with every word he says as if heâs letting go of a heavy weight.
Itâs all striking you in a second, and the hit is so hard you end up holding your breath. Itâs not really the fact he likes you that makes you this stunned, itâs the fact he actually cares. Your parents never showed their affection to you without expecting you to give them something back, wether it was a high grade or a good impression on your neighbors, and when you stopped trying to always give back something their affections towards you had simply stopped, replaced by fake âhoneyâ and other nice words just to cover the fact they didnât really believe in you enough to show it. And with your friends and coworkers is pretty much the same, always waiting for something in return.
The sudden realization makes your eyes tingle and you vision blurry.
ÂŤIâm sorryÂť
Jungkoook shakes his head and gets closer, the thought that no one ever cared enough to show you how much you matter or acted just for the simple intent of doing something for you and not actually for them wrecks him apart. His mind flies back to when Seokjin told him about your parents and how they acted or spoke to you, he can clearly see the weight of every single word of them in your shiny eyes now, hurting you and making you question his good actions just because youâre used to the most selfish ones. It makes him want to bury you with attention, show you that people can do something for others too and not just to feed their egoistic side.
ÂŤCome hereÂť itâs as low as a whisper, but you donât hesitate a second to let his arms wrap around you, hiding your face on his shirt and soaking it with the tears that are now streaming down your face. His grip is tight and you can hear the stuttering of his heart against your ear, one of his hands gets to your hair and starts to softly, sweetly stroking at them to make you calm down just a little bit, head tilted over yours. His heart is aching seeing you like this.
ÂŤIâm sorryÂť
ÂŤShh, stop saying that. We apologize too muchÂť he holds you even tighter as you fist his shirt in your hands. Jungkook leaves a soft kiss in your hair and your heart skips a beat at the intimacy of the action. Itâs only then that you realize youâre really letting someone see this side of you, the one you always try to hide because itâs to fragile to break, the one you hide even from yourself.
Slightly tilting your head upwards to lock eyes with him, Jungkook tries as best as he can to smile at you, even though his chest is has heavy as yours. His hands cup your cheeks, his thumbs caress your skin and wipe your tears away.
ÂŤJungkookÂť
ÂŤYes?Âť
ÂŤPlease, kiss meÂť
His lips crush onto yours, Jungkook groans at the feeling and you instantly bring one of your hand in his locks as he tastes the salty taste left by the tears. As you lightly bite the petal of his lower lips Jungkook feels like heâs dreaming, and he prays not to wake up. His tongue slides in your mouth, wet and warm against yours, tracing and exploring each other and making you slightly tug at his locks, he moans in your mouth and brings one of his hands to your waist, bringing you closer to his body. The kiss is passionate, so damn needy, but not only in a sexual way. You need love, affection. Jungkook is more than welcome to help you with that, letting you waste all of your insecurities and frustrations on him until you feel completely dried, left with nothing but the realization of his taste on your lips, his hands against your skin, his embrace around you, him. And you need to push away to take it in, letting his forehead hover over yours and his heavy breath crush down on your face. His eyes are looking into yours and they make you feel things you now are able to categorize as humanly impossible, so dark and deep but so bright at the same time, lips still brushing against yours as you both take deep breaths. The frustration in your body is gone, your tears are dried, the only thing left is the need you feel to have him again on you, the desperate desire to taste him again. His mind prepares to the thought of a possible rejection, the idea you begged for him to kiss you just to drift your thoughts away storms his mind but he repeats to himself that whatever thing will come, this was definitely worth it. Heâll just have to face the fact that he just got only one bite of the cake. How can he even believe in it? Your lips are addicting, and heâs already craving for more.
ÂŤI could get used to thisÂť you whisper. Jungkook never felt so relieved in all his life than now, letting out a shaky breath heavier than the others.
ÂŤPlease, do itÂť he whines making you giggle and bring your lips on his again. This kiss is different from the other, more slow, more sweet, more intimate in a different way cause itâs just about you two. There arenât emotions to run away from and to waste on the other, the only emotions are the ones you feel for each other. His lips move cautiously on yours as if he wants to taste every single part of you and imprint in his mind, your hand leaves his hair just to reach his neck and then his cheek, resting on his jaw. When you move away he rests his forehead again on yours and tilts down just to leave a few more sweet pecks on your lips, totally addicted to your taste. As you look at him you think this man weâll send you out of your mind, if he didnât already.
ÂŤCould you get used to me caring about you too?Âť he breathes. Your smile is bittersweet.
ÂŤIt might take me a little bitÂť you answer. Jungkook strokes your cheek with his thumb, showing his bunny smile and making your chest a warmer and happier place.
ÂŤThen weâll practice together, uh?Âť
ÂŤIâd like thatÂť
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1:44 AM* â Eren Jaeger
Pairing: Fuckboy! Eren x Reader
Word Count: 1.8k
Summary: You and Eren's relationship status has always been up in the air... but you'll always be the one he texts in the middle of the night looking to get his dick wet
Content: Unestablished Relationship, Mutual Pining, Love Confessions
Content Warnings: Smut/ Nsfw 18 + (Breeding Kink)
minors can read, but please don't interact (like, comment, reblog)
you hear your phone buzz a few times beside you, vibrating and shifting around on the wood of the nightstand as you turn yourself over to grab it.
âcome overâ ây/n, pleaseâ
two messages from eren jaeger. 1:44 in the morning. and although his messages were vague, you knew exactly what he wanted. it was the same thing he always wanted.
you sigh, unplugging your phone and rolling over to your back. if you were to scroll up, all the messages ever sent between you two would mirror the ones that were sent only moments ago. and even though you hated how he was using you to his own satisfaction, you could never tell him no.Â
ânow?â you reply, but you already know the answer.
âyesâ âneed you so badâÂ
his response sends butterflies erupting in your stomach and makes your face grow hot. you know it was a manipulation tactic, saying âyouâ instead of âit. he had handfuls of other girls that would be more than willing to fulfill his late night needs. but it still makes your heart swell, it makes you feel special.
you slip out from under your sheets, swinging your legs over the side of your bed and tugging off your sweatpants and panties to replace them with pretty baby blue ones and a pair of light grey cotton shorts. you do the same with your tee-shirt, trading it for navy, straight-bottomed sweatshirt that was your dadâs in college.
you take a moment to brush your teeth before slipping on some shoes, grabbing your keys, and getting in your car to drive halfway across town to erenâs complex.
over time, eren has used his living-alone situation very much to his advantage. heâs also used his good looks to his advantage. so whenever he wants, he finds a girl, brings her home, and fucks her senseless until she comes crawling back for more.
but as much as they beg, eren almost never ever gives them seconds. and up until his sophomore year in college, there were only five other girls that heâd gotten with more than once. and until he met you, there was no one else who was consistently getting with him.
you had met him at a party, fucked him in his car, then expected it to be a one night stand type thing. but not even four days later, an unknown number had texted you asking to meet up again. and it was eren.
and ever since that party over a year ago, the hookups were consistently inconsistent. sometimes eren would want you twice a day, everyday, for a week straight. and sometimes he would go a month without messaging you.
and it made you so happy but so hurt at the same time; to have to go without him, someone you've fallen so badly in love with, for so long hurt terribly, but to always have him coming back for you made you swell with pride.
the moment you rap your knuckles against his door, it's swung open. and behind the door stands a shirtless and visibly flustered eren. his face was blushed red and his chest was heaving with every heavy inhale he took.
the moment he can get ahold of you, he does. eren grabs your arms and yanks you inside, only to close the door then press you up against it with his lips on yours.
you can't help but giggle against his lips, "well, hello to you too"
but eren responds by leaning down to grab your thighs and wrapping them around his waist, pressing your back up against the door and kissing you harder.
as surprising as it was, this wasn't new. eren has his moments where he would just want a quick fuck and that's all, he'd skip the small talk and just bend you over.
you can already feel his cock hard against the inside of your thigh, pressing through his sweatpants and grinding against you. you wonder how long he was like this before he texted you...
you let your hands come up to hold his face in your hands as you kiss him back, matching his desperation. your tongues are already sliding against each other, licking into your open mouths and swallowing down and escaping moans.
he was so desperate, so so desperate, you could almost feel his body trembling with arousal and desire. his grip was borderline painful, fingers digging into the soft flesh of your thighs and his teeth were knocking against your own. it was so rushed, so primal.
he pulls you off the door, still holding you against him and his face still in your hands as he blindly finds his way to his bedroom and drops you onto the bed, your back hits the mattress
eren crawls over you again, taking your neck in his right hand gently as he kisses you once more.
he grinds his hips against yours, sliding his clothed cock over your cunt, dragging the weight of it over your clit until you're whimpering at the sensation.
his left hand slides lower, down your torso and to your hip to grab ahold of your waistband.
"off, off now." he mutters, pushing at the fabric until you aid him in sliding it down your thighs.
once your shorts are off, he pushes his own pants just below his hips and frees his cock. he had went commando, no boxers, no briefs, no nothing under those sweatpants.
and once again you're wondering, 'how long has he been like this' and 'what was he doing before this'... but you know the answer.
his fingers on one hand nimbly grab the inner crease of your panties, pulling them aside while the other hand braces by your head as he slides the head of his cock through your accumulated arousal.
he only lets it slide over your clit a few times to watch you twitch beneath him before he brings it back down to your entrance and pushes inside you with one steady thrust.
"fuck me," he spits, head dropping forward to watch the way your hips tilt into his thrust. his hand beside your head hastily grabs the hem of your sweatshirt to push the waist of it up past your tits before coming back down next to you.
"oh my god," you whine, your right hand coming up to grab the wrist of his now planted hand, your other holding your sweater up your chest for him.
he could fuck you stupid every goddamn day of your life and you'd still never get used to the feeling of his cock filling you.
his arm shakes under the pressure of holding him up, and really only then does it hit you how badly he needed you.
"how â how long were you like this?" you breathe, circling your hips against his, your clit grinding against his pelvis.
"so fucking long. you have no idea what you do to me. 'was thinking about fucking you all day â god. m'fucking hand wasn't enough." he grunts, pulling himself out of you real slow, savoring the your cunt grips him, "the others weren't enough... needed you."
you can only let out a shaky moan at his response. it made your entire body run a degree hotter than it already was. never before has he so openly voiced his thoughts about you outside of sex, never before told you that he's thought about you while jerking himself off.
he slides his cock back in again, a low groan bubbling up from his throat as he does so. he'll never get over the way your body shakes as he reaches his hilt.
"yeah?" you encourage him to keep talking, wanting to hear him admit it again â needing to hear how much he wanted you, was desperate for you.
"fuck, yeah. you're the only one who takes my cock so well, they â god â they don't squeeze me the way you do." he groans, jaw dropping open as he finally picks up his pace
every thrust he takes he slightly increases his speed until his hips are slapping against yours and sending your pretty tits back and forth.
eren doesn't know where to look. he's stuck between watching your face melt in pleasure, watching your pretty little cunt stretch around his cock, or watching your pretty tits bounce in front of him. god you were so perfect for him.
"'s why i keep coming back to you," he pants, his free hand taking your jaw in his grasp as he brings his forehead against yours, "wanna be inside you forever, wanna see your stupid pretty face forever, wanna hear you beg for me forever."
"eren â" you cry, so overwhelmed both physically and mentally. you look into his beautiful jade eyes, watching his pupils dialate with lust â love â as he continues to fuck himself into you
"want this pussy to be mine, 's gonna be mine, y/n. you're gonna be mine." he says, his hold on your jaw growing tighter as he keeps pushing into you over and over and over.
"please, please â wanna be yours" you choke out these pathetic broken sobs that make eren's hearth ache so wonderfully. there were tears swelling on your lash line.
it was pathetic how wound up he's got you in minutes, but the way he's filling you, the way he's talking to you... it's all too too much
"love this cunt â" he breathes, eyes flitting to watch himself fill you, "love your pretty tits, love you. god, i love you â fuck â let me fill you, 'need to fill you, let me cum inside please."
your heart hurts. it hurt so fucking bad but so fucking god. it was all caught in your throat, swelling and choking you up.
you can only nod in his hand, those tears drip past your lashes and stream hot down your cheeks, "please, please cum inside, fill me up. make me yours, eren, i love you â 'always loved you"
your voice is raspy and you can barely hear yourself, but eren hears you. eren hears your confession and it sends him over the edge, and with a low groan, he pushes himself to the hilt and spills his release inside you
"god, yes," your moans are broken as you cum around his cock, squeezing him so nice and milking him of everything he's got
and your release is more than physical. it feels like a dam has broken over, been flooded and poured out to him. you were holding it in for so goddamn long and it's out.
eren holds you against him, holding you so tight because now he's got you.
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Another Way to Show Love
3 A.M Thoughts - Poly! Cc! Dream Team x F!Reader
Imagine Dream and Sapnap fucking their sub, and George just wakes up to you moaning as they both make you cum. Maybe George helps clean you up... by using his mouth. You then reward him by sucking him off, while Dream and Sapnap watch and record the whole thing... then it ends with super sweet fluff<3.
- Just some more thoughtsâĄâĄâĄâĄ.
Dom! Dreamnap/ Dom! Dream and Dom! Sapnap x Sub! GeorgeNotFound x Sub! Reader.
Contents: Double Penetration in the same hole, Cum eating, Blowjob, Polyamorous Relationships, Afab! Reader, Dream and Sapnap taking photos and recording. Guilty Sapnap because he thinks he hurts s/o, fluff<3, aftercare-ish themes<3...
You cover your mouth, hoping that you can contain in the many sounds that come whenever they both rock their hips. But it's so damn impossible. You just have to thank the fact that George really is a heavy sleeper.
Sapnap was below you, having pulled you onto his lap with your ass facing him. Dream was infront of you, keeping his pace as he fucked into your hole, the same one Sapnap was heavenly buried into. You shut your eyes, clinge onto Dream and let many small moans fall.
"Dream.. Sap~.." You couldn't take it any longer, having one of them in you was good as it was, but when you have two of your boyfriends, while the other was asleep, the pleasure just intensifies. They were both buried so deep inside, both of their cocks being milked by your pussy. Dream smirked seeing the state you were in.
"Can't take it? Or is it just too good?" He groans, Sapnap then jumps in.
"You like when both Dream and I fuck you?" Sapnap asks in addition to Dream's question. You nod your head, taking one of Dream and Sapnap's hand.
"I do~! So much! Love it.." You moan.
Dream pinned your hand onto the bed, while Sapnap did the same, it slightly hurt but you were so blissed out by the pleasure that you didn't find it anywhere in yourself to even care.
"I'm gonna- oh fuck! I'm gonna cum~! Please! Harder..!" You beg, your voice growing raspy.
"Yeah? Being stuffed with Sapnap and I got you cumming faster? You like being stuffed with two cocks?" Dream groans as he feels your walls tighten around him and Sapnap even more. He knew you loved the way he spoke. You felt his hand take a stronger hold onto yours, as did Sapnap. The coil in your stomach that formed was near close to snapping.
Sapnap's hips slammed into you harder, his free hand played with your chest, Dream does the same and they both begin to play with your perked up nipples.
"Mhm~! So fucking good..! D-Dream- Sapnap- I'm gonna cum-!" You let out high pitched moan and you just let it happen. They both thrust once more into you, both their cocks spurting their seed into your womb. Your own orgasm spilling over their lower halves. You were still moaning uncontrollably, you felt a shift and saw that Dream had lowered his body down.
Sapnap began to pet Dream's hair, while Dream slowly left kisses across your neck and jawline.
"G-Guys...? What are you doing..?" George asked, your eyes widen and you turn to look over at George.
"Awe.. our other Angel has finally woken up.." Sapnap teases. Dream quickly looks over, he slowly raises himself up.
"Baby.. be a good boy and pass me my phone.." Dream asks, George's blush deepened at the name as he reaches over to the drawer and picks Dream's phone up. He hands it over and Dream takes it. Then you realized that he was taking a picture.. you squeezed around him and Sapnap.
"Fuck Y/n..." Dream moaned softly, you see the flash go off.
"Happy memories.." Dream teases as he tossed his phone to the side. You moaned as he slowly pulled out, leaving Sapnap last to pull you off him. You quickly close your legs, feeling their cum drip down. Sapnap swiftly moves from underneath you.
"Dream, pass me your phone. George, come here.." Sapnap says, Dream raised an eyebrow but listened to his lover anyway. Dream once again grabbed his phone and gave it to Sapnap.
George nervously obeyed Sapnap, you layed below all three of your boyfriends.
Sapnap pats a space right in front of you. George slowly crawls to you.
"Y/n.. open up.." Dream finally catches on, you slowly open your legs. Sapnap smirks and opens up the camera on Dream's phone.
"Pretty little cunt.." He says and you grew red within seconds, after coming to realize that he was taking another picture.
"Clean her up." Dream tells George. George slowly bends over, his face coming unbelievably close to your drenched hole. He moaned at the sight and immediately stuck his tongue out, licking up every drop that spilled out when your boys had both pulled out. You moan and take a grip to his brown hair, he began to suck on your clit. Causing you to rock your hips up, you just found it in you to completely ignore the fact that after a few flashes, the camera on Dream's phone wasn't going off anymore.. because it was just constantly on.
You further open your legs, allowing for George to hold onto your thighs, tongue diving into your cum filled pussy. By the time he was nearly done cleaning you up, you were nearly babbling incoherent sentences.
He pulled away, you stay laying down. Slowly raising your body up to sit.
You turn over to your other boyfriends, once again ignoring the flash.
"Daddy.. Can I suck his cock..?" You say motioning to the incredibly noticeable bulge at George's sweatpants.
Dream and Sapnap look at each other, they both nodded their heads.
"Go ahead babygirl.." Dream answers. You smile which George reciprocated. He took your place so he could lay down onto the pillows. You eagerly help George take his shirt off and pulled down his grey sweatpants along with his boxers, both of which you helped him get completely rid of. You hear both Sapnap and Dream get closer, you turn to face them.
"Go on.." Dream says, you nod your head, taking George's length into your hands, his tip was completely smeared with precum. Standing so tall, you only crave more. You slowly lower your head down, completely bending over.
Your lips made contact with the head of his cock, slowly taking him into your warm mouth. George moans at the relief of finally getting touched, you grow giddy inside. Fully taking in his throbbing member, until you felt you couldn't, so you resort to jerking the rest of what you couldn't put into your mouth.
"Ohh.. Y/n~.." He moves his hips around, you don't make an attempt to stop him, just taking in whatever he gives you.
You suck on his dick, using your tongue to try and add more to his pleasure, and it seemed to work because his breathing was staggering. You can't blame him, after hearing you getting completely fucked by Dream and Sapnap, and him having to clean up their mess, he was incredibly sensitive to touch.
You feel Dream's hand pushing your hair away, you slowly open your eyes to see that Sapnap had also gotten closer with Dream's phone, the camera still rolling. You choose to ignore it, now proudly working on your sensitive boy's cock. With a few more sucks and jerks, his breathing pace had increased as he was silently groaning.
"Gonna cum?" Dream asked George, "You like the way our pretty girl can also use her mouth to make you cum?" George nodded his head, his lips parting.
"So much.." He groans, completely coming undone as his cum shoots into your mouth, Dream quickly turns his attention over to you.
"Keep it in." You obey his request. Dream motioned Sapnap over. Sapnap smirks and does so.
"Open up babe~.." Sapnap says, you proudly do so. Showing off your work, George's cum was all over your tongue. Nearly dribbling down, until Sapnap was quick enough to use a finger to push it back into your mouth.
"Swallow." Dream says, you do as he says. Once again opening your mouth up, to prove you had. Sapnap then uses a hand to pet your hair.
"Good girl.." He says, which causes you to warm up and smile. Dream then sat by you, Sapnap reverted hiz attention over to George.
He pulled you into an embrace, "How's my favorite girl doing..? You feeling good?"
"I feel like I'm high.. a little tired.." You say, a blissed out smile wiped onto your face as you lean onto his shoulder. He smiles and chuckled.
Sapnap sets Dream's phone down.
"How about Sapnap and I get you and George properly cleaned up and dressed? Eat something, watch a movie, and get some sleep?" He asks, you quickly nod your head.
"Alright." He gets up and plants a small kiss to your lips.
"Let me wash off real quick and I'll get to you." He smiles, he walks out with Sapnap.
You turn over to George, who was sitting up.
You crawl over to him, pulling him into a hug.
"I love you so much.." You mumble, he pulls you in.
"I love you too.." You both stay in the position a little long, until you finally hear your two other boyfriends come into the room.
"Come on you two, we have to get you cleaned up." Dream says, helping George up, while Sapnap got to you.
"Are you good babe? We didn't hurt you, did we?" Sapnap asked, as he helps you get up.
"I'm okay.." You say, holding onto Sapnap. Finding that you can't exactly walk right. "And no, you didn't hurt me."
Sapnap stays quiet, you think nothing of it and get into the warm bath with George. They both help you get cleaned, washing out your hair, and using body wash to clean you up good. At the end of it, you're sitting with George by the end of your shared bed, using a towel to dry your hair.
Dream walks into the room with a tray filled with various foods. He placed it by the drawer.
You and George grew excited, until you looked over at Dream.
"Dream where's Sapnap?" You ask, he turns around and his face falters.
"I think he's still in the kitchen.. I'll be back okay? Choose something to watch." He says, turning on the TV and tossing the controller over to the both of you. You reach and give it to George.
"Pick something, mkay? Gonna go get something from the kitchen. Want something?" You ask George. George shakes his head.
"I'm good." You smile and nod, reaching over to kiss his lips. You slowly stood up and walked out of the room, slowly making your way down the stairs.
"Sapnap, if she was hurt she would have told us.. You know she doesn't like lying to us." Dream says as he pulled his boyfriend into a hug, all of a sudden you remember his previous question.
'We didn't hurt you, did we?'
"But she could barely walk.." Sapnaps muffled voice was still audible.
"Sapnap.. she's okay, she would let us know if we were going too hard on her.." Dream says as he makes Sapnap look up at him. "She's fine, okay?"
Sapnap looks off to the ground, "What if she isn't.."
You slowly descend down the stairs.
"Sapnap...? I'm okay..!" You say as you made your way over to both of your boyfriends. Sapnap looked over at you, guilt clouded his eyes.
"Y/n? You should be in bed with George." He says as Dream pulled away to turn around and look at you.
"I know, but I came to get something.. You didn't hurt me Sapnap.." You try reassuring him, he doesn't say anything. But he does hold onto you.
"You'll tell me if we ever do, right?" He asked, you smile and nod your head. " Please, lets go with George already?" You ask as you take a candy bag from the cabinet.
Sapnap smiled, as did Dream. "Yeah, okay.."
As soon as you had made it to the room, George had already picked a movie, waiting for the return of his partners.
That night, you fell asleep holding onto Sapnap, with George in between, and Dream spooning you.
Hope you all enjoy this one<3, remember that my requests are still open so feel free to drop in a request<3.
#dream smp smut#dream smp x reader smut#sapnap smut#Dom! Sapnap#georgenotfound smut#Sub! Georgenotfound#Dom! DreamWasTaken#Dom! Dream#Dream Team Smut#Raven's 3 A.M Thoughts#dream team x reader smut
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Can you do a gaang x modern reader and the gaang is really protective of the reader and the reader gets hurt by Azula? (Sorry really long)
Here you go, I hope itâs the way you imagined it. Also no worries about the request length:)
Picking Fights | The gaang x gn!reader
Characters: The gaang (+ Suki), reader, Azula, Mai
Genre: Modern AU, a bit of Angst, Fluff
Warnings: cursing, first-degree burn
Word Count: 1.1k
A/n: Mai needs more love:)
âIâll see you next Tuesday?â Mai questioned quietly when both of you packed your things.
âIf I donât get sick or anything then of course,â you responded with the same volume.
You knew Azula hated you, even more the fact that Mai had to sit next to you, which is why you were speaking quietly to each other. What she didnât know was that the two of you actually got along well. On the other hand, your friends probably detest it just as much as Azula does.
âMai! What takes you so long? Stuck with the loser or what?â Azula called from outside the classroom.
Mai waved to you before walking through the door where her friends were waiting. When you finished your packing, you stepped outside as well, waiting for your friends who were on their way to you. They always insisted on picking you up if you had different classes, no matter if you were on the other side of school.
âY/n!â
You turned around after hearing multiple voices behind you. It were your friends, of course.
âWhatâs up guys?â You smiled as Katara threw her arms around your neck in an almost bone-crushing hug.
âWe just missed you thatâs all,â Zuko chuckled from behind, scratching his neck with a nervous smile.
A ball of wind with a certain airbender on top circled around you and Katara who had just released you from the hug, making both of you stumble around.
âZukoâs right!â Aang laughed as he spun around you, âYou had your last class with Azula and her friends, not with us.â
When Aang let you go from the circle he trapped you and Katara in, you stepped closer to Toph who stood near the scene the avatar just caused.
âYeah Icefire, we were worried that Azula had ripped your head off because we took longer to get here,â Toph added next to you.
You chuckled at the nickname, Icefire. It was a reference to your own blue flame, one of the reasons Azula hated you so much. You think she feels threatened by your talent but you know sheâd never admit that.
âOh please, Azula might be a bitch but sheâs not a murderer,â You argued before starting to move towards the benches where Suki sat with Sokka.
âWe just donât want anything to happen to you Y/n, especially not because of Azula,â Katara sighed as you walked down the stairs.
As if she was speaking of the devil itself, a shoulder collided with yours, making you take a step to the side in order not to fall.
âCanât you watch where youâre going?,â an all too familiar voice hissed before a sharp pain flooded your arm. âImitating my bending wasnât enough for you huh? You also had to walk into me,â Azula spat with a look of disgust in her eyes as she began to continue her way on the stairs.
Mai shot you an apologetic look before following Azula and Ty Lee. You knew she wouldâve stayed if she could but it didnât matter right now as your thoughts were interrupted when the pain in your arm got stronger. âFuck,â you winced, realizing that Azula had burned your arm. If it was out of reflex or intentionally was unknown to anyone but the princess.
Katara grabbed your shirt and pulled you towards the table you were initially walking to while Aang, Zuko and Toph went after Azula and her friends.
âIs everything okay? Are you injured other than your arm? Do you want me to get you anything?â Katara began to babble.
âIâm okay Tara,â you stopped her, âitâs just painful.â
Katara nodded, grabbing a bottle of water to heal the burned skin. Luckily it was only a first-degree burn and wouldnât cause any long time damage but it still hurt.
When your phone vibrated in your pocket, you took it out to look at the message. It was Mai, apologizing for the situation. You wondered how she was able to text you when your friends probably argued with her at the moment. Deciding to let it go, you turned your phone off and put it on the table.
âWhat happened over there?â Sokka asked as he leaned forward to take a look at your arm.
Katara focused herself on healing your arm and didnât answer so you told him, âAzula burned my arm after she bumped into me. Itâs not that dramatic.â
The water-tribe boy grabbed his boomerang with a scowl on his face, wanting to go after Azula and her friends but you stopped him, grabbing his arm with your free hand, âZuko, Aang and Toph already went after them and besides, Mai already apologized.â
âReally? Why would she apologize? Out of all people,â Sokka questioned, a now dumbfounded look on his face.
âWell, weâre actually kind of friendly with each other,â you chuckled, watching Sokka sit back down. âMaiâs sitting next to me in our history class. Sheâs not as bad as she seems.â
âYou couldâve told us earlier,â Suki chimed in, looking up from the book she was reading.
âYouâre fixed up, it should go away in a few days,â Katara announced, sitting up straight next to you. âBut Suki has a point, why didnât you?â
You sighed shortly, âWe thought it wouldâve been for the best. You know Azula hates me and Zukoâs also still not over her.â
âEven if Zuko isnât over her,â Katara asked as she put a hand on your shoulder. âIâm sure he would have nothing against it.â
âYouâre right-â you started to respond but quickly got interrupted when the fire nation prince appeared at the table and sat down next to Sokka.
âDid we miss anything important while we were gone?â he questioned, pushing strands of hair out of his face.
âYeah what were you talking about?â Toph and Aang sat down as well, the latter voicing the question.
âThat doesnât matter but what is important is, what did you do to Azula?â You tilted your head in curiosity.
âWe just reminded her not to mess with you, especially in front of us,â Zuko answered, leaning back with a cocky grin.
âYou should have let me go with you,â Sokka huffed. âShe better not hurt you again.â
You listened to your friends, occasionally nodding your head. Theyâve always been protective of you but it never bothered you. It filled you with pride to know that they care about you, enough to pick fights with the most intimidating students on the campus.
âRight and next time Iâm coming with you. Then she wonât have enough time for her stupid comments,â Katara added.
âAlright calm down guys, if she ever does that again then Iâll put her into place personally. No need to go to such extremes,â you laughed, leaning back and steadying yourself with your hands.
Suki had also been listening to your friends ranting and chose to agree with you, âY/nâs right, you kind of sound like psychopaths.â
Laughter broke out between all of you. They did sound like they were crazy, still, you felt a warm feeling swell in your chest when you heard just how far all of them would go for you.
#atla imagines#atla x reader#atla x you#avatar the last airbender#atla#azula#aang#katara#prince zuko#toph#atla suki#Mai#aang x reader#katara x reader#zuko x reader#toph x reader#sokka#sokka x reader
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The Unexpected Gift - Part 8
Masterlist
Summary: When a baby girl is dropped on Javier PeĂąa's doorstep with a note claiming she's his, he's suddenly thrust into fatherhood. With no clue what to do, he will need all the help he can get if he's not to stumble at the first hurdle.
Relationships: Javier PeĂąa x Reader, Steve Murphy x Connie Murphy
Warnings: Like AO3, I choose not to list any warnings. This will be 18+ If you are triggered by anything to do with babies then read at your own risk... (Once again, sorry this took so long. Lifeâs just so busy rn. This has taken me like a week to finish đŞ hope it was worth the wait!)
Series Masterlist- Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7

Jason was out by the following evening. All traces of him living there were erased from the apartment and finally, you felt like you were free. The more you pondered your relationship with him, the more you started to see his true colours.
How he'd talked you down. Knowing that you'd believe him and chose him over what you truly wanted.
Who you truly wanted.
Things with Javier were so much different. He never stopped telling you how perfect you were or how he loved you. Vowing to spend as long as you would give him, proving to you how he adored you.
His father had welcomed you to the family with open arms and MarĂa had also shown her own acceptance of you in her sweet little way. One week on, things were pure bliss. Javier had behaved himself and rested his leg as he was instructed. Loving having you around to help him with things and soon Chucho felt like he was of no use anymore. So the two of you decided to have a large dinner to say goodbye to the older PeĹa, inviting the Murhpy who had grown close to the older man.
"Something smells delicious." Javier complimented as he limped over to you, appreciating the stick that Steve had bought him as a joke.
"You father keyed me into a few of your favourites that he made for you back in Texas⌠Tonight, slow-cooked chicken with brown rice and avocados."
"Mmmm⌠You're too good to me Hermosa." He purred against the shell of your ear and you shivered.
"You should be sitting Agent PeĂąa." You warned and he chuckled.
"I've got my stick." He argued and you snorted at his reply.
"Okay old man." You teased, elbowing him affectionately as you gave him a wink.
"Oh⌠you wound me." He said as he threw his hand over his heart and plastered on his best hurt expression.
"You know I'm teasing." You said as you stuck your tongue out at him playfully "You're definitely not old where it counts."
"You have no idea." He growled before burying his head in the juncture of your neck and biting you just where you liked it.
"You do that and dinner won't get finished." You warned and he chuckled.
"I just wish I could take you how I want." He groaned as you turned to face him and kissed him deeply.
"All in good time, mi amor." You replied, pecking his lips before you smiled at him sweetly "You need to heal."
"Sick of needing to heal." He grumbled and you smirked at his childlike response.
"I know, baby, but you were shot! It's not something you can just walk off." You said softly "Excuse the pun." You chuckled "You're doing so much better. Just keep resting it up and you'll be bending me over the counter in no time." You finished with a wink and Javier groaned.
"You can't say things like that to me Hermosa." He growled as his eyes went black "I'll take you here and now, leg be damned."
"Nuh-uh." You said, waving your finger at him "Now go sit down." You finished as you pointed at the couch.
The agent did as you were asked and you resumed what you were doing, humming a happy tune as you started the rice and checked on the chicken. Chucho emerged with MarĂa a short while later and she screeched in excitement as Javier held his arms out to receive her.
"Ahhhh⌠Someone's perky after their nap." He gushed as his father placed her on his lap and she grinned at him before grabbing his cheeks so she could place a sloppy kiss on his lips "Why thank you Mija."
"She's a good girl Mijo." Chucho gushed as he gave his son a kind smile "You're a good father⌠Always knew you would be."
"He's a natural." You gushed from the stove, smiling over your shoulder at the two PeĂąa men.
"I would have been lost without you Hermosa." Javier stated and you waved him off.
"I helped a little." You replied, returning your attention to the food and Javier scoffed.
"You did more than a little, baby." You argued "When MarĂa was sick⌠I⌠Well, I don't know what I would have done if you hadn't been there to keep me straight."
"Connie was there sweetheart."
"Will you quit arguing with me?" Javier grumbled and you chuckled.
"Okay."
A short while later the Murhpy's had arrived and Connie was helping you dish up the food whilst Steve and Chucho laid the table. Olivia and MarĂa giggled away in the playpen in PeĂąa's lounge whilst all of you ate. Conversation flowed freely as you all enjoyed the food you had cooked before Connie dished up the desert she had made.
"This is possibly the best cheesecake I've ever eaten." You moaned as your eyes rolled back into your skull.
"Seconded." Javier piped up and Connie chuckled at the reactions her pudding elicited from everyone.
"I'll confess⌠it is my speciality." She conceded.
"Steve's a lucky man." Javier groaned and Steve gave him a nudge and a wink.
"Damn right."
"So, do you think you'll be back Chucho?" Asked Connie as she took a sip of her beer.
"Well, only if Javi will let me." He chuckled and the younger PeĂąa rolled his eyes at his father's reply.
"It's not that I didn't want you to visit Pops⌠I just didn't want you to put yourself in unnecessary danger."
"I can take care of myself Mijo." Chucho replied and Javier nodded.
"I know Pops."
"I hope I'll come out again soon." The older man continued "But the help I've got on the ranch is only temporary⌠Hopefully, you'll catch that bastard soon and you can come home Mijo."
"Hopefully," Javier replied, his tone not matching his reply.
"And I hope you'll be with him." Chucho continued and you smiled sweetly at the man.
"I'll follow Javier where ever he decides to go." You replied, pulling Javi's attention away from the glass in his hands and to you.
You knew then at that moment that it wasn't his father's suggestion that he return to texas that has brought on his sudden change in mood. It was the fact that once they caught Escobar⌠he'd be leaving Colombia and potentially, you.
"Papi." Came a small voice and everyone froze, Javier's eyes widening as he looked over at MarĂa who was standing in the pen looking over at him "PAPâŚEEEEEE." She squealed and Javier thought he would die at that very moment.
"Did she?âŚ" You trailed off as Javi's eyes locked with yours "Did she justâŚ"
"I think she did." The younger PeĂąa choked and you sobbed.
"Well done MarĂa." You gushed as you stood from your seat and made your way over to her, lifting her into your arms so you could take her to her daddy.
"Pap-ppp⌠PapâŚ" She struggled as you placed her on Javier's lap, smiling at the tears that pooled in his eyes.
"That's it." He cooed "Say it again Mija⌠Papi."
"Paaaaapeeeeee." She screeched and he choked on a sob.
"That's right my beautiful girl⌠I'm your Papi."
"Well shit." Steve piped up "If that ain't the cutest shit I ever heard."
"What about when Olivia said Flutterby instead of butterfly?" Connie argued and you all chuckled.
"Okay yeah, that was pretty damn cute too." Steve agreed as glanced over at his daughter.
"BEEEEE." Olivia squealed as she lifted MarĂa's stuffed bumble been toy above her head and Steve thought groaned.
"That's right, baby." He said proudly as he leapt to his feet and lifted his daughter up above his head "That's a bee."
"Such a clever girl." You gushed as the blonde agent brought the toddler over to the table "Well done, Livie."
The evening came to an end and after the Murphy's helped you clear up, despite your protesting, you put MarĂa down and climbed into bed beside Javier. He hummed in approval as you curled into his side and kissed his peck which made you grin against his skin.
âI canât believe MarĂa said her first work today.â He said softly and you could hear the pure emotion in his voice.
âWas so cute.â You gushed and he chuckled, the sound rippling from deep within.
âReally was, wasn't it?â
You hummed your agreement before stretching up to place a soft kiss on his lips. He deepened it almost immediately and you felt a heat start to pool between your thighs. When his hands grabbed greedily at you, you placed your hand on his chest and pushed him back, chucking at his eagerness.
âNow now⌠You forget our earlier conversation?â
Javier groaned audibly before rolling onto his back and scraping a hand over his face.
âI have this.â
âI know baby.â You said softly, pecking the corner of his lips âBut itâll be worth the wait when youâre healed.â
âIâm sure youâre right.â He replied with a smile âIâve just never been a particularly patient man.â He finished with a wink and you grinned at him before settling into his side again.
A relaxed silence settled over you both then and you basked in the perfection of it. How right it felt being by Javierâs side before a pang of guilt struck you and your body tensed. Grabbing PeĂąa's attention.
âYou okay?â He asked and you nodded before sighing and shaking your head âWhat is it?â
âAm I a terrible person for having moved on so quickly?â You asked and Javierâs head shot back.
âWhat, over Jason?â He questioned and you shook your head.
âNo, not Jason.â You said, trying to swallow past the lump in your throat âPhilip.â
Javierâs eyes softened at that and his expression changed.
âHe died not 2 years ago and now Iâm with you and MarĂa.â You started, your tears falling freely then âI sometimes feel like Iâve replaced them.â
âYou could never replace either of them.â He assured you as he cupped your cheer and stroked its apple with his thumb âYouâre not a bad person for having found love again.â He continued and you nodded numbly âI never knew Philip but Steve told me he was a good man⌠And I think heâd want you to be happy.â
âHe would.â You agreed, looking up at Javi who was smiling down at you.
âThen there you have it.â He stated, âDefinitely not a bad person.â
You sniggered at his statement before smiling into the kiss he placed on your lips. You still felt guilty but less so after that. Youâd always love Philip and Masie⌠But now you had a new chance at happiness and youâd be a fool to let it slip away.
âDo you want a family again one day?â Javier asked, pulling you from your thoughts.
âI have a family.â You chuckled as you nuzzled his face and he grinned at you.
âOkayâŚ" Javier said, pausing a moment as he thought about how he wanted to work what he was about to say "I suppose what I mean to say is, do you want to have another baby one day?"
Your body went rigid at his question and your eyes grew to the size of saucers. You'd be lying if you said you had thought about it. Truth be told you weren't sure you'd ever find someone again that wanted to take that step with you but now, as you lay there in your lover's arms. You realised that you did.
"Yes." You replied simply, nodding your head as you looked at him again "Yes I think one day, I would like to have another baby." You confessed, "Although not sure how much longer I have left."
"What do you mean?" Javier asked, his brows furrowing at your statement.
"Well the older a woman gets⌠the harder it gets to conceive. I'm already looking down the barrel of 34⌠35 is when you're considered a geriatric mother although I think that a little ridiculous." You chuckled to yourself "What about you?"
Your question took Javier by surprise and his brows shot up a moment before his expression softened.
"I'll confess, until MarĂa, kids had never been part of my plan." He started with a sigh "I proposed to Lorraine because she'd told me she was pregnant. Felt like it was the right thing to do but at the time I didn't want it⌠As terrible as that is."
"Told you?" You pushed and he sighed again.
"She faked the pregnancy to trap me into marrying her." He said and your shock was plain to see "She'd told me the night before. Slipped out during a row but at that point, it was too late to cancel the wedding." He paused a moment, his countenance changing as he remembered the terrible choice he'd made that day "I ducked out at the last minute. Jumped in my truck and just drove."
"Shit." You breathed and he chucked.
"I'm not proud of how I dealt with it but I just⌠I couldn't marry someone who'd lied to me about something so huge as having a kid." He finished as he scraped a hand over his face.
"Understandable." You replied and he couldn't hide his surprise at your response "If I'd done something like that and confessed. I'd be expecting to be left at the alter⌠Lying about being pregnant well⌠that's unforgivable."
Javier nodded as he gazed lovingly at you for a short while. No one had ever seemed to understand his decision to leave before now. He'd always been told 'Yeah she fucked up but you went bigger'⌠No one had ever told him 'she deserved it.' before tonight.
"But what about now?" You asked, eyes hopeful and he melted in your gaze as he nodded.
"Yeah⌠I'd like to have more kids." He replied and you smiled sweetly at him.
You were secretly glad you'd had this talk. You were aware of your age and how, despite people telling you you had time, that wasn't necessarily true. You didn't want to get too deep, only to learn that the two of you wanted completely different things out of life.
It seemed you were on the same page.
You drifted off easily after that. Dreams of the future the three of you might share filling you with a warmth and happiness that you'd not felt in a long time. For the first time in what felt like forever⌠you were looking forward to the future.
As the weeks went on, you settled into a sort of domesticity that you and Javier loved. You worked well together and as time continued to roll on and Javier healed, you started to feel more like a real family. Talking MarĂa out for walks and to the park so that the agent could build up his strength again and the day he was able to toss that stick that Steve had gotten him was one that would stick with you forever.
The walk you'd taken had been the happiest so far. Javier was practically skipping along with MarĂa's pram as the three of you walked to the park and when you'd made it home, he danced with you and his daughter till he could dance no more and your heart sored for him.
He'd been back at work a little while but had been stuck on desk duty since his return and although that had brought you some relief, he'd been miserable.
"So my assessment's on Monday." He started as he finished up changing MarĂa, ready for bed "Hopefully I'll be cleared to return to the field."
"Hopefully." You replied, trying to sound as convincing as you could.
"You don't have to worry about me Hermosa." He promised and you rolled your eyes at him "I will be extra careful."
"Best be." You warned as you finished drying the last dish and placed it in the cupboard.
You were sipping at your wine when he returned from putting her down. Your back facing away from him as he snuck up behind you and painted your neck with kisses and nibbles that soon had you mewling.
"Baby down?" You breathed, struggling to form a coherent thought as one of his hands travelled down your stomach before cupping your sex and making you gasp.
"Mhmm." Was his reply as he palmed at your core and it didn't take you long before you were aching for him.
Till now, your relations had been little more than kissing and the occasion lazy handjob⌠Not for lack of trying on Javier's part. You'd told yourself that it had been because he needed to heal but as he got stronger and the pain started to fade, you knew it was more than that.
You were terrified.
With Jason, sex had been easy.
He was your league, your level but Javier PeĂąa was so out of it that you honestly pinched yourself daily as you wondered when you were going to wake up from what was so obviously a dream.
"So now, as you stood there and the nerves started to kick in again, you went into fight or flight mode. His hand slipping past the waistband of your leggings was the clincher and you jumped away, panting as he gave you a bemused look.
"What's the matter?" He asked and you struggled for an answer. Laughing nervously as you attempted to busy yourself.
"Nothing it's just⌠Well, I haven't tidied up down there is all."
That elicited a snort from the agent.
"I don't care about that baby." He cooed "I just want to make you feel good." He continued "I've waited weeks to show you how much I want you." He finished as he attempted to push his hand past that barrier but you were quick to push him away.
"Javier please." You pleaded "Just⌠I feel comfortable with-"
"What's this really about?" He interrupted and you stopped dead in your tracks.
"What do you mean?" You squeaked and he scoffed.
"You never let me touch you." He stated, "You've let me once and since then you've closed yourself off to me." His eyes grew sad as he sat himself down but his eyes never left you.
"Do you not want me?" He asked, "Are you not attracted to me anymore?"
His broken appearance made you realise what your actions had been doing to this man. You'd been pushing your insecurities onto him without even realising it and your guilt hit you full force.
"God⌠no Javi⌠That's not it at all it's justâŚ" You trailed off, trying to find the words to convey what it was you were feeling.
"It's what?"
"It's just you and me⌠Well, let's be honest. It's a bit of a beauty and the beast situation here isn't it." You chuckled "You being the beauty of course."
"What?" You snapped and you suddenly felt very worried about how this conversation was going to go.
"I mean look at me Javi." You groaned "And look at you." You said as you motioned at him "We are two completely different leagues⌠You could have the pick of the crop but you chose me and I⌠Well, I just find it hard to believe that you won't grow bored of me one day."
"Thanks." He scoffed, turning around and making his way to the bar in his lounge and you groaned in frustration.
"Javier please I-"
"The truth of the matter is that you don't trust me." He growled, "You clearly have a piss poor opinion of me."
"No." You protested but he held his hand up to stop you.
"You do because if you did⌠you'd realise that I love you. I love you." He stated "I can tell you now that, how I feel for you⌠I have never felt for anyone else ever." He continued "I told you the other night that I want to have more kids and when I say that, I mean with you."
"What?âŚ" You trailed off, a little shocked.
"MarĂa has done more than bring joy into my life." He started as his eyes drifted to the framed photo Steve had taken of her that was hung on his wall "She made me realise that there was more to life than sex and whiskey. That there's love and family and stability. Then you came along and I realised that I wanted to have all of that with you. A home, garden, dog⌠More babies. All of it."
"I want that too." You choked and he nodded.
"But it's never going to happen if you can't trust me." He stated and you sobbed "Perhaps you should stay at yours tonight."
"Javi." You cried but he was unfazed.
"You clearly need to think about how serious you are about us." He stated as he leaned against the bar with his whiskey in hand "I can't let my daughter get attached to you⌠Only for you to leave at the first sign of trouble."
"Please."
"Come and find me when you've decided."

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Hii! Another Haikyuu dad au! Can it be with the miya twins, Bokuto, Iwa, and Suna? They get into an argument with their pregnant wife so the wife tells them to leave her alone. The boys find a loophole so they talk to her baby bump about how sorry they are to their mama :)
â HAIKYUU BOYS ARGUING WITH YOU WHILE PREGNANT AND APOLOGIZING

ft. timeskip!miya atsumu, iwaizumi hajime, suna rintaro
note: female readerâźď¸ angst to fluff âźď¸different format cos I wanted to write more 𼴠thanks anon! hope you like it đ˝ I think I'm gonna do a part two cos this got longer than expected and I couldn't add all the characters! not edited, that's work for tomorrow!

# MIYA ATSUMU
atsumu came home after a rough day at practice, excited to spend some time with you and baby boy that was about to come in just a month
all happiness he had quickly erased when he saw that the home was on the same that when he went to practice, dishes without washing and clothes without fold
" âtsumu you're home! we missed you!" he walked past you, he didn't even give you a side look, going directly to the bathroom "âtsumu all okay? I made your favorâ" "could ya please shut up? a come home after working and entire day for ma family and the house is like this? what did ya do the whole day?"
you were stuck in your place with wide eyes and hands over your belly "I'm sorry âtsumu, my back hurts a lot today andâ" "save it, donâ wanna hear yer excuses"
"go fuck yourself then, miya, sleep in the comfiness of the couch today and don't you dare talk to me until tomorrow" with that you were gone to the master bedroom, fighting the tears that were in your eyes
he thought nothing about it and went to the shower, thinking what was he gonna eat for dinner then go to sleep, tomorrow is a new day
-
freshly out of the shower with pajamas on, he went to the kitchen to eat something, mesmerized when he saw the little note on the oven glass
"enjoy your meal! we love you!<3"
not only that, but that you made his favorite, knowing he was gonna come home late and exhausted after practice
memories of the recent fight came to his mind, he didn't even let you talk your mind, his throat feeling heavy with the guilt that he was experiencing, maybe he should let you talk after all
contradictory to your words, he went runnint to the shared bedroom, ready to apologise for being an ass "baby, yer awake?"
"not for you" you told him trying to hide your sobs, the day was awful, your back didn't let you do anything, the meal you cooked was an hour of fighting the back pain, thinking your âtsunj would be happy if he found this
"okay then, good thing a have a baby I can talk to"
he knelt down in front of you, carefully placing his head on the baby bump, caressing it from time to time
"I was an ass, sorry, a bad person to yer mom today baby, a came home and told her bad things, she was hurting and a Didi care, can ya tell her sorry for me?" he felt a kick on his cheek and a smile on his face when he saw you laugh, even with the tear-stained cheeks you were beautiful
" âtsumu, not cool what you did today, I wasn't feeling okay and I missed you, we missed you" your voice still a little wiggly after that crying session you had with your maternity pillow
finally, first name privileges, he thought "a know, am sorry, am so sorry, ya deserve so much better angel, am sorry"
"âs okay tsum, cuddle me as an apologize, yeah?"
he never got into bed at that speed, quickly cuddling you with hands on your tummy while giving little pecks to your neck
"ya don't have to tell me twice"
# IWAIZUMI HAJIME

before and during pregnancy you joined iwaizumi on his works out or runs from time to time, you knew he enjoyed his time doing it so, why don't join him?
today you were not feeling like it, morning sickness took over you and the bed seemed like the best place to stay all day, one day in bed wouldn't hurt, you thought
apparently it stroke a nerve on hajime "what are you doing in the bed? up! we need it go out! " 'âm sorry haji, not really feeling like it today, why don't you go and I make something when you return home?"
"what do you mean 'you don't feel like it' the only thing you do all day is laze around"
you took a deep breath before answering, knowing didn't meant what he say "well I'm sorry I'm pregnant iwaizumi, I can't help it. go on your run and we can eat something together when you return"
"fucking Clara wouldn't put this excuses on me" he murmured under his breath, hoping you didn't heard the mention of his ex partner
"repeat yourself iwaizumi hajime, I'm waiting"
"no babyâ I'm sorry, I didn't mean it-"
"go out before I go out by myself iwaizumi, don't bother talk to me the rest of the day, I'm gonna make dinner and leave it on the fridge, I'm also gonna sleep in the guest room. fucking low of you iwaizumi, so fucking low"
he went out with a knot on his throat, he didn't need to bring that upâ he knew you weren't feeling your best and then he still played that ex-girlfriend card. on the way back home he picked up flowers knowing you loved them, praying to anyone who was above him for your forgiveness
"I'm home"
"and I told you not to talk to me, iwaizumi"
being petty was right, the mention of his ex while carrying his first daughter because you didn't feel like going out today was bullshit, he didn't have an excuse
he looked down to the floor before closing the door and going to the living room to think about what he did, cheeks red of embarrassment because of his childish behavior
-
he waited for you to be asleep before going into the room, with the idea of carrying your to the king bed instead of this one, after all, he was the one that deserved the uncomfy room
before picking you he saw the pregnant belly, the shirt you were wearing rolled up so it was exposed to the cold air
" âm sorry baby, your mama doesn't deserve this, you have the right to be angry with me" tears were pricking his eyes, maybe he was thinking too ahead but would you leave him for this?
"I'm such and asshole, I hope you don't remember that lady's name" he told the fetus as if he was having an actual conversation face to face "behave for mom yeah? don't put more pressure on her than already did" with that he picked you up, without knowing you were fully awake the whole conversation
you let yourself be carried to the big bedroom, once you felt him place you on the bed, you tugged his shirt while looking at him with teary eyes "we need to talk tomorrow but please,stay hajime" you were still mad, but his company is what you were craving right now
"there's no way I'm not staying forever with you"
# SUNA RINTARO

rintaro was coming home late this past weeks but he finally had a free night! so you were excited to spend a bonding time with him and your unborn baby
finishing the little detail on the table such as the dry flowers and the candles, you hear the door being open "rinnie! you finally home! it felt like forever while waiting for you!" he gave you a sweet peck in your lips before going to his room to change his clothes
"oh~ I see you dressed fancy for the occasion! wait for me I think I have a dress that stills fits me!" "what do you mean? I'm going out with the inarizaki boys, kita is in town"
you stopped midway the hall that ended in your room, quickly walking towards your boyfriend again "what do you mean you're going out? what about what I made?"
"you made something?"
it was ridiculous to keep begging, maybe you should call it a day and watch some movies in the couch with a tube of ice cream, alone, again.
"okay then, have fun rin, don't drink to much and come home safe"
-
rin came home after a few hours out, he indeed had a good time with his old teammates but his mind was all the time one you, maybe he should have stay with you, eat some homemade food and cuddle all night while talking about nothing
he entered the house and saw you spread on the couch, huge blanket on with his highschool jersey on, long forgotten night snacks on the night table and Netflix on the tv
it wasn't only that what caught his eye but the table in the kitchen too, he walked towards it and saw it, the candles, the flower carefully placed on the middle of the table, the matching napkins and fancy plates, so that was what you were referring to earlier
guilt creeped all over his body, he didn't acknowledge your efforts to make a night for the both of you, was this negligence? he thought
going again to the couch, bending over so he would be at your height, he placed a hand on your belly before speaking
"you're allowed to be mad at me when you're born baby" he paused for a few seconds, thinking what was he gonna say next "papa is a fucking assholeâ sorry, don't say that, papa is very clumsy from time to time"
"Rin?"
there you were! his hand came quickly behind your neck, pressing your forehead and noses together, lips brushing each other
"I'm sorry I'm so stupidâ fuck, I really don't want to cry right now, I'm an horrible person"
you cupped his face with both your hands, eyes teary about to cry for a second time that day "you're not horrible Rin, it's just it feels lonely you know?" tears already going down your cheek, the sight made his heart ache, you were crying because of him
"I know you're out there trying to be the best for us but" your voice wiggly, you were really trying to hide the sobs you had inside "but sometimes it feels like you're not around anymore, I can't share the little moments I have because I wake up to an empty bed and go to sleep with the thought of you being out" full sobs were coming out of you at this point, days of pain finally reaching their point "and it hurts so bad not to have you around"
rintaro was crying along with you, you could feel his wet tears on your neck, where he was placing his head "and your absolutely right angel, I'm gonna be better for youâ for the both of you, what about I take the day off tomorrow, yeah?" his quavering voice betraying him, even if you knew he was crying he wanted to be strong
"that sounds perfect rin... come cuddle me?"
carrying you bridal style to the bedroom, he lit your favorite candle and snuggled you under the cost sheets
"cuddle you, all day long baby"
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Disrespected Devil
Wordcount: -4K
Lucifer x F!Reader
Summary: When you disrespect the demon king, Lucifer is forced to say goodbye to you.
Genre: Angst, smutt, slight fluff, but tbh just angst
A/N: So another first. Not only my first time writing for the Obey me fandom (I have a major Obey me brain rot), but also my first time writing angst and I felt depressed after finishing this (which I did a second ago). I love Diavolo, but I needed a reason for the goodbye to happen so even if his dad is the villain, he is the one to execute it... Hope you enjoy this story.
Warning: NSFW, mentioning of being paralyzed I guess.
ââWhatâs with Luci today?ââ ââHe looks more pissed of than usualâŚââ ââHe probably listened to classical music too long and forgot his homework.ââ ââLucifer forgetting his homework will never happen, but if it did he would look like this.ââ Hearing all those whispers during dinner time is nothing new for you. Tonight is different though. You know why heâs mad and you know whoâs the blame. But itâs not as if you donât have a reason to be just as upset. As dinner slowly ends you know there is only a small gap to avoid a situation. ââBeel, how about we go bake something for later this evening?ââ You say, as you cling onto the huge redhead. You know that food is a trigger and you know that this is the way to hide from HIM. ââAlright, sounds delicious!ââ He doesnât seem to notice the way you hold onto him for dear life and the same goes for the others. Clearly, theyâve gotten so used to you that itâs not even necessary to be by your side 24/7. Itâs not as if they know tonight will be the last time they see you. Itâs a small moment of weakness and you feel your heart clench by the thought of leaving those boys. Itâs enough to make you lose your grip on Beel's arm. Enough to bend over, because it physically hurts to leave them behind and enough for Lucifer to finally notice you and come to your aid. ââBeel, I think she ate something wrong. No cake tonight, I will see her to her room.ââ
And with that, he scoops you up and takes you upstairs. Of course, your room is not an option. Itâs way too close to the other rooms. No place to yell. No, Luciferâs room is soundproof. Made for his nights spent with loud classical music and also made for the occasional screaming match with one of his brothers. As he enters the room, he carefully puts you down on his bed. ââAre you feeling alright, Y/n?ââ He says as he lays his palm against your forehead. The feeling of sadness is gone, already replaced by nerves. You know whatâs coming. You know you wonât hold back. Will this be your last fight with Lucifer? The question never makes it to the surface, because the moment you nod your head in ensurement, Lucifer opens his mouth. ââGood, because you have no idea how foolish you acted today.ââ As mentioned before this room reminds you of the occasional screaming matches he mustâve had with his brothers, but never with you. Pissing Lucifer off is easy. Youâve done that plenty of times. Even made him show his true form, but making him scream, that is something you never achieved. Still, it is worth the try. Tonight is your last chance. As you get up you take a look at his face. What faces you is the cold expression he usually shows when heâs done with someoneâs bullshit. The expression you have already mirrored back to him. ââSo you are going to ignore me?ââ Iâm not going to answer him. ââAre you serious?ââ I am not going to say a word. ââShould I spell out what you did?ââ Donât say a thing. ââYou just signed your death certificate.ââ His voice cracks and even though itâs far from the scream you aimed for. Itâs still the first sign of emotion from the man you care about so much. ââDiavolo didnât seem upset by what I said?!ââ You canât help but talk louder. especially after being silent for the past few minutes. ââ As if he is going to kill me? ME?! And ruin the bonds that are being formed with the humans?ââ
You can feel the tears in your eyes, this fight mightâve been about you being disrespectful in some way, but for you it was different. All this time getting closer with all the brothers. All this time loving them. All this time being there for them. It made you realize that the only one who made it difficult was him. With every step getting closer to each other; there were always a few steps back. An obsession with keeping up appearance, an obsession over a promise he would keep no matter what, an obsession with being a stuck-up asshole; That was Lucifer in a nutshell for you. And still, you couldnât help being drawn to him. As a moth drawn to a flame. Even when the flame could easily kill the moth. Just as easily Lucifer could kill you. And itâs not as if he hadnât tried that before. ââY/n, You disrespected his father. I had to bargain for you to even leave the castle. The first time I trusted you enough to take you with me alone. And this is how you behave? You know what he wanted to do to BelphegorâŚââ You know this story is his weakness. The reason he ended up becoming the lapdog of his so-called best friend. Still, it only makes you more upset to hear him say it. Even when you can hear the slightest hint of emotion in his voice; his eyes stay just as cold as usual. ââHe is your best friend, isnât he? He is my friend too, right? You always do this Lucifer! You always get mad over things and it never solves anything. You get mad at me for having fun. You get mad at me for trying to help. You get mad at me for trying to get closer to you. You donât share things with me! Maybe Diavolo shouldâve locked me up. Might as well get myself killed; itâs not as if you never tried to kill meâŚââ Your voice is loud as you speak, but his silence is louder. He just stares at you and then it happens.
Itâs not that youâre scared youâve seen his true form before. Itâs just as beautiful as him, but itâs also something that happens when heâs full of rage, just as that one time he tried to kill you. You can feel yourself freeze under his gaze. You can feel yourself moving away from him until you reach the headboard of his bed. Still, he moves closer. Until his lips are inches away from your ears. No screams, only whispers; what a way to say goodbye. ââDO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA OF WHAT IS EVEN GOING ON?!ââ You are so shocked by the volume of his voice, the bass it carries, that it takes some time to realize he has more to say. Your ear is beeping as he moves his lips away and locks his gaze onto you. ââDIAVOLO IS NOT THE FUCKING PROBLEM, Y/N, HIS DAD IS. YOU INSULTED THE KING OF DEVILDOM IN FRONT OF HIS SON AND MULTIPLE WITNESSES. DIAVOLO CANâT DO SHIT ABOUT THAT.ââ Only now do you notice the way his hands are gripping your arms; The way his expression has changed from cold to almost desperate. ââThat guy has only been able to do what his dad wanted. Our friendship is real, but if his father told him to kill me, he would do it without hesitation. Do you really think he would think twice about killing you? IF HE WOULD KILL ME -HIS BEST FRIEND- IN AN INSTANT?â You notice the tears in his eyes. Lucifer is screaming and crying, but this isnât a win. Before your heart breaks again, his arms are around you and his face is hidden in your neck, but that doesnât stop the words. ââI had to send you away. I had to be cold. They know I care about you, but not to this extent. I had to pretend it was for the sake of the bonds. After you left I had to beg on my knees for your survival. I had to beg. The avatar of pride begged someone on his knees. It was all Lillith over againâŚââ
There is nothing you can say to fix this. It mightâve slipped your mind while you were there. But you were surrounded by royalty. What mightâve seemed innocent for you, was clearly a lot for them and now you had to leave everyone you loved behind. You can feel the tears fall from your eyes. âIâm sorry Luci, I truly am.â It wonât help, but itâs the least you can say as you look up into his eyes. He is still in his true form, but even with his wings all spread out, he has never looked more vulnerable. There is a sad smile on his lips as he caresses your cheek. âI know you are, you fool.â He says with no trace of the rage he had before. â I don't want to leave you allâŚI don't want to leave you!â You know that you sound like a small child that already knows he lost and thatâs exactly what you feel like. âItâs too late for that now, Y/n. Diavolo gave me tonight to say my goodbyes.â You try to distract yourself by focusing on his raven colored wings. âSo that means I canât say goodbye to the restâŚâ The pain is back. Never being a fool with Mammon, never dressing up with Levi, doing make-up with Asmo, reading books with Satan, eating with Beel or sleeping with Belphie. You canât help but grab your chest again. âAre you okay?â Lucifer is supporting you within seconds as he asks the question. âNo Iâm not, but atleast I get to say goodbye to you.â And as you look up he leans in and gives you a tiny peck on the lips. âIâve wanted to do that for quite some time.â He lets out. You canât help but smile as you pull him back towards you. âLet's make it a proper goodbye then.â You whisper as you pull him back to your lips.
Itâs not like itâs your first kiss with Lucifer, but itâs the last and thatâs what makes it so much more special. Itâs the combination of mutual sadness and desperation, the hint of rage still brewing somewhere deep inside the both of you. He knows your body, the way it will arch when he pushes you all the way down onto the bed. The tiny gasps when he starts kissing your neck. The way you look away when he starts kissing all the way down your body. ââPlease keep looking at me, dear. I want you to see how much I am going to miss you.ââ Itâs enough to make your heart flutter, the way he starts to attack your core with his tongue right away. Itâs obvious he is in a hurry, but even with all the sadness, itâs the best way there is. You canât help your moans; Youâre lucky his room is soundproof. Heâs fast, maybe too fast, but with everything thatâs going on, itâs the best you can get. And thatâs what it is. The best, because within a few minutes you can feel yourself starting to reach that point. The knot in your stomach tightens. your hands end up in his hair and with one loud moan, you erupt around him.
ââI know that Mammon claims he was your first⌠in multiple ways⌠and not to discredit my brother, but I intend to be your last in all of them.ââ He says as he looks at you while he licks his lips. Him saying those words, the way he just made you lose your mind. It feels good, after all the fighting, teasing, kisses and losses , youâre with the man you love. You donât want to ruin the mood. Youâre really trying, but the moment you hear yourself thinking about loving him, about leaving him, about leaving his brothers, you just break. The tears start to form in your eyes and as you try to wipe them away you feel something on your arms. Lucifer. His eyes are cold again as he moves up to face you. ââDonât hide your tears. I am just as sad.ââ He takes a long look at you, lets out a sign, and lays next to you as he caresses your back. ââI donât want to play the ââWho has it worseââ game, truly, I donât want to, but in all the years Iâve been in heaven and hell, youâre the first human to have ever make my blood boil. Both from nerves and anger nonetheless, but losing you. Losing the one that made my family whole, the one that makes me feel all these emotions, the one that I love, hurts.ââ You canât help but raise your brow. when he notices your expression he lets out a laugh.
You feel his hand grab your chin and suddenly your lips are only inches apart. ââI know you love me, Y/n. Iâve always known. Falling for you, was what surprised me.ââ You canât help, but roll your eyes at him. Trying to ignore the way his hand feels on your back. The way it slowly moves itâs way to your hips. ââYou know I do love all your brothers quite a lot tooâŚââ You say with all the confidence you have left. ââI know you do, but still I am the one that has you laying here. Practically begging for more.ââ He letâs out a chuckle as he pulls you closer. ââLetâs end this conversation, thereâs not enough time.ââ And with that heâs on top of you. You know there isnât much time, but when he starts to unbotton his shirt itâs as if time slows down. Of course he notices your looks and canât help to give you a sly smirk. ââDonât worry your next.ââ Is all he says as he takes his shirt off and starts tugging on yours. After your shirt is taken off he takes a look at your body and all you see is adoration on his face. ââI want to see all of you.ââ It makes your body flutter. ââYouâre absolutely breathtaking.ââ He whispers. All this praise makes you feel weak. You try to grab his face, but as you put your arms up they fall down. You feel weak. Not because of his words, but something else. You see Lucifers expression change, the adorations is switched to concern, then back to concentration and before you know it he scoops you in his arms and makes you straddle him.
Heâs looking at you, but not really. Obviously talking to himself. ââHe wanted to be sureâŚââ And as he says it heâs back. Back to giving you a sad smile. ââWhatâs going on?ââ Is all you let out. Is all you can let out, as you feel your body weighing more and more. He notices you getting weaker, making sure your settled between him and the headboard of the bed, before he speaks again. ââI think itâs time⌠Barbatos mustâve cast a spell⌠something that gave us a time limit. The probably knew it would be hard saying my goodbyes to you. Now Iâm forced to make haste, just to make sure youâre safe.ââ You canât even respond. You can move, but barely and all you can do is watch as Lucifer grabs his shirt. As he moves away from you, youâre sure of it. No this is not the way weâre going to say our goodbyes. It needs to be on our terms. Of course those words never leave your lips, but with all the power you have you reach out to him and as he looks back you let out a: ââNo...not like this.ââ And maybe itâs the few words youâve spoken, or the way your arm is trembling from all the power it takes to hold on to him, but he crawls back to you. His face is right above yours and if itâs not your eyes making it obvious what you want, youâre mouth will do. ââTake meâŚââ Itâs not a lot of words, but with the face youâre making and the fact that you guys were just in the middle of it, it doesnât take much guessing. You can see that heâs thinking about it, obviously worried for you, but you can see his eyes change the moment it clicks.
His wings ar still there and you wished you could touch them, feel them one last time, but you should be lucky by what you can still get.ââI used to be a rebel, so why not know.ââ He laughs quietly before he lays you flat on your back. ââIâm going to take care of you my love, promise me to let me know when itâs too much or when you want to stop.ââ You nod your head and you know that your eyes tell him all he needs to know. How bad you want him, how even when you were able to just talk normally, you would want this goodbye to be said only in silence. His body is hovering over yours, his hand touching your neck, giving you goosebumps. ââDoes this feel nice?ââ he whispers as his hands move towards your breasts. You can only let out a tiny gasp and that tells him enough. ââI wish we had more timeâŚââ Is all he says as his finger enters your core. The moan that escapes you is loader then the both of you wouldâve expected. As he continues to stretch you out with one hand, his other starts to prep his cock. ââWish I could⌠do that for you.ââ You manage to say. You canât keep your eyes from him. The way heâs hovering over you. His finger inside of you and the way you canât do anything except for your stares, moans and gasps. ââAll I want is to feel you right now, my love.ââ
And with that he places the tip right in front of your entrance. He makes sure your faces are only inches apart and as he slowly slides into you, his arms make there way to your sides. Heâs holding you as he bottoms out in you and the only thing you can do is let out a long moan. He starts moving slowly, tender, putting all his love in every trust. Heâs the only one speaking from time to time. ââI love youâsââ and ââYou feel so goodâ sââ are filling the room. All that praise, all the love in his eyes. The fact that heâs not only literally hitting all your spots, but also the spots in your mind, is what does it for you. You feel yourself unravel under him. Youâre so close, that you start to tear up. Your eyes are filled with tears, mostly because of how good this feels, the fact that youâre making love on stolen time, but also because the time is probably running out soon. Lucifer never increases his speed. When he notices your tears he quickly wipes them away and as his hand caresses your swollen cheek he whispers: Donât cry, my love, let us enjoy these last moments.ââ And just as he is about to give you a kiss on the lips you whisper a soft ââLove you Lucifer.ââ You notice his eyes being red as well and itâs devastating, but it feels so good. the way he keeps a steady pace has you reaching your peak and these final ââI love youâsââ, the final kisses is all you need to feel yourself tightening around him. Heâs close too, because the moment he feels you tighten around his cock he gives you one firmer stroke and thatâs all he needs to cum inside of you. He falls next to you and quickly takes you in his arms. ââI wish we could stay like this forever. I would sell my soul⌠but I guess in some way my soul has already been sold.ââ And all you can do is give him a sad smile before your eyes close.
Lucifer knew that it was time. You were starting to feel cold, too cold. After putting on some clothes and making sure you were fully clothed, he grabbed the coin Barbatos had given him. ââUse this before the time runs out.ââ So he had warned him for the curse. He knew he couldnât be mad at his friends. He couldnât be mad at you, he could only blame himself. He had shown his weakness by loving you. But you loved his brothers, loved him, despite all he stood for, without any shame. And even with the way it felt like he was going to lose you forever, it still meant the world he had the honor of getting to know you. The moment the coin was thrown a portal started to form and as he grabbed your cold body the darkness swallowed the two of you. As he opened his eyes he saw nothing, but darkness. It took a few minutes to notice that he was in a room. It mustâve been yours, because he noticed a picture of you next to a bed. He was going to take the picture, he was a rebel after all. As he tucked you in, he was at a loss for words. So all he could do was give you one last kiss on the forehead. Not being able to stop the tears falling from his eyes. ââGoodbye, my loveâŚââ and as the darkness was about to swallow him, he couldnât help but leave one more thing behind. A raven feather, just for good measure. Returning to the Devildom was going to be almost as hard as leaving you here. He was once again going to be the villain in yet another story⌠the story of how he lost you.
You wake up to sunlight. Too much of it. Why arenât your curtains closed? Wait, you have to get out of bed, itâs your turn to cook for everyone. Everyone? You live by yourself⌠right? It feels like you had a weird dream, but you canât remember it. All you feel is sadness. As if youâve lost something or someone important. The pain hits you so hard that the moment you try to stand your legs give out and you lay on the ground as tears fill your eyes. It hurts, but you donât know why. As your hands try to find some grip to get up, you feel something soft. A feather. A raven black feather. Itâs weird, but it feels comforting. Before you can help yourself, your lips are already on it and even when you should be grossed out by it, you plan to cherish the little trinket...
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