#my mom is insisting I buy personal hygiene shit; bc she says she'd be payin for it whenever she went shopping anyways
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love when I go back to reassess smth and wind up finding exactly what I want/need for a much more reasonable price. I'll still be far too depleted but at least I won't go completely bankrupt, lol.
#my mom is insisting I buy personal hygiene shit; bc she says she'd be payin for it whenever she went shopping anyways#it feels weird tho; especially since she also insisted on house shoes for myself (which. again. mind are literally falling apart at-#this point; and I wouldn't be surprised if they were rotting a little bit too)#god I wish I had disposable income; I'd buy all kinds of shit that I would've been appalled at even the idea of wanting as a child#I'd love some socks. and pants. and underwear and bras. and maybe even a cheap perfume if I'm feeling extra indulgent.#hedonism lol#ofc I feel a little stressed out too bc Banjo has started with HIS problem today and I can't do anything about that#like it's technically not my responsibility but nobody else CAN do it (barring the one person who I know for sure WON'T do it-#bc he didn't even want to do it for his OWN damn animals; I still think that Lilith might not have gotten such a dire diagnosis if-#she had been getting preventative care like she was supposed to)#ugh. I want to win the lottery. but to do that you have to play; and to play you have to pay; and most of the time you risk wasting money#it's a fucking crapshoot; my god
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