#my laptop literally almost died trying to answer this that's how long i've been (distracted) typing

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okay.. I’m so sorry for not saying anything for lil forever but I’m BACK!! I’m back. and.. DONT BE MAD. AND DONT TELL ANYONE.. but I like &TEAM better now

LE GASPPP

“who said that…” me. IM SORRYYYYYY IM SORRYYY.. but I promise. I PROMISE. I got scared when I saw the theme change (it EATS) and I scrolled down and when I tell you I SCREAMED.

(I think my parents think I’m going insane..)

IM SO HYPEDDD ARGHHHHH (&TEAM HAS A NEW COMEBACK IN APRIL TOO AHHHHHH)

let me tell you.. the change I have gone through.. Jo is my #1 of all… no more Lee know.. no more yechan on top.. JO. I mean…. LOOK AT HIM. deer hunter is his ERAAAA!!! he served absolute C*** UGHHHHH

OMGGGG HES SO FINEEEEEEE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

(I’m so sorry for yapping and putting a whole ahh photo collection…)

HES JUST SO FREAKING FINEEEEE!!!!!!!! I’m tweaking. my board of him went from 100 to 4000 REAL FAST.

(I already got an album of his face AND I GOT HIS PHOTOCARD. FIRST TRY!!! ARE YOU PROUD OF ME???)

I have too much energy right now AHH🤭🫣😫🫢😉😏😣😔

okay thanks for letting me YAP

(please don’t be afraid to yap back we haven’t chatted in TOO LONGGG!! and I love when you yap😋)

☺️💗😘😝😊🤭

love ya!!

adding a break because word vomit but i'm hoping tumblr takes pity on me does a show more because if not aaahhhhhhhhh 🧍🧍🧍good luck whoever wants to read me talking about the theme for ages and also mentions of groups outside of xikers if that bothers you (i'm sorry 🙏)

tumblr user roadyblr when redsunvibes comes back only to tell them she's into another group

BETRAYAL‼️ ON THIS, THE EVE OF A XIKERS COMEBACK AND MY (AND SUMIN'S) BIRTHDAY (all three are weeks off i'm just dramatic)

lee know and yechan left out in the COLD, in the ALLEY (so wild that lee know is my bff's ult and yechan is my second ult and here you are 🫵🫵🫵 traitor)

i know absolutely nothing about &team (we'll get there, taking things in order)

✨theme talk/ad break✨ i'm taking like, a stab in the dark at the colors because i usually make it match the albums (started this blog like right before trial and error so i had like a good week of light blue & yellow before everything was GREY and BLACK and then watch out had... some color colors that worked on the album and not so much for my theme because that was a RED red and BLUE blue like tumblr font color blue doesn't match how BLUE that was you don't understand [you probably do]) so i kinda color picked from their new banner (to... a degree, because wherever you color dropped on that you're going to get a different tone so like choices had to be made) and then tried to find something complimentary to go along from the teaser image it actually worked out because i haven't changed the actual blog color since how to play because while grey would've worked it was depressing me and again watch out had such a RED red and BLUE blue that it hurt my eyes in a different way

usually there's a white space between the colors—like color, white, color, black—but that was when they did two versions, which they didn't do for watch out, they did three and i know kq they're gonna do three again (which is like... FINE, that's signed album chances, even though i sense Seeun in my signed albums pulls and if not that's rude i've had a Seeun signed album in every era) glad we're still in silent hill according to the teaser poster, those who were around for me reblogging my xikers/sh edits say nothing unless it's nice >: 3 that was like two of my worlds colliding

does this mean it might change when the actual album colors are revealed.... xikers don't hurt me like that 🌀🌀🌀🌀 you wanna keep these colors so bad-YOU CAN'T MAKE ME CHANGE IT WE'RE SO CLOSE TO MY FAVORITE COLORS❗

did anyone need the breakdown of how i choose the colors for all of this no, am i still talking yes

&TEAM TALK and by &team talk it's me reiterating i know next to nothing 🙃🙃 in that that i know A. That they're named &team (slay) B. that i went on kprofiles and was like "oh i know these names" because they've come to me organically (read: came up on twt) and most importantly C. that XLOV covered deer hunter and YES I DID HAVE TO GO MAKE SURE THAT IT WAS &TEAM THAT DID DEER HUNTER because i was 100% convinced i was gonna be talking out my ass and say that with my whole chest and be proven WRONG (it's happened before)

which side tangent XLOV?? XLOV WUMUTI??? (credit: yeol__fox on twt yes i did sift through all my twt posts/likes for the past 3 weeks to find this)

MOTHER?? THE MOTHER??? SHE??? that's my wife- i need a minute... AND RUI? THIS PIC OF RUI? (credit: xlov_on1y on twt)

yea.... *deep breath* y e a "this is my wife beomgyu, and my wife wumuti, and our shared son yechan" and that's about as insane as i'll go on this account because i'm v chill and normal- (technically it goes beomgyu, yechan, wumuti because i feel like collecting—using that term loosely—for wumuti would drive me up a large wall and into a financial hole)

but back to &team!! and jo, a few of these pics if i scroll past too fast he gives enhypen niki but like baby niki you feel? my infant son (my history with enhypen is being there at debut and then forgetting them until dark blood and then sayign "i have to lock in" don't look at me 2020 was a weird year i don't remember it)

I'M ALSO SO HAPPY YOU GOT YOUR BIAS IN A PULL??? THAT LUCK EXISTS IN DREAMS (my dreams, specifically, as beomgyu is sometimes fucking allergic to me, which is rude, to me, who has to deal with member economy)

but yea 100% if you wanna come yell in my main inbox about &team feel free too!! i like learning about groups people are into even if i know zilch and nada about them, like come give me songs you recommend :3

also speaking of my main i get my xikers winter house card packs today so if you, redsunvibes, see me screaming on main in the next 24 hours, that's the reason