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OC lineup! All the characters that currently exist in this "story"
#oeyä ayskxawngtsyìp#some small details may be subject to change#others might also be added to the “story” later#for example a while ago I was thinking maybe Rolukx and Se'txelu also have a sister because why not#tentatively named her Mingal and she'd be a teenager in the default timeline#(for reference at that time Se'txelu and Neynari are in their early 20s and Rolukx in his late 20s)#but she doesn't have a particular design yet and I haven't decided on many details#me being me i will also prooooobably give Neynari and Se'txelu some kids of their own at some point but again so specific ideas just yet#maybe even give rolukx a love interest#for personal reasons i can't decide whether it would be more cathartic to give him one or to not give him one#idk we'll see#also btw since this is chibi style don't take it as a 100% accurate height comparison lol#fwiw on that front I think Seylana and Neynari are a bit shorter than average#Rolukx is slightly taller than average#and everyone else is pretty solidly Average™ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#also for those who didn't catch it in my previous post about these guys: Awlun is Lunaya's aunt (Awlun's brother is Lunaya's father)#hence the shared surname#also Seylana is not naturally blond; she started coloring her hair after Neynari was born to match her daughter#(there are canon Aranahe characters with hair like this such as Sa'nop and Nilngan)#(and yes I suspect it's artifical color because the tail tufts are still black. hence Seylana's tail tuft still being her natural color too#ANYWAYS#yeah#my art#neynari#se'txelu#rolukx#seylana#vontxu#awlun#lunaya
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(this is clearly v unbiased. reblog for larger test pool ✌🏽👽)
#look i love the lone gunmen with all my heart#and skinner is the best bald man there is#but this is an alex krycek stanning house#and idek why#i rly liked him as a kid and that just never went away#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#anyway reblog this bc im curious#msr#txf#the x-files#diz spouts conspiracies#my polls
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My understanding of Jason Todd's age;
Jason dies when he's 15, 4 months before his 16th birthday. He is dead for any number of time; it doesn't count towards his age.
He's resurrected; he is in a coma for 1 year, then catatonic for another. He is then put into a Lazarus Pit. (These 2 years are practically useless, as he doesn't remember them and they contribute very little to the story. They could be condensed to 2 months and it would change basically nothing.)
He trains for about a year. You can then give him 1-12 months of prep and planning time before his debut as the Red Hood, and the story of UT(R)H, at which point he would be mentally 16-17, physically 18-19, and it would be (--) years after his birth.
#my dc posting#jason todd#dc#red hood#i havent read lost days so idk abt the timeline between lazarus pit and debut as red hood#and this isnt strictly about following canon as close as possible. just how i view it in my head#which makes the fandom treatment of the tim vs jason titans tower fight so funny to me. theyre like the same age bro#btw i refuse to take anything about jason somehow growing up/maturing while dead or catatonic/in a fucking coma#like i'm sorry but i refuse to count when he was a literal decomposing corpse ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#i also just find Teenaged Crime Lord funny. your boss tells you not to deal to kids (he's 16) (don't worry about it)#<- to be very clear that is not in an infantilizing way. i am 17 and i can very confidently say i am old enough to be held#responsible for my own actions#it's tragic he is so young but it doesn't absolve him of his bad decisions. such as the Murders#i like jason's age cus it's actually really easy to make him comically young#make him die at 14. very short period between resurrection&lazarus pit. 1 year of training. your 15 year old son takes over the criminal#underground. wyd?#<- anyway these are just some scattered thoughts. ponderings and wonderings and musings. if you disagree w my timeline i'd love to hear it!
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i’d love to know how much of early day's spn subtext was deliberate or just a happy accident bc the subplot of 1x08 bugs is sam and dean butting heads about how they were raised and sam hating it while dean tells him he should accept it as they protect a family; predominantly a father and son
the father and son argue bc the son is different and not who the father wants him to be while the son feels ignored and shunned (aka sam). sam spends the episode empathising with him and telling him he can look forward to going to college to get away from him just like he did while dean cuts in to say he should stick with his family
the entire episode, dean defends john and the way he raised them ("maybe he needed to raise his voice but sometimes you were out of line"), it even starts with him and sam arguing over their illegal ways of making money and how they were brought up in the life; dean adapting to and enjoying it and sam wanting to be honest and straight
they talk about sam being sure john is and always has been disappointed in him just for dean to say john used to go to stanford whenever he could to check on him and something about his expression is so bitter; like he knows john would never express that care for him
but at the climax when they're trying to get matt to convince his dad to leave, sam is the one telling him to tell the truth and make his dad listen whereas dean tells him to lie; implying he wouldn't trust his son enough to believe him
he outright scoffs at sam and asks him what he was thinking for trying to get matt to tell the truth
the entire episode, dean is advocating for the kid to work it out (almost to just take it) and stay with his family but when push comes to shove, he tells him to lie
sam who spent years resenting john and his family for how they were raised, fell back on "making him listen"; echoing all the arguments he had with john, trying to force him to understand who he is while john's too blinded by vengeance to even begin to try. the same way sam refuses to see how they were raised and why they were raised that way from john’s point of view, hinting at how similar people they are (which still isn’t an excuse but also not the point rn)
dean winchester, the king of repression and masking (and fawning), dean who at this point is still staunchly defending john, tells a shunned kid with a harsh father to pretend in order for his father to care enough to listen to him and believe him
dean knows reasoning won't work bc he's watched it happen over and over again with sam and john
even the way matt tries to say, “but he’s my… (father)” feels like he’s coming over to dean’s point of view; that matt as a son respects his father to enough to tell the truth and no matter how much they’ve fought, that should trump everything. but dean still insists he lies. and matt tells the truth. and his father doesn’t listen
there's no way they intentionally made dean subconsciously know that a man raising his son in a mimicry of how john raised them wouldn't respect or trust his son enough to believe him about something potentially life threatening after half a season of john ignoring them about something potentially life threatening
right?
#sam accusing dean of being perfect and thats why john never yelled at him actually makes me crazy#especially when you take in how much dean fawns when hes around john#fawning being the fear response of making yourself as unobtrusive as possible so you dont become a target#deans fawn response is to be the soldier; to always agree and listen to orders and be johns mini replica so he doesnt make waves#its not just him being a good son despite how much thats hammered into us over the course if the show#thats why he tries so hard to get sam to just agree and do as hes told; not just bc he thinks john is right but so it wont cause an argument#arguments he expressly hates despite being highly confrontational with literally everyone else#he only has a fawn fear response when it comes to john and sam; not even bobby gets the same level of repression#anyway i unintentionally started a rewatch and dean flipping on a dime about how the kid should be with his father twigged my interest#and how much of it was intentional? in the good supernatural in my head all of it is#but alas this is the real supernatural and it was probably completely unintentional and means nothing#especially since the episode ends with the kid throwing away the things that make him different#and sam saying he wants to apologise to john in person for the things he said to him when he left for stanford#hes dean says he will apologise then theyll immediately be at each others throats again but he doesnt really progress at all beyond that#he spends the whole episode saying relationships are a two way street and sam said awful things and should pick up the slack between them#and he ends with that same mindset so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ likely all of it was unintentional#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#carry on my wayward son#talk meta to me#supernatural#spn#meta#dean winchester#sam winchester#john winchester#john winchesters a+ parenting
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“im glad that at least one of us has maternal instincts” zhu when i fucking get you >:(((
#ma was so happyyy with the kid oh my goooooddddd#rlly i REMEMBER when i finished reading swbts i was rooting for zhu/ma messy divorce in the second book dkfgjdk#when zhu is like oh i know that every step in my journey to greatness will only bring suffering to ma but well. sucks to be her ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#MA BABY LISTEN TO ME NOW DUMP HIS AAASS!!!!#i was at least hoping ma would yell at her until zhu realized she fucked up big time but alas :(((#once again tragedy of characters bound to society's roles :(((#fr in a kinder future modern au ma should dump zhu's ass a few times#and then get back together with them juuuusttt as baoxiang is gearing up to shoot his shot#laying his heart at her feet and she's just like ah that's so sweet of you but uh. the call of toxic lesbian situationship was too strong#you see i'm 95% of zhu's morality#we're getting married tomorrow <3#and so ma is off getting 6 orgasms in a row while wbx is once again rebounding on mid nefarious sex with ayushiridara#u see the vision#anyway ONTO HWDTW WHO'S READY FOR THINGS TO GET MUCH WORSEE??? YIPPPEEEEE#tre reread#send post
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campus crush kinda vibe
#svtgifs#svtcreations#svtsource#svtdaily#forsvt#fywonwoo#seventeen#wonwoo#part of me wants to bet if someone will compare him to that one animated character#but i'm wondering if i'm just Old and people might not get it LMAO#the movie is not even old but people being obsessed with calling any idol with a baseball cap is him LMAO#b.edits#also the caption is a lie i went to college for like 3 months and my campus was only a small building LMAO#and we were all theatre kids so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Saw someone say it wasn’t normal for ena to scratch akito & while i will say yeah they’re probably a little old for physical fighting I don’t think that’s Super Sick and Twisted of her like…For the only children out there or those with siblings who are much older/younger I don’t think you realize that sometimes it’s WWE cage matches when you’re growing up with siblings close to your age. It’s enrichment. The children crave violence.
#also she keeps her nails long. shit happens.#as someone with a twin sister and a brother who’s a little over a year older:#I have definitely scratched them both as a kid. my sister and I used to get in fist fights over stupid shit. one time my brother threw me#into a wall while rough housing. one time my sister got mad at me and bit me super hard.#mine#+ I think people act like she just did it out of nowhere like. how do we know they weren’t tussling over the remote or smthng. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#ena#akito
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I don’t think the Rat Grinders are irredeemable or whatever but I DO think a lot of people are putting the onus on Brennan specifically to redeem them or “write them a redemption arc”, like yes it is a show and there has to be character narratives especially for foils to your PCs, but ttrpgs are fundamentally a /collaborative/ storytelling medium, the thing about DnD is that the players have to invest in the NPCs, they have to give them the time and space to redeem themselves through interacting with them, the reason we see characters like Aelwyn and Ragh get a redemption arc & change and develop is because the Bad Kids went out of their way to talk to them (In Aelwyn’s case Adaine had to commit to redeeming her sister on multiple occaisions). Lets not forget there have been other teen villains, like Penelope, Dayne and Biz who the Bad Kids just straight up killed in combat, who didn’t get redeemed. Do I think it’s fully possible that the Rat Grinders can experience redemption/forgiveness and it would be narratively satisfying? Absolutely! But, imo, a lot of the narrative thrust behind wether a character gets redemption is in the hands of the players, and it would be a little bit unsatisfying if being freed from their rage crystals immediately gave them all full personality transplants (like removing all of Kipperlily’s anger and ambition for example)
#like idk a lot of ppl are taking some really strong stances when the season isn’t even over yet#also I feel like the players have been putting together the mystery and feeling a lot of animosity and rivalry with the rat grinders#so the likelihood of them just beating their asses and killing them is a non zero chance#equally if they defeat Porter before he ascends and The Rat Grinders get free from their weird rage crystals#that’s like a totally different narrative angle#SO#idk I’d say I’m hopeful they get a chance at being redeemed or at least freed from their rage crystals#but I’m not counting my chickens#I find them all to be interesting characters and agree that they’re kids in a difficult situation#but from the perspective of the Bad Kids idk if that’s enough justification for their redemption#text#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#d20 fhjy#d20 fantasy high#kiwi.txt#I know it’s a little hubristic to post this RIGHT before the episode drops but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#fantasy high#rat grinders
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The most ??? experience is when you struggle your whole life with something you don't know the name of and nobody else does it and you feel all weird and outcast and Othered by it, and then you find out what it's called and start finding out about other people's experiences with it... only to find out that, compared to them, what you have is actually mild in comparison. So then it's like. You're too weird for "normal" people but too normal to feel like you really fit in&belong with the more "weird" ones.
#personal#arfid#avoidant restrictive food intake disorder#autism#bfrbs#body focused repetitive behaviours#dermatophagia#<- specifically abt that#cus like whole life i've felt disgusting and gross and like i don't fit cus i bite my fingers&nails so much#even other kids who had habits of biting were grossed out by how much/deep/the locations of how/where i did it#and then i found out Wow this thing has a word!#oh everybody else has it way worse#and then it completely threw off my own understanding of the Norm and now i barely feel like i have a problem w it#cus i only have to wear 1-2 bandages like every 2 months so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Mario headcanons #4
(Did you miss this type of post? I'm back because I'm almost on vacation!)
Good reading!
As already said in previous headcanons, Mario is considered a great hero in his adventures, but he has many fears, but he doesn't comment because he doesn't want to let anyone down.
Mario is very supportive of LGBT people, even though he is part of the community, he tells people that they are just being themselves.
Mario's sexuality problem dates back to his adolescence and even when he was dating Pauline, he felt romance towards other people, and it was Pauline who helped him identify as pansexual.
When Mario was little, it was difficult for him to speak his first words, he was sentimentally mute, but that didn't stop him from protecting Luigi.
Mario really likes meeting new people, when he met Rosalina, he helped her a lot to get close to the grou.
He really loves the series Diary of a Wimpy Kid, so much so that he has the entire series in his room, his favorite character is Rowley.
#super mario bros#super mario#mario mario#mario#mario headcanons#pansexual#bisexual#mayor pauline#I'm also a fan of the Diary of a Wimpy Kid series and my bookshelf is complete with this series :D#headcanons#I saw several headcanons that Mario is mute but I never understood it but I still like it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#I already asked someone to do some Mario headcanons and I want to ask again#And if someone is reading I want to say that I love your posts 🫵
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So as of Friday’s report I have technically tested positive for Lyme disease.
And I do technically experience occasional shooting nerve pains, and very occasional unexplained joint pain that comes and goes, and occasional headaches with very faintly stiff neck when they’re of a tension sort.
But. Like.
Look.
I know how that list sounds. But at the same time I am looking at the prevalence of false positives for this test, and the mildness of my own symptoms, and I am thinking that this is probably not the problem??
Anyway. The effort to diagnose my twitches/jolts continues, without much luck and with some side-tracks. 😂
#among other things sure I did Probably have Lyme disease once as a kid but that was treated#and OF LATE I have not had any incidents that would point towards a new infection#hmmngn#continued excitement in the world of doctors shrugging at me and ordering an array of blood tests#because their attempts to refer me to neurology because they know full well it’s not their specialty never seem to go anywhere ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#I might go along with it but I will also be sighing heavily if I get stuck on a round of antibiotics during all of this#it’s going to feel very much like the time I went in with palpatations and dizzy spells and asked ‘do you think it’s my meds?’#and got stuck on a heart monitor for a month before — yep — just reducing my med dose#all of that said I AM very grateful to have doctors that are taking me seriously rather than going ‘eh it’s probably psychosomatic’#life flails#health flails#my stuff
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For all my complaining about Dr. Mort's Mengele-esque design, I figured I might as well put my money where my mouth is and take a stab (heh) at redesigning him.
Since I wanted to give him Cheekbones and thus decided to not make him a ragdoll, I figured I'd justify him being purple by making him an Abyssian. Been playing around with what magic alignment he'd have, thinking I might either give him Dark magic or some sort of fantasy-disability that makes him unable to use magic at all.
I'd gone for a kinda...vampire-y plague doctor vibe, but I think I might have accidentally made him look more like a priest.
#candle cove#dr mort#character redesign#i tried best of my ability#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#and yes I did name the man after Ciel Phantomhive#I was in some wild fandoms as a kid don't look at me like that
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Hmmyeah, I don’t know why this timeline got angsty. 🤔
Steven Feels a Pregnant Connie’s belly, trying to talk to the baby and see if the newborn infant kicks, he proceeds to kiss Connie's belly for luck. requested by Movie Mayhem at Patreon!
#connverse#Connie Maheswaran#Steven Quartz Universe#my shiz#patreon request#October patreon request#comic#my comic#SU#SU fanart#Steven Universe#Gold TL#For added context well it's just a bit too early for them to do this. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#They are not prepared for this. lol#I mean they're in their early 20s here just to clarify.#I was playing around the idea that Steven is a super human and if his kid will be some sort of too much for the normal human body to handle#But like Connie will be able to handle it because they're been together fusing and ... together together if you know what I mean#Like her body being introduced and be familiar with magic through out the years.#If you caught the drift in my distant future connverse AU this is linked to how they were able to preserve Connie after so many years#I mean. I wasn't sure if I was able to explain that AU's premise well so that might've not been noticeable haha#Meh. That's not important right now anyway. I digress. ... So like#It was. like. a bit too soon? It'll get more and more easy on the next times.#She'll pull through no worries. She's flippin Connie Maheswaran after all. lol#Adding to how Steven is just always there if she needs anything.#He just a little paranoid about the situation but he get things done#Plus extra helping hands from the extended family#Their life is involved with a lot of teamwork#It's a delicate situation.#You know. I really don't know why I chose this path but hey. This is canon to this timeline now#I mean the extra context can be excluded lol
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genuinely not quite sure why i am so deeply uncomfortable when it comes to telling ppl abt my personal/romantic life. like i want them to know but i also don’t like admitting to anyone out loud that i have emotions, feelings, and/or relations resembling anything beyond superficial interest. i mean jesus. how cringe. they should just intuit it all psychically or something so they can know without me ever having to bring it up myself
#like i’ve always been like this i didn’t tell my parents that i was dating my hs girlfriend for months#not bc i was scared of what they would say. i knew they’d take it fine. they knew i was gay and they knew i was close friends w her#but the thought of having to confess to my parents that i had romantic feelings for someone. and that she had romantic feelings for me.#that thought? EXCRUCIATING. MORTIFYING.#i was fine with them knowing it theoretically#but i just could not bring myself to admit to them face to face. UNPROMPTED. that i was dating somebody.#i ended up texting them as CASUALLY AS POSSIBLE in the family gc a like 12 in the morning#like hey btw just a heads up me and [girl] are dating okay bye#like lmaaooo they probably don’t even REMEMBER this now but i vividly remember drafting that text at the time like jesusss chriiiiiissstttt#but that was also true for my best friend i didn’t tell HER i was dating my gf for a while TOO and i don’t think i actually told any of our#friends just let them learn via osmosis and that was great that was ideal#i just don’t feel comfortable talking about myself to other people at all like in person#obviously writing it all out is fine like i’m sharing this on my blog bc again I don’t mind people knowing stuff#i just don’t like having a one on one conversation with anybody about any facet of my identity feelings personhood at all#and again i don’t know why that’s true. it’s kinda funny. it’s also something i’m gonna have to just suck up and take like sorry kid#welcome to the mortifying ordeal of being known#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#anyways lmao i was just thinking about that again bc. well for obvious reasons but also because it happened during pride month LMAO#and looking up pride events near me this evening reminded me of that specifically#man#i guess i haven’t changed at all since i was 16 lol#better taste in people now though i think#cest la vie and all that
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literally stumbled into a chalk drawing competition while volunteering at another booth, design was freestyled the first day, went home, polished it up in procreate, went back the next day and banged it out!! my spine feels like a crumpled up CVS receipt but i'm pretty happy with how it came out!
this is what 4th place out of 4 looks like babeyy B) 💪💪
#DEAD LAST#THIRD PLACE WASN'T EVEN FINISHED!!!!!#but i did have fun#my art#and randomly facepainted this familys kids at the end of the day bc#they were loudly lamenting the lack of face painting#and i perked up like#Facepainting???#OuO!#they were very nice and italian and the dad venmo'd me 30 bucks which was nice#overall very nice experience#even tho i was ROBBED#ONE OF THE JUDG- sorry idk why im yelling#one of the judges came up to me and literally said i would have won if the judges were younger#but all the other artists were using photos and drawing pictures of recognizable animals like giraffe#koi fish#and toucan#so i guess funky wyrm with birch branches growing out of it didn't impress them much#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#og post
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#im not sure why i was thinking about this but ᖍ(ツ)ᖌ#my godmother is a cousin of my dad. her kids were basically like cousins to us and we spent more time with them than our actual cousins#we were a lot closer when i was younger but now I haven’t seen or heard from her in years#i believe my godfather is my grandpa but im not 100% sure and i know for i fact that if i asked him he wouldn’t know#to the polls
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