#my heart started beating fast and shit that can't be normal😭

[sulky-cabbage]

I'm getting anxious now that I can sense Sukuna's death drawing near. I hope Gege gives him a decent death—one that is gentle, and not humiliating. (Even if he doesn't deserve it)

I hope he gets to meet Gojo one last time.

Imagine Satoru playfully mocking him for losing to Yuji, and Sukuna simply gives him that soft look (TM) while saying that the damage he dealt him is the only reason they were able to succeed asdfghkdfht

[pugscoffee]

Guardian Tales headcanon of what Knight has Night Terrors/Sleep Terrors.

-But first! Things to have clear!:

▪︎Some stuff mentioned here isn't nice at all.

▪︎For now. The "happenings" what are mentioned here:

1.- Happened in a lapse of 2 years and a half ingame to me,because fuck canon and their confusing way of spacing their events ingame,like,you can't tell me what that all the shit what has happened before the events in World 17 were done in less than a YEAR??? KAKAO. IT FEELS LIKE EVERYTHING HAS HAPPENED IN ALMOST 4 YEARS IN STORY-MODE TILL NOW FOR FUCKS SAKE????

2.- These happened before the start of the events in "World 12" and some even way before "World 9" events.

3.- I like to portray Knight like the kind of character who thinks what all the horrible and traumatizing stuff what they suffered for a great part of their life and the way what they react from remembering those is "normal" and "necessary" (That's what the "others" made Knight believe),so they just try to "hide it" from the others because "That's not an important thing at all",avoids in all way thinking about it and just act the way what they're (You know,happy,silly and chaotic,etc like Knight is),but there is a moment in their journey in what they're starting to reach to the conclusion that everything what happened to them was in fact NOT NORMAL or good and they've been lied for years,then the realization is getting to them little by little and making them feel horrible in the process till they hit catastrophically by that realization like a truck.

4.-My English skill isn't the best when it comes to "explaining the stuff what comes from my head" but i hope i'm being clear as possible with what i'm saying here. 😭 I'd recommend you to read more about Night Terrors to understand more if possible!

▪︎I swear what i love Knight a lot i promiseeee 🫶🏻 *traumatizes them*💞🩷 *traumatizes them*💞🩷 *traumatizes them*💞🩷 *traumatizes them*💞🩷 *traumatizes them*💞🩷 *traumatizes them*💞🩷 *traumatizes them*💞🩷 *traumatizes them*💞🩷 *traumatizes them*💞🩷 *traumatizes them*💞🩷 *traumatizes them*💞🩷 *traumatizes them*💞🩷 *traumatizes them*💞🩷

5.- Coco and Knight friendship angst coming to your door!!!!! WITH EXTRA KNIGHT ANGST WOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!🎉🎉🎉🎉

Ahem! With that said. Knight has Night Terrors/Sleep Terrors about:

1.- The times what they were experimented (they have PTSD from it). 2.- The traumatic experiences what they had with FP (World 10-11). 3.-Seeing their friends dying in front of them and they couldn't do nothing to save them,like in the Alt-Knight timeline kind of dying. -Note: Option 2 and 3 of Knight's Night Terrors started to happen after World 10-11 events.

▪︎Knight normally wakes up trembling and crying out of them,sometimes feeling nauseous or almost directly vomiting out of it,maybe the rare occasions when Knight wakes up screaming out of them or wakes up in the floor,when they're asleep they tend to also kick,whimper,mutter names (at this point is kinda obvious what names could Knight be muttering) and move heavily in the process all depending of the intensity in traumatic terms the dream is going.

▪︎As some may know,when someone has Night Terrors the person cannot wake up during the dream even if they try,and the person doesn't remember what happened during the dream,so Knight really doesn't know what are exactly the dreams about but they DO have an idea of what it could be (making them feel down).

▪︎Another thing to know is what the persons who wake up from a Night Terror tend to be sweating,their heart is beating fast,they feel accelerated,panicked,etc,Knight knowing the implications of what kind of dreams could've,they try to calm down as fast as possible and get the "clouds" out of their head just to "put everything what happened under a rug and don't think about it for the rest of the day" and act like nothing happened to them with the others..... (But fool of them because they can't be holding like this forever isn't?) Sometimes they just go for a walk far away of the others in Heavenhold or play their Lyre (Knight tends to play it late in the nights when they don't really want to sleep) for a while when they wake up early in the morning from those,there were times what Eva,Craig,Loraine or Coco found them playing the Lyre and had a convo with them for a while,luckily avoiding suspicions from them.... (except for Coco and Loraine) but well,how those convos went are to talk for another day.

▪︎Knight rarely had Night Terrors,but after the events what happened in World 10-11 it became a more of an often occurrence.

▪︎The only ones for now what knows about Knight having in fact Night Terrors are Lapice,Coco,Marina,Bianca,Arabelle and Eugene. Knight had this with them (except for Coco) happening in 4 occasions,all of them happening when they had a pajama party,afterall they all were sharing the same room to sleep (3 happened before World 9 and the other one after World 10-11 events),all of them waked up,alerted,by Knight's sounds of "pain" and excessive movement. The girls haven't really tell/mentioned anyone about this happenings because of Knight's "odd request" of not doing so. Also,adding what Knight started to assist way less to their pajamas party after those "incidents".

•Marina understands Knight situation because she also has Night Terrors (but it seldom happens to her).

•Arabelle pretends to gave a f about it,but she actually cares,the way what Knight looks in pain and horror when sleeping,the struggle,is something she can relate to at some extent.... but she doesn't know how to act in this kind of situation so she just tries to ignore it to not feel that feels of "disgusting guilt and pity" according to her (Someone send everyone to therapy fr). Lapice swears what she was this close 🤏🏻 to punch Arabelle when she said that.

•Bianca,worried,offered to help Knight with their Night Terrors with Dream Terapy (and Yuze assisting her if possible) so she could in a way reduce these,afterall is clear what is NOT NORMAL for a person of their age to have Night Terrors with that frequency and neither is good for their mental and psychical health,"Oh Bianca don't worry! I tend to have these a lot,but! I don't really mind it- "YOU WHAT????? WHAT. WHAT YOU MEAN WITH WHAT YOU HAVE THESE A LOT DUMBFACE????" *proceeds to shake them like they were a ragdoll* (also she was the one to tell the others what Knight was having in fact,Night Terrors) . Knight aggressively refused Bianca's idea in a "She touched a nerve" kind of way (thing what surprised her,she knows Knight can be stubborn like a mule when it comes to accept any kind of medic help,but,the way they reacted when she mentioned it.... That made her wonder why they had such reaction to it,it felt so odd...)

•Eugene and Lapice got really worried when it happened the first time,Lapice was hugging Knight and crying when they got up (Knight was honestly confused of such reaction) from it and Eugene was really frightened,both wanted to comfort Knight,according to them when Knight waked up they looked so destroyed.... Like if they just came back from seeing something so horrible,something unspeakable..... But well,friends help friends when they feel bad isn't?,but Knight refused them with telling a "Don't worry about it! It's not a big deal!" to them.

•Coco is actually the one who knew about Knight having Night Terrors before,to me,Knight and Coco have sleepovers together only the two sometimes,they tend to share stuff what they normally don't share to others (you know! Silly secrets✨️),they're very close to eachother,not in a kind of LP and Knight relationship kind of level but yeah! they're very close to eachother,and no,Knight didn't tell to Coco what they're an..... That's a topic very...... complicated to touch....

▪︎Coco,after seeing what her friend situation is going to a worryfing level for her and she really din't knew what was exactly going on,she decided to search what could be the main source of Knight "sleeping problems",she investigated stuff about it and then there is when she learns about what Knight was having "Night Terrors" by the symptoms what they were presenting. Everything was pointing what the reason behind Knight Night Terrors could be because of a "traumatic event what they had before",it could've been Knight's lack of sleeping but a trauma was the most logic reason for a young adult like them to be in that kind of state according to the info she searched.

▪︎Coco told to Knight the current situation what they were having as a way to help them,she also mentioned how trauma affects a person,and how those mold the personality of the person if these happened in their childhood one time. One time. Coco still remembers for a moment,how Knight looked at her when she stopped talking,for a moment,Coco swears what Knight's bright eyes turned sad and tinted themselves in black,soulless and voidless..... Knight never gave her a response about it,actually,Knight never had mentioned something about their childhood or the stuff what happened to them before becoming a Guardian so Knight is for the others a kind of a mystery in that type of topic....A kind of mystery what Coco wants to solve,afterall the whole thing is suspicious as hell! when Knight is asked about stuff related to it,they just,simply doesn't respond it,ignores the question or changes the topic!

▪︎She tried to brush the topic the most what she could to see if they dropped by accident info about it but nothing was get,not even asking directly helped,Knight still shut their mouth about it. -They even reached the point of having an argument about it,and let me tell you what it didn't ended that well....Coco was mad about Knight hiding stuff from her knowing what doing it was clearly affecting them,she wanted to know why,she wanted to help her dear friend,she just can't stand here and see her friend destroy themselves like this,she cares so much of them,SHE TRUSTS KNIGHT,she wanted Knight to tell her their worries and those things what make them cry out loud of how horrible those things were....Like Knight did for her,Knight was the only one who get to hear all of Coco's thoughts,hear her heart,those bad things those good things..... Why Knight didn't want to tell her? They didn't trust her enough?....Why?.....

▪︎They really didn't talk that much to eachother after that,Knight wanted to talk like crazy about it with Coco,she trusts her a lot but it was so hard for them.....Why it was so hard to say?...... An horrible feeling always accompanied them when they tried to think about it....What if she started to look at them in another way?....Knight wanted to fix things out with Coco's friendship at least but the attack of the Invaders of Heavenhold (World 12 events start) ruined that plan for a good chunk of time unfortunately.

I would love to talk about this completely but i would be making a Bible out of this,so i am leaving this here!