#my grandmother seemingly has decided to ignore what we've set out to do and has even made it more hostile than where it had begun from
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I feel like I am being chased out of every little piece of happiness in my life
#so. family film night has not managed to make it through five weeks without it becoming unbearable#my grandmother seemingly has decided to ignore what we've set out to do and has even made it more hostile than where it had begun from#I keep getting pushed out. this was in part to help me feel like I was welcome in the rest of the house#if I try and eat anything I'm going to be yelled at because I'm not eating leftovers with soggy microwaved vegetables.#I can't eat microwaved vegetables anymore because it keeps getting forced upon me with threat of being kicked out#how is life meant to get any better if any fucking attempt to make it so gets torn down because pleasure is a sin#a sin for someone like me. who has been targeted and spat on and actively torn down my entire fucking life#because it's my fucking fault that I'm in this house. it's my fault for the fact I'm waiting for everyone else to do their bit.#or I can't do my bit because I physically can't#I just.
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