#my favourite mama's boy ohhh

[jutenium]

A bunch of JOSUKE sketches as well (damn i didn't know i have so many)

[leejungchans]

juliet’s relationships with ateez.

they’re so beautiful i’m gonna fucking cryhdjhfjshsjs i’m going through it 💔

#HONGJOONG; (HONGLIET)

juliet is the self-proclaimed favourite child of hongjoong

she was very shy pre-debut and was scared of clashing with him, so they never fought

they became a lot closer when she asked hongjoong to help her with her rapping; she was always trained to be a vocalist so she thought her rapping needed work and (shyly) approached him asking for his advice

as they became more comfortable with each other, she learnt to honestly communicate her thoughts with him

makes sure hongjoong doesn’t overwork himself; brings him food, coffee, or just accompanies him silently when he’s working; will not hesitate to use her sad puppy eyes to convince him to go back to their dorm so he can get proper rest

she always looks on with a very proud smile when she hears hongjoong speaking in english; he picked up a little bit of her aussie accent too :>

actually doesn’t mind being a little shorter than him but she wears platform shoes a lot to tease him; he has jokingly threatened to throw them away

she is very worried about his scalp; but she loved his red and blue hair, and of course the famous mullet

with hongjoong especially it’s literally “juliet see, juliet do” :c

hongjoong dotes on juliet especially because she will always be a baby in his eyes; when they first met she was around 15, so he has always been really gentle with her; he looks after her extremely well

never lets her pay for anything despite her protests

she wants to treat him to stuff too :<

overall a very wholesome relationship

#SEONGHWA; (HWALIET)

another very, very wholesome relationship

he’s so, so gentle with her but will goof around with her too :(((

is the one who brings snacks, an extra jacket or blanket for her because she always forgets

when they first debuted, juliet would be very uneasy before public appearances because of the hate and comments she’d get; seonghwa was always there to calm her down and support her

when she was still in school he would nag her to do her homework hajshwjsj

she’s close with all the boys’ family but perhaps the closest with seonghwa’s and will sometimes visit his family with him during breaks!!

seonghwa is usually the first person juliet goes to if she’s having a bad day

she clings to him a lot, like, a lot; she will attach herself to his arm like a koala any chance she gets

sharing almost identical disgusted expressions

he always makes sure she’s eating; he gets sad if she doesn’t

late night talks with warm tea

each other’s #1 hype man; as much as she acts disgusted when seonghwa does aegyo or purposefully acts sexy, you can always hear her cheering him on in the background

that doesn’t mean she doesn’t tease him though

“excuse me, please put your tongue away” “mY hiPs aRe fLeXibLe” “sO hAwT” “wOw, AmAziNg” “...please stop”

#YUNHO; (JUNHO)

two babies

juliet lives to see yunho smile and it’s her life’s mission to make sure he stays happy forever

yunho always gives her piggyback rides

the height difference between these two is the funniest thing ever because she isn’t even that short but she always looks like a dwarf next to yunho

“uh...excuse me, you’re forgetting something :/” “huh? ohhh...[crouches down to match her height]” “thank you :D”

yunho brings out juliet’s happiest side effortlessly because it’s just impossible to be sad around him

that being said, yunho is her designated giant teddy bear whenever she’s sad

they always start dancing out of nowhere

you will hear her whooping and cheering very loudly in the background whenever yunho twerks and stuff

yunho’s fellow harry potter fan

he likes pinching her cheeks, patting her head and playing with her hair

but if he tries to use her head as an armrest she will kick him (out of love :3)

#YEOSANG; (SANGLIET)

someone save ateez from these two because they love roasting everyone

will not hesitate to roast each other as well

best friends who judge people together

when the others say or do something questionable, you can sometimes see yeosang and juliet exchange looks or hide their faces from secondhand embarrassment

little beans who get shy easily :(

she is yeosang’s biggest hype man; he could literally just be breathing and she will still go “wow, a living statue, absolutely breathtaking” “an angel sent to us from the heavens above” “yes, vocal king! yes, dance legend!”

they do everything in tiny :((((((((

they dance to the ponytail song together

she loves his birthmark so much and practically tells him that every day; she thinks it makes him even more beautiful and unique

he likes her cooking a lot so she always makes him food and lets him help out

“please don’t cut off your finger...” “do fingers grow back?” “i don’t know but i don’t want to find out from you.”

The™ best comedic duo but no one is ready to admit that yet

#SAN; (JUSAN)

juliet constantly judges san jokingly but she’s honestly just as chaotic

he once spun her ipad on his finger and almost dropped it; she didn’t speak to him for an hour

like hongjoong, san also picked up on her aussie accent a bit

juliet goes :OOOO every time san shows off his martial arts skills

if they’re not wreaking havoc together, then one of them is filming the other wreaking havoc alone while laughing hysterically behind the camera

she looks up to san so, so much; the way he improved his dancing tremendously through hard work and determination inspires her deeply

they learn other groups’ choreographies together

hypes the other up for everything

loves his voice so much; listens to him sing with heart eyes and vice versa

so, so clingy :((( they’re just tiny babies who need a lot of love and affection

juliet loves san so much and it breaks her heart knowing that he struggles with self-esteem like she does; they have a lot of deep talks where they talk for hours in the dark

#MINGI; (2MIN)

2Min!!!!!! 🥺

a giant and a baby

that only applies to their heights, though; because they’re both babies personality-wise

juliet is either being loud and dumb with him or she’s going “ahsjajsj please stop, we’re idols •_•”; there is no in between

she’d let mingi give her more piggyback rides but the first time he gave her one he almost dropped her

juliet never shuts up about how good mingi is at rapping and dancing; she’ll tell you that at least once a day

“anyways, mingi is such a good rapper and dancer. did i mention how phenomenal he is? because he is the best rapper and dancer :]”

whenever juliet sings/dances, mingi always looks on very proudly

“our main vocalist/dancer, everyone!”

her designated giant teddy bear number 2

like with hongjoong, she makes sure mingi is eating and sleeping because he works a lot too :(

it makes mingi really happy when she tries to rap his parts

juliet is the leader of the mingi protection squad, if you hurt him she’ll actually k word you in your sleep

#WOOYOUNG; (2YOUNG)

2Young; when they get paired up together for stuff, they introduce themselves with “2!” “Young!”

dear god, they are so loud

she’s either the first one shushing him or the others are telling both of them to shut up

wooyoung screams a lot so to juliet the only solution is to be even louder

siblings who annoy each other but also love the other to bits and will kill for each other

one time they did a v-live together and an atiny pointed out how when juliet says “no” it sounds like “noerrrrr”; wooyoung hasn’t let it go since and clowns her for it every chance he gets

one minute they’re bickering over something stupid and the next they’re cuddling on the sofa and laughing at random stuff on their phones

wooyoung teases her for literally everything, from her height to her australian accent; it’s a miracle she hasn’t killed him yet

“wooyoung dance king!”

she loves his vocals so much :(

she also loves his laugh; she thinks it’s very contagious and it always makes her laugh even harder

very clingy pt.2 :(((((

they like to cook together; despite juliet’s constant teasing, she genuinely loves his cooking

the biggest army’s

the duo that has everyone wrapped around their fingers

#JONGHO; (JONGLIET)

they’re the youngest ones so they’re bound to be chaotic together

they have a secret handshake!!

since they’re the only ones who don’t share a birth year with anyone in the group, they call themselves the “21st century duo”

another tom-and-jerry relationship but they love each other to bits i promise :’)

high note battles that make the others go •_•

their duets though :’)))) a blessing

when they sang miss a’s “good-bye baby” together at mama 2019

vocal legends

jongho always use the fact that she’s the youngest against her, especially when they’re asked to do aegyo

“i think the maknae should do it >:)” “jongHO SHUTUPJAGSJAJS”

“well, he’s the youngest among the boys, so i think he should go too”; cue his look of ultimate betrayal

imagine her face when she saw his red hair for the first time :(

“omgomgomg now you’re a real apple!!!” :(((((

more piggyback rides!!

okay, but juliet is honestly so grateful for jongho; they’re the closest in age so it’s always very easy for her to talk to him and she loves him a lot :’(

they understand each other very deeply and usually they don’t need to exchange words to know what the other is thinking/feeling

she can overthink a lot and in those moments he’s her voice of reason and is always there to help her through those times

partners in crime :>

[the-fiction-witch]

NERD!!

REAL LIFE: SCANDAL COUPLE: TBS X READER RATING: FUNNY

"Hellooooo Bluooo... uhhh what rymthes with blue thomas?" Y/n asks sat on her sofa fixing her make up

"Uhhhh... screw? achoo? Emume?" He answers off camera

"Ohhh emume. I like those... they had a war"

"They did." He says as she put her make up away and he handed her a cup of tea before sitting beside her with his own cup "Also shoe?"

"Thank you for supplying me with rhymes"

"You're welcome, Are we going to film the video now?"

"You film the video"

"make me Biiitttchhh"

"Fuck you Thomas"

"That an insult or your to do list?" he smirked

"You are.. just in a fucking mood today aren't you? what is this mood you get in? Sassy Thomas? Bitchy? I don't know. this state where you just fucking roast me all day"

"Go on then y/n your the one wasting your camera battery"

"... I will pour this scolding tea on your head"

"Go ahead my motorbike helmet is open faced and I have hit the ground so many times I have very little feeling in my head anymore"

"I didn't mean the head atop your neck Thomas" she warned he then glanced down at his belt "Yeah that one"

"I'll be good" He answered having his tea

"Yeah you will bitch boy"

"What are we doing today?"

"Yes! we are doing more Internet Questions. By which I mean I found a random tag thing and now we are gonna answer dumb questions"

"We should have had wine for this"

"why didn't you say that suggestion ten minuets ago. that's a great idea" she complained "Fuck it! I'm already sat"

"I'm really not helpful today?"

"You are not." she sighed "How do you want people to deal with your body when you die?" she asks "That's a loaded first question"

"It is."

"This isn't really a question for you becuase... your immortal"

"I'm not immortal y/n"

"You haven't aged since you where fucking nineteen!"

"I aged"

"You grew facial hair that's different. that's not aging that's just refusing to shave"

"True. Took me six months. and I loved it"

"Yeah then I waxed it off because you looked like a 70's porn star"

"Bow chika wow wow" he laughs

"I will shove a fucking cactus up your ass now answer the question"

"Burn me. and shoot me off into space... I will be very happy"

"Yeah that does sound fun, you could become part of a planet, or explore forever"

"Yeah it sounds fun, maybe I'll find a black hole and get reborn?"

"I don't get that"

"Space Oddessy y/n"

"That's nerd shit"

"The best Sci fi film of all time"

"Nerd! shit!" she laughs "I wanna be turned into a tree. that's a thing they can burry you basically in a seed and then your decay fertilizes the tree as it grows, so I can make oxygen for the planet, and maybe be a home to some squirrels,  like an eco system around me and I'll be happy"

"awww that's sweet"

"But if that doesn't work out and the planet is too fucked by the time I die. Fuck it I'll come float around space and annoy you for all eternity"

"Will you just like start every day with the star trek opening?"

"Yes. Yes I will For all time" she laughs "next! What is your favourite mug?"

"Not this one. The uhh the funny one"

"The my dick's not small you have a large Virginia mug?"

"Yes. I like that"

"this one is mine" she smiled holding up a big sculpted mug of a sloth mama hugging a baby sloth "Because sloths"

"sloths."

"You're like a sloth?"

"why because I'm too lazy for my own good?"

"No because your hair is full of gross stuff"

".... bitch fuck you."

"Fuck you too" she laughs "next! What is your favourite pair of socks?"

"May I go get them?"

"Yes..." she sighs It then cut back and they both had socks in there hands "These are mine they are fuzzy and they have penguins on and the penguin has a scarf on, and they have little bits on the bottom so there socks but they still grip"

"They are good, you have kicked me while wearing those and it was very plush and soft"

"Yours?"

"I have socks with the star wars text crawl on them" He smiled

"You colossal Nerd!"

"I love them!"

"NERD!!" she laughs "do they actually have all of it"

"Yes they do"

"are you sure? they could have missed a line"

"I would know if they missed a line y/n"

"Do you legit know it like off by heart"

"yes I do"

"... You fucking nerd." she sighed "Did you get them at tall darth and handsome?"

"What no? where's that? I wanna go there"

"Are you serious right now? You don't get that?"

"No"

"You fucker you where in it!"

"I was?"

"Phineas and Ferb star wars special. the thing you went on about for fucking months! because got to be a sith"

"Ohh yeah..."

"To anyone watching I will be crucifying Thomas in my garden after this video so feel free to come over and whip his bitch ass"

"Don't tell people to whip me"

"Why not?

"Because.... internet" He says "Don't tell the world to whip me"

"Why not? I thought you were into that?"

"Y/n!"

"what?"

"Nooooo... I am not"

"Aren't you?"

"No."

"I kinda wanna do a video were we go though your house and just put everything star wars themed in a box just to show you the root of the problem"

"It's not a problem"

"Shirts, socks, your bath duck, the egg timer, The blanket under your bed, the lightsaber on your bedroom wall, The bubble bath, the Toaster, the ice cubes, The Massive poster on your landing, the star wars candles! literal candles that smell like fucking space ships!" she lists "and that's just off the top of my head.... Thomas?"

"... I have star wards hand soap now in my bathroom"

"You are in your thirties!"

"Say what you will, Millennium falcon smells amazing"

"It does. But that doesn't change my anger around you owning it as a candle"

"jealous"

"Okay ... If you could have any superpower what would you have?"

"Uhhhh teleportation"

"why?"

"I'll never have to pay for the tube again"

"Good point"

"Or a plane?"

"Or deal with rush hour"

"Or pay for my car"

"Or your bike?"

"No, no I will keep my bike"

"But you can teleport?"

"Yeah but bike is for fun"

"Alright, Uhhh I think that I would want invisibility, Or the power to make someone cum if I poke them. Because you could get out of so much with that. You could rob a bank with that. you could never loose a fight"

"You are so evil."

"fun though" she smiled "Poke" she laughs poking his cheek

"No no no outta here with your magic cum hands"

"That's what she said" she laughs

"No."

"I think you said that earlier actually Thomas"

"God damn it y/n, No. No I'm done" He says getting up and going off screen

"what? Come on"

"Don't tell People on the internet what I'm into!"

"Ohh come on Thomas, this is the next video! where we go though the box under your bed"

"Oohh hell no!"

[lindyloosims]

Johnny:

GEOFFREY: Son, it’s-it’s so good to see you! You’re looking well, are you well? How have you been? How’s the entertainment business? Is the pay sufficient? Oh I’m rambling I...Johnathan...

JOHNNY: It’s Johnny dad, and I’m...fine I just...well I dunno why I’m here I...I missed you dad!

GEOFFREY: I missed you too, Johnny, so very much! I came to see you perform a while back, I was so proud, I told the vendor “that’s my son on that stage” and he just looked at me as if I was drunk ha ha! So proud of you!

JOHNNY: How’s mother?

GEOFFREY: Oh you know, venomous as ever! That’s what I get for marrying a viper, but being rich takes the pain away somewhat, I won’t give her the satisfaction of a divorce...hag that she is!

JOHNNY: Dad? Can I stay with you for a bit? My trailer has a leaky roof and the guys won’t have it fixed until next week sometime. Is that okay? I promise to stay out of her way.

GEOFFREY: Johnath...Johnny I run the house, your mother runs the business. What I say goes around here and if I want my first born to come and stay for a while then that’s what’s going to happen. Come on in, your brother is home, but then again when is he not home? He dropped out of Britechester a month ago. Your mother was spitting blood! Anyway, enough about our drama, you must be starving! Come in, come in! 

My dad hadn’t changed a bit, he was still my strongest and most silent supporter. He stood and said nothing when Nancy threw me and my bags onto the street when I turned 18. I could see the pain in his eyes though, back then my father was afraid of her, not now though. Something changed, I don’t know what, but I started seeing him hanging around the venues at my gigs and waving at me from the crowd now and again. He never stayed to talk though, that’s what made me think he was still under her thumb. Then one day he turned up at my trailer, he told me that he had something on old Nancy, something that would keep us both out of the red for life. I never saw him again and that was over four months ago. I had to find out what was going on, but for now it was time to reunite with my mother and my little bro.

After a brief catch up with the wicked witch herself, my parents took me upstairs to my old room which had changed a lot since I left.

NANCY: Sorry Johnathan, I had your bedroom converted into an office space so I could work from home and show your brother the ropes. He’s at a bit of a loose end since...um...well Britechester wasn’t for him. Common little establishment!

GEOFFREY: *mutters* It’s only one of the best around, but not for Malcolm, ohhh no! *smirk*

NANCY: Did you say something Geofferey?

GEOFFREY: Oh no, I know my place Nancy. *chuckle*

MALCOLM: Heyyyyyyyy bro! Dude you got old!

My younger brother by 7 years, Malcolm Landgraab. The golden boy, the apple of Nancy’s eye, the little shit stain I was glad to leave behind. He was a mama’s boy alright, he could do no wrong and when he did he blamed it on me. Mother believed him and I got punished, such was the routine. I could never live up to little Malky’s pristine reputation...which was all an act! He may have been Nancy’s favourite, but I was my dad’s!

NANCY: We’ll set up a camp bed in here for you Johnathan. How long did you say it would take to fix your rust bucket?

JOHNNY: It’s Johnny and maybe a week.

NANCY: Ah, well we’ll have to make do. You can make yourself useful and help Malcolm organise the Oasis Gala, only make sure you invite the Goths, I never heard the end of it last year from Bella.

My father snorted when Bella Goth’s name was mentioned, I knew there was a feud but I never thought that my father ever got involved. It was always Nancy bemoaning the existence of Morty Goth and his filthy books that weren’t even fit to line a budgie cage let alone sit on shelves in book shops.

MALCOLM: Wait, is he like, staying here or something???

Oh wow, it was good to be home!

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From The Beginning

[indominusregina]

Barista Boy

Pairing: Steve x Reader, College AU

Words: 1.4k

Warnings: none

Author’s Note: Thank you to Sarah for 1000 word Wednesdays and holding me accountable for actually writing again! 

Masterlist

Steve knew he needed to keep a job. College wasn’t inexpensive and normally he didn’t mind, but on days like today, he hated it. Waves of people would swarm the counter between classes, all desperately in need of caffeine and all in a rush, while the other 80% of the hour was slow but just busy enough to keep him from experimenting with new drink ideas. Of course, not having his friends there to taste his new concoctions didn’t help either. So instead, he scribbled little drawings onto a cup, waiting until the end of his shift to fill it with his one free drink. 

With an eye on the counter ahead and a glance around to make sure his boss wasn’t going to bust him for his behaviour, he slipped his phone out of his pocket to read the several texts you’d sent. 

15.37 Y/N/N: omg steve kill me please

15.38 Y/N/N: I don’t know how much longer I can work with these fools

15.54 Y/N/N: Steven one of them just asked the same question for the fourth time

15.54 Y/N/N: the answer is literally in the handout we got 

15.55 Y/N/N: I’m gonna put his head through a wall istg

16.10 Y/N/N: ohhhh my goddd stevie i know there’s only 20 more minutes of this before i can reasonably escape but i need to go NOW

16.12 Y/N/N: Time of death: 4.12PM

Steve glanced at the clock, noting that only 5 minutes had passed since your last text. He shook his head, a small smile on his face as he typed his response. 

4.17 PM Steefcake: Isn’t this your first meeting with this group? 

16.17 Y/N/N: ...your point?

4.18 PM Steefcake: You should give them a chance.

16.18 Y/N/N: Nope. I cannot wait for this dumbass meeting to be over so I can bolt outta here

4.20 PM Steefcake: How long is the meeting supposed to go for?

16.20 Y/N/N: First off, 420 blaze it lol

16.20 Y/N/N: secondly, it’s supposed to end at 5 but I can cut and run in 10

4.21 PM Steefcake: Tell you what. My shift ends at 5. If you can last that long, I’ll come find you at the library

16.21 Y/N/N: Oooor I could come find you before the end of your shift!

4.22 PM Steefcake: I have to study after work anyway, so it makes more sense that I meet you at the library.

16.22 Y/N/N: Ughhh fiiiiine. But it better be worth it

4.23 PM Steefcake: I’m sure I’ll think of something.

Steve grinned as he tucked his phone back into his pocket, writing your nickname on the cup between his scribbles. He attended to the next few customers who trickled in, and with ten minutes left in his shift, he started in on making your favourite drink, one he’d memorised the first time you’d ordered it from him. When Clint arrived to relieve him, your drink was ready and he snapped a to-go lid onto the cup, hastily removing his apron and throwing it into the back room. 

“Rough shift?” Clint asked, an eyebrow raised in a manner that reminded him eerily of Natasha. 

“Long day. But I also have to get studying.” Steve said, tossing his bag over one shoulder and snatching the cup off the counter. He wasn’t fast enough for Clint to have missed the name on it. 

“Sure. Study hard, Rogers.” Clint waved as Steve hurried towards the exit with a nod and a returning wave. “Oh, and Rogers?” Steve paused. “Tell Y/N I said hello.” Clint winked and Steve blushed as he moved even faster in the direction of the library. 

At exactly 5PM, you heard the sound of purpose-filled footsteps rapidly approaching your table. You turned to see who it was, although you already had a pretty good idea. “Hey!” Steve spoke quietly but with excitement and you almost rolled your eyes. No one in the library followed the rules quite like Steve Rogers. 

“Wow, Steve. Is it 5 already?” You turned to your group. “Sorry guys, I have to go. I promised to help Steve here study for an exam. You’ll have to fill me in on any other progress you guys make.” You gave them a fake smile as you shoved all of your stuff into your bag and stood swiftly, nodding to Steve. 

“Uh, yeah. Thanks again for doing this. I got you a coffee as thanks. It’s not much, but…” He shrugged and the smile on your face went from fake to genuine in an instant. You gratefully accepted it and waved goodbye to your group as Steve led you to a table on the opposite side of the library. You took a sip from your drink as you sat down and groaned. 

“Ohhh sweet nectar of the Gods. Come to Mama.” You greedily took another big gulp of it, frowning as it burned your mouth. 

“Easy there. I only just made it so it’s still pretty hot.” Steve frowned as you took yet another gulp. You locked your eyes on him with a completely serious face before you replied. 

“Fire cannot kill a dragon.” You deadpanned and gestured towards his bookbag. “Study time. Let’s go.” 

“You’re not even in this class.” Steve gave you a look of confusion as he pulled his notebook and textbook out of his bag. “The ‘helping me study’ thing was just a ruse. You know that, right?” He asked and you rolled your eyes. 

“‘Course I know that, Stevie. I’m the one who came up with it. Still, you’ll learn it better if you teach me the material, right? So teach me.” Your hands came around your coffee cup and cradled it before taking another sip. Steve’s shock wore off in only a moment and the smile that replaced it had the warmth from your hands spreading through your chest. 

You did your best to ask relevant questions as quietly as possible as Steve walked you through the material. Within an hour, you had a faint grasp of his material and he was feeling much better about his exam. Your stomach growled loudly enough to interrupt your study session and when Steve gave you a look, you shrugged. “Look, most of what I’ve had since breakfast has been coffee. Don’t judge me. I had class all through lunch.” Steve shook his head. 

“Fine. I’m packing up and then you’re coming with me to grab dinner.” Steve started closing everything up and you grinned as you added to his plans. 

“And we’re getting it to go and watching some Netflix back at my dorm?” He sighed and agreed and you beamed at him as you bolted out of your chair. You rolled the empty coffee cup around in your hands as you waited for him to pack up the rest of his things and you smiled softly at the doodles on your cup. When Steve was ready, you held the cup out, pointing at one in particular. “I think this one was the best one.” He frowned as he noticed which one. 

“I can think of at least three others on there that looked better.” He grabbed the cup from you and started to spin it to show you. 

“Well, sure. But that’s the one you had the most fun drawing.” You headed towards the exit, an awe-stricken Steve following a few steps behind. He paused just before he threw out the cup at the entrance to the library. 

“How could you tell?” He asked and you hummed, turning around to face him. He held the cup over the trash can, looking back and forth between it and you. 

“It just had the most Steve-essence in it.” You shrugged. “I dunno. I just know you, Stevie. Now come on. Dinner’s getting cold and Netflix won’t wait forever!” You cheered and turned to continue to the dining hall. Steve hesitated another moment, caught between curiosity and another feeling that made his whole body feel weightless before he threw the cup away and took large steps to catch up to you. 

“You know, I’m pretty sure they cook dinner fresh for each customer and the point of Netflix is that it could wait forever.” He teased and you knocked your shoulder into his. 

“Not the point, Steven. I’m hungry and I don’t want to wait forever.” You huffed.

No. He supposed. You wouldn’t wait forever for anything.

[park-seonghwa]

BTS WINGS Album?

ohhh i didnt expect this one! its been quite some time since i listened to this album tbh

1. blood sweat & tears (tbh my fav bts title id say) 2. first love 3. lie 4. boy meets evil (my fav intro!) 5. stigma 6. awake 7. cypher 4 8. lost 9. wings 10. reflection 11. mama 12. begin 13. 2! 3! 14. am i wrong 15. 21st century girl

send me an album and i’ll put the tracks in order from most → least favourite

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #285

"do you have the time to listen to me whine about nothing and everything all at once?”

What does your car smell like? You assume I have a car. Would you ever let anybody else drive your car? ^ Have you ever met someone in person who you first met on the internet? Do you have plans to do that anytime soon? Yes, Sara. I want to visit her again, but right now I have no clue when that will happen. I have another friend that wants me to shoot her wedding that was planned for this year, but it was delayed to an unknown date, so. What was the last thing you used a blender for? A margarita. Have you ever got into an argument with a stranger on social media? Do you remember what it was about? Yep. There's been a couple. Has COVID had any impact on your Christmas plans this year? What’s going to change or be different to normal? Yes. Mom and I aren't coming while Ashley's inlaws are there at her house, and then I think we're going to my other sister's since she wants to cook? I've only really overheard Mom over the phone, I'm not 100%. I'm just. Going with it. What’s your favourite flavor of cake? Are you any good at making that kind of cake? Probably red velvet, or just double chocolate. I dunno. I love cake. I don't cook, though. Are you currently under any COVID-related restrictions where you live? Are people generally following the rules? Well, you're SUPPOSED to wear a fucking mask, but "it's a hoax" and "you can't make me" fuckheads don't listen, and it's poorly-enforced. You see people without them all the time. Do you still watch cartoons? I'm not opposed, I just don't watch television. Is anyone else in the same room as you right now? What is that person up to? No. Do you use Pinterest? Ha, I get most of my (unedited) avatars from there. It also gives me some pose ideas for photography. Are you wearing earrings? Ugh, no. I absolutely hate how the first holes stretched from heavy earrings. I need to get a proper tapering set if I want to actually use gauges (mind you, very small) so they look even semi-good again. I don't wear any in the second/upper holes because I think it just looks weird with nothing in the first. Do you know any sign language? Not anymore. In elementary school, we did do a play however where in one of the songs, we signed the lyrics. I remember zero. Have you ever gone on a service trip to an underprivileged country? No. Which breed of dog do you find most scary? None. Ever been to a pottery class? Not particularly, no. I've made pottery in normal art classes multiple times, though. When you were young, did you ever pretend to “marry” somebody? I have no idea. I don't have a specific memory. Don’t you just find it annoying when people get too much plastic surgery? Oh, fuck off. Is it your body? Is it there to boost YOUR confidence? Then your opinion doesn't fuckin matter. Are you the type who usually plays it safe? Yep. Who do you think about most? It's certainly not willingly, but Jason. PTSD kinda engraved his presence in my brain. How’s your grandmother? Both are dead. What’s your favourite type of cloud? Big, tall, and poofy cumulonimbus ones. Do you have a birthmark? Where? Does it look like anything? Yeah, a slightly darker brown blotch on the side of my right forearm, near the elbow. If you were blind for the rest of your life… what would you miss seeing the most? Probably people smiling. My nieces' and nephew's came to mind first. What is your most disappointing moment in life? I've been living it for years now. I'm not who I wanted or thought I would be at all. What is the best reward anyone can give you? Validation lmao. What is your favorite animal? List three adjectives to explain your choice. Meerkats, always. God, I can barely boil it down to three words. Loyal, complex, and brave will have to do. What is your favorite color? List three adjectives to explain your choice. Pink. Soft, pretty, gentle. What do you consider to be the most valuable thing you own: when you were a child/teenager/now? As a child, my big plastic crocodile named Marlin (yes, after the Finding Nemo character) that was the "main character" in my games of make-believe. As a teen, probably Rebel, the stuffed meerkat Jason gave me. Now, it's absolutely the pebble I got upon "graduation" from my partial hospitalization program. What’s the kindest act you have ever seen done? I'm not sure; I've seen a good deal. Thinking of only the ones I've seen in-person, uhhhh... wait. A couple days before my overdose, in desperation, I called Jason's house in the middle of the night wanting to talk to him. His mom answered, and she talked to me for hours with such patience and kindness to try and calm me down. I miss her a lot. Is Frozen one of your favorite Disney movies? No, I never really liked it. If you were an explorer, would you rather explore the Arctic Circle, Antarctica, or Alaska? Ohhh, Alaska. It's gorgeous and at least not absolutely frigid everywhere. How many blankets do you sleep with in the winter? I usually just have my usual thick comforter, but if I'm seriously cold, I'll grab another smaller one to wrap myself in underneath the big one. Do you know of anyone who was in labor or gave birth to a baby during a major snowstorm? HAHA my mama w/ me. Do you enjoy eggnog during the winter - with or without alcohol? EW. Do you dress any of your pets in seasonal/holiday apparel? No; I really dislike the concept of dressing your animals unless it's truly for their own benefit/warmth. Who was the last person to give you a gift? What was the reason for it? Uhhhhh. I have no idea. Are you a good cook? If so, who taught you? What’s your favourite thing to cook? NOOOOOOO. When was the last time something in your house broke? Did you manage to fix it or did you need to buy a replacement? Ugh, my laptop is fucked up. It's either the charger port, charger itself, or Mom thinks perhaps the battery. Her friend's husband is gonna look at it after Christmas. Is any part of your body hurting right now? What caused that pain? For once my legs aren't hurting. They almost always do from either muscle atrophy or them having been still for too long. The last time you made a sandwich, what did you put in there? It was just a normal 'ole peanut butter sandwich. What’s your favorite time of day? What’s your favorite thing to do at that time? First thing in the morning, because it feels like a new start. I like watching the sky change from pinkish to blue while I'm just sitting in bed checking everything. Where did you go the last time you left your house? I rode with Mom to her doctor's appointment. I didn't go in w/ her for obvious reasons, I just wanted to go on a ride and listen to music. If you eat steak, how do you like it cooked? What sauces or sides do you like to go with it? It has to be medium well. Idk what sauces are cooked into it that I like, because I don't make it. I like fries with steak, and probably Sara's mom's mashed potatoes would go well, haha. Do you prefer sweet or savory pancakes? What toppings do you have on them? I can't imagine me liking savory pancakes... I just like the usual: butter (not mandatory tho) and syrup. Are you someone who cracks their joints a lot? Which one(s) do you tend to crack and click the most? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NO NO NO, I HATE THE NOISE SO MUCH. My lower spine pops a lot, though. Some fingers occasionally, too. Have you ever taken medication or tablets to help you sleep? Is this something you do on a regular basis? Yeah, I was taking Melatonin to fight insomnia for quite a while. I only stopped it because my mom was theorizing that it may have been making my nightmares worse, because her dad had AWFUL nightmares on it. I don't know if it did or didn't foor me, honestly. For you, what’s the worst thing about getting up in the morning? What about the worst thing about going to bed tonight? Knowing in the back of my mind that despite my hope, today's going to be the same as yesterday. I dread most nights the process of lying down and actually falling asleep, because it can take hours. Do you prefer regular or diet soft drinks? Not only do I think diet sodas taste bad, but the artificial sweetener gives me awful headaches, anyway. What do you tend to wear if you’re just hanging about the house for the day? I'm only always in my pjs. When was the last time you dyed your hair? Did you do it yourself or get it done at a hairdresser? Ugh... it's been a very, very long time. It was done by a hairdresser, but per usual, the color didn't stick well. I am DYING to bleach my hair so I can dye it pastel pink, light silver, or like a creamsicle orange. I edited some pictures of myself to "try" these colors on, and omg I loved them all. Does having to wear a mask stop you doing things? Is this because you struggle wearing one or you just don’t like it? Not really, no. I barely go anywhere at all though, so I have Have you ever witnessed a car accident? Or have you perhaps been involved in one yourself? Were you at fault? Yes; yes; no. How many books do you read in a year? Do you enjoy reading or do you have to really force yourself to sit down and read? VERY few. I've only just gotten back into semi-regularly reading since Sara got me into Wings of Fire. I have one friend though that is an INCREDIBLE bookworm; she keeps track of how many books she's read in a year, and she's already beyond one a day. It's incredible. If you have pets, where did they come from? A breeder, a rescue or maybe a friend who bred their pet? Roman came from Ashley's inlaws'. They have like an infestation of cats needing to be spayed, so they didn't at all mind letting me have one because I'd been wanting a cat for a long time. I love my baby boy so much. Venus came from The Gourmet Rodent, a snake breeding (and F/T rat provider, as the name suggests) business from Florida. I highly recommend them. Their customer service was fantastic when I was worried about Venus not eating. They even checked up with me a few months following my emails to ensure she was doing well. Have you ever seen an episode of My 600lb Life? No. I absolutely NEVER could. As an obese person who's been fighting her fucking ass off to lose weight for years, I don't want to be further depressed. Do you feel bad when someone asks you to hang out and you say no? Oh yes I do. Ngl, if I don't want to hang for whatever reason, I'm the kind that makes up an excuse to not seem *as* "rude" (quotations bc it's technically not rude at all, anxiety just tells me it is). When was the last time you turned down plans with someone? What did you decide to do instead? Ummmm I'm not sure. Have you ever had any “unusual” or exotic pets? If you could own any animal, what would it be and why? Do you consider iguanas or Chinese water dragons as "exotic/unusual?" Nothing stranger than that, really. I would never, ever own a truly exotic animal that wouldn't do well in captivity. I do however pretty desperately want to rescue an opposum one day, though. I positively adore them; they're my second-favorite animal. How often do you wash your hair? I don't even have a regular schedule for that anymore, honestly... I have to every time I shower because my hair gets oily FAST, but I try to put off showers as long as I can handle now because of how bad my selfcare has been for multiple reasons... What have you found the hardest about the current pandemic? Not seeing an end in sight because people are fucking dumb. Shit's not going to get better unless things drastically change. And what about the easiest? Has anything improved in your life because of what’s happened? Certainly nothing has improved. Not much has changed for me, considering I barely ever left the house to begin with. If you have multiple pets, do they get along with each other? Are they related or even the same species? They ignore each other, really. Surprisingly, even. Roman will sit on my bed and watch Venus slither about occasionally if she's out, even meerkat pose haha, and playful as he is, it's unexpected that he *does* mostly ignore her. What was the last meal you ate? Did you have anything good? Breakfast; I had Special K cereal. I've finally started to get back on track with eating okay. Do you live somewhere where strangers say hi to you in the street? Would you like to live somewhere like that? Where we live now, if you pass someone outside in the car, it's normal and really expected to give a little wave. That's very normal here in the South though, really; you don't just have to be in your own neighborhood. Have you ever tried any of those meal replacement shakes? The chocolate Equate ones are normal in my diet, actually. They're really not bad at all and played a big role in me losing ~60lbs before. Funnily enough, I haven't found a popular name brand I like, though. Cheap stuff isn't always bad. Do you make up silly nicknames for your pets or family members? "Silly" ones, not really, besides Roman. I call him "weirdo" and "crazy" a lot, but nothing truly unique. What’s your favorite thing to take photographs of? Are you actually any good at photography? Nature or boudoir (only shot it once, but I love it and the confidence it gives people). Being as modest as possible, I honestly do think I'm pretty good at it. Do you have anything interesting planned for the rest of the day? How about for tomorrow or the weekend? I haven't had anything interesting planned in eons, it seems like. Are you going to take the vaccine for COVID once it becomes available? Once it proves to be reliable and safe, hell yes. I'm doing my goddamn part in ending this shit. How much housework have you done lately? Is this more or less than usual? A bit more than usual since I haven't finished decorating my room since moving... I've been doing it very slowly and gradually. I need to just finish it already, I'm just so unmotivated. What gifts are you hoping to get for your next birthday (or Christmas, whichever one is coming up next)? I'm fucking dying to get my tat redone/improved. Been waiting since LAST Christmas when I didn't get to use my own gifted money. Do you suffer from any form of motion sickness? No. Do you contribute regularly to any Facebook groups at all? "I’m a member of plenty, but hardly ever post." <<<< Same. I react to posts a lot, though. Just don't really make my own. When was the last time you weighed yourself? Were you happy with the numbers you saw? Ugh... when I went to the doctor I think last week. I knew it'd be bad, but the verification fucking sucked. Since moving, I've gained ~30lbs. Have you got any chronic health issues? What do you do to try and manage them as best you can? YIKES I am a CATASTROPHE. I've got a dictionary of mental health issues that I'm not gonna go through individually, but I deal with them via prescription medications and therapy and sheer will. Who taught you how to drive? My driver's ed teacher. It was mandatory in HS. What was your high school mascot? A firebird. Did you go to your senior prom? Yes. What did you do after graduation? I very briefly went to a community college. What was your first job? GameStop sales associate. If my social anxiety wasn't fucking shit, I probably would have liked it. What did you want to be when you grew up? Somewhat in order: paleontologist, vet, movie director, game designer, animal biologist, video editor (VERY brief), and photographer. Writer, poet, and artist were always something I wanted to do in my free time OR full time if I was lucky. Do you remember the first time you drank a beer? I've never tried beer and don't want to. It smells fucking awful, and because my dad is a recovered alcoholic who was addicted to that in specific, I just want nothing to do with it. Did you ever try cigarettes? No. I have absolutely never understood the appeal, but with a very addictive personality and wild anxiety, I never wanted to risk it, anyway. How did you spend your summers growing up? LOADS of swimming in the pool, jumping on the trampoline, and just playing outside in general. If you could change anything from your teenage years, would you? I'd absolutely change how I found happiness only in Jason. Do you remember your first time? No, because at that time, I didn't really realize it was sex. I know that sounds weird, like "how would you not know?", but just trust me. I don't feel like retrospecting on it. I do remember our first *kiss*-kiss, though. How much did you make per hour at your first job? I don't recall. Favorite home-cooked meal growing up? I looooved spaghetti. Favorite place to eat out growing up? McDonald's, duh, lol. Did your parents live in a different country before you were born? No. They were from different states, though. Do you have a preferred coffee brand? Don't like coffee. Have you ever dated someone who was terrible with money? No. How often do you paint your nails? Never. Do you know anyone who's related to a current or former world leader? Not that I know of. Do you do your own taxes, or do you hire a professional? I don't pay taxes because I'm unemployed. What is something you don't have any natural talent for? Speaking. At all. What is something you frequently forget? "Numbers." <<<< BIG fat same. How do you feel about your body? How much I hate it is on my mind literally every waking moment of my life to some degree. Who is someone you would like to get to know better? So I have this Facebook friend Courtlynn who seems very similar to me, and I'd love to get to know her better. We interact via posts here and there, but have never seriously talked. What's your opinion on assisted suicide? I am very much for it when a person is in serious pain and recovery is not possible. Like one of my greatest nightmares is being paralyzed from the neck down, and I stg I would spite whichever fucker had jurisdiction over me living. That would be absolute torture for me. At what point do you consider a relationship to be "long-term?" A year, so long as you were consistently together. Stable. What jobs did your parents have when you were growing up? My dad's been a mailman my entire life, and he had a second job at Lowe's for a while as a carpenter. He hated it. Mom worked with computer data at the hospital when I was very young, and then she was an assitant and special needs teacher for a long time. Do they still have these jobs? Or different jobs? Or have they retired? ^ about Dad. It's his only job now. Mom is currently on disability. Do you have a cell contract plan, or are you on a pre-paid plan? Would you believe me if I said I'm unsure? Haha. I use a Tracfone, and my mom takes care of whatever plan comes with that, so idk. Would your parents be okay with you dating someone of another race? Mom, absolutely. I'm unsure about Dad. I mean he wouldn't *seriously* care so long as they were good to me, but I think he might still be kinda racist. Or he just jokes about it a lot (which should not be joked about, btw). Do you like when friends stop by unexpectedly? "No way lol. I’m very much of a loner and want to be “prepared” to spend time with people." <<<< Absolutely this. How strong are your feelings for the last person you kissed? I love her very, very much. What was the last thing someone else bought for you? Food, I'm sure. Are you attracted to the last person you exchanged numbers with? I haven't seen a picture of her in years, so I have no idea. I remember she was beautiful, though. Is music a daily part of your life? Not daily, no. Some days I only watch YT videos instead of listen to music. What do you think of country music? Not a fan at all. It's ironic considering it was my favorite genre as a little kid. There's the occasional country song I like (mostly ones from my childhood, though), but those are few and far between. Tim McGraw, now, I love. Did you go to your high school’s graduation? Yeah, even though I didn't want to. I didn't care enough about the actual ceremony. Who was the last person to message you on Facebook? What would you do if that person told you they have feelings for you? That would be the woman I took family pictures for. She's married and we barely know each other, so I can assure you she doesn't. When you apply your make-up, do you do it in a specific order? On the very rare occasion I wore makeup, yes. Eyeliner, usually eyeshadow, mascara, and most rarely, black lipstick. Does it matter to you if your significant other smokes? Yes. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Mom, I think. Do you like where you are in life right now? HA. Is your mom overbearing? No.

[desicosplay]

Something you've noticed about yourself since starting rp (e.g a habit you didn't know you had til you caught on camera)? Least favourite character to rp as? Any little details that you add to your rps that have a headcanon behind them? Favourite headcanon?

I half smile A LOT! I like all my characters, really, but my least favorite? Probably teenage Maruders, just cause it’s hard to shape my face the way I want. And OHHH BOY.

SO:

See that gold chain? That’s one of my goddess necklaces - the Saraswati one. I have two goddess necklaces; the other is Durga. I swap them out between Parvati and Padma depending on their mood. My headcanon is that it reflects a little bit of their personality. Parvati defaults to Saraswati, goddess of intelligence, music, et cetera, because there is a lot of talents Parvati has. Padma wears Durga, because I picture Padma as more of a Mama Bear. “But wait, Mastani, shouldn’t Padma wear Saraswati and Parvati wear Durga because of House qualities?” And to that, yeah, I thought of that! But I realized, they’re twins! Why not have them share those qualities! 

But yes, it’s a little symbolism I plug in :D

Favorite headcanon?

https://www.tumblr.com/dashboard/blog/desicosplay/182742501723 - my Rowena one :D

[5sosalh]

Nothing Like Starting Over part 1

Summary: Amelia just lost her parents, she has her three year old ‘little sister’ to care for now and What does 5sos have to do with it?

I can't believe its been 2 months since my parents died. They had helped me though so many things. I also can't believe that I can had won backstage passes to 5 Seconds of Summer for Riley and I. Whois Riley you may be asking? My 'little sister' So that's how I find myself walking Backstage with 5sos's Manager Ryland with Riley on my hip. I stop along Ryland seeing everyone, it's been years since I have seen them and we have changed so much, I sit Riley down. "everyone this is Amelia and Riley." Ryland says pointing to me and then Riley. Somehow Riley gets away from me and runs to Michael and his fiance Crystal.

"Is Mystal real?" She asks jumping up and down. I go to get her but Before I can Calum picks her top. "I see we have a little Mystal shipper here." he said as he looks at her top that has mystal on it. "yes, Calum." she said to Him matter-of-factly.

"I'm sorry about that." i say taking Riley from Calum "I told you before we do not ask things like that." I told Riley looking her in the eye.

"Yes, momma A. Sorry." I sit her down and she goes up to Ashton.

Ashton picks up Riley. "Hi, Sweetheart. I'm Ashton." I smile at him "I know that. That's Calum, Crystal , Michael, Ryland and Luke." "Someone's really smart." he said as he laughs. "Riley, you want to see my bass?" Calum asks her and she nods.

He looks at me and I nod at him. He takes Riley from Ashton. Crystal , Luke and him walk off "Calum, if you hurt her, I will hurt you." I yell at him. I was kidding of course.. Well maybe and

Calum turns and looks at me and smiles.

I look at Ashton, Michael , and Ryland. They all start laughing. "what?" I ask giving them a look.

"Mystal is very much real."Michael said as he laughs. I smile at him. "I knew that a long time ago." I said with a laugh. Ashton laughs harder at this, so hard that he starts to cry. "hold yourself together there, Ashton." I said putting my hand on his back. he laughs and smiles at me. "so I take it your a Mystal shipper too?" Ryland asks me. I turn to face him. "Yes, but not as big as Riley, but yes." I said looking at him. I take a step away from Ashton .

"Congratulations on wining the passes, Amelia and Happy Birthday, I heard its soon?" Michael said and I smile at him. " thank you." "you're 18 right?"Ashton asks me. "yes, tomorrow." I told them. Did I say I was going to be 18 in my entry? "I looked at your twitter last night." Ryland says and I nod.

I hear foot steps running to me. I turn to see Riley crying as she runs to me. I get on my knees and open my arms "sh, baby girl." I look at Ashton who asks Calum what they did. "nothing, we started singing 'Let her go' and she started to cry and run off." Calum told me and Ashton . I nod and pick up Riley.

I sit down with her and start to sing to her.

OHHH... YEAH, Yeah, Yeah... Yeahhh... Every morning I wake up to find I always dream the same. Every night I come to my window When you call my name But the way the words You say just fall like rain Till I'm drowning in the sound of your invitation Ashton sings with me.

When you ask "do you wanna dance, my barefoot cinderella" Don't need no slippers or a party dress, The way you're lookin' right Now is what I like the best And then you... Say "do you wanna take a chance? Stay with me forever No one will ever be more beautiful My barefoot, my barefoot cinderella." Yeah, ohh...

A dream world is always perfect But thats not my real life Wish you did but you don't know Then me I am inside I pray that you'll come lookin' and I won't hide (won't hide) I'm smiling when you find me Coz I've been waiting.

For you ask "do you wanna dance, my barefoot cinderella" Don't need no slippers or a party dress, The way you're lookin' right Now is what I like the best And then you... Say "do you wanna take a chance? Stay with me forever No one will ever be more beautiful My barefoot, my barefoot cinderella."

When I close my eyes it starts, yeah, Like a movie for my heart, Here comes my favourite part. Yeaahhhh... ohhhh...

When you ask "do you wanna dance, my barefoot cinderella" Don't need no slippers or a party dress, You're what I like the best And then you...

Say "do you wanna take a chance? Stay with me forever No one will ever be more beautiful, Oohhhh.. Cinderella..

When you ask "do you want to dance, my barefoot Cinderella" Don't need no slippers or a party dress, The way you're looking' right Now is what I like the best And then you... Say "do you want to take a chance? Stay with me forever No one will ever be more beautiful my barefoot, My barefoot cinderella."

I look down at Riley and see she's asleep. I get up and lay her down and walk out of the room with the others.

"Why did she start to cry?" Luke asks me. I look down at my feet "that was my dad's favorite song." I told him with tears in my eyes. I feel a tear run down my face. Ashton puts his arm around me. ( He was the one who was the closest to me.) "I'm sorry, Amelia." Ashton says as pull me closer to him. I can't help but to cry harder as he holds me. "I'm sorry." i say as I pull myself together and away from Ashton . "it's ok."Ash said his hand still on my back.

I look around to see everyone but Ashton has left. "Amelia. I don't want to make you tell me anything but you said My dad not, Our dad. what did you mean?" I look down and my heart goes to the floor. "umm....."

"Ashton, you need to get ready for the Q&A." Ryland comes in the room saving me from answering questions that I not ready to answer yet "we will talk about it after the Q&A" Ashton says as he hugs me before taking me to the others. Where Calum has a very awake Riley in his arms. how long was I crying?

"You better baby girl?" I ask as I take her from Calum . "yes. Mama." I kiss her head looking at Ashton, who's looking at me. Well I can't get around it now. "I will tell you all later." I tell him and he nods at me before walking out.

I sit down with Ryland. "Hi Everyone!" Luke yells before they start picking people.

Michael picks a girl with a I love Michael top on. I roll my eyes as I look at Ryland. "I didn't see that coming did you?" Ryland says as I laugh.

"will you marry me?" the girl asks Michael . "well, I would but I have a fiancé, sorry. how about a hug?" I smile at Michael, he's nice and that's awkward. Calum goes next. he picks a girl with a 5sos top. "one thing you hate doing?" All the boys look at each other and yells into their microphone. "Cleaning." I laugh so hard that Ryland has to put a hand on my back so i don't fall over. "cooking for all five of the boys" Crystal says into her microphone that she has side-stage"You don't hate cooking for Mich-"Luke gets cut off by Michael's hand going over his mouth. "Mystal!" Riley yells before I can stop her. Ashton turns and smiles at Riley. Ashton goes next. He picks someone I didn't see who. "who were you smiling at Ashton? is it your Girlfriend? "

"well.. hold on" he says as he gets up and comes over to me. " Will you come out for a bit?" Ashton asks me. "Me too?" Riley's little voice asks. "Sure, Sweetheart." I nod and Ashton picks up Riley. "I know some of you know that Ryland has this Contest where he picks someone to come and meet us before every show?" Calum ask the fans and some nod or say yes. "Well this is Amelia and Riley." Calum says as I walk out with Ashton. " This was who I was smiling at."Ashton says as he looks down at Riley. Calum picks a girl with a nice smile. "Amelia, who's your favorite?" I look at all the fans. Ashton gives me his microphone.

" they are all my favorite." I say giving Ashton his microphone back. Luke picks a boy about 10 year old "Ashton would you ever date Amelia?" I smile at Michael who smiles back at me. "Well mm." "Amelia's Ugly" A girl yells from the back and a few other girls say things about me. I take Riley from Ashton and walk off. I walk to a dressing room not looking to see who's it is. I sit Riley down with my IPad.

~5 minutes later ~

Everyone walk in. "I'm sorry for walking off." I say to all of them. "no, you shouldn't have been called names." Ryland says

" I don't care about it but I didn't want Riley to hear it." I say looking at the three year old who is now in Calum's arms. "it's fine. you said you would tell me after the Q&A." Ashton says. "ok, I have to tell you all something...."

A/N: What do you think?

[vickypoochoices]

Twenty Questions part 2.

Part One.

[MASTERLIST.]

Plonking herself down on the sofa she'd deemed her own, she reached for her shot glass and rum with eager hands. Crossing her legs and sitting up straight, she watched as Zig followed suit, minus the full on enthusiasm she displayed.

"How about you start us off. Ladies first and all of that." He smiled, holding his empty shot glass up to the light to inspect it, as though he'd never seen one before.

"What a gentleman you are! Alright, I'll go easy on you seeing as it's the first question. Have you ever been suspended from school?"

"I feel like you've wasted a question there. Of course I've been suspended from school! Twice!" He snorted loudly, shaking his head in disbelief at her.

She gave him a simple shrug, a teasing grin spreading. "Huh. And there I was thinking you were a sweet little Mama's boy."

She poured herself a shot, wasting no time in knocking it back.

"Are you really going to do shots of Malibu? That's not normal!" Zig wondered out loud.

"It's sweet that you actually consider me to be even the tiniest bit normal Zig!" She placed a hand over her heart, biting back a giggle. "Also, that totally counts as your first question. Now who's wasting them?"

He cursed under his breath, reluctantly downing his own shot, grimacing as heat instantly hit the back of his throat.

"Okay let's see...Would you rather have endless money or endless love?"

"I've got by just fine without money so far. But love is the strongest driving force in life." Her hand stilled, shot glass suspended inches from her mouth, which was now hanging open slightly, clearly taken aback by his words.

Zig cleared his throat quietly, keen to put some distance between the heavy silence that had filled the room.

"Back to my original question then, did you break into a liquor store or something?" He enquired, throwing a small nod of his head in the direction of the bag full of alcohol.

"No." She stated, twirling a lock of hair around her finger distractedly. "But I did break in to my parents stash. Trust me, with the way they've been acting recently, alcohol is the last thing they need "

Tucking her legs underneath herself in an attempt to get comfortable, she continued with her next question.

"Tell me, who's your favourite sister?"

Zig choked out a heavy breath, eyes widening.

"Ahh no way can I answer that! You can't ask that surely?"

Arching an eyebrow, she uncurled her legs and started to rise to her feet. With a gentle hand on her knee, Zig urged her back into place.

"Why is there no rulebook damn it?! Okay, okay...If I had to pick I'd say Sophie. We've always been close, and we hang out a lot together. She gives me a hard time but she's pretty cool. I guess. Do not tell her I said that, she'd never let me live it down. What is it? Why are you looking at me like that?"

"Look at you all flustered! You're such a sweet older brother, it's so cute!"

"Cute huh?" Zig smirked as she winked at him before downing her shot.

"So I'm gonna have to ask this eventually. Why are you spending New Year's here instead of with your family?"

She sighed heavily, taking a swig directly from the bottle, narrowing her eyes at Zig as a silent warning to stay quiet.

"Christmas was a nightmare. I don't know what I was expecting really considering the divorce has only just gone through. I thought we'd all be able to sit in a room and be civil but apparently my parents aren't mature enough for that. So yeah my Christmas was an absolute shambles. Like, beyond awful. I was dragged into the most pointless arguments until I snapped. I stole all the alcohol and decided to have a party for one back here."

"That sounds tough. Things will get easier though, I know it. Sorry I interrupted those wild plans you had!" He grinned, clinking the neck of his bottle against hers.

She downed a mouthful at the same time as Zig, not caring that it technically wasn't her turn to drink just yet. Or that this was the second time she'd had a drink out of turn. Shaking her head and pulling a slightly disgusted face, she blew out a puff of air as she thought up her next question.

"Whilst we're on the subject of families I've got a serious one for you, but I don't think you'll like it."

She sat forward, pressing his bottle upwards towards his mouth in encouragement. He closed his lips around it, eyeing her cautiously.

"Tell me if i've gone too far but I'm curious. If you had the chance to see your Dad, talk things out, see if he's a changed man, would you take it?

His mouth found the bottle once more. As he lowered the bottle she found his lips pressed into a hard line and his jaw clenched.

"Zig I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't have..."

"No it's fine. There are no rules after all. He's made his choice. Any man that can abandon a family like that doesn't deserve a minute of my time, blood or not. Too many years have gone by now, that relationship is dead."

She nodded her head in response, tilting her bottle mid air in a silent cheers.

"My turn! Would you ever get a tattoo?"

"Look at you assuming I don't already have one."

His jaw slackened, mouth popping open in surprise.

"Do you?"

"Careful! That's another question gone Ortega!" She swiped her tongue along her bottom lip, whilst eyeing the nearly empty bottle in her hand.

"Considering this is such a simple game, I seem to be pretty terrible at this."

She giggled, a little longer than necessary . Peeking back at him teasingly, she bit her lip, giving him a small shrug before continuing.

"To answer your question, yes I do have a tattoo. You could always waste another question finding out where it is."

"Or you could always just show me..." He smirked.

"Ohhh my sweet little Zig-Zig. Good try!"

He chuckled, eyeing her as she scooted over to his sofa.

"I reckon I'll get one last drink out of this bottle, so let's make this the last question. For now."

Zig nodded in agreement. "Hit me."

A wicked smile danced across her face. Zig eyed her warily, draining the last few drops of his alcohol.

"Imagine me, totally naked."

Zig's eyes widened, as he spluttered on his drink.

"Oh come on Zig, don't act like it's the first time!" She lowered her voice, edging closer to him on the sofa.

"I...I mean..."

She threw her head back, a small cackle escaping.

"So I'm naked, but covered in a food of your choice. What do you want to lick off my body?" Her eyelashes lowered as she looked down at her fingers that had started to walk along his arm, slowing as they reached his biceps, swirling strokes bringing goosebumps to the surface.

"Hmm. I guess the standard answer would be chocolate."

She moved closer still, knees finally knocking together, no more distance left between them.

"Hmm...kinda boring though right?"

He angled his head, face slowly edging towards hers.

"You're sweet enough anyway."

Her breathing hitched, teeth sinking in to her bottom lip, unable to respond.

"Ice cream is always interesting." Zig continued, eyes firmly fixed on her full pouty lips.

"Better." She exhaled, noses bumping together lightly.

"But I like a little spice. Maybe hot sauce?"

"Any food in the world and that's what you go for?" She muttered, lips just inches apart.

"I stand by my decision." He whispered, eyes darting up to meet hers, seeking permission.

And then she pulled back, jumping to her feet giddily. Zig's brow furrowed at the abrupt movement.

"Drink! That's what we need, more drink!"

"Because we're not drinking enough, you know, doing this drinking game?"

"Exactly that Ortega! I knew there was a reason I liked you so much!"

Part Three.

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[mrs-kusatta]

My new favourite blog and I just saw that drawing of your OC and as a person who has toooooooooooo many OCs he is adorable

Ohhh shit i love it when people adore my ocs !!!! i hope you mean Kazume cuz he is Mamas golden boy