#my ex lured me in and shut me out and gave me abandonment issues i'm so sick of being used
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I think I need to just be alone for a bit maybe a few years or maybe forever I need it to just be me
#i feel awful bc i believe in soulmates and i believe my partner is mine but i am so dreadfully miserable all the fucking time#it's not their fault but i feel tied down and i hate feeling trapped in one place#i keep hurting them they keep getting hurt and i'm the reason and every time he holds me i feel so guilty and horrible#i love him but I just don't think i'm meant for this I don't want marriage I don't want kids i just want my own peace#I don't want someone to rely on me i'm so unrealiable i'm so irritable i can't be around people like this#I can't be a parent and i can't be a partner and i can't expect my partner to put up with me especially given my conditions#just let me go stop clamping shackles to me already#my family did that my whole life and it gave me psychosis my hs sweetheart did that to me and it gave me an identity crisis#my ex lured me in and shut me out and gave me abandonment issues i'm so sick of being used#just stay the FUCK away
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