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elaphaemourra · 3 years ago

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My dad fckn, asked me if I knew why I had such cool friends this weekend and I was like???? Bc I like cool people????????

And he full out 'no. It's because you vet people more aggressively than any job ever will and you don't stick around for horseshit people'

And I'm like????? U know what that's fair. He also ended that conversation off with a 'go easy on your friends bc u've already done more fckn Make Sure They're Cool work than anyone else ever will' in reference to my fckn 'why would anyone keep me around if i'm not useful' mental breakdown last week.

It's because they love me. And I don't have to be useful for that. I just have to be *me*.

#anyway it's been rough the past week and a half but i fucking love my friends #fucking *especially* the fckn family reunion pile and the basement people #y'all are cool as fuck and i love you so much #i'm trying to get through this. and i'm gonna keep trying until i'm all okay again and the support has helped a lot #idk i'm rambling now i just fckn love my friends so much and i miss having the energy to talk and be creative #and i know this is temporary i just have to push through and ride it out and then it'll be better #gotta be kind to myself until i'm back up where I want to be #but i appreciate the absolute fuck out of the support and love bc it would absolutely be so much harder without it #y'all are the best #ela babbles #ela babbles in the tags #my dad thinks my approval of a person is a glowing recommendation bc I'm such a fckn cagey trust-no-one person #so if i like and trust someone then clearly they did something really cool #i like to think that's true. at least somewhat. that all my friends are cool and wonderful and i can recognize that #i'm a very lucky person to know the people i do #and that my best friends in the whole fckn world are so amazing #fckn gratitude dump in the tags i guess

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