#my brain keeps trying to be like ''HAAAATE GRRRGRHRGRHRG HATE HATE HATE !!!!'' but logically i know | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

angeltism · 1 year ago

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omg I just got angry (more angy than angry , if that makes sense) for the silliest reason (bpd it's 100% the bpd) and then managed to giggle about it after realizing I was being dramatic and that it's just me being . well . the grudge-holder like-or-hate being I am .

#➳ the fool speaks #like my brain is arguing w itself but it's actually in a funny way instead of heavily distressing like it usually is #my brain keeps trying to be like ''HAAAATE GRRRGRHRGRHRG HATE HATE HATE !!!!'' but logically i know #hating doesn't do anything in this situation and there isn't exactly much of a valid reason to feel so strongly fufu #but still . my brain is being silly . it's kinda like watching somebun get worked up over nothing and then laughing as uu gently reassure #them that it isn't that big of a deal .#like a kid who's sad they have to leave playtime with a friend or put a toy away and reassuring them they'll see that friend again or be #able to play with their toy a bit later #dunno . this time it just feels Different™ . nawt all Fire And Hell like it was every time I've had to argue with my brain in the last three #months of life being . life .#this time it feels a little endearing #i prefer this to the hell that was my mind in aug-sept

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