#my body thinks we just pushed ourselves 3 miles to escape hypothermia and now we can lay down in a warm hole and die

[crimeronan]

went to two pharmacies, a coffee shop, and the grocery store. walked 8,000 steps over ice - some of which was with heavy grocery bags - all while flaring terribly due to my period. slipped a few times but never fully ate shit. this must have been some kind of primal survival instinct motivated by the cold weather because the SECOND i got into my heated apartment and lay down in bed, my entire body seized up and now i physically cannot move.