#my bf and I were like fuck you. we're not friends with cheaters
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getting bullied in middle school destroyed my social development
#i don't have the words or mental energy to explain right now#so i'm just going to vent#my bf's childhood best friend and him used to be close#until a mutual friend of ours ended up cheating on her bf (also a mutual)#my bf and I were like fuck you. we're not friends with cheaters#childhood best friend (we'll call her O for convenience) was more on the fence about who to believe#O and i actually got along pretty well when we first met but we haven't spoken since that incident#it's been over a year so i think we should be past it?#but we haven't spoken since then and she hasn't really spoken to Bf at all#we have similar interests and personalities#and i really feel like we could be friends#but i'm so scared#what happens if i reach out and she rejects me?#she tells me she hates me and thinks i'm a bad person?#it would just suck. so much.#to want to be friends with someone but not be enough for them to want the same#it kills me every time and i just don't want to be hurt like that again#anyways i'm crying now#i'm so very lonely without a friend#sorry guys i just don't have anywhere else to feel these feelings#i know this all makes me sound like a loser and i'm sorry if it makes you think differently of me#i am just sad and lonely.#personal
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