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Behold, my closet cosplay of the Sapphirâd King for the @failbettergames cosplay competition!
I love the Judgements as antagonists and symbols in the lore. (I also love astronomy, so maybe I was predisposed to like a certain character). In my imagination, theyâre like classical mythology gods, able to manifest in many ways, from humanoid avatars with a fraction of full presence to deadly true forms of light. Here is an example of what one such avatar may wear. :)
It was so fun to put together a themed outfit. The accessories for this piece fell together perfectly: the sun pin, the skull ring, the mask, the crown, the gemstones. Blue and bright.
(And yes, the limp wrist is intentional, and no, I will not elaborate.)
#fallen london cosplay competition#the judgements#my face#i dress this fancy on an average day tbh#what can i say? i have style
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missed you
#joy.jpg#dragon age#da#anders#hawke#dragon age anders#champion of kirkwall#handers#mhanders#dai era handers my beloved#guys who always hold each other like theyâre saying goodbye at an airport#average bipolar4borderline relationship tbh#oc: grognak hawke
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Iâll never forget you babes đđđđ„ș

I finally come back to tumblr and t h i s is what I see. That's it, I'm done, I'm uninstalling tumblr. Bye everyone, it's Honey's fault-
#For the l a s t freaking time#I am average height#A V E R A G E#WHICH MEANS; FOR YOU PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T DO WELL IN STATISTICS#THE TYPICAL OR CENTRAL VALUE WITHIN A SET OF DATA; AKA THE MEDIAN#Or you know#THE MOST C O M M O N VALUE. THE VALUE YOU'RE MOST LIKELY TO SEE#Checkmate#Also jokes on you#I'm way older than the expected lifespan this cursed screenshot shows#T h e r e f o r e#I ' m t h e p r i m o r d i a l o n e#Bow before me; for I transcend pathetic mortal comprehension#I transcend my o w n comprehension tbh#Go from âI can't string two sentences togetherâ to âOops; wrote a 14k one shot in the span of one dayâ#I am s o r r y for these tags. Who is reading them. Why am I writing so much; help me-
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Not an Aro-culture-is thing but I do have a question you might be able to answer? Is there an aromantic/asexual term for this: AroAce but if I wasnât I would be gay? It might just be homoplatonic or homoaesthetic but idk if there was a term for it that relates to being AroAce. Thanks! <3
possibly you might vibe with oriented aroace labels, like gay aroace? i'll put this out there for other folks to consider as well, but I feel like oriented terminology sounds the most applicable from my POV.
#und3rw0r1d-unkn0wn#not aro culture#aro#aromantic#actually aro#actually aromantic#ask#mod axel#sorry we've vanished. we are Fuckin Unwell physically + emotionally tbh#also if the medical industry + the medical insurance industry could Please consider working that would be great#also if canada could pls not be on fire. don't have the spoons to research what's going on but i suspect there's the usual human fuckery#the air quality here is miserable for an area that doesn't really tend to get wildfires#(though fun fact! my fuckin grandpa almost managed to start one by having angry-style dementia and insisting it was fine that he burned log#and then dumped the ashes literally into some fuckin forest undergrowth WITHOUT TELLING PPL until it started smoking the next day.#the area was under a burn ordinance [aka burning shit is illegal due to fire risk])#fun fact: you are not immune to thinking it will never happen to *you* in what is truly a game of chance#yes you might be *more cautious* than the average person. means fuck all when the conditions are perfect for any small thing to cause#big shit#... yeah i'll leave that as a tag for me to be confused by later
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i think this was funnier in my head.
#puppy draws#yo-kai watch#katie forester#jibanyan#whisper#whisper ykw#usapyon#hailey anne thomas#as a diagnosed autistic person i can confirm that the autism evaluation results#just being a picture of the autism creature with text saying you have the tism is accurate#i don't even remember how this idea came to me i think i was just overly tired this morning and then this happened#also ignore the fact that i refuse to accept nate as being canon protagonist katie is like way better sorry besties <3#that's like 80% a joke. every main yo-kai watch character is my blorbo and nate is included in that#i just also prefer katie. playing 3 and rewatching the anime + reading the manga did endear me to nate more though#i like how he's average but also totally bisexual. no i will not elaborate#why do my tags always get so derailed. uhhhh back to autism. hailey is so fucking autistic ngl#there's like at least five different instances in 3 of her just completely failing to read the room#she's totally hyperfixated on sailor cuties and next harmeowny#she has adhd vibes too i think but. the tism is very strong#i can't decide my favorite part of this between the âyippee!! you have the tismâ image and jibanyan asking what autism is#he doesn't know because he has autism by default through being a cat he didn't need a diagnosis#i feel like all of them are autistic tbh but that's probably just me projecting. i totally gave katie autism in the rewrite though#i wasn't even trying to i just don't know what neurotypicals are like because i got that autistic rizz. and adhd rizz. mostly the adhd#i am definitely also autistic but i think my adhd effects me a lot more in day-to-day life#since i usually just interact with my moms who know i'm autistic and are also both neurodivergent#and people online. most of who are autistic because it's mostly on tumblr and this is the autism website#yo-kai watch more like yo-gay watchtism amirite-#oh also very amused by hailey just poofing into existence in the second picture. as you do
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day four of drawing Luigi every day until he gets an official Nintendo Music playlist

#Luigi#Luigiâs casino#Nintendo Music#daily Luigi drawing#day four!!!#tbh iâm really happy with how this came out#and i got super into Picture Poker lately so i felt like it was fitting#also fyi this is going to be the average quality of my art from now on#doing digital was hell#but sketching felt too unfinished#so this is my happy medium#also the og post hit over 100 notes!!!#thank yâall so much for that!!! :D
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im going to lose my ufkcing mind
#marvel rivals#snap shots#average support experience tbh#rare non-magneto gameplay real ?!!?!?!?!??!!???!?!!#play support they said itd be fun they said <- it is im SCREAMIN regardless#BUT NO CHAT PLEA SE WHAT WAS THIS I HATE THIS GAME#insane that my first game today was with adam and i got mvp as backfill and this is my shit an hour later YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT THE DAYS LIKE#ALL OF THAT JUST FOR ME TO DIE ANYWAY to be fair i shouldnt have gone in. but in my defense i was in hysterics after All That#'snap i thought youd be playing jeff as your support' ok well i considered my options and deemed adam to be very polite#so i chose him because he is Very Polite ...... he kinda cutesy ngl .... lowk tempted to get his mcu skin but i wont ...#anyway im going back to this evil game my bro's gonna be home in a few hours and when hes here ima let him play so i can work
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i wish i could get caught up/relisten to old gods of appalachia and hi nay . unfortunately i cannot hear
#i miss those two sm esp since i stopped listening to one after a major plot twist and the latter seems to have only picked up steam After#i stopped . tma too but i have less difficulty w that one. maybe bc 14 year old me was memorizing those episodes maybe bc of the audio#mixing. like i'm not profoundly deaf i've never been profoundly deaf i can hear well enough to go abt my day to day life even if the second#someone puts on a mask i'm cooked . however you can't lipread things that are audio only . so it's all up to the mixing and luckily tma's i#rlly legible. ogoa's is kinda average and i don't remember hi nay's that well tbh . there are some that i just Can't at all though like#wtnv. actually now that i say it it's equally a delivery issue as it is a mixing issue bc there sure as hell are tma episodes i had trouble#w. just not when jon's speaking.#romeo.txt
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official locking in warning post, i wont be posting much (<- i lied, wont be posting much about anything other than this as i focus) on any of my blogs until i get this work done :sob:
#four in the morning and i can't even catch a break is crazy#wish me luck man ima fuckin need it#today i write about. america britain and italy.#which is good because i have most of my sources for those#citing them is going to be a living hell though#didn't organize them correctly#that's what day 3s about tbh idrc for now#sigh but that means i have a lot of dissections to do#americans didnt give a SHIT about their soliders#im stuck dissecting propaganda to showcase the broader idea of what the traditional american war vet âshouldâ have looked like#and then i get to dissect medical records to get a functional medically accurate idea of what the average shell-shocked soldier was like#and then i get to do it again and again and again <//3#lord give me peace
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YouTube keeps prompting me to check out music reaction videos and... oh my god. I need to stop watching them. For the good of my blood pressure. Because these people are SO IGNORANT.
It's all these folks in their 20s who consider themselves "music professionals", vocal coaches and producers and rappers and so on, doing a first-time blind watch/listen of music from decades before they were born, and they are SO CLUELESS IT CAUSES ME PHYSICAL PAIN.
Like, they have no idea what genres are. One guy called a song "bluegrass" because it involved an acoustic guitar being picked at one point.
They have no idea how music video production is done. Another guy kept saying in total awe that he's certain "everything in this video is INTENTIONAL!!!" (yeah. dude. that's like. the entire point of a music video?)
They have no idea how songwriting works. This other guy listened to Fleetwood Mac and when he heard the line "The songbirds are singing like they know the score" he paused it and said, as if this were some super clever point he was making: "I wonder if that means they know the musical score, or if it means, like, keeping score in a relationship?" I literally screamed a little bit. IT MEANS BOTH, DUDE. IT FUCKING MEANS BOTH. ***THAT IS THE ENTIRE POINT***
Yet another dude got BLOWN AWAY by the concept of... harmony. Singing harmony. He was like, "Do you hear that?!? He's singing this one line, and then he's simultaneously singing the same words with higher notes in the background to make it richer and chunkier???"
They get everything wrong. The lyrics they've just heard (which, okay, that's fair if you didn't go look them up right away), the genres, the instruments, the gender of a singer, even the era of clothing people are wearing in a music video.
And don't get me wrong: I find these react-ers charming, in a way. They tend to be very open-minded and ready to be impressed by almost anything, and that's really sweet and lovely and we could use more of that genuine appreciation and positivity in the world. (God knows I'm certainly not supplying it đ
) And I'm thrilled that they're choosing to seek out older music and explore the rich back catalog of music history and educate themselves on their own time. So nothing against them personally.
It's just that, in the larger scheme of things, it's frightening and discouraging to me to see that today â in the 21st century, with the internet at hand 24/7, with so much information available to us SO easily â people can still remain so ignorant. And please note I don't mean just your average layperson; I'm specifically talking about these young people who present themselves as music experts. That's specifically why I'm expecting them to know at least a LITTLE bit about music, music history, music theory, etc.
I could just keep citing examples of stuff that made me want to bash my head on the wall. One guy said "This song is from... 1973. Y'all had music back then?! I'm kidding, I'm kidding. But really?"
Another guy heard a song with a famous string part and was like "I recognize this sample from another song! I wonder which of these two artists used the sample first?" except... it wasn't a sample. In the original song he was reacting to, the artist in question had literally hired a string orchestra to come play that riff for this particular song and it was so original and cool that it became very influential and was then later used in some other song where he'd first encountered it. But he had assumed by default it couldn't possibly be original; he thought it must be a sample.
One guy â who calls himself a professional music producer â was blown away by the concept of a guitar solo. A guitar solo.
I just... I want to cry. HOW. How can you call yourself a professional in the music industry while being THIS ignorant about music?!? It simply boggles the mind.
Again, I don't mind your average Joe on the street being this clueless â most people are not such big music nerds as I am, and that's understandable â but if that were me, I wouldn't 1) call myself a music pro, 2) make music reaction videos and put them online for the world to see, and 3) reveal the full extent of my ignorance in said videos. I would try to be humble and keep my mouth shut and ears open and LEARN.
I'm sorry but sometimes I feel such despair. Someone being clueless about the music of 40 or 50 years earlier while living in the 80s or 90s, okay, that's fair. But today? In 20-fucking-25? You've got all the information in the WORLD literally at your fingertips and you still listen to Stevie Nicks for the first time and say, "Damn, this chick could almost be a rock singer"?!?
Back to listening to my 1920s music. I cannot stand the present day.
#cosmo gyres#personal#o hear my sad complaint#musicblogging#the weird thing is that i tend to get the impression that most of these people making reaction videos are intelligent folks#they're ignorant but smart#they sometimes have great takes on things when they do understand them#they sometimes have a really good ear for what's happening in a song â better than mine tbh#so it's not like they're stupid. it's not like they're incapable of doing better#they are young and sharp and articulate and completely ignorant#i don't know if that's worse or better#it implies that they would be perfectly capable of understanding all this stuff just fine#but that they've consciously chosen not to ever bother looking back into the past and learning from it#perhaps because they think there's nothing there that could be applicable and useful to them in the present day?#...but then when they go back and encounter classic rock or whatever#they are always like 'YOOOOOO THIS IS BLOWING MY MIND! THIS IS THE BEST THING I'VE EVER HEARD!'#in reaction to like... every perfectly average oldies song#so clearly there IS lots of stuff from back then that's worth checking out (as i am always telling anyone who will listen)#anyway i think this is probably just part of the bigger current trend to set yourself up as an 'expert' and 'public personality'#no matter if you're just some average joe. now you too are a Content Creator with fans and supporters#and so it's inevitable that ignorance will end up getting showcased#call me old at heart but i just. cannot imagine setting myself up in a position of authority#and broadcasting my thoughts and opinions to the world#without having at least a PRETTY FUCKING SOLID grasp on the topic at hand#because like... if i don't already know my shit? then it's time to go read and listen and learn. not to lecture others#is this like... becoming a revolutionary take?#anyway IGNORE MEEEEEEEE i just had to get this shit off my chest#it's been bothering me for so long and i wish yt would stop prompting me to watch that crap (and i would stop succumbing)
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ok its time to put on some marina and stop being a little bitch
#are you satisfied with an average life? bitch i might be but i must clean the kitchen and the bathroom and unpack all those boxes first#but its ok i can do it and i can get a job and i can fix it all one step at a time actually#i am an adult woman and im incompetent and worhtless and i fucking suck and so what. idc what my dad and his gf think about me#they're both so smart and successful at their jobs and yet one of the most unhappy fucking people i know. judge away lol#id kms if i lived my life like either one of you tbh đ#the day will come when i stop owing anyone shit and i can finally stop feeling all this stupid fucking guilt all the time
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hate my sister's shitty good for nothing boyfriend. can you imagine being a 30yo man with two kids who won't even scramble an egg. Not for his kids, not for his girlfriend, not for himself. literally if my sister doesn't leave out pre-made meals when he's watching the kids he will rip up bread or pour them dry cereal or open a granola bar and make himself microwave dinners. like, lowest effort possible. but if i mention this to my sis, she'll be like "no he's definitely cooked for the kids! he scrambled an egg for them once! i watched him do it!" but it's like...so he scrambled one egg in the last five years. just to like, prove he can? at your direct insistence? should we all clap? like seriously. hate this guy. had to really hold back recently because he had someone over and he was interacting with the kids more than usual for appearances, and he had to keep asking me and my sis what the 5yo was signing because he barely bothered to learn his own son's primary form of communication. i was so tempted to say "that one means 'go home' but you wouldn't know that because you don't take them anywhere." so hard to hold that in. If I had to describe this man in two words they would be these: Low Effort. Not quite bare minimum, but JUST enough to convince my sister that it would be too much hassle to get rid of him. he's stupid as fuck, but just smart enough to quickly stop shit like screaming obscenities at the kids for doing normal kid things. and he once stomped on my headphones and broke them in a fit of rage, but gave my sister money to replace them so it was "fine." Like, my sister thinks that he's just struggling with his anger issues, because he had a bad childhood, blah, blah, and oh he would never actually hurt her or the kids. and like, good for you, but i don't trust like that. genuinely hoping he gets struck by lightning and dies instantly.
#my sister and i do all the hard stuff and most of the easy stuff too tbh#cooking and cleaning and sorting out benefits and insurances and getting the kids to school and events#doctor's appointments and medications and dentist appointments and taxes#we get the groceries and care for all the pets and kids and household things#we both have jobs#i actually have 3 jobs#good for nothing boyfriend makes $12 a year plus some under the table cash as a âprivate trainerâ#which means between that and selling his plasma and borrowing money from his mom he can...pay his super cheap tiny part of rent#and occasionally hand my sister like $20#he doesn't buy groceries or diapers or household supplies or clothing or toys or literally anything#literally the only household chore he does is fold laundry#that's it. and it's not âDOâ laundry. it's just folding the clean and dry stuff#you know. the chore my parents would have us do when we were like 10 so we'd feel helpful#the 5yo is medically complex and we frequently make trips to a slightly distant hospital with him#and they literally asked us to stop bringing my sister's boyfriend along because he was disruptive and confusing#which was a polite way to say 'obnoxious and stupid as shit'#do you know how many times in one visit w/the same doctor he would ask 'so when does he get superpowers?'#he also obviously didn't know how to answer basic questions like 'how many times does he poop a day on average'#and 'how often has he been eating and what has he been eating day to day?'#like bro this man can go days without changing a diaper and will not even heat up a can of spaghettios to feed his own kids#he cannot answer those questions with any kind of accuracy#also i'm saying boyfriend because my sister desperately wanted to at least be engaged so she could say fiance in front of ppl#but just like marriage this was apparently a 'waste of effort'#not even the cheapest ring or the most underwhelming proposal or a courthouse wedding was worth his energy so...#yeah glad she hasn't married this waste of air. and i'll be praying for that lightning strike
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www has a playlist? Please where can I find itđ
This link here is the mini playlist which is condensed and has like songs that I 100% have a reason for having on there and most of the songs where explained if they didn't have extremeee spoilers over on and this link here. here is the full playlist which I use personally (which you can tell because it has 1601 listens to it insert that one war veteran staring into camera meme here) but some of the songs are only like slightly associated.
#sophie speaks#sophie answers#series:www#julhpiter#the www playlist is honestly my muse like if im ever like i want to write but i cant seem to get my head in the game#just pop this bad boy on and suddenly i am in gotham drinking a coffee i paid way too much for wondering if i can afford my psych appointme#anyways. thats the vibe gotham gives me and also like. sometimes on your day to day commute the scarecrow will take the subway hostage#but last time that happened you totally saw a guy throw his lunch at him and he got so embarrassed that the bats had time to swoop in#so life has its ups and downs#tne average gothamite copes so hard its crazy theyre like a new yorker but on every anti depressant known to man all at the same time#which just sounds like the average new yorker but tbh i think the average new yorker COULD fight off the joker if need be#like i think they could do it for like maybe 5 minutes#its a city of final girls and bodega owners and rats#and gotham just has all of that but like#theyre radioactive i guess#what was i saying again#a playlist you say?
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The status website of the US national archives has been down for a day or so already ._. I just want to check my reproduction order of Fritz Bayerlein's personal file pleeeease
#I ordered it back in August already and the status switched from in production to awaiting shipping just recently!#I know ordering from them takes a while (like 90-120 days on average) but I'm just eager to get my hands on it#I probably check the website way too often tbh#they also charged my card with a smaller amount than estimated (payment only happens once they actually get the stuff ready for shipping)#so I wonder if it just turned out to be fewer pages or what the reason was that it got cheaper for me#who knows when it was the last time someone looked into that file before I bothered them about it lmao#rambling
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hello fellow digital artists, is this anything
#random thoughts with kei the average#dug into my chair cushions and everything I still can't find it đ©#this happens like every couple of days tbh
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so I accidentally watched like 5 episodes of Chicago PD while in Florida (while killing time) and so I was like âoh I like SVU, maybe this wonât be bad, seems like a good cop becoming corrupt storyâ and nope. Nope. cannot do it. every other episode youâve got two teams of 10 people each shooting up a city block with AKs on a typical Tuesday at noon for one drug dealer. they walk out dressed like theyâre about to invade Kuwait as average detectives. based on this show, the city is always one bad afternoon from turning into mad max. and the writing is just bad for a procedural. like I live here. there are not gang shootouts in river north next to some of the most expensive restaurants in the city/country. the Michelin reviewers were not dodging bullets like itâs the matrix. not to mention these cops stop traffic violations all the timeâŠâŠ..unrealistic.
#look I know SVU is fake and copaganda but in the reality the show they are right like 99% of the time#beyond a reasonable doubt right#and I was like oh a show thatâs actually filmed here#and with a show about a cop corrupted by power#but it turns out the guy who would make former commander burges blush is the good guy#the guy murders a bunch of people and covers it up?!#Iâll try Chicago med since I love ER but my guess is it will also be bad#all Chicago shows are either really good and feel very local but then others are like:#ESCAPE FROM NEW YORK IS ACTUALLY A DOCUMENTARY OF MODERN DAY CHICAGO#EVERY DAY THE AVERAGE CHICAGOAN IS SHOT AT AT LEAST 4 TIMES!!!!#look we do have crime and violence here#but weâre not even the worst city in the Midwest (looking at you St. Louis)#(and tbh our gang unit was disbanded due to corruption so that should tell you something)#I saw someone try to defend this show by saying The Chicago Outfit still ruled the city lmfao#Al Caponeâs ghost is out here ruling our city lmfao#never mind that that was 100 years ago lmfao#anyway#thoughts? thoughts
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