#mutual pining Grayson dolan

[sweetestgrethan]

La Danse Éternel

Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: The Dolan Twins, Grayson Dolan, Ethan Dolan, Youtube RPF

Ratings: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Ethan Dolan/Grayson Dolan

Characters: Ethan Dolan, Grayson Dolan

Additional Tags: Incest, Twincest, Ethan Dolan, Grayson Dolan, Teacher-Student Relationship, Ballet AU, Ballet Dancer Ethan Dolan, Teacher Grayson Dolan, Alternate Universe- Not Related, Bottom Ethan Dolan, Top Grayson Dolan, Older Man/Younger Man, One Shot, Mutual Pining, Size Difference

Summary: “Is this your way of apologizing for not warming up properly?” Grayson joked.

“Um, no, I…” Ethan trailed off, wishing he had something good to say in return. “Just wanted to see how deep this teacher’s pet thing goes."

[hardcandy-h]

Fic recommendations

And im back with some more fic recommendations!! Fanfic writers need more love so I try and make these big shoutout posts every so often to show they deserve to be appreciated! I try my best to engage with my favorite writers but sometimes I get caught up and forget! So this is my way of showing my love!! If you read any of these and enjoy let the writers know! 

Harry Styles Fics: 

Take it Slow and My everything by @atlafan - I recommended TIS before, My Everything is the sequel and it does NOT disappoint.  She’s taking a brief hiatus to focus on a NEW story I also highly recommend which is Florist!Harry.  Oh also her college!Harry blurbs under “Lock the door” is phenomenal. Read it ALL!!! 

Y/N is taking care of Harry’s boss and she’s absolutely smitten by @jawllines - Long fic that’s AMAZING. It literally got be through 2 days of work lol. I don’t want to spoil anything because honestly the element of surprise was one of my favorite parts of this! so go read!! 

Roses and Vanilla by @goldenfeelin - Such a sweet sweet cute fluffy piece!! I re-read it often, it makes me smile :) love love love!! it’s long and overall well written and yeah just good vibes no stress read 

Magazines, Meddle, & Mushrooms by @avhrodite - This... literally gave me an OBSESSION with 70s!Harry jfc.  It’s kind of magical reading this, I almost, like, feel high and hazy with the characters and it’s a lot of fun to read and the smut? amazing. Ugh, just VIBES the whole time. Also if you like the vibes of this she has another one called “Woodstock” which is also *chefs kiss* 

Athens by @moonchildstyles - okay, kind of cheating here but not really.  Right now only part one of Athens is on her Tumblr bc she’s posting quicker (or exclusively I forget sorry!!) to her patreon for this story.  HOWEVER I recommend even just reading the first part (and if you can afford to join her patreon freaking do it yesss) but she also has some of my favorite fics up on her masterlist on Tumblr! 

Dolan twin Fics: 

Fresh Daises You Can’t Keep by @milliondollardolan - Okay like, I don’t have words for this? just read it man.  Basically it’s a story between a nanny and Grayson but it’s SO good and SO well written and interesting, im always so excited for updates.  Also the title is so cute! I'm into the mutual pining 

Alpha by @deeperdolan - okay read the fic and read ALLL the concepts and blurbs. I literally check the tags for her alpha!gray stuff because it’s so good.  Sexy and cute and domestic ugh, it has it all.  I love it so much and one of my favorite tags to look at, like daily lol. 

Yesterday by @persistence-ofmemories - When I tell you I'm HOOKED on this story.  Grayson tweeted the other day and I literally forgot it wasn’t the Grayson in the story.  You get INTO it.  Also the main girl (Marisol) is Latina and I appreciate stories that have a Latina cause I can feel more connected to the story and honestly the Spanish makes me happy lol (im Latina, if y'all didn’t know). Anyways, besides all that I swear this whole story will have you hooked. 

Daddies Girl by @dolandolll - I check for updates everyday just because I'm so on my toes with this.  also everything she writes is wonderful and I re read a lot of Leah’s fics

Nothing Compared to You by @episkygrant - so you’ll find this story in her concepts masterlist (with is within her bigger masterlist at the end) anyways, it’s so good! I love the story line (professor x student vibes) and truthfully, anything Isabella writes is ART.  It’s crazy she writes SO MANY STORIES and just never misses.  

Well!! that’s what I've been reading and loving as of lately! Show these writers some MAJOR love.  I never want anyone to forget, or not realize, how these writers DON’T owe us FREE content, yet they take time to entertain us constantly.  So, happy reading! 

[writingisbetterthandying]

Misunderstanding - GD

A/N: This was the first fic-fic I actually wrote so I edited it so let’s see how it does!

legitimately very cringy but I chose to keep it up! I wrote this in 2018?

Warnings: Language, Angst

Word Count: 1.8k

Your POV

I love Grayson Bailey Dolan. That is a fact. A well known fact to almost everybody, or at least that's what I thought.

We met three years ago in Jersey, when I was with my grandparents for the summer. I was reaching for a pancake mix, but it had been conveniently placed on the very top shelf. A cute boy with brown hair saw me struggling handed me the box.

We exchanged numbers and talked for a while before heading our separate ways. That boy was Grayson.

We spent the entire summer together [with Ethan too] and then I had found out that they would be moving to LA, where I already lived. We've been dating for almost three years, and it's been a dream. One of the reasons why we've lasted this long is our shared love for film, which is actually why I'm still in LA (besides the twins), is that I'm in film school, and I help them film all the time.

I'm working on a project for one of my classes, and to switch things up, I decided to use my friend Kian as a subject. The twins also happened to be in New York at the moment for TRL, but I still did want to spend time with Kian. Things were always a little tense with the twins and Kian, with the whole Meredith situation, but they both respected my relationship with the other. 

Kian being one of my best friends, had asked me to come over and hang out, and then I asked him if his house members would want to be in my short film. 

They said yes, so I drove over with all of my equipment. 

When I knocked on the door, JC answered and we caught up a little before Kian saw me and toppled me before I even got through the door. 

"You ready to film!!?!??" He practically yelled into my ear. 

"Okay first off, lower your voice, and don’t forget Lawley, this is still my project."

"Yes ma'am," he said with a little salute. 

Almost 3 hours later, filming was done.

"Great job everybody! Thank you for allowing me to do my film y’all, I should get home and edit, but I'll see you guys soon and send you the finished project!"

I was met with a cacophony of "But it's late!" "You should stay the night" "Don't go Y/N!" "We love you please stay!"

I finally gave in, slipped my shoes back off, put down my bag, and plopped on the couch.

"Okay then, what movie are we watching?"

"Well are you guys ready for a Jim Carrey marathon?"

Shouts of disagreement were spread out throughout the room.

"Rude- like you didn't have to be so mean about it like I thought we were friends guys! I thought you guys loved me but I guess none of you would care if I just locked myself in my room all night and cried. Like-" Bobby on the opposite couch had had enough.

"Kian if you don't shut up right now I swear I will lock you out of the house and clear out your room and you can find it all on the curb tomorrow morning."

"But then Y/N could just welcome me into her home."

I shook my head and told him he was on his own, and in return was promptly flipped off.

We eventually started a High School Musical marathon but soon everyone went to their rooms or fell asleep, so it was just me and Kian. He turned to me once the movie ended.

"Y/N, wake up!" I groaned in response, still only half awake.

"You should spend the night man, it’s late."

At this I startled awake, remembering that the twins were supposed to come in from their flight around this time.

"No- I have to get home!"

"Wait why? It’s after midnight?"

"I don't know when Gray gets back, well I do, but you know it’s late, and I want to be there when he gets home."

"God, you're such a nice girlfriend. Okay, go home, but please be safe driving!"

"Thank you Kian, I love you!"

"Love you too now go get your mans!"

I finally got home after the short drive and got up to the house. Once I unlocked the door, I screamed at first, because I was scared that it could have been an intruder, and then it turned to excitement. Gray was home.

"Hi bubba I'm glad you're home!" I leaned in to hug Gray, but he didn't accept the embrace. "Is everything okay? How was set?"

"I dunno, how about you ask Kian," he responded curtly. He seemed tense and honestly pissed.

"You know Kian is just a friend, bubba." Who does he think he is?

Grayson's POV: 3 hours ago

We had boarded the plane a while ago when Ethan showed me a picture of my girlfriend all cuddled up with Kian on Harrison's instagram. The caption was "harrisonwebb97 the gabriella to his troy.

"What the hell is this??"

"Gray, they're just friends. I don’t like him but they’re close. "

"Friends don't hold each other like that. And that caption too- like what the fuck dude?"

"She's known Kian for forever though, have trust in her, plus like look at everyone right next to them too."

"I'll text her later." I did text her later, a lot actually.

where are you?

getting on the plane...

i love you

is your phone off?

please answer me

y/n answer me wtf is going on rn

are you having fun?

kian looks like he's having a blast, holding you like that

i bet you and kian hooked up after that picture on harrison's instagram

well now i'm not the only one in LA.  

whatever, I'll see you at home

maybe I should have kissed that fan at the airport, she probably would be less of a slut then you.

Delivered 11:34 pm

I left voicemails too. I knew they were just friends, but she would've answered me by now- she always answers. The delay could only mean one thing. At first I was upset and hurt but now I'm pissed. This is all so stupid.

Grayson's POV: Present

"And friends lend each other sweatshirts." She should know what she did.

"What are you talking about?"

It took her a while before she realized she was wearing Kian's sweatshirt. "He gave it to me while we were watching the movies, I was cold, that's all."

"That doesn't even make sense but what were you doing there in the first place?"

Your POV

Now I was mad. I thought that after everything he would understand that I was loyal to him and only him. He knows that Kian and I are friends.

"I was there to shoot my project and then they asked me to stay for some movies! And it’s just a damn jacket, Gray." He wasn't the only one angry now.

"Well why didn't you answer your phone?"

"My phone was off? You know that- whenever I shoot I have my phone off! Sorry I forgot to turn it back on? What’s your deal right now, because you’re getting so aggro I’m starting to get mad.”

"Check your phone." His face was stoic, and he completely dismissed my words.

I read the messages. All of them. I didn't even want to think about what was on that voicemail. He knew my insecurities-he knows them.

His words had tears starting to trickle down my face, "You don't trust me?" How could he be so presumptive? There’s never been anything like that between Kian and I or anyone else but him for that matter.

"Why should I? I mean you're the one whoring around." His face was blank- and it was scary. Scary how when he’s usually just such a bright and uplifting person, to this dark and angry guy.

The tears just kept on coming, and I could do nothing to stop them. After everything, and this is how he treats me? After one post on social media, he’s calling me such horrible names?

He started to turn away towards the door with his still packed suitcase.

"Three years," I mumbled through my tears. He probably couldn't even be bothered to hear me.

"What?" As he turned around I could tell he was annoyed, but I was heartbroken because my boyfriend, or ex boyfriend- whatever he was now- had said these things. I couldn’t believe how the person I trust the most could be saying such vile and hateful things.

"Three years of trust, of an honest and strong relationship! Gray- I love you. I love you and only you. I thought we had established that but I guess we aren’t on the same page. Kian and I have never been anything more than friends, and you know he has a thing for Franny. I was cold! That was all! I turn my phone off when I film, and you of all people should know this. When I walked through that door I expected to see the man I love almost as excited to see me as I was for him, because of how much I love and miss you. You know that I trust you. You know how I feel about the literal millions of girls pining after you day after day, yet somehow I’m the one you chose. I thought that we had a mutual understanding and that we both trusted another and that we loved each other. I love you Grayson Bailey Dolan. Why can't you see it? Everyone else can."

At the last line I fell to my knees as I sobbed. My body wouldn't stop shaking and my face was probably all blotchy and puffy but I didn't care, I just felt heartbroken.

Grayson's POV

I knew I fucked up. We've gotten into fights before, but nothing too major, and they've been small and it ends with some ice cream. Cute and happy couple-y shit. Not tonight- tonight the only sound in the apartment was the sound of her soft and shaking sobs.

"Look I'm sorry I neve-"

"Why? I mean the things you said," she croaked, and I felt my heart break when I saw the look in her eyes, filled with sadness and fear.

"I was scared, I mean like Look at Kian! He could have anyone." She started to almost laugh? I swear I heard her chuckle.

"Grayson, I told you. Kian has a thing for Franny, and it is mutual, they just aren't official yet. I love you, and only you, and Kian's my friend and all, but I would never actually date him. He’s basically my brother! I don’t see why you can’t just believe what I have to say!”

She was still crying and all I wanted was to hold her. And to apologize over and over again, and to tell her how stupid I was for ever making her so upset.

I wrapped my arms around her, and while she still was tense, she relaxed slightly. I rocked the two of us in silence for a bit, then decided to speak. 

"I'm an idiot." She scoffed at that.

"That has been established."

"And an asshole."

"Yes."

"And extremely jealous..."

"No shit Sherlock! What the hell was that!" She slapped my arm with that, but I know she intended no harm. 

"...and a terrible boyfriend." This received no response, so I continued. "I shouldn't have acted the way I did. I should never have said the things that I did, regardless of if it was an impulsive move or not. Y/F/N Y/M/N Y/L/N I love you and I fucked up. I want to spend the rest of my life with you and I promise to never doubt your love and trust again. Hell, I don't want to spend the rest of my life with you, I want to spend eternity with you, and there's no way you’re getting rid of me. I want to raise a family with you. I want to move back to Jersey with you, I want to live my life with you, and I want everything, but I only want it with you-and now you're crying again." She had turned around, and was holding me close. 

"You want a family in Jersey? With me?" She looked up at me with tears still in her eyes, this time hopefully happy tears, but she still sounded scared and unsure. That uncertainty in our future made me feel so horrible.

"Of course. You're the one thing always on my mind and I love you, and only you, forever and always."

"Forever and always" she whispered, and she looked up at me, and now she's actually smiling! "Bailey, I love you, but don't test me again, okay?" she was finally wiping the tears off of her beautiful face.

"I got you Y/N, and I love you too, now lets go to bed okay?"

"Okay."

It would be alright, with time, but for now, they both just needed to hold each other and sleep it off.