#musing: talilah vause

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17. Does your muse consider themselves a good person? Why or why not?

Marissa: Honestly, it depends on the day. Generally speaking, yes, she does believe she’s a good person. She has used a lot of the money she’s made through business to help charities and tries to stay as humble as possible despite her success. However, she does have days/times where she thinks she is a bad person because her buisness is built on the addictive habits of others and having been an addict herself, she thinks it makes her a hypocrite. 

Alex: No. She has had it instilled in her since she was a child that she is a bad person, a monster, no good, and worthless by her Father. As she has got older, she’s become increasingly more volatile and angry and she believes this is because she is turning into her Father who she thinks is the worst human alive. She doesn’t believe anyone when they tell her she is a good person.

Hayden: He doesn’t think he’s a good person, but doesn’t think he’s a bad one either. He’s made wrongs in his life, a lot of them, but he’s trying to make them right now by what he does as a living. He also doesn’t believe in good and bad people, just circumstances that make people the way they are. He also believes people can change.

Vause: She’s trying to be less hard on herself, with the help of Riley. Deep down, she doesn’t think she is, her whole life being built up from a criminal enterprise and drug traffiking business. But, on the surface, she’s trying to learn that she’s changed and trying to make an honest life. 

Harry: He thinks so, but in the same respect doesn’t think that he does enough good to warrent being called a good person.

Jacob: Jacob believes that he’s on the right path to redeam his sins. He doesn’t believe he’ll ever attone for killing an inncoent person in his youth, but he’s doing everything he can to get close to it. 

Sebastian: Yes.Sebastian is very much a do-gooder. He is an ethical hacker and volunteers often in homeless shelters and animal refuges. He does everything he can to help others and is generally very selfless. 

Ryan: No. Ryan does not. Being involved in ganglife for 13 years means he doesn’t think he’ll ever be able to attone for everything he’s ever done. He hates his past, but is learning to live with it.

Klaus: It depends on whether he’s high or not. Honestly, he likes to think he’s a good person with a good heart but he wonders whether he would have been given such evil powers if he was a good person.

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Obvs marissa is my fave forever but also vause because I love all our ships and angst

ugh who doesnt love these bitches tbh. i hate them both but i love them so much. sharissa and viley are fkin LIFE tho.

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9. What is one thing that would break your muse? 

Marissa: Marissa has already been broken once by the suicide of Delilah. I think that the only thing that would break her again would be if anyone else that she had/has attached too dies in a similar way as it would bring everything back.

Alex: Alex also has already been broken, she just self-medicates it with sex, drugs and alcohol. It was the loss of her Brother, George, which she blames herself for. She’s tried to get clean to deal with it properly, but she can’t yet. The only other thing that would break her more is if something were to happen to either of her best friends, Cam and Marnie.

Hayden: Whilst he’s had a difficult run, I wouldn’t say Hayden has broken yet. If anything were to happen to his daughter, however, that would break him entirely.

Vause: Vause suffers with PTSD from her days in prison, but she’s not broken with it. If anything were to happen to Riley, that would break her instantly.

Harry: Harry is a sensitive soul. Divorcing Landon broke him, but he’s put those emotions so deep down that he can’t feel them. If he had to see Landon again for anything other than passing in the street, it would bring everything up and likely break him.

Jacob: Jacob would break if anything were to happen to his daughter. Full stop. He doesn’t really have anything/anyone else that would cause such a massive emotion.

Sebastian: Sebastian tends not to attach to anything, so it’s difficult to say what would break him. He’d likely break if he was placed under enormous stress/pressure as he can’t handle either of things well.

Ryan: Ryan would break if anything happened to Nika, or, if he was pushed back into the gang life with no window of escape. Later on, he’d break if anything happened to his children.

Klaus: Klaus would break (even more so than he already is broken) if anything else happened to anyone in his family. Or, if he stopped being able to see and speak to Ben.

11. Would your muse kill for someone they care about?

Marissa: It would depend on the situation and who it was for, but ultimately, yes.

Alex: Yes, without hesitation.

Hayden: No. Unless it was his daughter, then yes.

Vause: Yes, but there would be hesitations and she would exhaust every other possible option first.

Harry: No. Never.

Jacob: Yes, if he believed it was the only way.

Sebastian: No. Never.

Ryan: Yes, he already has.

Klaus: Yes, so long as he absolutely believed that the other person he was killing was evil and there was no other way.

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Vause tag dump!