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girlscience · 1 year ago

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I literally don't know what is wrong with my brain right now and it is starting to really bother me. As long as I am physically around people I'm fine. I'm talking with them, interacting with them, I'm great. The second I'm alone??? BAD. This has never happened to me before in my life.

#I DONT KNOW WHAT IS WRONG #WHAT IS GOING ON IN MY HEAD #I am so full of anxiety for absolutely no reason #I was sooooo out of it last night and literally slept like actual shit #and am concerned it is going to be the same tonight #I feel insanely understimulated and nothing is fixing it #I don't think I'm lonely but maybe that's what it is???#I don't think I'm very stressed but that could cause it I guess #my apartment is decently clean so that's not it #I have done projects and read and played video games and done physical exercise #I have spent time with people in person quite a bit recently AND time with people over the phone #I DONT KNOW WHAT IS WRONG AND I AM DISTRESSED #maybe its caffiene???? but I only had one coffee today at fucking like 10 am #that shouldn't be doing this to me and I don't think I've drank caffiene everyday for the past idk two weeks?#music isn't helping. the gym isn't helping. tv isn't helping. fanfic isn't helping.#I don't know what to do guys

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