#much simpler. i just worry that what they're really looking for in a receptionist is someone pretty y'know? | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

vigilantejustice · 2 years ago

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there are a couple jobs around that seem like they’d be sort of ideal but. the thought of going back to work at all is mildly terrifying in that there are at least five different levels of anxiety to overcome + then the concept of being trapped into having to leave the house (which sounds like an oxymoron) every day is a real pickle

#there's a receptionist job in the city + they're not looking for anyone with like. Actual Experience #my experience is retail + then early childhood education so there's no corporate experience or administrative experience either y'know?#so this would be good in that even if it wasn't a long-term job it would be great experience #if i managed to get hired anyways #it's also great because there's no need to drive there's a bus that runs right from my place into the city in the morning + evening so it #works out super easy that way. if i could get out of my own head about my appearance for any length of time it would make everything so #much simpler. i just worry that what they're really looking for in a receptionist is someone pretty y'know?#anyways. guess i'll apply for it + see they might throw my resume straight out when they see the stupid huge gap on it lmao #the trapped thing sounds strange but it's the most apt way to explain it. it happened when i went back to the kindy last year it was wild #the second i clocked in i felt trapped it was awful then i had the most intense feeling of safety crawling into bed when i got home #it was inexplicable #personal

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