#monstaxhybrid

[inneedofsomehope]

Monsta X OT7 ~ Kitty Cat {5}

Pairing: Hybrid!reader X OT7

Genre: FLuFF, angst, tiny bit of smutt

Warnings: none to note.

Words: 1,4 K

Special update for @alexiajohanson​

[Part 4] - [Part 6] 

It had been a couple of days since the accident and everything had gone pretty smoothly. Wonho had tried and made effort to become closer to you and it hadn’t been that hard for him, but Jooheon appeared to have a harder time with trying to get to know you. Partly eaten alive by guilt, partly still weary of your sudden presence in their family, but most of all scared. Scared to be rejected. 

Wonho appeared to love it when you cuddled up to his side while he was watching tv or playing video games. At first you had been a bit hesitant when he pulled your head towards his broad shoulder to lay on it, but after he had made multiple efforts to gain your trust and forgiveness, you didn’t mind being close with him anymore. He had cooked for you a couple of times, even though the first time he burned the food and Kihyun had to step in and make sure he didn’t burn the kitchen down. At first Kihyun wanted to ban Wonho out of the kitchen, but after asking him a lot of times, he agreed on helping Wonho make you a meal. You liked the effort he was putting into fixing your relationship, but you couldn’t help but wonder if it was going to stay like this or if he would turn his back on you again. 

Jooheon was very hesitant. He couldn’t get over himself for hurting you and you let him have all the time of the world for forgiving himself first. He hadn’t spoken to you since the attempt of apologizing that night and you were kind of frightened that he would be like he was before and give you the cold shoulder once again. You sometimes couldn't sleep wondering why he didn’t accept you and what you should do to get him to accept you. 

On one particular night when your nightmares were pretty bad and you didn’t want to wake Changkyun again, you got out of bed and waddled towards the living room, wrapped inside your blankets. When you arrived in the living room, you didn’t expect there to be another person awake at this late hour, but there was someone sitting on the couch, staring straight ahead. There was a slight shudder in their figure, like they were crying. When you approached them, it became clear to you that it was Jooheon. You didn’t want to disturb him and turned around when his voice reached your ears. 

‘Y/N?’

You looked back at him and saw that his figure was now turned to you instead of turned away from you. His eyes were red and puffy and his lips were red from crying. 

‘Hey Jooheon...’ 

You slowly made your way over to him and sat down on the other side of the couch. 

‘Why are you up at this hour?’ you asked him, wrapping your blanket tighter around you. 

‘I don’t know... I can’t sleep and my head just won't quiet down.’ 

‘Do you want to talk about it?’ 

Even though you didn’t expect him to want to talk to you about it, you still offered out of kindness. 

‘Do you hate me, Y/N?’ 

‘No! Of course not. Why would you even think that?’ 

You were shocked to say the least. You didn’t think you had ever done something to him that would make him think that you hated him. 

‘I haven’t been kind to you even once and still you don’t hate me?’ his voice was very cracky and thick from crying and you found the urge to touch him, to comfort him. 

You slowly crawled over the couch towards him, lifting your hand towards his face, slowly to wait for his reaction. As your hand touched his cheek, he closed his eyes. You softly cradled his soft face. 

‘I could never hate you Jooheon. You are one of the seven persons that provided me a home and I can only be thankfull towards you.’ 

‘I’m scared that you don’t like me once you get to know me... That you’ll like Changkyun and Hyungwon better than me.’ 

At his words you swallowed hard. You indeed liked Changkyun and Hyungwon better than Jooheon at this point, because you didn’t know him at all and only knew him to be cold and rude towards you. 

‘Why don’t you let me decide that for myself instead of filling that in already for me?’ you said in a soft voice, taking his face in-between both of your hands, making him look at you. 

‘Right now, I indeed do like them better than you,’ sadness and rejection washed over his face, ‘But, I don’t know you like I know them. I haven’t spend the same amount of time with you. If you would give me a chance to get to know you, you’ll see what happens.’ 

‘Okay...’ 

‘Good.’ 

You smiled softly at him, wrapping the blanket around him as well and cuddling his head in the crook of your neck. Wrapping your tail around his waist. 

A soft feeling overcame Jooheon, he had not expected you to give him such a chance so soon, but he was glad and relieved that you did. His hand softly started to stroke the end of your tail, making shivers run over your spine. 

Your cheeks blushed crimson red. Your ears and tail were very sensitive to the touch and it embarrassingly turned you on when they were stroked. 

‘Joo- ahem- Jooheon, could you stop that?’ you asked with a wobbly voice, tail shaking and form tense. 

Not knowing what effect it had on you, he looked at you questioningly. His close proximity didn’t help one bit and you couldn't help but lick and bite your dry lips as you looked at his full, soft looking ones. 

When Jooheon looked at you, there was a hint of innocence on his face. But it changed as soon as he started to stroke your tail again, more firm this time. 

‘Joo...’ your voice was caught in your throat. 

You quickly stood up and took a bit of distance from him. This was moving way too quick and when you said you would give him a chance, you as well needed to adjust to him. 

‘I think it’s time for me to go to bed.’ 

‘I’m sorr-’ 

‘Stop apologizing Jooheon, but please give me a bit time as well.’ 

Jooheon nodded and gave you your blanket and you quickly made your way back to your bed. 

That nights events didn’t help you to sleep at all and when the clock struck five, you still found yourself awake. 

So did Jooheon. He had never advanced a girl that fast, but the way your body reacted to his touch spurred him on. Tiredly he rubbed his eyes and turned for the -nth time, making himself comfortable on his back. Softly he started counting and after a while he finally fell asleep. 

The following morning you awoke to the smell of bacon and toast. Sleepily you rubbed your eyes, throwing the thick blanket off of yourself. You put your hair up in a bun and made your way to the kitchen, eyes half closed and cheeks a rosy pink. 

Without being fully alert you bumped into a solid chest, but instead of quickly stepping away you wrapped your arms around the warm body, snuggling against it and you started to purr softly. 

‘Well, good morning to you too Kitten,’ the low, raspy morning voice of Shownu filled your ears and a content smile spread over your face as he started to run his hands through your hair and softly over your ears. 

With a bit of a sour face Jooheon looked at the way you interacted with Shownu. He wished he was in his place right now, having you around him so comfortably. Quickly he shook the thoughts and feeling, he needed to put effort in your relationship and in time the two of you should be close as well. 

Shownu lifted your body off of the ground effortlessly and put you in a chair at the table. When the warm source disappeared, you mewled dissatisfied. But before you could throw more of a tantrum, the smell of the bacon got really strong, signaling you that someone had placed a plate of food in front of you. 

You opened your eyes now fully, greeted with a plate full of food and the faces of Shownu, Jooheon and Minhyuk. 

‘Good morning!’ The cheery voice of Minhyuk filled your ears, making you smile softly. 

‘Good morning.’ 

‘Jooheon and I made you some breakfast, enjoy!’ 

After taking a deep sniff of all the delicious foods in front of you, you dug in. 

‘Woah, this is really delicious! I didn’t know you could cook,’ your voice was laced with surprise and a small smile formed on Jooheon’s face. He liked it to surprise you. 

‘Here try some of the porridge I made,’ Jooheon got up from his chair and walked to the pot sitting on the kitchen counter. He filled a bowl with the porridge and put it in front of you. 

You already felt pretty stuffed, but the way Jooheon's face lit up with expectation, you couldn't not eat it. 

After you finished the bowl with porridge you felt like they could roll you out of your chair, back into your bed. 

‘I am so full...’ you mumbled and smiled satisfied. 

‘We’re glad you liked it, Y/N!’ Minhyuk said and started to clean the table. 

‘No, Minhyuk, let me clean the table and do the dishes. You and Jooheon cooked.’ 

Minhyuk looked at you for a second before giving you a toothy smile and retreating to the living room. 

‘Thank you!’