#milk tea doesn't usually fuck me up like this tho like what the FUCK was in that tea i'm crying

[ellcrys]

so without going into details my body was really fucked up yesterday evening and all throughout the night and i really thought i was going to have a stroke or something lmao. obviously, that didn't help my anxiety so i'm lying in bed trying to fall asleep feeling like i'm going to have a panic attack and wondering what's real and what's my brain conjuring up symptoms due to runaway anxiety. what feels like hours pass and i'm still wide awake, brain racing, heart pounding, limbs kinda jittery and i'm reflecting on my day like was it something i fucking ate? and then i remembered the fucking milk tea at that lunch spot we went to and bruh i'm never intaking caffeine ever again

[the-crystal-femmes]

i am also an enjoyer of dragons ^^ very neat creatures- used to think we were one but even tho we arent i can appreciate the coolness.

dr pepper is good! we're not big on soda (unless u count monster??) but socks is a mountain dew fiend lol- our liquid of choice is usually half-half iced tea lemonade. super good.

our intestines, too, are unkind to us. for different reasons probably but still. solidarity 😔🤝

our fronts are a bit scrambled because of the way our system works. ona normal day its just me, Autopsy, Toby, Unname, and sometimes Socks or Kody.

i'll send the message! from what i hear theyre doing okay, we're mostly just working on figuring out what their deal is so we can catalog em and let them integrate.

I'm huge on soda I guess. I love the carbonation and the flavors, although I hate when they get flat too fast. I also like strawberry milk and cranberry juice :3. Frankie is our local monster menance, but she never finishes them and they fuck up our bladder.

Ours is IBS, I am a strong soldier 🫡 /lh

Usually it's just me but that's known by now. Pearl and Ula try to make an effort to show up but sometimes the brain is an asshole and doesn't allow that.

Honestly some of us have yet to figure out roles, mainly Ames and my diamond? I think Ames is a sustainer (fronts to help us eat) but we haven't really figured that out, and we know my diamond fronted to handle personal affairs at some point but we're unsure if that's her role. (Ames didn't split with her role, I asked her if she was comfortable with taking it on because I've essentially been not eating lately, to put it lightly. She tends to co-front more than front, though).

- YP