#miguel o'hara: 012

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[ confess ]  for my muse  to  confess  their  feelings  to  your  muse // @twentyninetynines​ (insert panda fire emoji here) / yes i kept your message bc it was funny

To be honest, Maddie was entirely unsure why it was today of all days that spurred something inside her to come to the conclusion she needed to tell Miguel outright what she felt. It was like all the gears shifted into place perfectly, it occurring to her that he was the first one she thought of. He was the first one she thought to go to with good news, bad news. Anything. That the hesitation she felt was only of her own making, that she didn’t think she deserved something permanent, something that was hers and hers alone. No ties to the X-Men, to her twin sister, just her. 

She just saw him and he just saw her. 

Arriving at Miguel’s, she let out a sharp breath as she knocked and waited, feeling like she could jump right out of her skin. Once the door swung open, she looked up at Miguel and could feel the tension in her start to bleed out. “I’m far too old to be saying that I like you like we’re in grade school, but I... I do. I really like you. Like more than I ever intended to, no offense.” She teased fondly, a soft look in her eyes as her hand reached up to rest against his cheek. “There’s really no one else I’d ever want to try this with, to let them endure who I am as a person, because let’s be real. Not everyone can. It’s quite the task. Are you up for it? To look at me and not look away?” Maddie asked softly with bated breath. “Because I’m not looking away and I don’t plan on it.”