#middle school me thought the wirds 'forever alone' every day
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#picrew#tag game#got weirdly emotional doing this and also had a crisis about how I perceive myself#also younger me would think i am so cool (they were afraid of going into hot topic because thats where cool teenagers were in her mind)#but i dont know how i would feel seeing them#i feel like i failed them#like how could i protect younger me and tell them how to avoid the mistakes i made#maybe they could be happier then#i want to see myself happy and healthy but i feel like its too late for me#but maybe thats the depressive episode talking#i should do this again when i'm mentally stable and compare#one thing that does make me happier than young me is i have a boyfriend and we believed for so long no one would ever love us#middle school me thought the wirds 'forever alone' every day#also i want to know their reaction to being bi#probably 'wait you can do that??' and 'that explains a lot'#despite being raised super Christian we never understood homophobia lol#i wanna leave gender fuckery as a fun surprise#asexuality i'm conflicted on
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