#messages. ¦ what i wish to say... ❜
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you are so whimsical i qant to check out this mdzs (..??) because of your whimsical nature thank you sorry im very high and your art moved me emotionally
This is simultaneously the sweetest and funniest thing someone has sent me, thank you.
#ask#non-mdzs#I have a hunch you will not recall sending this to me but I wish to immortalize it.#The progression of me going 'aw' to 'barking with laughter' at the last bit of this message was a delight.#Oh man what to say about getting into MDZS...#I admit I'm probably low on the list of people who should be recommending it.#I enjoy it! But there are also a ton of different adaptations that each do a slightly different thing with the story and characters.#Personally I loved The Untamed (Netflix live action) for how campy the action was. It got emotional but really...It made me laugh.#And I love watching it with people because it also makes them laugh.#(The Untamed changes a lot of plot elements so it isn't looked upon very favourably by many fans. I love it as its own thing)#Don't get me wrong; it *is* a story with interesting things to say and I certainly have written tons of analysis on it.#But it's also a series I spent over a year making parody comics of. It comes from a place of love!#The audio drama is really good and I think it might be the best form of mdzs...however finding episodes is not easy.#The audio drama is also what I'm basing all these comics on!#There is a book (the primary source) An animated series and a comic to check out as well.#Someone probably has a better pitch and recommendation list than I do. I just make the funny comics.
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talking about the topic of animated movies not Hitting, I accidentally reminded myself of one time on twitter, I think around the time that Raya came out?? I was poopooing on how much the dragon looks like elsa, and then talked about how I wish 2d animated and hand animated films were still The Medium instead of nothing but the highest resolution skin texture fur textured 3d animated films bc I'm tired of seeing it, etc etc and then someone who I was not mutuals with, they must've been someone working under the disney IP in some form, and must've either done some work on raya or just worked on 3d animated projects in general, replied to me SEVERAL TIMES as if I was subtweeting them, with something to the tone of "just say you hate me and you think my art is trash" and I think about that ALL the time
#I wish I could find what they said bc it was so much weirder than what I paraphrased. but this was years ago#like I had accidentally REALLY. bothered them and they thought the tweets were directed straight at them.#they were following me apparently (unfollowed me after that. obviously. bc they decided that I hated them specifically)#(bc I didn't like the dragon design from raya and I was fantasizing about it being 2d animated)#they deleted the tweets like 24 hours later but I was literally like. I'm sure you do good work???#i'm sorry you feel that way but rn i'm trying to complain about this very mainstream movie?? this is not a personal attack???#but now whenever I say something about a movie looking like dookie I imagine someone messaging me going “just say you hate me”#bc they did some concept art for it or something#shouts out to that person they were obviously doing really well emotionally to have come at me in that way lmao#sergle.txt#they obviously felt that we were in a Personal Argument but i wasn't wanting to argue and the interaction was not personal so it was very#one sided lol
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some of you are just so lovely and sooo easy to love and i mean it when i say with 100% certainty that ur favs would be head over heels for you
#are ALL very lovely btw#but it’s just i have seen a lot of people be very doubtful of themselves recently#and it’s like … wdym you don’t think you are the most wonderful person in the entire world how could anyone not adore you i love you so muc#sorry i am not very eloquent when it comes speaking my own feelings i’m afraid but i hope the message is still clear 😔#what i’m trying to say … some ppl on here are so kind and have so much love for everyone and i wish you could see urselves how i see you#bc i do aspire to be more like you i suppose 🤍
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// Tw: Dissociation and Suicide Attempt
I'm so incredibly normal about "little kid with a big death wish" by @remedyturtles :D
This animatic ends at chapter 29, so if you wanna find out what happens you should go check out the fic (*hint hint nudge nudge* please go read this fic its absolutely wonderful)
Song: Saline Solution by Wilbur Soot
time for the heartfelt message, Rem, This fic means so much to me. More than I can describe. I may not have been here from the very beginning of it, but I've very glad I didn't wait for it to finish before I started reading it. It was one hell of a journey, but I don't regret taking it at all. Half of the fun of reading this was screaming at you on discord with Russ, and the other half was sobbing over this lovely fic alskdjflasjd
I thought I'd be better equipped for finding the right words today, but i was wrong. I just want you to know that I not only adore your writing, but I'm very glad I get to spend time in your company (even if its just crying at you on discord asldfkjasdf)
:D
pssst, it's on youtube now
Ko-Fi || Patreon
#sad•leonart#animatic#little kid with a big death wish#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt#rise leo#rise donnie#rise raph#rise mikey#tw dissociation#dissociation#suicide attempt#tw suicide attempt#it me ya boi making another turtle animatic with another wilbur soot song alsdkjfalsdf#hmmmmm i dont know what else to say#i used all my words on that message alsdkjfalsdf#probably gonna post this to instagram and youtube at some point so... dont be surprised if you see it there#idk about tiktok this time#i doing think i wanna go through the trouble alsdkjfsd
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Most unhinged ask?
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#I don't get that many overly unhinged asks#the asks I wish I could answer but can't are the ones that are funny or interesting but in a slightly too inappropriate way#answered#anonymous#for the record if you've sent me a message and I didn't respond it doesn't mean I didn't like what you had to say#a lot of the time the best ones kind of take my breath away and it takes me a long time to come up with a response#and there's only one of me and only so many hours per day
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not my friends being 400x less supportive about me being Christian than I am about them being atheist
#losing my mind right now#we were literally all just talking about a trip the senior class goes on#I said I didn’t want to go#cause I kinda hate the camp#and this girl responds to my message about hating camp#and goes HAHA I HATE CHURCHES#haha get it cause that’s how I feel about churches#and I’m like??? you knew what you were doing when you randomly changed the topic to that directly off of one of my messages#this is a pretty minor example too#it’s just the one that’s sending me over the edge right now#I’m so fed up with it#I’m over here treading on eggshells and trying to not mention religion too much so I can show my respect for your beliefs#and all you want to do is constantly change the topic to how much you hate my religion#but if I say I can’t be friends with someone because of that#then IM the intolerant one!#there’s no way to win.#I wish people were just not like that
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Re: your bizarre anon, Louis is so hot BECAUSE he is not tall or huge and yet has such intense charisma!!! That's EXACTLY why I am dying and my ovaries are exploding every time I see him around taller and bigger men!!!!!
THAT'S WHAT I'M SAYING!!! Some of us LIKE THAT ACTUALLY some of us DO NOT FIND BIG GYM DUDES HOT TBH
#my secret UO like its his body and I'll find him hot no matter what bc I love him but#I kind of wish he would STOP bulking up even as much as he is tbh😂 I miss my beloved tummy#anyway antis be reaching out there#they also sent me a message saying Harry is gross because he looks like he doesn't shower which first of all obviously isn't true#that man visibly smells like soap and cologne I can tell even in pictures#and also equating unshavenness/ hair with dirtiness is actually just unexamined racism so YUCK#PASS#but more to the point BABE you could not be more lost if you think that's gonna turn me off gimme that dirtbag realness#I should have kept it so I could be like oh yeah? maybe I should become a harrie after all 😏
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I think if Anders didn't talk about Justice like he's some crazed animal, a friend he once knew and never will again that turned evil, if he didn't discount Justice as still a person, if there was some kind of direct dialogue between them... Justice would be far more reasonable in the heat of the moment, and he would probably go Murder Mode less often and he and Anders would have co-control of their body instead of fighting each other for the wheel constantly. I think Hawke (in a romance with them) should help them figure this out. Especially a mage Hawke. Justice isn't just going to go away, Anders needs to accept that vengeance has always been a part of Justice, and there's never a time when it won't be. Like he himself says "Justice is righteous. Justice is hard."
#dragon age 2#da2#handers#justice and anders#anders#justice#and I know anders says he can't have a conversation with justice#but i feel like they could at least talk to each other in their thoughts?#it seems pretty dang obvious that despite them sharing a mind and body- they're still two separate entities#you can tell in a scene when anders is the one speaking and when justice has taken the wheel#it just keeps making me think of eddie and venom in venom 2 tbh#just the moment if 'we are symbiotic and that's what makes us strong enough to do this'#anders and justice need a moment like that#i really wish they could have a conversation#even if they have to do that through Hawke passing messages between them or something#they need couples therapy
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does anyone else want to stick these two in the same room together or is that just me... i simply think they are adjacent in vibes... (+a bonus thing???)
get u a fictional guy that makes you feel like this... seeing these guys just evoke a Similar Kind of Brain Chemical and Response. Help Me.
also have bonus yosuke doodle featuring the same brushes used here...! from january 23rd, lol.
#fe3h#sylvain jose gautier#persona 4#yosuke hanamura#crossover#lizzy does art#umm... hi.... (looks away) this is cringe but i am free. what is life if not to draw your favorite characters together on the same canvas#for the record i do not intend to conflate these two as the same character because they are NOT#'lizz. what on EARTH do you see in these guys.' you know. i wish i could answer that. (actually. i can.)#experiencing both of these characters sent me into an absolute spiral of denial when i realized that i enjoyed them#Words Hard but Basically i think its fascinating how both sylvain and yosuke have like this happier front that they project outwards that-#masks the struggles that they don't want others to see... and while both of them do cringe shit thats incredibly stupid#both of these characters have shown themselves to have like?? actual braincells? (re: yosuke at the start of p4 + sylvain support convos)#granted the kinds of themes and messages each of them is meant to convey varies bc of the setting and stories they are in#the sylvain + yosuke pipeline.... oh also i think the fandoms tend to rationalize both of their behavior towards women as like.#a closeted bi case. it's kinda strange to me why they overlap in certain ways hm hm...#but its just so funny to me that like. idk. they're both unbearable. they irritating for a reason /s#i should really draw these two more often (in like separate illusts) they are so fun i love their color schemes and designs it sparks joy#ok ok god i had a lot more to say about that than i thought oops. um. yeah. i learned how to draw for stuff like this. worth itTM
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Franziska’s insistence on perfection is an attempt to live up to her father’s legacy despite that legacy being built on lies and ruining countless lives including that of the person Franziska loves most. Accepting that she is not and cannot be perfect is a major step in her development into not only a better person but a happier one. And despite all of this, every time she declares her own perfection my immediate impulse is to agree with her
#ace attorney#yes she kind of sucks especially at first. that’s the point#I wish the investigations games ever went into half the things they do to her#but then completely failing to engage with her emotions makes it an accurate miles edgeworth simulator#I get that you’re not in a great place yourself post jfa but come on#‘my father just got convicted of murder and probably executed and I don’t know how to be anything but what he made me#I will never be good enough for anyone else and I’m terrified the last person I care about will leave me behind too’#‘you should be scared and I will absolutely do that if you don’t redouble your efforts at this impossible goal. seeya’#I love Edgeworth and I get what he was trying to do but. come on#and then he does it in investigations 2! he told her that they would stay together as long as they were both prosecutors and then he stopped#and it wasn’t about her but maybe that’s worse#she uprooted her entire life and went to another country to try to send a message that she loved him#he couldn’t even keep doing the thing he had been doing for years#(yes this is a wildly selfish way of framing it. she’s literally 19)#all of this is to say: man.#franziska von karma#she’s so pretty but at what cost
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Zero Day (2002)
#movies film cinema#zero day#ben coccio#I actually talked to the director on Facebook super nice guy and he told#me a lot about the filmmaking process and even helped me with tips on directing non-actors and new actors#I remember him telling me to always be supportive and tell your new actors they're doing a good job even if they aren't in the first take#cause you can instill confidence and still reshape and change their choices and mistakes later#Sometimes I'd message him for advice when I was running into problems on some of my early projects#he told me once ''did ya choose to collaborate with this actor cause you were lonely or you guys had passion and chemistry''#“collaborating is like a relationship” and he was so right#there's nothing worse than working with people you disdain cause there's no communication and no trust.#he told me how he wrote the first couple of drafts of Place Beyond the Pines but his take on the 3rd act wasn't clicking for the director#so he took the script and went and had another writer rewrite the 3rd act but he liked the process cause he learned a lot and still got pai#but I'd still like to see Ben Coccio's take on Place Beyond The Pines he says the 1st and 2nd act are mostly unchanged#Ryan Gosling's scenes are still mostly the same he said but he couldn't tell me too much cause of the NDA he signed#The bloopers of Zero Day are hilarious his tip he gave me about being supportive#“This is actually great but can we-” and Cal interrupts him “He says that no matter what if you're doing good or bad!” and everyone lols#I hope I can make it and ask him to collab with me on a script#He's such a nice dude compared to the harrowing film he made.#I wish there was BTS but he had only one tape to film on and this was made when digital camcorders were infants#I think he had only one 2 hour tape that's how low budget#The bloopers is just Cal or Andre secretly filming and Ben getting annoyed “Is it recording?” and Cal going “Nah..."#Cal is such a funny guy IRL I wanna see him act more cause he's so good. He was so great at playing a sadistic psychopath in this.#the final shooting is so harrowing and disturbing#I told Ben he srsly gut punched me/disturbed me and this is what made him really open up.
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Everything I love is yours.
#things i never thought i'd say#angst#things i wish you knew#spilling thoughts#letting go#sad realization#sad thoughts#sadgirl#first love#poetic#journal#personal#spilled words#spilled thoughts#what could have been#i miss you#things i never told you#things i never said#things unsaid#thinking about you#literary quotes#love quotes#love#moving on#i'm letting you go#unsent messages#unsent letters#i never told you#healing#heartbreak
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will maybe just have to try one of the weird portable aircon units because if it's this uncomfortable in may i don't know what the rest of the summer will be like? slept on the sofa downstairs the last two nights but it's really not ideal for anyone in the house. worrying also to think that my sleep could be worse than it is currently
the options feel like either a) buy very expensive aircon which hopefully works and is not as loud as a tumble drier on perpetual spin or b) sleep downstairs all summer and take a youtube hiatus until autumn because the attic is uninhabitable and potentially dangerous to the dog(?)(and myself?)
#also just want to say thank you to everyone offering me advice in messages and my inbox i really appreciate it#wish i knew why the attic was already so bad this year because i feel like last year i only had to consider sleeping downstairs in july/aug#its MAY#wtf man#i hate everything about all of this#also scared if i wait and think about it all too long all the aircons will go out of stock which is what happened last year
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Money for concerts but not for your tits? You make me laugh.
1) my boyfriend booked it
2) trans people needing gender affirming surgeries can also treat themselves to other things, this is not a hard concept to grasp unless you’re just that fucking stupid. just the same as people struggling with money deserve to spend some on themselves too, you’re just a cunt if you think the only money anyone should spend is on necessities or medical expenses. even if i had booked it, it’s none of your fucking business
3) go fuck yourself and take everyone else in my inbox with you, you transphobic piece of shit. your mum should have fucking swallowed
4) https://www.justgiving.com/crowdfunding/quills-top-surgery
#the same few canyonites are clearly targeting my inbox#anytime i post i get fresh waves of asks#and turning anon off doesn’t work bc they just make burner blogs i keep blocking#i bought ice cream for myself today guess i deserve to keep my breasts forever#didn’t know sorry doc#anyway wish i could say this didn’t get to me but you know what?#it’s actually really difficult to deal with#and if i delete my blog they win so i refuse#✌️#message in a bottle#anonymous
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maybe it's to maintain a sense of tension & turmoil that would eventually reach an explosive peak, a sense of tug-of-war, a back-and-forth to hammer home the ideals they want to deliver and for the viewers to chew on, but although these arguments regarding hiroshi & his stance as a man torn between his loyalty for his country & the loyalty for his Filipino friends and lover is of course important, how they write these scenes & the points they present from this week alone is getting too repetitive...? literally the argument scenes from last night & tonight between adelina & hiroshi is basically the same; the ideas were the same, the dynamics were the same: the aggressive, radical adelina, bristling rage and fear over the injustices she's seen thus far, and the cautious, inspiriting hiroshi, all hopefulness and reassurance one moment as a lover, defensiveness and sternness as a japanese soldier in another. this debate will be ever-present ofc, it is one of the series' biggest conflicts, but it is unfortunately so easy to tell when it is a.) being pulled up as a main topic to move the plot along / be a necessary conflict for character development/introspection / be the conflict to deliver the morals & messages the writers want to send to their viewers, or b.) when it is being pulled up only for the drama and filler to pass the time. like watching the characters sit down to argue for 10 minutes, do other things for the plot for 2 minutes, then sit down again to argue for the next 20 minutes. lol.
#lots of things i wish they would soon improve but this 1 bothered me tonight..stopped watching halfway thru#these scenes would be like excellent breaks for when we need to take a breather to digest what's been going on#but at the slow pace they've set it it's just...nothing's been going on since like...4 days ago#except for eduardo's plot#it's just arguments..everywhere....all the time....over the same repetitive things#no progress nothing new to chew on despite there being drastic changes to their situation...? same vibes from the time they weren't occupie#yet lol. same dynamics mostly#only new points of debate is regarding hiroshi & his country vs friends conflict#& carmela being desperate to go back to comfort & luxury vs her family standing as firm as they could against the occupation#ahhh i am sooo not eloquent enough to express my full thoughts but like!!! fellow viewers if y'all r here u understand me right lmfoskadhsg#finding it hard to criticize bc i'm trying to make sense of where they r coming from#a.) seeing as unlike mcai this is a complete original story it's hard to see what direction they'd like to take it to#b.) fil shows really find it hard to break away from their normal formulas of family dramas & bastard children & love triangles :'))))#god the opportunity to tell a refreshing diff story but this is like gma show 67627627th but set in the japanese era....then mixed with 50%#of the mcai show feel#the editing the visuals the acting = good. 60% of the story line = can be compared to the hundreds of gma shows we've seen be4#anywy going off on a tangent...#c.) i can understand the slow pacing as them trying to establish the settings & the feel of that era so that the more intense tragedies-#later on would hit harder#but again. few scenes feel like they're dragging on for too long. some scenes & themes r too repetitive#need to see something differenttt something fresh something developing. something moving & feeling & connecting w/the audience#need to see more of the Philippines & the Filipino people in the 40s!! not the same afternoon prime drama shot in intramuros#need to see their messages staring into our souls instead of just being words uttered in tears#all this to say....flop era this week tbh sorry#EXCEPT FOR MAX COLLINS & HER LIKE. 3 MINS SCREEN TIME. MAX COLLINS I LOVE U QUEEN#rambles#pulang araw#putting this in the main tag i KNOW some ppl out there would feel the same & can explain this better lol i swear????
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I'm sure you get loads of these but heck I said I'd give it a shot anyway!
Your artwork is so inspiring and beautiful. I recently graduated from art school with a degree in Animation Production but I've decided I'd love to be an illustrator some day. Your work really motivates me and gets my brain juice buzzin. Keep it up!!!
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#oh thank you! I'm glad you did!#first off as a general rule I think it's always okay to message any individual independent artist/creator#and tell them that you like their work#you may think they probably get lots of positive feedback and such and another one doesn't matter#but I would bet money that the actual amount is almost always smaller than you'd think#so every kind comment has the potential to cheer them up and inspire them#and motivate them to continue creating and posting their work online for people to see#messages like that can linger at the back of your mind for ages#I regularly think back to the nice things people have said about my art over the years#especially when I'm struggling with art block and feel like what I make isn't worth anything and that I'm bad and my stuff is bad#this got a little long winded and I'm probably preaching to the choir#but what I wanted to say is don't be afraid to let creatives know if you like their work it's always appreciated#I'm flattered to hear my dog doodles motivate and inspire you!#animation and illustration are both good choices imo#I wish you all the best on whatever you end up doing#answered#starfruitwyne
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