#memories💭
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Hello! Wanted to say Happy New Years! I know it’s been quite a while but I actually made an alt back in July. I haven’t really been on social media these last few years, just on tiktok to watch videos but that’s about it. And I only created that alt back in July to try and get the feel of being online again, just hanging out in my own little bubble and enjoying other people’s art, but sometimes when I find myself doomscrolling I would remind myself to take a step back and do something else — so I’ve been sort of around? But I’ve actually posted a couple doodles on it recently to further test the waters, just some fan art of another game I’ve been OBSESSED with — hah hah !
So yeah! I’m just here, existing, trying to get comfy and familiar again but truthfully I’ve been hanging out on there instead recently 🧎
( -᷄ ᴗ -᷅ ) 💦 If you wish to see more of my silly posts then feel free to follow @teacuppi, I’ll still post here but not as much as before? I’m honestly thinking of letting this place become an archive of my old art, angstyteacup makes me miss my late sister too much. But we’ll see what happens! I’m just trying to figure things out.
#teacup speaks#I thought I was ready to return but honestly this place will never feel the same anymore without my late sister#but angstyteacup brings both good and sad memories#it’s bittersweet but I still like to look back at everything on here !#I’ve just been thinking 💭
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No I didn’t give up on you, I just decided that I deserved better
#feelings#life stuff#thoughts 💭#relationship#love#mine#friendship#vent#heartbreak#it’s working#these been in my drafts for a while 😂😭#kinda cool to see the memories written in word form if that makes sense.#quotes#love quotes#life quotes#relationship quotes#self love#motivational#lit#friendship quotes#coping#literature#in my feels#late night thoughts#relatable
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#.miscellaneous#found a bunch of tiny portraits i made while trying to draw all the kingoh rangers + retainers from memory#so now i'm debating whether i should try cleaning them up all nice or not 💭#please have these bugs while i think about it :)
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the sun’s out, i’m seeing my boss’ boss at work, the blush is blushing, and i’m feeling a little more feminine than usual
so today’s fragrance is……🌸
#fun fact this was the first ever scent to start off my collection#i feel like i’ve outgrown floral scents like this one but recently i picked it up again and it just brought back soooo many memories#i was in such a different place in life when i was using this one religiously#this also makes such a pretty wedding scent hurhur#chitchatting ᵔᴗᵔ#fragrance 💭
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this kabedon had me so flustered like i didn't even know what to do with myself
#💭〰odorachatter#his little gotcha had me twirling my damn hair!!!!#your fragrance memory you will always be iconic#love and deepspace#rafayel love and deepspace#rafayel
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rafayel huskily breathing „you're so warm“ against your lips when he slips it in for the first time, your pussy fluttering around the length of him. he meets you in a messy kiss, tongue licking into your mouth and greedily lapping up every one of your moans.
he doesn't move yet, though, needing a moment to fully relish in the feeling of you wrapped around him like this. breaking the kiss, he looks down where you're joined together, admiring how there's no space left between your hips, and sighs almost dreamily.
„look at that, angel. we fit perfectly... i love that.“
he could spend an eternity like this, wouldn't mind to forever remain in your arms and warmth and simply look at you. and when your hands cradle his jaw on both sides, teary eyes meeting his as he looks back up to meet your gaze, a small plea of more, raf, please falls from your pretty mouth and he knows you feel the same.
#love and deepspace#lads x reader#lads rafayel#lads rafayel x reader#rafayel x reader#reader insert#self ship#⠀ mine#mine: lads#💭#this is directly inspired by the event memory oop.... maybe i listened/watched it a couple times idk.......#what can i say he's bewitched me body and soul 😔
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Hardly a shocker of a topic but, for my first real post on this blog I really want to talk about Gajeel .
We had a rough start with the Phantom Lord v Fairytail incident, but once he joined our guild, and how he fought to protect me against Lauxus, even while Jet and Droy beat up on him . . . ?
I didn't know then, but I was hooked . I was determined to be his friend, and little did I know that I would be his wife in the future —!
I miss him so much, and our kids too . . .
'Jeel ? If you're out there ? Come home, I miss you .
#💭 Levy's Memories#🪶 Levy's Writings#levy x gajeel#gajeel x levy#gajevy#gajeel redfox#fairytail gajeel#ft gajeel redfox#fairy tail gajeel#ft gajeel#gajeel#ft levy mcgarden#ft levy#fairytail levy#levy mcgarden#fairytail levy mcgarden#kinblr#kin tumblr#fairytail#fairy tail#fairytail kin#fairytailkin#ft kin
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it's funny because people have asked me how i could possibly grieve for someone so hard that died so early in my life but like. idk man i just Knew that our souls are connected and he understood me better than my own parents. it says volumes about him and how wonderful he was that the mark he left on my life was this moving and strong within what little memory i have of him
#:-)#and i cherish what little memories i have and still think about him regularly#the greatest people always die too soon and have us thinking about them forever#💭
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I've told the others about this memory but I thought it was funny so I'm sharing it here too
I remember I used to bite Donnie as a kid. Not hard, obviously, but just enough for him to pay attention to me rather than his work
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You wanted a reminder when you posted "apparently, I joined this tumblr place at 05/11/2021 1:02:36 PM." I think?
omgg THANK U for reminding me how did u remember 😭😭😭 the post is in mmddyy so it actually means may 11 😔 I think (the inferior date format fr) but WOW thank u I love u 🙏🙏🙏🙏
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I want to delete my account.... disappear for a bit........ but I WON'T I WON'T I WON'T I PROMISE
#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#I'm my worst enemy atp HAHA#Idk a fresh start does SOUND nice#but this user is like. mine#it's ME#my identity if you will#and I also have a lot of memories here and while it is a messy account (which bugs me..... I wanna clean it out so bad but it's HARD)#and I'm going to see family on Thursday and we're coming home Sunday I believe#which is rlly cool bc I don't see those family members a lot#but my mental exhaustion..... It's tiring to interact irl#and online interaction is a lot easier for me personally#aaaand ik I'll probably get irritated a lot get frustrated lock myself away bc of that all#you get the point#my thoughts also say that if I were to disappear here it'd take a bit for ppl to notice/they wouldn't care that I'm not on the platform any#BUT IK IT'S NOT TRUE#I seek validation too much I'm gonna be completely honest#I want to know ppl would miss me I want to know I make a difference here but yk#my account always dies for a bit when I'm on some kind of break 💔💔#I was abt to get wayyy too deep there HELP#yeah probably gonna delete this list in a few hrs I always cringe at them later on bc of the stuff I say in tags#I'm too much of a yapper and share too much online#but nobody sees anyways#and me saying that stuff makes me call myself an attention seeker istg 💀💀#sorry guys 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏#I'm trying to make this humorous and not too serious 😞😞
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maeve gives me such persephone vibes (and also just seems so cool and is so so pretty)
(i'm leaving a poem called a letter from hades to persephone because maybe sylus is a little hades coded to me and maybe it reminds of maeve and sylus):
Tell me you loved to destroy. Tell me you need me. Please. You are the bones of my spine. You are the ground beneath my feet. You are made of deeper stuff than the earth can give.
[ Don't scream, don't scream, don't scream. First, thank you so much, it's literally an honor to hear that Maeve gives off such vibes.
[ And second. Maeve would say you're beautiful and she's delighted that you think she's cool. 🥀 She's beaming so much right now.
[ As a devotee of Hades and Persephone, and how much Sylus and MC remind me of them, this is legit just singing to my soul, love.
[ Sylus is Hades coded to me as well, especially since one of his chat bubbles has pomegranates, plus him being the ruler of the N109 Zone. But, yes, oh my lords... This poem is lovely.
[ And this will definitely remind Maeve of Sylus.
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#cw negative#cw suicidality#cw vent#last night was the lowest i’ve ever been in a while . it truly is something else isn’t it#though i’ve been plagued by Those kind of thoughts for a while now i know i don’t truly want to die#more like take a very long nap and be woken up when it’s all over and i don’t have to constantly feel this way anymore#despite everything i am still hopeful for the distant future . i know i will probably cry over uni assignments and maybe fret over-#-workplace drama . but then i will have friends to meet for coffee and money to buy the silly things i want#so i have to look forward to that or else#carrying a level of hurt with me that makes it feel like my bones are being dissolved in acid#constantly waking up and wondering what i did to deserve it. feeling embarrassed‚ too#i want to wipe away those memories . and stop hurting myself nightly#genuinely when i close my eyes all i can think about is how desperate i felt and how lonely i was and then i want to claw myself apart#[ why did no one help me? ] those kind of thoughts ... i have made positive memories but i’m finding more difficulty recalling them#💭
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I only posted 35 of the bite-sized new year covers apparently (not counting the Amagi duet.) If there's any I have not posted yet that you would like to hear, do let me know. I deleted all the asks from back then, so I might have missed one by accident.
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i’m cooking. and by cooking i mean making / moving to a new blog
#💭. mutters !#and moving all my side blogs there and then archiving this blog lol#i need a little change in pace and also to rebrand myself a bit#i’ll keep this blog up for memories sake lol
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I feel as though my brain has calloused over and now i cant even recognize who i originally was
#looking back at old posts from years ago and completely not remembering anything i mentioned like what.? me from 4 years ago had#those memories? where did it go? it feels as if im an entirely new person whos buried my past self to protect myself and now im slowly#digging and finding some new shitty things everyday through nightmares or flashbacks or whatever it is and i hate it :)#i do think bc i genuinely feel safe now with the great help and patience of my fiance my body feels safe enough to process things finally#but it's just a lot and it hurts and im so good at burying things :')#💭
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