#memebot dislike

[opossumdude]

Welp

Tumblr is going to shit, and there’s a chance my blog will sink with it. Until then I will keep uploading art on this blog, but I will update my art in Twitter in deviantART as actively as there because I no longer trust Tumblr not goofing my art blog up (and I began disliking tumblr anyway).

my deviantART account is OpossumDaemon

my twitter (mostly general stuff and ocassionaly art) is possumdreams

my Furaffinity which I barely update is memebot

I also have a Discord for mutuals and people I know long enough (please PM me to give it out)

[motherboxing]

I’ve learned that sometimes when people don’t like you, it’s a compliment! I’m always a little baffled when people are like, “Oh I don’t think there’s anyone who hates me,” because, I dunno, I grew up super unliked by a number of people for a number of reasons largely relating to factors outside of my control, I am definitely hated by my abusers for daring to continue to live after they were done with me, I am hated by a bunch of assholes who read my blog and decided that I was the devil because I disagreed with them and wouldn’t debate them after they talked shit about my abuse... I’ve never felt like there’s no one who hates me. Subsequently while I do hate and fear conflict on a primal level, I’ve never been obsessed with the idea of being liked by everyone! Ever since I was a little kid I’ve known that sometimes people will just decide to hate you and there’s nothing you can do about it, and the best outcome is that they just go away and hate you quietly in a manner that doesn’t impact your actual life. 

I DO feel like there’s a difference between being hated by people you’ve hurt, and being hated by people who want to hurt you. I resent the attempt by people like that asshole last night to confuse these two things, and act like they hate me because I’ve done something to hurt them and not because I dared point out that they themselves crossed a line. 

I’m still feeling pissy about the sheer GALL of having used shit I wrote in personal posts for your meme generator for YEARS without attribution, and then turning around and getting chummy with people who’ve straight-up harassed me and my friends for being raped the wrong way, in the process of framing a bunch of trans women as aggressive and predatory Bad People because they disagreed with you... and THEN acting like when I get mad about someone who clearly thinks I and people I care about are scum using my shit without my permission, THEY are being victimized by ME because, like, I “want [them] to die” (literally WHERE did I say that!) and I hate asexuals or something. Like make no mistake, you started this shit. I didn’t ask for you to use my content for your memebot, I didn’t force you to be a jerk to a number of trans women and then gloat about what unreasonable crazy bitches they were, I just think if you’re going to do the latter, the very least I can do is put my foot down about you doing the former. The sheer self-absorption of spinning this like I started it by gleefully harassing asexuals (a thing I’ve never done!) and you were just an innocent victim of this big mean “aphobe” who picked a fight with you for No Reason makes me very frustrated. 

Anyway I feel like it’s pretty telling that I can spell out my very specific reasons for not wanting someone to use my shit and they will be like “Oh HOW am I supposed to know WHY she doesn’t want me using her shit, she’s just an APHOBE, it’s just this poorly defined free-floating hatred that she has, there’s no specific thing that I or anyone I associate with has done, she’s just an irrational bitch and a hater”. Like nah, that is you, I dislike you for very specific reasons! You, however, seem pretty intent on either lying about or refusing to define what it is about me that makes me such a cunt. And that’s your prerogative, I don’t really care why you hate me, I think it’s pretty clear that I should take it as a compliment.