#me when I'm actively experiencing The Horrors but i spent my entire childhood so anxious that i am now incapable of worrying about myself
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the horrors persist but so do i
i was trying to make a meme but i fucked up the audio layering and
#byrd chirps#me when I'm actively experiencing The Horrors but i spent my entire childhood so anxious that i am now incapable of worrying about myself#i genuinely do not know if that's a good thing or not#i just spent like 15 years crying myself to sleep due to paranoia and anxiety#and then i just realized one day that such is the pattern of life: shit happens and there's not really much i can do about it#and even if there is obsessing and ruminating just makes things worse#so now it takes an active psychotic episode for me to become concerned about anything#cause in my mind it's like. well either things are going to be okay eventually or I'm going to die#no sense in crying about it when I've still got a chance to make it out of this and into an upswing#i mean i very much do cry sometimes but it's almost never out of fear it's just owch oof my bones why am i still suffering#can the universe either lend me a hand or take me out back to be shot like a toothless dog already? lmao#I don't know if i have no sense of self preservation whatsoever or if this is my method of self preservation#could be both! who knows lol
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