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echo-s-land · 2 years ago

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Today's thinking is about that time when I was 4 and my grandma died about 7 hours before my 5th birthday – and my (then 10 y/o) sister told me I had no right to be as sad as her since I didn't know our grandma as much as she did/I didn't spend as much time as her with our grandma

Maybe it was then I started to believe my sister always suffered more than me and I needed to shut up and stop whining lol

#me adding 'lol' knowing full yell this doesnt make this post light-hearted-#slight vent #ig #my sister went through a lot. more than i did. even tho i know its not a competition of 'who has it worst' the thought of me having to stop #complaining cuz i dont have it as bad never went away. i know i shouldnt believe this #but i do

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