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Dude I need to be someone else
#sucks to say but I genuinely cannot envision myself getting into another relationship no matter how bad I want one -__-#everyone even the gays here are so normal and I’m so not . and I’m also completely undesirable. WHAT IS THE POINTTTTT#I keep sabotaging my own life by avoiding everything ever but the only thing worse than that is actually doing things#doing things makes me feel even worse like I’m sooo broken beyond repair . and the worst is that at least as a teenager I could count on#someone kinda just latching onto me. how I made all my friends. but obviously adults don’t and SHOULDNT HAVE TO do that. but still sucks fo#me 😭 I feel unfixable I’m too socially inept to exist#the only way to get out of this is by making myself uncomfortable over and over but god I feel like I need divine intervention before I#actually get anywhere. guys I’m hopeless 🤦#being desired on the internet DOES NOT COUNT you guys don’t know me like that. don’t even start .. LMAO
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