#mcl Rayan Zaidi

[secretsandpurplethoughtss]

Moodboards

I'll add more and more to this, but here are some moodboards for some characters I'm writing fanfics about!

Castiel🎸🐕

Ella (Castiel's girlfriend) 🛍️💗

Lysander 🎶🐇

Crystal (Lys' girlfriend) 🎤🐎

Armin👾🎲

Violet (Armin's girlfriend) 🎮📝

Nathaniel 🐈📚

Esha (Nathaniel's girlfriend) 🥼🪻

Kentin 🍪🎖️

Vanya (Kentin's girlfriend) 🧶🧘‍♀️

Hyun 🍰🍵

Lexi (Hyun's girlfriend)💄🌊

Dake 🌊🌶️

Priya⚖️🏳️‍🌈

Laura (Priya's girlfriend)🧠🍷

Rayan🖼️🎓

Chelsie (Rayan's girlfriend)🎨☕

Amber 📸🥂

[i-am-selenophile]

"so...we were predestined to find each other, you and me"

"I mean I wish we could get back together again" 😭💘💫🙈

I love him so much♡

[mcllover]

what i think they'll do after candy cheated on them:

nathaniel: put himself so much in his work everyone close to him start to get worried, don't go back to his place until it's extra late, will go back to his fuckboy era and try to forget candy (he can't)

castiel: he writes, so much he can make 3 whole albums, he probabbly canceled some date of concerts because he didn't felt well enough, gets mad at people when they ask about candy

hyun: go to his dad's house for some days because he don't feel like staying at home, will try to distract himself with his family, doing things for his mother, going places with his sister (i bet his entire family hates candy i understand),

rayan: find it hard to fall asleep, wondering what he did wrong, in class he'd be distracted and some of his students even asked him if he was fine, read books about heartbreak

priya: i feel like she'll want to move away, not because she felt forced but because its something she had in mind and no she doesn't want to stay in the same city as candy

you can share your thoughts too i'd be interested to read them (don't be mean)

[ogorkisz]

YUP ANOTHER ONE THANK YEWWW

there’s still alot to come so stay tuned ;*

[mclalegria]

Hello! 🧡 Do you remember the form I asked you to fill out a few weeks ago? Here are the stats.

If you haven't seen it I added the link at the bottom of this post and if you haven't voted yet you still can. The form will stay open for future players. I was supposed to update a few days ago, but I started the All for the Game series and couldn't focus on anything else lol still can't if I'm being completely honest but let's get into this!

Bare with me that, although I decided to do this, I'm as dense as they come and I'm not good with analytical stuff lol That aside more undercut 'cause this is going to be long.

Overall Jason is a hot favourite on most routes, followed by Thomas. Amanda, Roy and Devon's order differs a bit based on the old crushes.

Based on the votes, Nate's proved what I was curious about straight away. Most people will indeed play the same route again, in this case Jason's.

Same goes for Castiel's with the exception that people seem to be interested in at least two new crushes instead of only one: Thomas and Jason.

Lysander's is honestly the most versatile and for this reason I don't think my reasoning works. Here, all the ng crushes are showered with love but, for the time being, Thomas, Roy and Amanda seem to lead.

Armin is fairly similar to Cas' with Thomas and Jason on top. Despite a considerable gap there's another similarity between the two, Devon seems to be the 3rd favourite.

People who played Priya's route seem to fancy Amanda more, kinda followed by Thomas and Jason.

People that were on Rayan's route seem to mostly like Jason. Slightly behind are Devon and Roy.

Lastly, there aren't many votes for Kentin, Hyun and Eric so I don't have much to say about them, but you can still look at the graphs.

So in conclusion yup, I think there's a pattern, particularly in Nate, Cas and Armin's routes.

Link to the form -> https://forms.gle/zcvBTnpX8LrY6cYYA

[yuyinator]

A redraw some people at Instagram were interested in seeing.

[lovelightdecadent]

he's watching

recharged for the 1ap event this month and i happened to do it on rayan day so now i have the rayan set LOL

[magic-belodie]

Summary of MCLLL Episode 17 of the dialogue from the choices that I didn't put in the illustration summaries

This summary only contains the dialogue that changes. I also put behind each choice the route of the Love interest that you can get this dialogue on.

Seems like a perfect introduction to me! (Hyun) Hyun and you are discussing what to do first at the hotel. Hyun suggests getting dinner in the restaurant. It seems like a perfect place to go. Hyun and you go to the restaurant. The view of the landscape there is perfect. You look at Hyun, he was already watching you. He still loves you and is so lucky that you crossed his path. Hyun could spend hours in your company. That is very sweet, but he should start eating. Otherwise, you are going to eat his food. Hyun is happy to share. You two have an amazing meal at the restaurant. And to think that it is only the first day. What a great idea! Let's hurry, if we want to take advantage of this sumptuous light. (Priya) Priya and you are discussing what to do first at the hotel. Priya suggests going to swim. You find it a great idea. Priya and you dive into the water. She swims towards you and takes you in her arms. Priya is so happy right now. And to think that it is only the first day. You two kiss while the sun starts to set. To be honest, I had a different kind of sport in mind. You shouldn't have provoked me with your little striptease... (Nathaniel) Nathaniel and you are discussing what to do first at the hotel. Nathaniel just jumped into the pool. You saw him undo his clothes and are in for something wild. Nathaniel comes with lightning speed out of the pool. He takes you in his arms and cares you into the bed. You both quickly take out all your clothes. Nathaniel lays next to you. You start kissing each other while your hands go over his body. Nathaniel takes the lead. You have to let out a few moans before he finally enters you. You let your hands wander in the sheet and close your eyes. It doesn't take long before you both come undone. You lay in Nathaniel's arms. Everything is perfect. Oh, don't worry! I'll enjoy you even better by being totally relaxed. (Rayan) Rayan and you are discussing what to do first at the hotel. You suggest getting a massage, while Rayan wants a wild moment. You tell him you would enjoy that even more after a massage. Rayan tells you that he never had a real massage. He means by a professional. He thinks that a massage from you isn't very conventional. You call them, they come up to your room. You lay next to each other while they are busy. Rayan asks himself why he waited so long. This is amazing. After the treatment, Rayan feels 10 years younger. But age doesn't matter to you, you will always love Rayan. You both go lay down on the bed and kiss. You fall to sleep in Rayan's arms. Okay, Mick. Let's go! We're here to enjoy ourselves, right? I'm going to heat up the jacuzzi. (Castiel) Castiel and you are discussing what to do first at the hotel. Castiel want to go into the jacuzzi. And you agree with him and go hit it up. 3 minutes later, Castiel joins you, and he has champagne and two glazes with him. He asks if you want a glass. You can choose your answer. This moment together in the jacuzzi is perfect. You are sitting on his lap, his eyes look emotional. Castiel never thought he would be this happy. He is so lucky you two met. You are his only destination. You feel the same. Castiel and you kiss. Well, for the occasion, a glass! (Castiel) Castiel asks you if you want a glass of champagne. For this occasion, you want to. He hands you a drink. Gladly. And the waiter too, please, young man. (Castiel) Castiel asks you if you want a glass of champagne. You want one gladly and also one for the waiter. Castiel gives you a glass and takes one himself. Actually, I'll have a glass of mango juice. I want to keep my mind clear... (Castiel) Castiel asks you if you want a glass of champagne. You want to have a mango juice instead. Castiel gives you a glass of mango juice. I totally feel up to it, but to tell you the truth, I had other… activities in mind, rather than a walk! (Eric) Eric and you are discussing what to do first at the hotel. Eric suggests going for a walk. But you want to do another activity. Eric doesn't understand what activity you mean. So you look at him and drop your towel. You go stand in front of him and start to unbutton his shirt and take off his pants. He grabs your butt, and pulls you against him. You put him on a chair and go sit on him. He held your hips while you had your arms around his neck. You start kissing each other while you find the right rhythm. Then he suddenly stops you. Eric wants to change position. You go sit on the chair with your hands on the railing. Eric goes to stand behind you. Eric puts his hands on your hips. You let out a moan while he enters you again. You close your eyes to surrender to your feelings. Eric finds soon the right rhythm and you both come undone. You kiss passionately, to think it was only the first day. If we want a refuge, shouldn't we... try to build one? (Priya) We should build a hut, or any shelter, don't you think? (Castiel and Nathaniel) How about using the time we have left to build a shelter? (Eric, Rayan and Hyun) Your lover and you are lost in the jungle. You two have come to the same place for the fourth time. Maybe you two should build a refuge or some shelter. Your lover will tell that it is kind of impossible to build a shelter. What you really need is an overview of the place. So you two can find a place where you can stay for the night. We have to make a weapon to defend ourselves in the event of a bad encounter. (Eric, Nathaniel, Castiel, Hyun and Rayan) If we have to defend ourselves... Shouldn't our priority be to make a weapon? (Priya) Your lover and you are lost in the jungle. You two have come to the same place for the fourth time. You two need a plan for the night. Maybe you should make a weapon. It is better to find a hiding spot. You two should go to the breathtaking overlook.   We should make marks on our way to avoid retracing our steps inadvertently. (Priya, Hyun, Nathaniel, Rayan, Castiel and Eric) Your lover and you have found the breathtaking overlook. You two decide that it is better to go to the volcano than to stay in the jungle. You suggest making marks on your way. It won't bring you forward. But it will prevent you from going the wrong way. Eric will suggest using a phone as a compass. You will agree with him. We have to try to find a stream. (Eric, Castiel, Rayan, Hyun, Nathaniel and Priya) Your lover and you have found the breathtaking overlook. You suggest finding a stream. Your lover agrees and you two start to listen to the water and try to find. Except Eric, he suggests using his phone as a compass and you agree. Yeah… You're probably right. Oh well, we'll make up for it later, when we get back to the hotel. (Hyun) Hyun and you are walking through the jungle. You think that it is wise to get some food. Hyun doesn't want to try out his luck. You agree with him and don't get any food. When you find the waterfall, you will fall and hurt your angle. Hyun will help you walk to the volcano. Since you two didn't get any food, you two are hungry after making the fire. At the moment, you have nothing to eat. You two just wait until you try to fall a sleep.   Yeah, but we don't know when, or even if, we'll be rescued tomorrow. (Hyun) Hyun and you are walking through the jungle. You think that it is wise to get some food. Hyun doesn't want to try out his luck. You tell him that you have no idea when you will be rescued. You two will get hungry and die from it. Hyun tells you that the human body can go several days without food. The guide told that there are some dangerous fruits, it is better not to try. You give into to Hyun. Hyun and you walk further. When you find the waterfall, you will fall and hurt your angle. Hyun will help you walk to the volcano. Since you two didn't get any food, you two are hungry after making the fire. At the moment, you have nothing to eat. You two just wait until you try to fall a sleep.   True, but... we can't take risks. (Priya) Priya is suggesting getting some fruit. You are afraid that it is too dangerous. You have convinced Priya and won't get any food. Since you two didn't get any food, you two are hungry after making the fire. At the moment, you have nothing to eat. You two just wait until you try to fall a sleep.   I don't know if it will make enough noise, but it's worth trying, I guess... (Castiel) Castiel and you find some coconut shells. Then suddenly a monkey tries to take your camera. You scream, but now there are monkeys all around you. Castiel suggests making some noise with the shells. You are not sure, but it can't hurt to try. But he didn't just make noise, he tried to make a song with it. The monkeys like it and start dancing. No one is watching you. You secretly find their fruit stake and take enough from it for the night. Castiel will tell you that you have done well. He keeps playing some music, so you can get away, and then he joins you. Together you walk further. No... I don't think that's a good idea. They look super pissed off. I'm going to give them my camera... (Castiel) Castiel and you find some coconut shells. Then suddenly a monkey tries to take your camera. You scream, but now there are monkeys all around you. Castiel suggests making some noise with the shells, or throwing them at the monkeys. But you think it's better to give the monkeys your camera. Better to loos pictures then to lose your self. Castiel agrees with you. You put down the camera gently. Castiel and you run away, while the monkey gets the camera. Castiel and you run until you find the river. Because you ran away and didn't take any fruit with you. Castiel and you have nothing to eat after making fire. You two just wait until you try to sleep.

Is there really a debate to be had? Already an ordinary bee sting hurts like crazy… (Priya) Priya and you try to get some fruit. But there are large bees looking creatures on the fruit bush. Priya asks you what you two should do. You think it is better to go. You don't want to test out their stings. Priya and you were so close to the goal. But you are probably right. Priya and you walk further to the volcano. Since you two didn't get any food, you two are hungry after making the fire. At the moment, you have nothing to eat. You two just wait until you try to fall a sleep.   Eww, those stink! Do they smell like… gas? But maybe that doesn't mean anything... (Nathaniel and Rayan) Your lover and you are trying to get some fruit. But you don't know which ones you should take. You suggest the fruit with the smell. We don't know if it is good, but we will find out tonight. You and your lover take the fruit with you. You still eat the fruit after making the fire, that dialogue goes the same. Those, maybe… They kind of look like little coconuts. But can we be sure..? (Nathaniel, Priya and Rayan) Your lover and you are trying to get some fruit. But you don't know which ones you should take. You suggest getting the coconut looking fruit. You two will find out tonight if the fruit is eatable. Your lover and you take the fruit with you. You still eat the fruit after making the fire, that dialogue goes the same. Do you think... that they are hungry? What should we do? Do we share our harvest? (Nathaniel) Nathaniel and you have come across an animal. It doesn't look that friendly. You ask your self if it is hungry. Nathaniel takes out one of his fruits and gives it to the animal. The animals start to eat it, and looks really cute. You stay watching for a few minutes before you continue your trip. Throw the fruit at them, Nath! They might be interested in it! We… we should run! (Nathaniel) Nathaniel and you have come across an animal. It doesn't look that friendly. You think you should throw fruit at them. Maybe then you and Nath can run away. You already started running. Nath goes after you and asks what you are doing. To Nath it didn't look like you two were in danger. Instinct came over you. You both have lost the path. It will take you half an hour to find it back. Nath leaves the food behind when you start running away, and he goes after you. You two have no food after making the fire. At that moment, you both stay hungry. And just wait until you try to fall a sleep. No, that's ridiculous! It's just going to upset it and it'll eat us alive. (Rayan) Rayan and you have come across a small tiger. Rayan tries to be dominant and make noise at the same time. You think that it is not going to work. Rayan is really surprised by your answer and turns his back to the tiger. You feel like that tiger could jump any minute on Rayan. But then suddenly a monkey jumps between Rayan and Tiger. The tiger goes after the monkey. It saved Rayan's life. You hope the monkey survives it. Rayan collapsed, you go over to him. He is okay, just a bit shocked. You two walk further together.  WAIT! I have an idea. HEY! OVER HERE! (Rayan) Rayan and you have come across a small tiger. Rayan tries to be dominant and make noise at the same time. But you start to make some noise on your own. The tiger turns towards you. It worked, it is not looking at Rayan anymore. The tiger comes closer to you. But you don't give it time and climb into a tree. You tell Rayan to do like you and also climb into a tree. The tiger comes closer but can't climb into the trees. The tiger looks very angry. You two stay in the trees for a while. Then a monkey climbs down from a tree. The tiger goes after it. You two have a clear path and get out of the tree and run away. After you two are safe, Rayan is happy and angry at the same time. Because the tiger came after you, it could have killed you, but you also saved Rayan's life. A real heroine. Together you continue your walk. Wait! Above all, don't move! It's still far away... Maybe it didn't see you. (Eric) Eric is trying to get coconuts from a tree. In the same tree, a snake has climbed and is blocking Eric's way down. You tell Eric not to move, maybe the snake hasn't seen him yet. Eric froze, but it turns out the snake has seen him. You tell Eric to jump. Eric fell backwards, he landed with a crash. You go over to him and ask if he is okay. Eric is, the flowers broke his fall. You were both scared. Eric tries to take you in his arms, but the flowers he fell in smell. You both start laughing. The snake has gone further up in the tree, it has already forgotten about you. When you have found the volcano, Eric will go for a swim to get the smell away. You need to find at that moment the wood and rocks for the fire. No choice! Jump! (Eric) Eric is trying to get coconuts from a tree. In the same tree, a snake has climbed and is blocking Eric's way down. You tell Eric to jump. He jumps down and land in some flowers. You go over to him and ask if he is okay.  You were both scared. Eric tries to take you in his arms, but the flowers he fell in smell. You both start laughing. The snake has gone further up in the tree, it has already forgotten about you. When you have found the volcano, Eric will go for a swim to get the smell away. You need to find at that moment the wood and rocks for the fire. I've racked my brain... but I really don't see anything we can do. Well… (Castiel, Nathaniel, Rayan, Eric, Priya and Hyun) Your lover and you have found a save place. You two need to drink. But you don't really have an idea how to filter it. Your lover and you will use a piece of clothing as a filter and drink from it. Do you mind bringing branches? There's a grove of trees over there. (Priya, Nathaniel, Castiel, Eric, Hyun and Rayan) Your lover and you need to make a fire. You ask your lover to get some branches for you. You will get some stones for the fire. Your lover goes into the jungle to find some wood. You stay in the gave and put some stones in a circle and keep one as a souvenir. Your lover comes back with wood under his/her arm. (There must be dead wood on the ground, I just have to look under the leaves.) (Castiel, Nathaniel, Rayan, Eric, Hyun and Priya) Your lover and you try to make some fire. You are in the forest to get some wood and try to take some dead wood from the ground. You get beaten by a plant on the ground. Your lover wants to save you, but you tell him/her to stay where he/she is. You free yourself and go back with some wood to your lover. We could use two branches and rub them together. (Priya, Eric, Nathaniel, Castiel, Hyun and Rayan) You and your lover try to make fire. You start to rub two branches together. It takes a very long time before something happens. But in the end you get the fire working. If you choose to take the sunscreen with you. You have taken your whole toilet bag with you. You find there in a nail clipper to make the branches shaper. It will make the fire go on faster. At least this trip will give us great memories for when we're old. (Hyun) Hyun and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. At least this trip will give you some great memories. Hyun doesn't look so happy after you said this. It's something his parents used to say against each other. We know what happened to them. But you want to stay at Hyun's side while you grow old. The divorce was really hard for Hyun. It is better now, but still weird. They all see each other a lot. But when the moment is over, they both go to their separate houses. And Hyun sometimes forgets that. On one side he wishes that his parents get back together and on the other side he wishes for them to be clearer about their break-up. You find it very good that they are still friends. Hyun just has a more radical conception of love. You like that about him. They were more friends than a couple in their relationship. The restaurant kept them together for a long time. But it makes Hyun appreciate more what you two have. And you survived this jungle. Next year, you two can climb the Mount Everest without a guide. You were just kidding. You two kiss in the light of the fire.

Somehow, this story allows you to put things into perspective. We are lucky to be alive... (Hyun) Hyun and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. This story will put things in perspective. That is true. This morning, Hyun couldn't think how things would change. You two should make a wish. You look at the sky and there are no shooting stars. Don't you need that to make the wish work? That is not the kind of wish Hyun was talking about. Hyun was more thinking like a good resolution. If you two come back a life, you will swear to do. But if you come back, you have been through the hardest part. Tomorrow, help will come. Hyun knows, it's better to choose a credible resolution. But also something special like the day we just had. You choose to say that you want to go to Amsterdam and see the van Gogh museum. In your studies, you worked a lot with his work. He is one of your favorite painters. And one day you would see his art in real life. But it is too far away, and it costs a lot of money. And in the end it will always be pushed back. But Hyun promises you that the next vacation trip will be to the museum. But Hyun has one condition; no tourist expeditions. You are okay with that and are curious about Hyun's wish. Hyun wants to get back into dancing for good. You know, he has some really great moves. The dance he did in your room, you found it funny and sexy at the same time. And not to forget the wet t-shirt contest. He loved to dance when he was a teenager. Hyun hasn't talked about that much, and that is because he didn't like that he stopped. He loved it, but he wasn't very good. So he couldn't do it seriously. And then real life came in the way. But now he has some time left since his sisters are also in the business. He still has to decide which style he wants to do, when he is back. You tell him to just go with the flow. Hyun stands up and goes dancing and asks you to be his only dance partner and join him in lessons if he needs a partner. You agree. You two kiss in the light of the fire. What a day, right... It makes you reconsider quite a few things, don't you think? (Priya) Priya and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. This was an interesting day. It makes you think about things Priya was thinking about last year. She kind of misses social law a little. Crowstorm took all her time. And defending artists against who wants to exploit them fits Priya well. Priya wants to go back to it. The whole thing with Rayan shook it up. Priya regrets the most that she got corrupted by Renate. It was her idol, you understand it. But it is also the motivation why Priya wants to go back. Priya will probably meet Renate in court and then Priya could beat her. Priya wants to bring people real justice, instead of what Renate did. That is why when Priya goes back, she will always have one pro bono case. You remind Priya that you first have to finish your honeymoon. Priya has lots of energy for both. You two kiss in the light of the fire. We must still be a bit on edge. I've never been as stressed as I was today. (Priya) Priya and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. You have never been as stressed as you were today. For Priya, there has been a moment where she was more stressed. When she visits the Louvre for the first time. Priya never told you about this moment before. Because it was not very glorious. Priya was 16 Years old and lived in Belgium. She went there with school, and had all kinds of things in her head to do that weren't on the program. Tara, one of her classmates, had an aunt in Paris. They were both invited for dinner. At that dinner, Tara went to the bathroom and called with her aunts phone the teacher. She pretended to be the aunt and arranged that Priya and her could stay at her aunts house for the night. Tara and Priya said goodbye to Tara's aunt and got into a taxi. They were thinking about going to clubs the whole night. They were outside and saw that the Louvre was having a late night opening. Tara and Priya went into the museum. But it was already late, and they couldn't see much. So they came up with the idea to get locked in at night in the museum. Tara and Priya went to the bathroom and waited for the museum to close. After the museum closed, there wasn't much light to see. They used their phones as light. But they saw security right away. Priya and Tara realized that what they did was wrong. Maybe they would have been seen as art thieves and be moved from the country. So they tried not to get caught, and they succeeded. But when Priya thinks back now, she thinks that the guards were very easy on them and probably knew what was going on. The next morning, the light was turned on for cleaning. They manged to get out of the museum that morning. Priya and Tara never went again to the Louvre. Too afraid to be recognized. You realize that you are married to a burglar. Now there are no more secrets between you two. You two kiss in the light of the fire. What a day... I was constantly on edge because of the potential dangers... (Nathaniel) Nathaniel and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. It was quite the day. You don't know how Nath does it. Going undercover, thinking that everything could go wrong at any moment. Nath doesn't think about that, the only thing he thinks about is not getting caught. Plus, he always had Eric as back-up. He trusted him. You don't know what to say. You haven't talked much about Eric lately. It doesn't hurt Nath anymore. He can still see the beautiful moments. Eric was a friend and mentor to him. He does miss what Eric and him had. You think it is excellent that Nath looks at it in that way. Nath smiles and asks if he told you how they met. Nath was arrested by his coworker. They didn't have much against him. Nath was at the wrong place at the wrong time. The cell was overfull, and they hand caught Nath next to Eric's desk. Eric was playing chess on his computer. He didn't know much about chess. His wife suggested playing it. Nath gave him some tips that day. A week later, Eric saw Nath and Nath couldn't hide the stuff he had with him. But luckily, that is not what Eric was here for. Eric saw potential in him and offered him help. The rest of the story you know. You are happy with how this changed Nath's life. Nath and you give each other a hug. You two kiss in the light of the fire. Still... look how far we've come since Sweet Amoris! (Nathaniel) Nathaniel and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. You two have come far since sweet Amoris. Who would have fought that you end up here in this situation. Nath thinks about that a lot. What would have happened if you didn't come back into his life. Nath would have become a heartbreaker. Living on the street and in the gym. You are probably right. But without you, his world is empty. But Nath didn't seem lonely when you found him. How many women did he had at that time. Nath doesn't understand that you want to talk about that. He doesn't want to talk about it. But you are curious and start to count. But Nath doesn't really know the number. He was not in a good place at that time. Nath is ashamed of it. The only thing he tried was to forget you with those women. But he couldn't and from some of those women he didn't even know the names. He felt empty until he saw you again. When Nath is with you, he can be himself. You wish things had gone differently. But now you are with him until the end of time. Nath already knew back in high school that you were the one for him. He had to be who his parents forced him to be. But you were so happy, so free. He wanted to feel like that. Since then, he tried. You two kiss in the light of the fire. So, my darling, were you trying to run away from me? (Rayan) Rayan and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again and ask Rayan if tried to run away. You know very well that Rayan hasn't succeeded in that. And it is not like he didn't try. You were just joking, but now you are curious what he means. When you two met, it wasn't like there was a possibility for a relationship. It was even a little shocking. You don't know, You don't ask your self many questions. That is because Rayan pleased you very quickly. You start to like him from his first lesson. It was the same moment for Rayan. You remember the whole lesson and the encouragement after it. The same evening, Rayan was thinking about you, more than he should. Of course, back then he tried to lie to him self. Say like there was nothing going on. But after some time, Rayan had to admit. Your charm stimulated the relationship as your intellectually. Rayan felt like he was 15 again. But he wasn't and he was your teacher. He also had some strict principles in this area. But you both felt it and both couldn't run away from it. And now you two are here together in front of a fire on your honeymoon. You two kiss each other in the light of the fire.

Makes you feel very small, huh? The universe is so mysterious... (Rayan) Rayan and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. The universe is so mysterious. These times make Rayan miss his dad the most. Rayan doesn't talk about his dad very often. Rayan's dad often said that he was just smart enough to realize his ignorance. Rayan drew inspiration from his dad's humanity. Rayan is smart himself. And he knows that and shouldn't be ashamed of it. Rayan is smart in culture. His dad was an astrophysical researcher. Because of his dad, Rayan wanted to do something in the university area. You ask Rayan if he was interested in the science, Rayan was. But the rebel in him made him choose art history. You ask how his dad took it. His dad supported him in what ever Rayan wanted to do. His dad had a great way of reading paintings. Rayan learned a lot from his dad. You would have loved to meet him. Rayan is sure that his dad would have liked you. You ask Rayan if he misses his dad a lot. But his mother misses his dad more. And if things are true, his dad is now in the sky as a star. You hug Rayan, and then he kisses you in the light of the fire.         Still, what a day. Can you imagine if... Well, if... We hadn't made it? (Castiel) Castiel and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. It was quite a day. What if you didn't make it. Castiel says that you shouldn't think about that. He would collapse on the spot. The only positive thing about it, is that he would have ended up by your side. But to think about how his parents would feel makes Castiel really sad. He is their only child. You tell Castiel not to think about it. Castiel and you two are safe here at the fire. You ask Castiel if he ever wanted brothers or sisters. Not really, it forced to build himself outside. With his parents not being home often. You ask Castiel if he missed them a lot. For most of the time it was fine, but he does wish they to be there on certain occasions. But Castiel did have a happy childhood. And they enjoyed great vacations together. And trusted Castiel to be alone so much. It gave him a lot of self coincidence. And this way, he had a lot of time for his music, and his first step to get a band. If Castiel could do it again, he wouldn't change much. The only thing Castiel did regret was leaving you after high school. It goes the same for you. But you found each other again. You two kiss each other in the light of the fire. So... You don't regret giving up your life as a single rock star to end up stuck here with me? (Castiel) Castiel and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. You ask Castiel if he regrets being here with you instead of being a rock star. He doesn't regret it. He would have done it all the same, except to find you sooner. You are curious what happened in those years that you two weren't together. But Castiel doesn't feel like telling. He also doesn't want to know what happened with your love life at that time. It is in the past. You tell Castiel to relax. Then he tells you, that there weren't many girls at that time. The only one that matters is you. Then you ask him when he fell in love with you. He didn't like you at first, you were on a mission for Nath. But he got to know you. You always had so much energy. Didn't let you comment around and still try to help others. You also didn't like him at first. You thought he was too sure of him self. But you got to know him, high school was just a step for him. One day he will grow up. But he already had responsibilities. Castiel took care of Demon. You were teasing Castiel a bit. Pancake and you are very lucky with Castiel. He has become the best version of himself. You two kiss each other in the light of the fire. 

You and your coffee... I'm going to end up believing that you only got close to me for that. (Eric) Eric and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. Eric thinks he could sleep if he could have a drink of coffee. You think that maybe that is the reason that Eric got close to you. Of course, who would otherwise help you close the café. He first did because he liked helping you. You ask him when his reason changed. Eric doesn't know exactly. It took a while before he gave into it. But there was one night he kept repeating the conversations you two had. He was trying to see that night if you felt something for him. It would make it easier for him to admit. Those little evening moments were also the moment that you started to feel something. After the dinner in the restaurant, Eric knew his life was going to change. But you were in a complicated situation at that moment in relationship with someone else. It was time for Eric to change, so he did something he thought he would never do. You both would regret it, if Eric didn't set that step. You two kiss each other in the light of the fire. When we met, did you imagine that we'd end up here, in this situation? (Eric) Eric and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. You ask Eric if he thinks you two had ended up here, in this situation. It would have been this or a traveling circus act. Eric didn't imagine this, really. His sentimental horizon was darker back then. You ask if he still thinks about his last relationship. Eric doesn't and isn't sure what that says about him. You understand him. They were married for years. The only thing that tied them together was their home. They could never make each other happy and didn't spend much time together. Eric still hopes that his ex has found happiness. But now that he is with you, he knows what happiness really is and very happy that the last relationship ended. You ask if it really was that bad. Eric has to think a bit and then says that happiness is something to be experienced. It can't be planned. You know you two can drift apart, but to hear Eric's story. Eric and Melissa build their story on a misunderstanding. They met to mutual friends and shared some interests. Melissa thought it was great that he was an inspector and loved his field stories. And Eric liked to tell them to Melissa. So they got married. The problem is that having a detective boyfriend is exciting and original. But detective husband isn't. She wanted children, and he didn't because it wouldn't work with his job. Eric stayed on the same line as before the marriage, but Melissa changed after it. Eric tried to change two, but he couldn't. Arguments became their daily life. He needed you, it is that simple. You two kiss each other in the light of the fire.

Perfect! That means we're on the right path! And don't worry, I still have enough energy left... (Hyun) Hyun and you are trying to find your way back after sleeping a night in the jungle. You two have found the waterfall from yesterday. You are on the right track and Hyun asks you if you need a break. Yesterday you felt and hurt your angle. But since you are going on the right track, you have enough energy to keep walking. So Hyun and you walk further. Good... Because my ankle still hurts. (Hyun) Hyun and you are trying to find your way back after sleeping a night in the jungle. You two have found the waterfall from yesterday. You are on the right track and Hyun asks you if you need a break. Yesterday you felt and hurt your angle. You rest a bit, but then you hear the sound from the jeep. Hyun and you run towards it. I'm exhausted, I only want one thing: to sleep! (Priya) I think we deserve a good night's sleep! (Nathaniel) I'm exhausted... I think I'm going to enjoy the best night of my life. (Hyun) Your lover and you are back from the jungle. Your lover suggests having a wild night, but you feel more like sleeping. He/she totally understands. You two go lay in the bed with your arms around each other and the episode ends. You can take my spot, if you want. (Eric) Eric and you have come back from the jungle. You are siting in the bad tube. Eric wants to join you. You tell him he can take your place, you want to sleep. Eric understands and goes with you to the bed. You two lay in each other's arms and the episode ends. 

Aren't you tempted by a good nap instead? (Rayan) Rayan and you are back from the jungle. Rayan is swimming in the pool. While you are laying on a pool seat. You ask Rayan if he wants to take a nap. Rayan would enjoy that. But maybe you first want to get in the pool. You join him in the pool for a while. After getting out, you go sit on a chair together. Let the sun dry you up. You both feel totally happy here in each other's arms. The episode ends.     I'm sorry, but I only want one thing: shower and then sleep! (Castiel) Castiel and you are back from the jungle. You went into the shower. Then Castiel joins you, but he is not here for the shower. You are sorry, but you just want to shower and then sleep. Castiel understands and waits his turn. After both your showers, you lie in each other's arms on the bed. The episode ends.

[joyxcelestia]

Some of My Candy Love aesthetics of Rayan Zaidi with some face claim.

The “tortured artist” Rayan is portrayed as Michele Morrone, an Italian actor.

Edits made by me.

I hope that you like the aesthetics of Rayan.

Have a great day❤️

[herumika]

=͟͟͞♡ Amour Sucré - Crushes University blinkies ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

More free blinkies for you to use however you like :)

[mycandydiary]

MCL Christmas Event 2022 - Rayan

[secretsandpurplethoughtss]

Fanfiction Masterlist

Here is a comprehensive list of fanfictions for all MCL games. Feel free to make requests! Enjoy! 💕

Castiel🎸🐕

One Step into the Future

(also strongly talked about in: Storm on the horizon)

Nathaniel 🐈📚

Nothing yet! (mentioned in: Two lonely hearts)

Priya ⚖️🏳️‍🌈

Nothing yet!

Lysander🎶🐇

Nothing yet! (major side character in: One Step into the Future)

Armin👾🎲

Nothing yet! (major side character/love interest in: Storm on the horizon)

Kentin🍪🎖️

Nothing yet!

Hyun🍰🍵

Nothing yet! (appears in: In his grasp)

Rayan🖼️🎓

Nothing yet!

Dake 🌊🌶️

Nothing yet! (major side character/love interest in: In his grasp)

(major side character/love interest in: The cycle continues +18)

Candy (HSL, UL, LL) 💓

In his grasp (Candy x Dake)

Storm on the Horizon (Candy x Armin) Candy is also Castiel's half-sister.

The cycle continues +18 (Candy x Dake)

Candy (New Gen) ❣️

Candy's/Ysaline's backstory

Amber📸🥂

Two lonely hearts + 18

[i-am-selenophile]

"I will certainly be forced to proceed with a body search" 😳

AAAA I'M GOING CRAZY

btw nath is super sexy in this illustration, but the real protagonist is the llama in the background 🤣 ("sputacchio" in Italian)

[mcllover]

How do you think the characters from my candy life are in bed? If you're comfortable talking about this, of. Please don't feel pressured to answer/ talk about this. ❤️

I want to hear your opinion, but here is mine:

FOR NATH: I saw different illustrations with Nath where he is under candy and she has "control" and I think he might be prone to be... a bottom? Like not all the time, but most of the time. The only thing is that he would've been/is like this only with her. In the past during his many one nights stand and meaningless sex, he would've always be dominant and in control. Never giving the reins to the other girls, always showing that he was in control of the situation. But with Candy, he feels safe 🥺, he feels like he can relax, be taken care of 💕, but he gradually gave her control on top, maybe not at first, not because he didn't trust her, it could've been a little difficult for him, that's all.

If he is on top, I think he'll be a gentle Dom and wouldn't want to hurt Candy in any other way. He definitely wouldn't be into pain or into putting his partner in pain. Due to trauma and bad choices, I feel like he likes praise and reassurance. In the game , in non sexual context, we see him blushing when she is giving him compliments or praising him. I don't know word by word, but saying things like he is an amazing person and he's also working on himself (during the honeymoon trip while talking a little that he's taking therapy). We also see him liking to be called inspector by her. Of course, he wants make her enjoy it !

He definitely wonders at some moments how he managed to win her when he was still in dangerous illegal activities. He loves her so much and she would be the only person in the world that could make him feel those things and want to be a better person for. 😭 He would do anything for her.

FOR CASTIEL: I think he might be a switch. We've seen him at one point initiate, but Candy wanted to take the lead and he was completely on board with it. He just wants to give her pleasure and make it enjoyable. He would be mesmerized by her! He would only be a switch with her tho. Like the one night stands that he had with her when he tried to "forget her" after doing it. He was with the other one night stands in the past like that, being a dom.

I think he only had meaningful sex and made love with her. 🥺❤️ I also feel like he would be a gentle Dom. Like Nath, he would do anything for Candy and he would feel understood by her. Candy's presence is the only he craves and loves to infinity!

FOR RAYAN: I think he is an ass man and is more in charge. But I am not exactly sure about him about this topic.

FOR HYUN and PRYA: No idea, I did not play their routes.

What about you? What do you think about the little cinnamon rolls? 🥰 And what is your opinion about my headcanons?

-Selenophile 🌙🌌✨

Oof, it took me a long time to write this and I just saw how long it was. 😭

🔞⚠ MDNI ⚠��

Well, I think you're totally right, I see Nath as the type of loving making love to the person he loves, many kisses exchanged and soft words and praises. I also think you're right about letting Candy takes charge but he'll like to be the one to tell her what to do from time to time.

I think you're right for Casteil but when he's dom he likes it rougher than Nath

For Rayan, most of his NSFW illu his doing it from the back so i guess he likes it from the back but he worships Candy so much his hands would be all over her, not a part of her body isn't loved by him.

Armin is a hard dom no question asked, he likes tie her hands and probably loves leaving marks

For Priya she's a switch depending on how her and Candy feels, she love holding Candy tight and love the intimacy too

For the other i never did their routes so i dont know

[mycandylovefury]

Love thaaat 😩😩😩 i wish i had my own rayan zaddy

Hi! I’m so glad I can read more of your headcanons :’3 Can I request how would Rayan and Castiel react to a Candy who is very insecure about herself? And there’s also people who bother her and just makes it all worse?? I know this is pretty specific 😥

(Yo if anyone’s bothering you about some shit you can talk to me about it anytime just saying my personal blog is @rickya1438)

Rayan

Rayan really hates the fact that you feel so lowly of yourself. He’s a man that rarely cares what others think, but he also knows that it’s not that easy for everyone to have the same mindset as he does when it comes to that sort of thing. He’ll notice some of your tendencies to hide yourself with your clothes, or your closed off body language and it just makes him feel down. Even still though, he does his best to make you feel a little better. It’s a bit harder for him since he can’t directly tell you all the time considering your relationship is secret. But he’ll find ways. Like discreetly texting you during class, saying something like “You look exceptionally beautiful today…” and when you read the text and look up at him he’ll give you a small smile before returning back to the lesson. Or he’ll leave little sticky notes in your textbook or something that say things like “You’re gorgeous, don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.”

Oh oh ohhhhh and do NOT let him hear someone talking shit about his lady. He’s a really attractive guy so he’s never really faced bullying from others about his appearance so hearing someone do that to you just really catches him off guard because first of all: you’re literally so beautiful how could someone think you aren’t? And second he’s just not a fan of bullies in the first place so yeah,no. If he can physically hear anyone talking shit he instantly gives them some sort of punishment, like an extra, really difficult homework assignment that he wants due TOMORROW. Or he’ll make them write a personal apology letter to you and read it in front of the entire class. I don’t know if detention is still a thing in college because I’m in cosmetology school right now but if it is then he’s handing out sententious like Halloween candy that day lol. You get a detention, you get a detention, EVERYONE GETS A DETENTION. He tries to appear indifferent on the outside and just doing his job as a teacher but you and Chani both know the real tea lmaooo

Castiel

It really bothers Castiel that you’re insecure because he doesn’t see the point. I mean of course he understands it but he also wishes that just for one day you could see yourself through his eyes because you’re literally perfect to him. He’s not one to be all mushy and tell you you’re beautiful and all like the other boys might do. He’s more of a “You look really good in that skirt ;)” kind of guy. Or “Hm, I like those colors on you.” Of course he tells you you’re beautiful but it’s not in his personality to say cute things like that all the time unless he thinks you really need it today. He’ll also let you know how good he thinks you look by how unashamed he is to have you on his arm. He’ll inconspicuously grab your butt in public if he’s feeling a little more affectionate, and he’s constantly eyeing your entire body over like dang my girl is looking FINE today. He doesn’t give two shits about what anyone has to say about you.

Butttt on the worse side of things he does know that with him being in the spotlight, you're bound to get some attention whether it be good or bad. A lot of people bothering you are fans who are jealous of you. Probably commenting under your selfies saying gross things :( now Castiel isn’t one to care about petty social media comments but once you come after his s/o it’s over with, definitely going off on anyone who says anything to you. He won’t go on a full rant but he’ll respond to people like “@username Shut the entire fuck up.” He only stops responding back to people when he realizes he’s never going to be able to stop it completely, so then he’ll take it upon himself to make a video responding to the haters. Very out of character for him but he’ll do it to protect you. “I just wanna make a public announcement right now. If you’ve been one of the people talking shit under my girlfriend’s photos then you’re the ultimate piece of shit and you can expect to be banned from our future concerts if I can help it. Y/N, you’re damn beautiful and I really hope you can see that yourself at some point.” It’s really like a 3 minute long video but that’s just to sum it up. He’s pissed.

[chimairasden]

Meet: Méline ☀️

from: My Candy Love!

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Height: 5 ft 7 Blood Type: A Birthday: May 21 Sign: Gemini

Likes: body horror art, plushies, sculpting clay Dislikes: rainy days, someone touching their glasses, sleeping alone

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Full name: Méline Page-Ainsworth AKA: Atomic Blonde (by Castiel), Didonis (their nom de plume), Mél (by everyone), Mél-Mél (by close friends), Melinda (by their family and husband), Miel (by everyone) Pronouns: They/He

Hair colour: blonde Eye colour: bleu de France

Story: Their story follows most of the game's canon events. Since the game has a lot of seasons and Méline often changed LIs, a more detailed post will be published soon.

Gender & Sexuality: Méline has always known they were pansexual, but figuring out their gender and their relationship orientation was a troubled journey. Romance and sex have been a form of escapism and a source of validation for years and they have come to terms with it only recently. Thanks to their family and friends' unconditional support, Méline finally can say they are «loudly and proudly trans*, pansexual and polyamorous». They are not planning to go on HRT, but they are saving up for top surgery.

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Relationships with the canon LIs & with other people:

Since MCL has a lot of LIs and NPCs, a more detailed post will be published soon. Here you can find some:

Lysander Ainsworth-Page: their boyfriend at high school and later husband. Their relationship has been rocky since the start, due to their different attitudes towards life and believes, and they first broke up when Méline started University. But even distance hasn't been capable of extinguish the flame...

Leigh Ainsworth: their friend and brother-in-law. They support each other when they struggle with an art-block or problems with the respective partners.

Castiel Velmont: their friend and meta-partner. They have always got along well, making a duo of bickering troublemakers, and their love for Lysander brought them even closer.

Rayan Zaidi: their ex-fiancée. Méline doesn't like talking about him and their heart still bleeds for the end of this story.

Chani: one of their best friends. Méline has always encouraged Chani to pursue her artistic talent and Chani has always been Méline's confidant in difficult times. There is a certain chemistry between them, but Méline hasn't addressed it yet.

Célestine Dolga: Méline distant cousin and childhood friend. They lost touch in middle school and reconnected recently, but time didn’t change anything. They look out for each other and share everything, in sadness and in joy.

☀️

Trivia:

They are thinking about going vegan;

They and Célestine have a matching tattoo on their wrist;

However, needles scare the shit out of them.

☀️☀️☀️

If you want to compare, you can find an old version of their card here🌻