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squid-ichorous · 1 year ago

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i wish i could go to therapy more often because i'll spend an entire afternoon as the pepe silva scene but when session comes around i completely forgot about it

#so i have that gifted kid/''joy in class'' thing of having v high expectations set up for what i'm capable of #and should've done by now #but i also have unforeseen childhood abuse and mental illness #so it feels like i've more or less let everyone down and now i'm afraid to start anything because i'll just let everyone down again!#which manifests as this really toxic jealousy towards people that actually have accomplished what i wanted and was expected of me #maybe someday i'll just be happy for other people like a sane person lol

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