#maybe next time. maybe I'll just suck it up cuz loneliness is more bearable than bitterness
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The day I get over traveling alone is the day I'm unstoppable
#I love you Charlotte 🩷 wish I could come here alone without feeling sick to my stomach#I always forget that traveling with my mom and my sister (and esp my mom and sister together) is a different slow burn kind of hell#but any time I travel alone I just feel empty. listless. I'll do things I usually enjoy and it sucks and I end up doing nothing#so my brain tricks me into thinking oh yeah I'll bring my two favorite family members! cuz they'll keep it fun!#but my mom is my mom and my sister is my sister and both can kill whatever joy or excitement or fun I was having almost immediately#and I'm not gonna let them ruin this weekend for me. it has been fun#but it's also been exhausting and frustrating#I didn't get to do half as much as I wanted to and we ended up heading back to the hotel early cuz my mom didn't want to be out anymore#and it's like if I'm gonna be out by myself I might as well have done this whole thing alone#maybe next time. maybe I'll just suck it up cuz loneliness is more bearable than bitterness#at least that's what I'm telling myself in this moment#might just be tired tho
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