#maybe it's all just a misunderstanding and everything will be fiiiine

[citrineandrosmarin]

Me: Hi Mars, I feel like you wanted to talk?

Mars: Yeah you're doing great, I'm so proud of you, your intuitive gifts will be explored soon so prepare.

Me: Prepare? Prepare what?

Mars: Oh, just in general. Get some sense of security. Put up some protections, be sure you know how to banish, do some self-care... just prepare.

Me: 🥲 Okay?

Mars: We are here for you. I'll be here, don't hesitate to call on me when you're afraid.

Me: When I'm afraid? What's going to happen, exactly? Mars???

Mars: I'm here for you

Me: When will I know whatever it is its gonna happen?

Mars: Pain

Me: .... o h 😰

[baaabyyyd]

Where do I start... maybe where I find myself having my days when I think I want to turn cold . When I think I want to be mean . When I think I want to be nonchalant .. until I realize that what I am is exactly what the world needs . My loyalty, how much I care, how sensitive I am, how soft I tend to be, how soft and quiet I speak, etc . How im not big fan of breaking hearts or wanting to control the minds of others . When I catch myself wanting to be someone im not because the people outside of me can sometimes be mean and cruel, I end up hurting myself because choosing love is whats better for me . Just because everyone else is loud and aggressive does not mean I have to be . Just because everyone is always in defense mode does not mean its something I did wrong . Understanding that sometimes, I misunderstand things, understand that its just other people with their own battles that they refuse to go in and face themselves, so they take it out on other people . Understanding that its okay to embrace my feelings . Even when I feel like my heart cant take it anymore, I feel all of my emotions fully without shame . Im allowed to feel a way, im allowed to try and try again, im allowed to express how I feel . Its not wrong to tell people when they hurt me . I deserve to express myself, I deserve to let it all out, its okay for me to cry just like you, it is fiiiine . Its my first time on Earth, just like it is yours . There are no rules, we are all just trying to figure out whats best for us, what makes us the happiest, what makes us feel loved the most and thats how it should be . Explore .. the world, touch your body, it is youuuurs . Its not nasty, that does not make you dirty . lose your mind to find YOUR mind . Protect your body, protect your energy, protect your health .

If they stop talking to you, get off the phone and do something for yourself . If it brings you peace, do it . If you have to cry, cry and cry until your heart feels lighter . Be with someone who makes you feel like its okay to be sensitive and emotional . Its okay to open up, its okay to scream for no reason, everything is okay . Do everything for you, with good and genuine intentions .. thats my key rn . My key to figuring it all out . Do right on your end and you good .