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#maybe because I already have Pre-Existing Mysterious Stomach Issues for some reason what would
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#I still love the 3DS camera lol#snapchat filters?? never heard of her. Real Image takers use 3DS#(actually it's a 2ds but I belive they have basically the same operating system/look exactly the same/etc.)#i had so much planned to do today since I actually felt okay yesterday for once but.. of course#whatever the hell undiagnosed chronic issues that I have must always flare up randomly for no reason#I felt totally fine when I went to bed for the most part but then woke up at 5am with various issues and pains and still don't feel totally#normal .. so I've just spent the whole day sitting around trying to feel better or napping#doing semi-productive things here and there (like editing a video for a few minutes.. drawing for a few minutes.. etc. etc. )#I did get my updated tetanus shot at the doctor yesterday while I was already there for something else and it DOES say it can cause nausea#and upset stomach or something as vaccine side effects#maybe because I already have Pre-Existing Mysterious Stomach Issues for some reason what would#just be normal nausea and mild tummy ache has amplified or something#hhhhhhhhhhh#ANYWAY .. I just hate the whole concept that I never know how I'm going to feel . How am I ever going to move to scotland and publish#games and write books and get actual things done in my life if everyday it's unreliable how productive I'll be because it's like#just randomly every 24 hours a coin is flipped which determines whether I'll feel functional or whether I'll spend all day having Various#Issues hghghj#Maybe I can at least like.. edit the last of a sims video and finish the few remaining touches for my gingerbread house I've been working on#Sometimes I use social media when I feel bad so I can be like 'ah! at least i did SOMETHING! you see - I have posted an image of my cat!#this means I am productive and a normal human being'#ANYWAYh#cats
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