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The Five Year Promise: Visit From a Sorcerer (4/10)
Summary: Y/N Stark, 20 year old superhero, makes a promise with a 16 year old Peter Parker after being cheated on, that if she hasn’t found love in the next 5 years, they’d finally go on a date. Then the snap happens. Y/N is gone and Peter isn’t
Warnings: swearing, a little bit of angst
Twitter// BuckysLemons
A/N: this chapter is really long. I might add an extra part and make it an eleven part series if the next chapter is also too long.
The Five Year Promise Masterlist
Based on Avengers: Infinity War (2018)
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It was 12pm.
12pm and you were in a lab, working on your suit.
It was a complex equation that was your suit, and you were still trying to figure it out. Yes, after one year of almost dying, you were still trying to figure out the secret of your suit.
“Which is velocity squared...” you trailed off, talking to yourself as you scribbled down the numbers. You then stuck the pen in your mouth, thinking of what to add now.
“Maybe the coefficient of kinetic friction?” You spoke, finishing out the equation. You were about to see if the equation was viable before your dad came in, scaring the hell out of you.
“Happy Birthday to you!” He yelled obnoxiously, wearing a birthday hat and a shirt with your face on it. “Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday dear pumpkin! Happy birthday to you!”
You stared at your dad with a ‘what the hell�� look. Your dad looked at you with the same look, shaking his head.
“What? You want me to sing it in Spanish?” He had asked, rolling his eyes. “Anyway, before your ungrateful self looks at me like I’m an idiot, I have made reservation for us, Pepper, Peter and Samwell Oshdorn.”
You let out a little laugh, folding the piece of paper containing the equation and placing it in one of the desk draws. “Dad, ‘Samwell Oshdorn’ and I broke up last week.”
Your father straightened up at the news. He was happy. Of course he was. He hated the Osborn kid. His father always competed with him and his son was equally as annoying.
“You got want you wanted dad,” you spoke out quietly, playing with your fingers. “You got what everyone else wanted.”
Your dad face fell at your sad tone. Despite your Dad’s perception of him, he knew you were just blinded by love.
Taking off the birthday hat, he placed it on the table and walked over towards you.
“Hey, pumpkin,” he spoke out, rubbing your shoulders. “You’ll get there one day. You’ll find love. And also, sometimes I am stupid, and you won’t hear me say that again about myself so don’t take this for granted, but your feelings matter more to me than what I think about someone.”
“Dad,” your voice cracked, shaking your head as a tear escaped you eye. “I just- I just want to know what I did wrong. I don’t know what- he just.”
You stopped shaking your head as tears cascaded down your cheeks. Your father embraced you, rubbing soothing circles on your back.
“Sweet pea you did nothing wrong, okay. I might be a little biased, but I think you are the most smartest and beautiful young lady in the world. He’s just an idiot who didn’t know what he had until it was gone.”
You sniffed, letting out a chuckle, giving your dad the tightest squeeze you can manage. You moved away from the hug, wiping the tears from your face. “Thanks dad. I love you so much. Like a lot. Like 2000.”
“2000?” Your dad faked being hurt, grabbing his chest. “I’m at least a 3000. I mean I have a shirt printed with your face on it, I deserve bonus points.”
You laughed at your dad, shaking your head. You then looked away from him, biting your lip. “Can I tell you something else dad?”
“Shoot”
“I miss Nat and Wanda,” you spoke, your eyes welling up with tears again, but this time you didn’t let them fall. “I miss having them around. I miss- I miss venting to them. This is the secound time that I’m not celebrating my birthday with them and it’s harder than the first time.”
Your dad let out a sigh, crossing his arms as he looked away. “You know it’s hard hun. Cap and I-“
“I know Dad,” you spoke, looking at your fingernails. “But one way or another, we will need them to come back. You and I both know there’s something big coming.”
Your dad nodded, getting up for the chair before placing the birthday hat on your head. “Get dressed, we’re leaving soon.”
You nodded, annoyed at how he changed the subject while placing the birthday hat on the table. “Sure.”
Your dad walked towards the door before halting. He turned around, pulling a little box from his pocket. “This came in the mail for you today.”
He handed you the box, giving you a final look before leaving the room. You ripped the brown paper around it before opening the box.
Inside it was a charm bracelet and a little note that said:
Hey mini me,
They were selling these at a little shop near Wakanda and I thought it’d look good on you. Happy 21st Birthday and remember; when you drink in front of your dad, make sure it looks like your first time ;)
With Love,
Your big sister Nat
P.S Wanda says she loves you a lot
You smiled at the note, placing the charm bracelet around your wrist. It had a bead that you assumed was made out of vibranium and engraved on it was a baby panther with an adult version panther.
You placed the note back into the box before placing it in the draw.
-
“And then he told the terrorist his home address!” Pepper exclaimed, drinking a glass of water as she shook her head. “Terrorist! We almost died!”
Your father had rented out the whole reasturant so that you guys could get some privacy of the media. You were thankful, not wanting to get asked questions from the public about your relationship.
Pepper and Tony were sitting side by side, opposite you and Peter. Happy had tagged along, sitting where Harry would have been sitting. Peter had gotten an apple juice whereas you had gotten a cocktail.
This of course made Peter feel like a little kid, with him and Pepper being the only ones not drinking alcohol. But then he remembered the countdown on his watch.
‘I still have a chance,’ he thought in his head, playing with the straw of his apple juice. ‘Just need to make sure that neither of us find love.’
“I remember that,” you replied back, laughing as your dad put his head down in embarrassment. “He had shipped me off to the Avengers facility.”
“Excuse but I seem to recall it is Y/N’s Birthday,” your dad spoke out, titling his head to the side as he took a sip from his drink. “Meaning that we should talk about her most embarrassing moments, not mine.”
“I’m up for this!” Peter exclaimed, laughing as you gave him a look. “I’ll go first actually. It was when we had a mission to stop some drug lords in Colombia and Y/N-“
“Oh my god no,” you whispered, putting your hands over your face to cover your embarrassment.
“-And then she- she,” Peter couldn’t finish his words as he kept uncontrollably laugh. This of course had made Y/N laugh even more. “I l-“
“I sneezed!” You spoke laughing, as you smacked his arm, making his face turn red from the lack of air in his lungs. “I told you I sneezed!”
“But-But you didn’t!” Peter kept on laughing, shaking his head at you whilst pointing a finger. “The man grabbed you- and you- you-“
He went on a fit of laughter once again as you were already gone. Your laughs were silent and your stomach was pounding. “I- I did not fart!”
This comment made Peter fall on the ground from his chair, holding his stomach as he continued to laugh. You got up from your seat, bending down to smack his shoulder.
“Shut up!” You told him, tears running down your face as you kept laughing. “In the name of Pablo Escobar I demand you to shut up!”
Pepper, Tony and Happy watched on, smiling at the both of you.
“They’d make a great couple,” Happy spoke, looking towards Tony who smiled down at both of you.
“Yeah,” Tony replied, shaking his head as you guys kept on laughing. “Just give it time.”
-
“Pepper,” you spoke, as you girls walked behind Tony, Happy and Peter who were in a deep conversation about nanotechnology and Peter’s Aunt.
“Yeah,” she hummed, holding her purse as you all took a stroll along a park. The birds chirped and it was a perfect day, not a single cloud on site yet a cool breeze was present.
The park was simple, surrounded by oak trees, benches and a backdrop of the city buildings. There were couples and singles jogging around, but not many on sight.
“I have a question,” you stated, pushing your hair behind your ear. Your cute little white French dress with frills was being blown back by the cool wind. “You didn’t have alcohol today. You had water.”
Pepper smirked at you, looking down at the pathway. Sometimes it amazed her how observant you were, sometimes the opposite of your father. “What are you implying little missy?”
You smiled at her, looping your arm around hers. “So it’s true isn’t it?”
“Yes it is,” Pepper nodded at you, instinctively grabbing her stomach even though there was no bump present yet. “I was planning to tell Tony later tonight.”
“Pepper, I’m happy you’re going to be my stepmom,” you revealed to her. She squeezed your hand in gratitude.
“And I’m glad to have you as my step daughter,” she replied back, giving you a warm smile. “Just a couple of more months, and you get to be a bridesmaid.”
You smiled, so happy your father had finally found love and was soon getting a secound child with his future wife. “What names were you thinking of?”
“I was thinking about Patience,” Pepper spoke, nodding to herself before looking at Tony who was a good 3 meters away from you guys. “Because being with Tony required lots of it.”
You giggled at her remark, making Peter look back at you. You smiled at him which he had returned before continuing his conversation with Tony and Happy.
“How about Morgan,” you told Pepper. “Like after that dude who does the voice over on Nat Geo. It’s a nice name.”
“That,” Pepper pondered, her face scrunched up in thought. “Is not the most horrible name that I’ve heard.”
The boys in front of you suddenly halted, looking back at you guys to make sure you caught up.
“Do you girlies want ice cream?” Tony had asked you both. You walked up next to Peter, nodding your head at your dad.
“I wouldn’t mind some ice cream.”
“Good, there’s a gelato shop a few blocks down that are still open we can-“ Tony stopped mid-sentence as a yellow-glowlike circle appeared in the middle of the path.
You pressed the button on your necklace, allowing nanoparticles to start spreading around your body and form your white suit. You were always prepared to fight the unknown.
Suddenly a 40 year old man came out of the portal that was formed, donning a red cape and a blue long formal shirt.
“Tony Stark and Y/N Stark,” the man announced, his facial expression remaining unchanged. “I'm Doctor Stephen Strange. I need you to come with me. Oh, uh, congratulations on the wedding, by the way.”
All five of you were understandingly shocked, looking at him like he grew multiple heads. This guy had come out of nowhere and requested you and your father’s presence.
“I'm sorry, you giving out tickets or something?” Your father spoke in his usual sarcastic manner.
“We need your help,” Stephen Strange spoke, looking at your father, you and Peter. “Look, it's not overselling to say that the fate of the universe is at stake.”
Your heart stopped when you heard those last words. You still had PSTD from Sokovia and New York, similarly to your father. You didn’t want another fate-of-the-world battle, although your anxiety always told you there was much worse than what you’ve been through.
“And who's "we"?” You had asked, crossing your arms. Your eyes suddenly widened as the man you always thought of as an uncle, emerges from the portal. A man you haven’t seen since Sokovia, which was three years ago.
“Hey Tony,” Bruce spoke, holding a blanket around himself as he emerged from behind the sorcessor.
“Bruce,” your father had gasped as he watched him walk over in disbelief. Bruce gave an awkward smile, as he pulled the blanket closer to his body.
“Pepper,” Bruce had greeted her too before looking at you. “Hey little rascal. Look at you all grown up.”
“Hi,” you and Pepper replied simultaneously, not believing your eyes. And why would you? This man was gone for three years. You guys thought you’d never see him again.
“You okay?” Tony asks, but Bruce gives Tony a desperate hug, not answering.
You knew something was up. Something was wrong with Bruce to have him shaken up like that, like he’d seen the devil himself.
Your hand instinctively reached Peter’s hand, scared to find out what had the fate of the universe in stake.
You then looked at Peter, your eyes still wide, pupils dilated in fear.
“You better suit up too.”
-
“At the dawn of the universe, there was nothing, then boom,” Wong had explained as you all listened intently, watching the visual representation. “The big bang sent six elemental crystals hurtling across the virgin universe. These Infinity Stones each control an essential aspect of existence."
“Space, Reality, Power, Soul, Mind,” Dr Strange listed as each stone glowed. Your eyes watched in fascination has he opened his necklace to reveal a stone emitting an emerald light. “And Time.”
You looked at your father to figure out his game plan. He looked at the demonstration intensively before speaking. “Tell me his name again.”
“Thanos,” Bruce spoke out, getting up from his seat and staring your dad dead in the eye. “He's a plague, Tony. He invades planets. He takes what he wants. He wipes out half the population. He sent Loki. The attack on New York. That's him.”
“This is it,” your father whispered to himself, as he rubbed his chin.
“Um Mr Dr. Strange,” Peter’s voice wavered as he lifted his arm up. Stephen gave him a nod, indicating him to continue. “What exactly is our timeline? Like today? Tomorrow? B-because we have a birthday to celebrate.”
“No telling,” Bruce looked at Peter, shaking his head as he gripped his blanket. “He has the Power and Space Stones, that already makes him the strongest creature in the whole universe. If he gets his hands on all six Stones, guys.”
“He can destroy life on a scale hitherto undreamt of,” Dr Strange finished him. You shivered at those words as goosebumps appeared on your skin.
This is it. This is what you and your father have been prophesying for 6 years.
Your father leans against a cauldron, stretching like he's about to go for a run. “Did you seriously just say "hitherto undreamt of"?”
Dr. Stephen Strange looked at your father in ridiculousness as he kept stretching. “Are you seriously leaning on the Cauldron of the Cosmos?”
“Is that what this is?” Your father had spoke before Dr Strange’s cloak suddenly moved and smaked your father’s arm making him jump back.
“I'm going to allow that,” your father glared at Stephen, straightning up his jacket.
“Look this seems really dangerous and it’s getting out of hand,” you spoke, gathering all the men’s attention. “Maybe we should call the police.”
Your father snorted at that comment but the sorceress looked at you like you were an idiot. “Wha-“
“Or maybe the Avengers, idk,” you cut him off. You were stressed, and like your father, you made jokes when you were stressed.
Peter knew this so he decided to join along so you weren’t alone. “Or stick his stone in the garbage disposal.”
“Do you think if we auctioned it on Ebay, thanos will bid for it?” You turned to look at Peter. “Can you imagine him betting like 100 gold pieces. Or like paying with slaves-“
“We swore an oath to protect the Time Stone,” Wong interrupted you both like you had offended him. Which you probably did. “With our lives.”
“And I swore off dairy, but then, Ben & Jerry's named a flavor after me, so,” your dad replied back, giving both the men a shrug.
“Quince Quasar is the best,” you shot back.
“Whatever,” Your father replied before looking back at the man in a cloak. “Point is, things change.”
“Our oath to protect the Time Stone cannot change,” the doctor had urged your father, looking at you too in seriousness. “This Stone may be the best chance we have against Thanos.”
“And still conversely, it may also be his best chance against us,” you spoke back, now standing up from your seat. “We are bringing what Thanos wants right under his nose. To me, that sounds fairly stupid.”
“Okay, guys, could we table this discussion right now?” Bruce had interrupted you guys. “The fact is that we have this Stone. We know where it is. Vision is out there somewhere with the Mind Stone, and we have to find him now.”
“Yeah, that's the thing,” your father groaned out awkwardly. “He’s offline. We don’t know where he is right now.”
“Who could find Vision, then?” Stephen had asked.
“Shit,” your father whispered to himself, pushing his hair back. “Probably Steve Rogers.”
The doctor sighed in discontent, shaking his head frustration. “Oh, great.”
“Call him,” Bruce spoke out innocently making you sigh before you took your seat with Peter.
You smiled at him before leaning on his shoulder and tuning out the rest of the conversation.
“I hope this is a false alarm,” you told Peter. “Because frankly I’m scared of dying and also, we don’t have the rest of the Avengers so we’re screwed.”
You then looked at his watch.
1818 days and 3 hours
“I still have a lot to live for,” you then replied, closing your eyes. “I want to graduate MIT. Buy my first house that isn’t in the Avengers compound. Have 6 kids and name them after the infinity stones.”
You snorted at the last part, wanting to slap yourself for being so annoying.
“Hey,” Peter spoke, watching as your father spoke to the Bruce and the two sorceress. “You will. Except the last part. That last part is where you sort of went downhill.”
“Shut up web man.”
“Say, Doc,” your father had spoke, making you look at him. “You wouldn't happen to be moving your hair, would you?”
Dr. Strange looked up at his forelock fluttering in confusion. “Not at the moment, no.”
You looked up at the Hulk-made opening through the ceiling and see debris flying by outside. You then get up and walk near the door, seeing people running and screaming.
You open the door, your father and Peter following you close behind. A women runs into you as you stop her from falling. “You okay?”
The woman ignores you and runs away. The wind his blowing your hair everywhere and you are struggling to see through the debris that you almost miss the car hurdling towards you.
Peter, with his instincts, quickly webs the car into the wall before it hits you. You look at him, giving him a grateful smile that he returns.
Your father the puts on his sunglasses as you and Peter stood by his side, awaiting his intructions. “F.R.I.D.A.Y., what am I looking at?”
“Not sure, I'm working on it.”
Your father then faces Dr Strange. “Hey! You might wanna put that Time Stone in your back pocket, Doc!”
Dr. Strange moves his hands and now bands of spells were readied around his forearms. “Might wanna use it.”
A mechanical hum grows louder as you, Bruce, your dad and Strange approach the intersection with Wong following behind. As you turn around the corner, you see a huge circular ship floating over Bleecker Street.
“F.R.I.D.A.Y., evac anyone south of 43rd Street, notify first responders,” you spoke as you readied up, your suit emitting a golden glow. “Make sure they set a perimeter 6 blocks from this area.”
“Will do.”
Doctor Strange throws some kind of spell that forms a strong wind over Bleeker Street before winking at your father who was begrudgingly amused for a split second.
The dust cleared and suddenly two aliens, one large and one small wearing a robe, exited the ship by what seemed to be a transmat.
The two aliens seemed emotionless and threatening as they spoke.
“Hear me, and rejoice. You are about to die at the hands of the Children of Thanos. Be thankful, that your meaningless lives are now contributing to-“
“I'm sorry, Earth is closed today,” your father cut him off, echoing his usual sarcastic self. “You better pack it up and get outta here.”
“Stone keeper,” the alien spoke, looking at Doctor Strange. He then gestures to your father. “Does this chattering animal speak for you?”
“Certainly not. I speak for myself,” Dr Strange spoke, as he hit his wrists together and formed a magicial shield before stepping forward. “But you’re trespassing in this city and on this planet.”
Wong copied his actions and formed shields around his fists. Peter got in an attack stance, placing a mask on his face whilst your suit begun emitting quantum energy more profoundly that your hair was floating up.
“It means get lost, Squidward!” Tony yelled at him. You saw your father’s fists clench and his whole body tense up.
Your father did not want a fight, you know that. He, just like you, wanted to continue your day without a worry in the world.
The alien looked displeased and stood his ground arrogantly. “You all exhaust me.”
He then turned to his bigger friend, lifting an arm up. “Bring me the Stone.”
The alien lets out three untranslated syllables. He drops his huge alien hammer and drags it along as he obeys his brethren.
“Banner, you want a piece?” Your father had asked Bruce.
“Cool!” Peter spoke excitedly, getting up from his fighting position. “We get to see the hulk?”
“When do I ever get what I want?” Bruce muttered to himself as he took a step forward. Bruce attempts to release the Hulk. Instead of Hulk coming out easily, the most that turns green is Bruce's neck. It almost looks painful to watch.
“Been a while,” your father had replied patiently, watching as the alien neared. “Good to have you back buddy.”
“I just-“ Banner stopped, trying to get himself to hulk out. “I need to concentrate here for one second. Come on, come on, man.”
“Are you okay Bruce?” You had asked him, walking over to him to rub his shoulder. “Because at this rate your more likely to shit yourself then hulk out and we don’t need that right now.”
“Me and Hulk are having a thing.”
“There’s no time for a thing!”
“Don’t you think I know!”
“Uh guys,” Peter spoke, pointing at the alien who was now running towards you guys. “I don’t think we have time for the Hulk to show up fashionably late.”
Bruce gives out a loud grunt, but fails to release the Hulk once again. Doctor Strange stares at your dad and Bruce in disbelief, making your dad face Bruce. “Dude, you're embarrassing me in front of the wizards.”
As the giant alien approaches the team, your father dons his nanotech Iron Man suit in the space of three steps. He grows a shield on one arm to protect himself, then grows a set of blasters that easily throw the giant back to his master who gestures and deflects his massive companion into some cars.
“Where'd that come from?” Bruce had asked excitedly. Your father smirked at him, showing off his suit.
“It's nano-tech. You like it? A little someth-“
Before your father finished his sentence, the alien creates a spike of earth that throws your father far up.
You feel anger bubbling within you as you clench your fist. “You’re gonna regret that.”
You fly over to him, your whole body emmitting a yellow bright light as you pulled your fist up, ready to punch him before Maw, the alien, lifts up his hand, throwing a car at you.
Before it hits you, your father returns and joins the fight, pushing a car thrown by Maw back at him. Maw cuts it in half and lets the pieces fly past him, untouched.
While he’s cutting the car in half, you let out a quantum blast, knocking him to the end of the street.
Your father looked at Stephen, his face now serious. “Gotta get that stone outta here, now.”
“It stays with me.”
“Exactly. Bye. Y/N, come with me,” your dad speaks before flying off.
“No. You, Strange and Wong fight off the beast and take Bruce with you,” you replied back in the comms. “Peter and I have got Voldemort.”
“Okay little miss bossy.”
You nod at Peter as Strange and Wong open a portal where both of them and Bruce disappear into.
“Just like we practiced,” you told Peter, as you saw Maw get up, dusting his attire. Peter nodded up at you, getting in position.
He shot an electric web at you, powering up your suit, before you shot a surge of quantum energy at Maw, blinding him.
You had five secound to attack Maw before the temporary blindness from the light would fade away. This had to be quick or else you’d both be at a disadvantage.
Peter grabbed you by the waist and webbed the surface of a building. He then swung over to Maw who was currently rubbing his eyes, letting out an incoherent sentence.
Peter made one final big swing before letting go of your waist. You swung your fist back, flying down with full speed as quantum energy surged throughout your body.
You punched Maw with full power, forcing him 3 meters down the earth’s surface. Peter then webbed you back up before throwing a timed-web bomb down the hole.
You breathed in heavily as Peter swung back to your side. “Don’t get too excited, he’s an alien. They usually need more than just a big hit to stay down.”
And just as you predicted, Maw surged out of the floor, using a piece of the road to levitate. “Let’s try this again shall we.”
Maw lifted up a finger, causing a massive rock to hurdle towards you. Peter quickly picked you up once again, and webbed you up into a balcony before the car would hit you.
“You sure do hate cars.”
Maw looked at you both angrily, getting sick of you guys. You gave him a little smirk before flying off the balcony and towards his direction.
You shot quantum blasts at him. While he was distracted trying to not get hit, you took a sneaky shot near the building next to him.
You got out of the way as the building started following towards him. But it was too slow. Maw had caught it his telekinetic powers, his arms up as he let out a groan.
Peter took this as an opportunity to swing down and kick him in the stomach but before he did, Maw quickly released the building and bended metal scraps around his wrists and ankles to the wall.
“I can’t move!” Peter spoke, trying to break free from the grips of the metal but failing to do so. What kind of power did this alien possess to have him stuck like this with metal scraps, he had thought.
“Can’t spiders shoot webs from their ass?” You yelled over to him while fighting maw at the same time. You moved your head to the side, narrowingly missing the pipe he threw towards your head.
“No I can’t!” Peter yelled back, not believing what you just said to him. “I’m not an actual spider!”
“So you’re a fraud,” you told him as you shot at Maw which he kept deflecting with various metallic items. “You’re Fraudelent man.”
“No I’m not!”
Maw moved both his hands up, now two flying cars surging towards you from either side. Before you could react, Dr Strange appeared, creating a portal behind you so that the cars wouldn’t go through you.
He then went over to Maw fighting him whilst you ran up to Peter. You drew your wrist back. “Close your eyes.”
Peter obliged and closed his eyes as you sent a blast at his wrists and ankle, setting him free. “There you go.”
“Well that was fun,” Peter had muttered to himself. “I thought today was just going to be lunch before we go back to the avengers compound to sing happy birthday, but apparently no.”
You see your father fly past you and over to Dr Strange who was being taken by the alien. It seemed like Dr Strange was unconscious and that Maw was taking him and the stone with him.
“Shit,” you whispered before looking at Peter. “We have to stop that alien from getting the stone.”
Peter nodded, rubbing his wrists before following you and your dad to where Strange was being teloported.
Peter webbed your foot as you flew up to the spaceship. You struggled to fly due to the turbulence that Peter caused from being webbed up to your foot.
“Pete, you’re making it really hard to fly!”
“I’m sorry if I want to save the world with you guys but don’t have wings!”
You put a little more effort to flying up, nearing closer and closer to the space ship. You felt the edge of the spaceship in your fingertips before quickly picking yourself up and holding on to the spaceship.
“I-I can’t breathe!” Peter gasped as his eyes was closing and opening his eyes. He ripped off the web from your foot and held onto the spaceship tightly instead.
“Unlock 17-A,” you heard your father speak to F.R.I.D.A.Y. You knew what 17A was. It was the suit your dad spent all night working on.
“Pete you gotta let go!” You spoke to him as you held onto the space ship yourself, feeling the wind pushing your hair around.
Peter didn’t want to let go. He was scared of heights. But he was forced to let go after losing consciousness.
Peter started free-falling, but not for long before the pod reaches him. It attaches itself to him, becoming the Iron Spider suit.
Now being able to breathe, Peter lands on a bottom part of the ship, standing up heroically. You smile at him, watching as he looked at the suit in surprise.
“Mr. Stark, it smells like a new car in here!” He yelled over to your father.
“Happy trails, kid.” Your father had replied before speaking to his suit. “F.R.I.D.A.Y, send him home.”
A large parachute extends from the new suit, snatching Peter free of the ship's hull and him spiraling back to Earth. “Oh come on!”
“You should go home too,” your father told you as he latches onto the hull and cuts a hole to board the ship, looking for wherever Strange and Ebony Maw went.
“Well I’m not,” you spoke back in defiance as you too looked for where the surgeon had been taken to. “We’re in this together!”
“If you don’t turn around right now I swear to Thor that I will-“
“Boss, incoming call from Miss Potts,” F.R.I.D.A.Y spoke, making your dad sigh before answering. You walked a little further, trying to give him some privacy and also find Strange.
You ran your fingertips along the walls that were made out of steel, with multiple pipes running along. The lack of insulation in the ship was making you cold.
It also didn’t help that you were in outer space, where temperatures were even colder. You put your arms around yourself, determined to heat your body back up.
The ship however, was quiet. Eerily quiet. And this ship had looked like it was going in a coordinated location due to the lack of motion.
You were walking around, trying not to make a sound.
And that’s when you felt it.
A sickening feeling in your stomach that told you one thing.
This was a one-way trip and some of you weren’t coming back.
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beihonglin · 6 years ago
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anyway i met bei honglin and he’s an actual angel and we don’t deserve him: a recap
also this is more than 5k words so like ! prepare yourselves!
fhdjjd okay so in april honglin’s hyh brought up his birthday party in his gc and I was like :——) that’s when spring sem ends I could actually make it
 fast forward through a lot of encouraging by summer miss @91percentchaoze​ (sobs I rly owe summer my life) and a lot of anxiety about flights and a lot of other stresses in between
and June 2nd I’m in shanghai with mirthe miss @honglinsmacaroni​ and meggi and summer ie three of the cutest people in the world!!!
when we get to banana there were already other fans there waiting at the event space and the hyh was giving out seat numbers and stuff
so meggi was 10, summer was 11, mirthe was 14 and I was 15
and we started giving out the slogans and stuff we printed until the staff chased us out so they could set up
and so we were chilling first in Starbucks w the other fans fhdjjfjf they’re rly so cute I was finally able to put faces to weibo handles & they finally realised they were talking to someone who’s actually shit at speaking Chinese lmao
then when it got to 2 o’clock we moved outside near the entrance of the event space (since the event space was supposed to be open to us at 2)
but they got the time wrong and we ended up only being able to go in at nearly 3
which isn’t important anyway bc !!! we saw tangram walking in !!!
okay so we saw this white blob coming out from the main banana building and walking towards one of the side buildings and we were like
whomst
and it wAS JINGZUO JSDKAHFKJDH
and summer or mirthe waved at him and he was like bitch wtf and squinted
like ??? who the heckity is waving at me but then eventually he connected the dots and was like o yah fans so he waved back fhdchdkhcjdjf
and he just walked on what a king ??????
summer was right I was surprisingly more chill than I thought I would be fhdjfjfjjf I thought I would cry but I didn’t
so we waited around a bit longer, got suntans and sunburns and slightly dehydrated
and then honglin walks out
my god y’all he’s a whole goddamn angel he’s not real I’m telling you he’s unreal
I KNOW I said the last time that yanjun is rly unphotogenic and all the photos don’t do him justice but leT ME TELL YOU
THE ENTIRE BANANA FAMILY IS LIKE THIS THEYRE UNREAL
THEYRE ALL BANANA PEELS IN HUMAN SUITS THEIR VISUALS ARE ??? NOT HUMAN
but yah at first I was like o he’s gonna go through the back exit to the event space he’s not gonna come this way
AND THEN HE CAME THIS WAY
fhdjfjfj i didn’t take a video but if I did u would probs hear me go “o shit he’s coming” fhdjfjfj
and mirthe was like I’M GONNA TELL HIM UR WEIBO HANDLE I’M GONNA TELL HIM YOU’RE ASTROFIREWORKS and I was like NO so then we had a little back and forth for a while tHAT HONGLIN SAW FBDJHFJF
I don’t rmb a lot of it bc I was mainly in shock that he was in front of me so I was mostly like :——) heckie!
but he went through the front entrance and the moment he made it inside I lost my shit fbdjfjjff
mirthe sent a picture of me just kneeling at the entrance contemplating my entire life to the group chat fhdjfhdj apparently I said that I wanted to go home fhdjfjfjjf
and then zhixie and jingzuo came out soBS
ZHIXIE IS SO BEAUTIFUL IRL U DONT UNDERSTAND HIS CHEEKBONES ARE INSANE
also he had black hair again and the cuTEST HAT ON and we promptly lost our shit
Jingzuo,,,,, in a plain white shirt and blue jeans and converse,,,, someone PLEASE stop him
but they went in and we cried
and waited outside bc ruotian and chaoze still hadn’t gone in but then someone came to tell us chaoze was off filming for his show so he wasn’t coming & somehow ruotian had alr made it into the building without us noticing so eventually we all went in
and the chairs were so comfortable o my god they swivelled and they were like super squishy I love chairs
and then the best two hours of my tgm stan life started :—(
my god the moment honglin stepped on stage my entire heart melted he rly looked so good sobs
you’re completely right I’m dedicating an entire portion to his visuals
his eyes :—-( are so sparkly my god
and when he smiles his eyesmile???? he gets those rly deep wrinkles around his eyes and they’re actually beautiful????? ;;;;
he Radiates joy like i know i say this so often but their debut song??? radiant??? written For him,,,
also when he smiles it’s so warm like you find yourself smiling along bc he rly and genuinely means it and is happy and your heart just warms up bc he’s happy and i just
man i l*ve him
okay so the first segment zhixie was like “what do y’all love about beibei”
and everyone was yelling different things like “he’s so handsome” and “so talented” and “his vocals” and someone also yelled “he can eat a lot” and zhixie was like ??? bro whAt
also someone said “he spoils his fans a lot” and my god y’all it’s so so true but more in that at the very end of this recap
I couldn’t even say anything rip bc my entire brain was set in English and I was like ???? my god i wrote an entire post about the reasons I l*ve him but my mind is blankity blank
but then he was like well beibei’s great at pick up lines
so he did pick up lines based on scenarios zhixie gave fhdjfjfand most of them were old tsk
but he made up this rly cute one that went like 看花开不如看着你发呆 ‘people like looking at flowers bloom, but i’d rather look at you daydreaming’ and i UWUED SO HARD
and I didn’t realise this until meggi pointed it out after but when they put the scenarios on screen, they used a gender neutral “TA” instead of the gendered 她/他 ;;;;;
then they did this segment where honglin was supposed to go against three fans and do a tongue twister in the shortest time and in order of time they got to choose foods under cloches
honglin did so badly fhdjfjfj he got last place but idk if he did it on purpose so his fans could win
one fan got wasabi disguised as ice cream and zhixie was like EAT IT and honglin was like DONT
and he offered to eat the wasabi for her I’m sobbing he rly is so sweet
but zhixie was like NO SHE HAS TO EAT IT and everyone laughed bc he was so adamant fhdjfjfj i love zhixie with my entire soul
and thEN honglin goes okay y’all know how I posted that picture last night
(this picture)
my god I died when he posted it bc
1) I love that shirt what an expensive look
2) he was baking ;A;
and he made a half-baked cheesecake s o b s
he was like: “since i’m always posting vlogs and y’all always watch me eat I thought I’d make food for y’all this time” and I WEPT
and he was like oh give me a theme and i’ll decorate the cake around that theme
so they pulled out the box again and he picked random numbers
and they called out 4 and 15 and 27 to go on stage and I was like
wow I wonder who they are omg
and suddenly summer’s in my ear going MY GOD 15 IT’S YOU
me:
me: what
zhixie: STOP DREAMING IT’S YOU
me: WHAT
hdsflgkjhdfkhgjdsfgkhksfgkdjhdfgkjhsdgjh
and the entire time i was mouthing to mirf and meggi like I CAN’T SPEAK CHINESE I’M GOING TO GO UP AND FORGET THAT I’M BILINGUAL I’M GOING TO BE BYELINGUAL I’M
and they were mouthing back sPEAK ENGLISH and i was like oK
and then it was my turn and i was shaking so so so hard ????
like i’m so so so bad in front of crowds i’ve shaken my way through every marketing presentation ever bc i hATE public speaking and now i have to go up in front of two angels?????
mirf and meggi were like THAT’S ASTROFIREWORKS and i didn’t realise until i checked the group chat after that zhixie said yAY KJDHSKSJAHKJA
and summer was like SHE FLEW IN FROM NEW YORK kjdshfkahdgjfhagjd
and zhixie was like wait do u speak chinese
and i blANKED OUT I WAS LIKE YES BUT FAM NO
but he only took the yes and was like ok thaNK GOD I DONT HAVE TO TRANSLATE
inside i was like fAM WHO THE HECKITY DO U THINK TRANSLATES YOUR VIDEOS I CAN DO IT FOR U KASJDHFLSKJDHKH but outside i was just ah yes :—)
and zhixie and honglin said something about english but my mind was blank all i could do was stare at honglin like
y’all
i know i said he was unreal but
up close
he’s literally ??? a whole angel like ????????????? his eyes sparkle so much when he laughs my heart STOPPED
and when they asked me to step closer i was like
actually i can translate for u i’m-
and zhixie was like NO THERE’S NO NEED like akdsfhkjkjdshJKASDHK OK
then honglin asked what theme i wanted and i was likE FAM IDK I’VE BEEN BLANKING THE ENTIRE TIME STARING AT YOU
so i was like okay i know u rly like one piece so something maybe one piece related
and he was like fam that’s difficult sadjkfhalsKJSDHLKJASD
but the moment i opened my mouth
zhixie: ARE YOU SINGAPOREAN OR MALAYSIAN
me: uh i’m singapor-
honglin: uwu i can hear it
me: about to die
zhixie (in english): ur accent !
and god yall my entire heart burst into flames like
i’ve said it before here but i’ve spent quite a bit of time being ashamed of my accent bc when i first got to america nobody could understand my singaporean accent and everyone kept asking me to repeat myself and eventually i was like ok u know what it’s better if i just shut up and not talk
and so the reason why i’m so so so proud of zhangjing (and jj) is bc there finally is ?? some south east asian representation and there are even people complimenting his accent and calling it cute and it ?? finally felt like i shouldn’t be embarrassed about the way i speak??
zhixie: when i heard you i was like eh? it’s almost like i heard you zhangjing
and i
Cried
and then zhixie turned to meggi and mirthe and were like yall come from beijing?
like fam what
and meggi was like no we come from belgium
zhixie: malaysian? you?
about ten people correcting him: belgium
zhixie, again: malaysian?
kajsdhflasjdkhfkj
and then zhixie said some other words but yall i was
just watching honglin
his hands are so so so so beautiful like his fingers are rly nice and
his nose ??? work of art
also his hands looked so soft like :—(
he was just bent over the cake and he :—( rly truly a goddamn angel
summer took photos of me that i’m never releasing ever sakdfhaksjdhfds i look so COMPLETELY WHIPPED FOR HIM LIKE
and at one point he started plucking cherries and one stalk fell on the floor and i was like o no so i went forward to pick it up and he
looked up
and said ‘oh it’s okay’ and smiled and
my heart stopped i think i left my soul on stage
O SHIT OKAY AND THEN ZHIXIE WALKED OVER AND WAS LIKE
CAN I ASK WHAT YOU’RE THINKING U LOOK LIKE YOU’RE LOSING UR MIND
AND I WAS LIKE FAM U DONT UNDERSTAND I A M
and i was like ‘idk i’m just ?? very shookt’
and zhixie was like what??? shy????
me: 很惊讶 (very shocked)
zhixie: shy? ? ??
me, thinking: fam this is how i feel when i translate yall captionless vlogs
zhixie (in eng): is this ur first time seeing honglin?
me: my first time seeing you also !!!!!
zhixie, suddenly shy: ah okay thank u
UWU!!!
and then honglin was done and looked up and i might have died inside again
AND HE WALKED OVER AND I WAS LIKE FAM NO DONT IF YOU COME CLOSER I’M LITERALLY GOING TO DI E??????
and he was like ‘oh this is zoro’
the sane part of me: oh wait ur favourite character is zoro???
bc liTERALLY TWO DAYS BEFORE HE POSTED ABOUT SANJI AND SO MY SISTER AND I WERE LIKE OH HE PROBS LIKES SANJI
BUT HE
LIKES ZORO
(my sister, afterwards: wtf i feel lied to)
but he was so heckin close to me like fam my heart
stopped
honglin: i hope u like it uwu
me: heck !
honglin: take one bite!
me: HECKITYHECK
zhixie (in eng): i wanna see ur facial expression
aND THEN THEY WERE BOTH LOOKGIN AT ME LIKE FUCABJS,BCD
FUCINADJCNSAKJDKJ
honglin: is it okay? ;;
me: FUCIJNSKCSADJ YES TAKE MY HEART TAKE MY SOUL
and i finally FINALLY FUNIAJKNSSK FINALLY GOT OFF THE GODDAMN STAGE
zhixie: WHERE’S HER APPLAUSE
anD EITHER RUOTIAN OR JINGZUO UPSTAIRS STARTED CLAPPING AGAINST THEIR MIC LIKE ASDFAHKSDHFAKSJD SHUT UP
 AND I WANTED TO DIE I WALKED ITNO A CARDBOARD CUTOUT RIGHT AFTER BC I WAS SO SHOOK
and honglin was like be careful! there’s a cardboard cutout right there! bc he’s a whoLE ANGEL
but also like GKASCKASHDHFAJDSHLFKJ PLS STOP LOOKIGN AT ME PLEAS E MY HEART IS WEAK I’M
my god
collapsed into summer’s arms right after thank god for summer !!!
okay then the next segment zhixie was like o yall know honglin’s position in the group is main vocal so next he can sing something for yall
honglin: actually i prepared an entire song for yall but music copyright means that i can’t sing it w a backing track
bc if he sings w a copyrighted backing track or if he sings more than half the song the livestream video would have to be taken down or something??
but it didn’t matter bc the moment he opened his mouth my entire heart STOPPED like
if he stabbed me in the stomach it would have hurt less his voice is so so sososos ososososososoosososo beautiful ????
and he sang without a backing track to like ????
i’m telling yall he’s a whole angel like he’s not real
and then honglin was like oh i also prepared another song but bc i now see there are overseas fans here i’m gonna sing an english song
and he sang when i was your man by bruno mars and when he hit the high note i think i ascended into the afterlife
about the 46 minute mark here i RLY AND TRULY RECOMMEND LISTENING TO IT SOBS HE SOUNDS LIKE THE PERFECT ANGEL HE IS
AND ZHIXIE HARMONISED AT THE BACK LIKE AHHHHH THAT’S MY BABE MAIN VOCAL TAGTEAM RIGHT THERE
and then zhixie asked if there was any other song we wanted and i was immediately like JJ!!
i’ve been ??? pleading for a jj cover forEVER ND HE
FINALLY PULLED THROUGH
honglin: i’m going to do Those Were The Days bc like the song says (那些你很冒险的梦 我陪你去疯 - all those adventurous dreams, i’ll chase them with you), i’ve been chasing my dream and yall have been here with me every step of the way
and i think the moment he said it i DIED like ???? jj is one of my favourite singers and nearly all my faves have covered his songs at least once, astro included???
and everyone who knows me knows i love jj like nini miss @tanqram​ has literally made a tangram singing jj compilation that i watch religiously ??? and this is one of my fave jj songs?????
and the moment he opened his mouth like ???? i KNOW i said that i died the last two times he sang but
firstly he sounds so much like jj?????
and secondly everything was ???? perfect??????
like i judge jj covers hard bc i’ve listened to the originals so many times everything is ingrained and the moment something is off i cringe but
yall
honglin’s perfect honglin is Actually Perfect
ALSO HE SOUNDS SO MUCH LIKE JJ LIKE HE RLY WASN’T LYING IN HIS IP INTRODUCTION
and afterwards honglin was like lol jj said before that whenever he sings high notes he starts sweating and immediately jingzuo (???) was like TAKE OFF UR CLOTHES LKAJDHSFKASJDHFK
jingzuo chaotic good!!!
also i didn’t know until afterwards when the fantakens were out but ruotian was eating chicken wings and slurping noodles the whole time upstairs aksjdflhaksdjfhaksj why is didi line chaos
and then zhixie was like yall know what other things beibei is good at?
like fam he’s good at everything we rly can’t
also someone in the back was like he’S GREAT AT DOING THE SPLITS and honglin’S FACE AJSDFHKSJDHF
but it was languages and so zhixie was like we’re gonna make him say i love u in many different languages
and i could FEEL marta miss @honeyforzhixie​ going ????? isn’t that ur thing zhixie jsdgflasjdhf
and so they started discussing languages and zhixie was like o i know u can speak a little japanese bc i know u memorised the entire one piece theme song
and i SCREAMED INSIDE bc we literally juST TALKED ABOUT IT THAT MORNING WHEN WE VIDEO CALLED NINI nkfhakjsdhf we were like uwu we hope he sings a jj song but then we were like o lol what if he ended up singing the one piece theme song instead bc we bet he knew the whoLE THING AND HE DOES KNOW IT AJSDFHLAK
but then zhixie made honglin imitate maotong and say ‘i love u’ the way maotong would and my heart ached a little i miss my baby boy so much ??
but JINGZUO CHAOTIC GOOD JSDHLAKJ ‘could u imitate chaoze too’ jaskdlfhkjd
and so he did a couple different versions like Japanese (he and jingzuo screamed lines from one piece at each other ajdkhflksd) and korean (he took a line out of some korean drama?????)
and someone suggested french (was it mirf?????) and i lAUGHED rip his french vlog sorry honglin i swear i love u !!
and then they were like ok time to play his fan video
okay listen i have to preface this by saying that when i got the brief from the hyh she told me ‘it’s best if we make him cry!’ and i was like ok! sure!
turns out it made ME cry i stressed out over the video for two entire weeks sobs the moment my finals were over i locked myself into nyu’s computer lab until moving out day but still couldn’t finish it so i had to work on it on the plane ride home too sobs my roommate connie miss @ynajun​ saw the worst of it bc every time i came home from the lab i’d stress about it ???
but my god it was worth ??? everything ????
he ?????? cried??????
and like on one hand i’m happy that i managed to fulfil the brief but also i feel bad bc he cried but also mostly i laughed bc he’s such a sweet emotional bub
BUT ALSO BC HE CRIED MEGGI GOT TO OFFER HIM HER TISSUES!!!!!!!!
like we specially bought tissues before we left for banana bc we were like we’re gonna need them bc we’re gonna cry
BUT IT TURNS OUT HONGLIN NEEDED HTEM MORE AJSDKFHLASJDHFKAJ
zhixie: he cries every year during his birthday
zhixie: but also even when it’s not his birthday he cries he cried at my birthday too
and afterwards in chaoze’s birthday post he called honglin a crybaby too UWUWUWUWU
tangent but on his birthday when he came into the group chat he thanked us again for the video and i Died
okay this next part is purely speculation bc i honestly might just be overinflating myself and he might have done this purely coincidentally but when he thanked us for his video he looked at me and i ?????
when the video was playing nini and marta were yelling in the gc that they knew the video was done by me bc i overuse cc particle world on after effects jasdhlfksjdh but in that moment i briefly entertained the thought that he was familiar enough with my edits to know that the only idiot who keeps using cc particle world was me ??
but also as i said purely speculation and probably coincidence so
anyway you can watch it here 
and then they played the birthday video messages from fans and i think i died from embarrassment let’s Not talk about it
but also i only realised it after they pointed it out in the gc but apparently zhixie and honglin were both singing along to the jj backing track i added to my video ajsdfhlaksjd
my god another tangent but on his birthday when he came into the group chat we were talking about the videos we recorded
and hh (one of honglin’s og fans she’s a whole angel too I love her !!!!) was like my gOD i rly am so unphotogenic (when she filmed her video she put a ‘FAT’ over her face sobs but like mood) and i was like yah same lol i had to record myself like ten times in times square bc i looked so bad in all the takes
and honglin was like HH WHY DID U CENSOR UR FACE UR CLEARLY SO CUTE and we collectively died for her uwu !!!!
then honglin rePLIED ME SAYING ‘OH BUT TIMES SQUARE HAS SUCH A GOOD VIBE’ and i died for the nth time ??? and then he followed up by saying ‘i rly want to go to times square i’ve gone to america a lot of times when i was younger but i’ve only ever been to the west coast’ jksadhlfkjshekj pls come i’ll bring u around east coast best coast
but back to the point he was like ‘i’ve said it before during ip (and he did!!! during the fanfan episode where he was talking to the rubbish bin he rly has said it before!!!!) but i rly try my best to remember every single person’s face and all my fan’s weibo IDs’ and my heART MELTED HE
and then it was his ending ment!!
he said something that rly threw my heart off a cliff he said that he’s so grateful for the hyh and fans for listening to him and donating to charities in his name instead of buying him extravagant gifts bc when he makes it big, if he makes it big, the thing he wants to do the most is to donate to children who come from a less privileged family background bc he knows what it’s like coming from a single parent family and ;n;
then they showed wishes from other idols!!!!!
there was wang ziyi, zhou rui, the twins my ip hEART
LISTEN I ??? when zuo qibo showed up my SWIN HEART EXPLODED I ??? MISS ??? MY SWIN ANGELS ????
AND THEN RUIBIN SHOWED UP IN ALL HIS UNKEMPT AND UNSHAVEN AND RAMBLING GLORY AND MY PRINCERUIBIN HEART WEPT I THINK I HELD SUMMER’S ARM SO HARD SHE GOT BRUISES AJKSDHFKSJD I’M SO SORRY SUMMER I LOVE U
and then cHAOZE APPEARED !!!! and everyone immediately melted he’s the softest leader alive i love my baby!!
and honglin was about to say something but ruOTIAN
ruotian showed up w a cake w sparklers???????? like fam???????
and eventually we had to say goodbye :—(
but honglin was like o i rly and truly thought that there would be lesser people at this birthday than there was last year and my heart ??? broke ????
bc the room they were in last year alr was so small and there were rly little roses but he ??? genuinely thought he had so little fans that he wouldn’t even fill up the room ;;;;;;;; bc there rly are v little active roses both on weibo like there are less than ten of us who actively post in his chaohua and at tgm events like they’re mostly lrt/jjz fans and there’s usually only one rose ;;;;
but listen honglin our entire gc would die for you we will never stop loving u until every last one of us is found dead in a ditch
and then we’ll love u into the next life
also after he said goodbye he was like sike!
he kept singing behind the cardboard cutouts and peeking around them to say hi again
at some point I poked my head over and went PLS COME TO NEW YORK and he said something back that I alas couldn’t hear rip
and then he started singing along to jj again sobs
but eventually at some point they left via the back door and I was like GOTTA GO THIS IS LITERALLY WHAT I’VE BEEN TRAINING FOR sobs going to the airport for yanjun and wenjun and jeffrey and ziyi and kunkun rly was to prepare me for one thing and one thing only and it was to practise getting good non-shaky fantakens without dying???
jingzuo rly truly looked AMAZING he rly rocks the white tee blue jeans and converse look jingzuo stans stay winning!!!
and honglin ;;;;;;; was holding my banner ;;;;;;;;
and he looked directly into my camera a couple times sobs and he shot hearts too I rly ???? Editing the photos made me cry so many times fbdjhfjf every time I got to those photos I lose my mind
ALSO ONLY AFTER EDITING THE PHOTOS I REALISED RUOTIAN WAS JUDGING ME SO HARD GHDJFJ my eyes were glued to honglin the entire time but looking at the photos again ruotian looked so unamused fhcjfhfbfhbf
speaking of ruotian my gOD editing photos with him in it is a nightmare y’all he’s either blinking or looks like he’s about to sneeze in nearly every picture fhdjfjfj summer and I generally make it a rule not to blur other members’ faces out of our fantakens but ruOTIAN RLY TESTING ME
but we made it to the banana lobby and I didn’t want to follow them and their fansites in so I stopped walking and honglin turned back to wave at me ;;;;;;;;;;;;;; and i think i died again
and so I went back to the event space where summer and mirthe and meggi were waiting and sat down and blanked out sobs
but it diDNT END THERE FHDJFJJF FOR SOME REASON HONGLIN DECIDED TO WALK OUT AGAIN A BIT AFTER
so mirthe and I were like omg gotta blAST so we speedwalked over
and he :—-( saw and shot signs at my camera again fhdjfjfjjf I ???
and then it was Actually Over god I was a shell of a person after that
still am tbh I’m not sure how I survived sorting through our 2000+ fantakens fhdjfjfj
but I’m so spoiled y’all I’m really truly so spoiled by him :—(
like I said earlier he rly spoils his fans so much????
that night he posted on Instagram and immediately summer and meggi and mirthe and I commented and he replied all four of us ;n;
earlier on in spring semester there was a third party event that Tangram was invited to but the organiser was a MESS and tgm wasn’t treated very well??? but honglin was worried that the fans who travelled to the event and didn’t get to see them were upset so he came into the group chat to console them ;;;;;
and I was talking to another fan and she said that even during other events he kept turning around to wave at the fans and acknowledge them and it’s ;;;;;; as someone who has ?? waited in the rain / stood for hours waiting for idols something as simple as a nod or a smile rly warms u up and makes the wind and cold worth it ;;;; and he makes sure to do it all the time ;;;;;;;;;
on his birthday !! his birthday !! when he was in Taiwan and should be resting and enjoying time w his mum and not thinking about us !!!! he still came into the group chat for an hour and talked to us ;;;;;;
and he named all his sort of more well known fans’ IDs, even the ones who weren’t online and sending messages at the time ;;;;; like he rly wasn’t lying when he said he remembers us ;;;;
also fhdjfjfjjf god I’m so spoiled he replied me so many times ?? like there was the times sq thing and the east coast thing ???
and when he said he was training for the next archery competition I was like “o are u shooting recurve or compound this time?” and he was like “o idk if I shot recurve or compound but it’s the one I shot the last time” and I fhdjfjfjfhfb
tangential but 1) my god y’all his form is beautiful my archery heart: exploded
2) his rhotics are so beautiful too my phonology heart: also exploded
also when he was about to leave the gc I was like “huh but u just got here, why are you leaving?” and he sent another voice message “astrofireworks, why are you becoming shameless too, when did I just get here, I’ve clearly been here for a long time already” fhdjfjdjfn fhdjjd
also my GOD He was reading some IDs and summer and lyla were like what about @astrofireworks and I was like fchjfbhjdf y’all it’s ok he’s alr said it in another voice message two months ago in the gc I’m alr so spoiled I ???? rly shouldn’t ask anything else of him or he’s going to hate me
but then he
sent
a whole
nine second message
“hey astrofireworks, I hope one day I can go to New York and maybe... I’ll meet you there, okay?”
and I ??,?? Sobbed
ndjdbfjvcchhxhdhfh
and then Connie went to send him off at the airport in Taiwan the next day and ????? 
I’m not gonna say much because it’s rly conno’s story to tell and I’m not sure how much I’m allowed to say outside the gc but he rly spoils his fans so so so so much ????
anyway bei honglin rly and truly is the sweetest boy on earth we rly don’t deserve him ;;;;; this first week of June truly has been the best week of my cpop stan life and i ????? love mister bei honglin with my entire heart and soul ;;;;;;;;;;;;
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