#maybe I'm overanalyzing shit but I'm just frustrated because i genuinely just. desperately want to interact with people.
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I keep telling myself I'll do tag games, I'll do ask games, I'll do. Whatever the fuck. And then I never can.
#it's so frustrating to know that you cant do something for an entirely made up reas I n#i know people wouldnt actually be mad at me for posting tag games. or for tagging them. or sending them asks. or answering asks.#but i have this terrifying nagging feeling in my gut of What If#like. 'what if people saying it's okay to do games is A Test?“#'what if there's actually rules that only apply to me that no one will admit to no matter what?'#and it's completely goddamn irrational#but it still just stresses me out so bad#and every time i think about doing a game and convince myself not to i reinforce that behavior#and the fact that it's a LACK of behavior that I'm enforcing is worse#because it takes more energy to keep that behavior and thinking from reinforcing itself than it does to let it reinforce#maybe I'm overanalyzing shit but I'm just frustrated because i genuinely just. desperately want to interact with people.
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