#maybe I jump back into doing now grindr research. when I'm out of my slump.
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#maybe I jump back into doing now grindr research. when I'm out of my slump.#I'm healthy enough to not be depressed but I'm having a way harder time doing things.#I've been putting off making soup for two days. which is saying something. because I really fucking want soup again#and my room hasn't been cleaned in several weeks#anyway you could probably tell I'm doing less great rn because I'm unhinged on here again#but once I'm back in my own domain I think I'll push the bubble of knowledge further. I really want to figure out how to connect#I want to figure out how to connect with people on my own terms and not someone else's.#I want to figure out how to say what I want from someone and not allow anyone any further than I want#I want to find what I like and stick to it. I want to explore and find my limits. my outermost depths#I want to learn how to stop simply giving people what they want#I can hold my own when I'm deliberately antagonistic about it. when I'm aggressive and putting on anger like a set of spiked pauldron#I want to hold my own as Robin. not as Lear#I want to learn to stand up for myself in a quiet yet assertive way#I don't want to have to fight to hold my ground.#I can't live my life in a mint field#tag talk
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