#mary's absense wounded jack

[shallowseeker]

We wither

The loss of a sibling:

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The loss of a father:

"Cas?"

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Discussions on the loss of a sibling / the loss of a father, and the wound an absence leaves behind:

GORDON: I can still see her, you know? The way she was. But hey, that was a long time ago. I mean, your dad. It's gotta be rough. DEAN: Yeah. Yeah, you know. He was just one of those guys. Took some terrible beatings, just kept coming. So you're always thinking to yourself, he's indestructible. He'll always be around, nothing can kill my dad. Then just like that (snaps) he's gone. I can't talk about this to Sammy. You know, I gotta keep my game face on. (clears throat) But, uh, the truth is I'm not handling it very well. Feel like I have this -

GORDON: Hole inside you? And it just gets bigger and bigger and darker and darker? Good. You can use it. Keeps you hungry. Trust me. There's plenty out there needs killing, and this'll help you do it. Dean, it's not a crime to need your job.

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This is no salvation; it's another wound, another empty void where you used to be:

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JACK (praying): How can you be gone? You said that you believed in me. No matter what. It didn't matter what I did Th-That being me was enough. But what does that mean now? Cas? Mom?