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#marcille's anxiety over losing people to death mithrun's symbolism ryo's 孤傲 and being okay with that subaru's 圆滑 rupa's reason for maturity
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anyway realizing i share the same indignation towards things that feel senselessly wrong but unlike nina i just run away from it point blank 🤠👍
#on today's what do you resonate with in each character that you don't like precisely bc it reflects yourself#is it bad that in each character the thing i resonate with the most is usually the thing that is dragging them down lmao#marcille's anxiety over losing people to death mithrun's symbolism ryo's 孤傲 and being okay with that subaru's 圆滑 rupa's reason for maturity#nina and i are very different and we're mad over different things on different scales#but at the end of the day it's that sense of justice and inability to accept ignoring certain things to maintain a facade as a bigger idea#i just have a hard time understanding it sometimes. the supposed necessary sacrifices.#when you stand for developing that tool and tell me it'll be good for humanity in the long run#how do you ignore the people it negatively impacts right now. how can you brush that aside for a promise of an abstract future.#i don't know how it'll benefit us in the long run i can't see it but i know the bad things it's causing right now that are very real#when i hear about how people use it to generate reasons to justify brutality. it's fucked up. it's horrific.#and I'm scared for how the growth will continue to enlarge the gap for disadvantaged groups.#how do you ignore the very real issues that have already happened and the impact it will continue to have throughout the development#by doing so you're silently accepting those 'necessary sacrifices'. but they're real people. they're real people. how do you. accept that.#but it's really not in the scope of things i can fix or change so. trying not to have it kill me from inside.#at least nina can sing i can't even sing lmao i only have my fucked up vocal chords and fucked up fingers#thank goodness for the existence of string instruments and paint. maybe i go sew something this weekend. maybe i go to a rage room.
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