#man I sure feel like I'm being punished all the time for ljust being alive LMFAO LIKE... the hits keep coming when I'm not doing ANYTHING | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

katzirra · 6 hours ago

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I'm just going to rip everything in half.

I can't keep handling the shit life keeps throwing at me in my personal life. Like beyond the fucking state of America, that's not even on my fucking radar right now. I'm so fucking tired.

#kat life #ignore me #Hannibal has severe arthritis in his neck apparently and at only 4 years old uhhh #my vet told me he wouldn't as a surgeon feel okay doing the 10k total hip surgery #so that might be a problem for him and uhh might mean his life is SIGNIFICANTLY SHORTENED #and I feel stupid I still wanna do it because any time is better than no time and him being in pain from his neck AND Leg #but he's never acted like his neck hurts so??#hi I've been crying for over an hour and googling like crazy trying to figure shit out #I am a MESS and I can't handle this #I feel stupid my mother is waiting on news if she has cancer or not and I'm crying over my little cat #I'm so fucking tired I can't keep up the strong face like #man I sure feel like I'm being punished all the time for ljust being alive LMFAO LIKE... the hits keep coming when I'm not doing ANYTHING #I JUST WANNA BE A GOOD PERSON AND DO GOOD THINGS AND HAVE A NONSENSE LITTLE LIFE :))

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