#look i'm back on my shitposting bs

[silverraes]

Wandee Goodday Ep. 1 + Textposts

[catboybiologist]

what made you create this blog?

Oh yay, I get to narcissisticly ramble about myself? Yaay!

I originally created a reddit account under this name waayyy back in 2021- I had been dipping my toes into being a "femboy" when the pandemic started, and posting pictures online was really my only outlet for sharing my femininity. I posted on a lot of femboy subreddits, 196, and dark souls shitposting subreddits, as well as occasionally commenting about science. My entire "gimmick" was trying to be a "cringe femboy" alongside having some scientific knowledge down my belt, kind of to lean into the "weird online poster is actually STEM expert" meme.

Tbh, I was in a really dark spot back then, and because of it, I got very "fuckit" about what I post and how. It's caused me issues occasionally, but most of my online behavior now is an extension of a carelessness about my online privacy that developed when I was desperate enough for any self expression to not care.

Over time, that's evolved into the online presence I have now. I made a tumblr blog when a lot of communities and users migrated off of reddit during the API changes, including an influx of users from r/196. I rode the wave of lots of people trying to keep the community together then just... kept posting? It continued to have its original use of self expression while I was boymoding- it was a place that I could post about being trans when I was closeted to most of the world. And yes, I could show off my looks a bit and get some validation

Now that I'm mostly living as a woman in my day to day life, I'm still here because the community is wonderful and I'm established here. I've made a lot of cool online friends, and I like the interaction and reach I get. Yes, part of that is pure attention seeking- but its also nice socially.

I don't really have a "purpose" for this blog at the moment, but I might move my online presence forward in some kind of way. I temporarily tried out twitch streaming, and it was really successful. I made the requirements for affiliate in literally the minimum number of streams possible, but I couldn't commit the time or keep a schedule cuz of grad school. I have lots of ideas for podcasts or written projects, but idk if they'll ever get off the ground, considering that I've been bouncing around outlines and rough drafts for random BS for years without any results.

Once I leave grad school later this year, some of that stuff might happen, but I genuinely have no idea.

[more-than-a-princess]

[ hello, rae! i still have some time left before the new year begins for me, but i just wanna thank you for making my experience in the rpc a fun, uplifting one. ofc, i know i ended up taking a massive hiatus from kensuke and couldn’t even bring myself to write him long term (since i ended up hyperfixating over other characters and trying to get more interactions on him was like pulling teeth), but it still means a lot you welcomed me back with open arms!

like, i can’t express enough how grateful i am you ended up rolling with my obscure muse choices and just being open minded enough to explore different relationship dynamics with them, whether they be romantic or platonic. HONESTLY, i might not always be around anymore (due to the fact i have work 🥲), but you are seriously one of those few friends i made that make being here worth it; in fact, i ended up initially regaining my love and passion for writing because of you, when previously, i had lost all the spark i had in it following the nasty fall out i had with former partners… and was deeply insecure over my own writing, to the point where for the longest time, i didn’t think i would actually reach a point where tumblr rp would be a hobby i could enjoy again; only, i’m glad i ended up sticking with it, because in the end, i got to reconnect with you and other people i would never have met/written with provided i never stayed.

REGARDLESS, YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN NOTHING BUT KIND AND PATIENT TOWARDS ME, so in 2023, i strive to not only be a good rp partner, but a good friend to you as well (even if i do happen to be significantly younger than you). but yeah, here’s to another year of interactions between our muses! HONESTLY, i look forward to seeing what mischief and shenanigans these blorbos get up to. ]

Tell me stuff at the end of 2022 or beginning of 2023 because what is time/time is a social construct - Accepting if still want to. Otherwise it's going to be thread replies, shitposts, and starter memes/possibly call for new muns and muses!

Aww, Livi, you are so kind! Thank you so much for sending this, it brought a smile to my face as I read it. As I've mentioned before: I care far more about roleplaying with you and the joy you have for your muses, no matter who the muses are. Your enthusiasm shines through each and every time (also, each and every time Sonia never fails to pester/be a nuisance to your muses so...that's what you sign up for each time).

And while we all hate work (eff work is a common saying in my house), I hope that no one ever manages to rob you of your passion for writing and roleplaying. I'm so sorry you were hurt by others, but in my opinion, never let anyone else ruin your fun around here. Write because you have stories to tell, because you love to write, because you don't know what you'd do without the creative outlet here.

Let's leave haters behind in 2022! If anything, consider the fact that for all the time muns spend trying to bring you down, they could be writing. Creating dynamics and storylines. Improving their writing skills. Instead of, you know, hating.

You're already a wonderful RP partner and friend, I just suggest keeping it up :D And I'm happy to be the older friend/wine aunt in the RPC. I will forever be telling you to drink water, wear sunscreen, sleep, and life will get better.

Consequently, I will also discuss the good old days if prompted. The days of RP and fandom before tumblr. Before social media. Just make sure I have my comfy chair, my slippers, and a drink. Possibly painkillers: I'm at the age where I can pull something getting out of bed nowadays (though I'm probably just overdue for a new mattress).

tl;dr - dear mutuals, I'm old. I do not tolerate drama or BS in my old age. I do tolerate long-term, feels-packed threads combined with dashcomm shitposting, OOC chatter, and wine/tea/drink whatever you want just stay hydrated please.

And like Sonia: I'm not up to date with popular slang. Or being a cool and hip person. Bear with us, please.