#lmao truee xD

[fluffyomorashi]

Well, if it was college it would be more like A pissing themself on the couch and B going like 'YOU FUCKING PISSED ON MY COUCH?! MY FUCKING COUCH?! YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE, I HAVE A DATE COMING OVER AND THERE'S GONNA BE A FUCKING PISS STAIN ON MY COUCH, SON OF A FUCKER!'

Lololol truee XD but shhhh no it’s ok! this is a dorm scenario with just crappy college dorm beds they don’t own!!

.. but yeah honestly- irl everyone knows if you in collage you poor as hell and would be whooping ass if someone peed on your couch Lmao

[bivwifeybunny]

that would be fun :)

also that’s so cute :(( what a sweetie i bet he felt so cool

also yum ??? i love seeing hot ppl in public bc eye candy is the best BUT THEN I GET MAD AT MYSELF BC I DONT HAVE THE CONFIDENCE TO SAY ANYTHING. there’s even been times where it’s obvious that they’re also interested but i’m just a shy and anxious mess so i never do it 🥲

yee we actually were going for his 20th birthday lmao

TRUEE kinda. I mean ive never see anyone be obviously also into me so like... idk but also Im very oblivious to when people like me cause my friend's homophobic brother liked me but i had no idea till he straight up said it lol thats a story for later tho lmao but anyways im the same way but its mostly just cause when I see them Im like uhhhh they're so much cooler than me.... idk about this and then chicken out lolll especially when they're with other people around my age which like... is 99% of the time XD

[toges-wife]

Yeah! Like it's not difficult to not read or consume the media you dislike, just ignore it?

On my friend's case i asked them to read a bit and they told me they would, but they dislike this kind of thing so their perception might be influenced by it. And that is ok? Because I didn't know at first, they were honest and they still support me and that's fine!

Good sis you have! May I ask if she is older or younger? My brother has no clue I write XD he does know I draw once a blue moon, but not the tumblr stuff, no ....

Yess truee I'm glad ur friends are supportive! Like I really enjoy reading your writings! :D

Yeah true it might influence their opinions and its completely alright xD

My sister used to be here on tumblr as arminsunshine or something? But she deactivated her account lol

She's my elder sister, we share lots of common that's why I probably told her about my writings and stuff lmao she sometimes helps with beta reading which I find really cool and she once wrote that tanjiro request I got cuz I found it hard to portray his character lmao

[stargazer-balladeer]

🧸-anon

.♡ Pretty bish Jamil! 😍 *watching chp 6 of twst. * I love that card. He slays

LMAO 😭😭 but CHAPTER 6 IS PROBBLY MY FAV CHAPTER SO FAR 😭😭 ITS SO ANGSTYY

Truee 🫶🫶 and the trey and vil cameo was a nice touch too xD

[apricotpicotty]

infj guy from germany.

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say STAND WITH HONG KONG AGAINST THE CCP!

You both like Mbti.

You: hi

Stranger: Heyy

Stranger: How’s it going ?

You: sleepy as shit

You: but we love procrastination

Stranger: Oh :') kinda same tho

Stranger: Truee

You: wht's ur type?

Stranger: Do u wanna take a wild guess ?

You: xxxx

Stranger: I mean… you’ve got a point xD

You: wildest guess wasn't it?

Stranger: I can just say it, it’s okay

You: ik i'm the goat

You: aight wht is it?

Stranger: Infj

You: i thought u were a xxxp for a sec

You: idky lol srry

Stranger: Oh okay

Stranger: It’s fine

Stranger: Hmm u said procrastination

You: u gonna guess my type?

Stranger: Are u an xxtp

You: yea intp

Stranger: Lmao

You: T-T

Stranger: I know an intp, so yeah

Stranger: U def give off these vibes

You: i talked to an enfj before u idky the hell she got embarrassed and shit and them disconnected

You: prolly cuz of the hard long words i used

You: so what brought u here?

Stranger: Boredom

Stranger: And u ?

You: no sleep and the daily urge to procrastinate

Stranger: U are really an intp lmao

Stranger: Based off my experience atleast

You: u should see my dark circles. one can type me as in intp just by looking at my face

Stranger: My eyes look really tired too tho

You: how old r u?

Stranger: 17

Stranger: And u

You: ayee same!

Stranger: Nicee

You: last yr of hs is reallt kicking my ass in the worst ways

You: really*

Stranger: Oh damn, I miss last year

Stranger: For me it’s the year before the last year

You: ouuuuu

You: i really wish to build a time machine and choke myself to sleep the day i was born

Stranger: I mean i’m in germany, we have a different system, but i’m in 11th class

Stranger: Nahh don’t say that

Stranger: Instead choke me lmao

You: holy getting kinky are we?

Stranger: Even the most innocent person has its dark sides ;)

You: or create a system to turn my mass energy to heat and burn the entire universe

You: i was about to type this

Stranger: Lmao that’s creative

Stranger: Frrr

Stranger: Haha

You: any specific kinks apart form chocking ?

Stranger: Umm

Stranger: i like fishnets

Stranger: they are hot :>

You: on urself or or partner ?

You: ur*

Stranger: Partner

You: i am assuming u're a male based on the stereotypes//

Stranger: Based on the stereotypes, yes

Stranger: I wouldn’t say i’m a typical male tho idk

You: ahaha lol moments like this are meant for stereotype usage

You: ummm non binary?

Stranger: Nope, but I’m just not what society views as a man

Stranger: Like idk, I don’t feel “manly”

Stranger: I’m just me

You: ahh okookok i get it

You: dw dw i wasn't judging u that hard

Stranger: that hard ? :O

You: u really make everything sexual

You: so back to kinks.

Stranger: IT WASN’T SEXUAL

Stranger: I MEANT SOMETHING DIFFERENT

You: it WAS WITH AN "O" SIGN IDKEBHKVE

You: WHT DID U MEAN??

You: T-T

Stranger: You said you weren’t judging me that hard, lile why did u even judge me xD that’s what I meant

You: oOHH SORRY NO THAT'S NOW WHAT I MEANT

You: SORRYY

Stranger: U MADE IT SEXUAL LMAO

Stranger: Anyways, back to kinks haha

You: yes i'm the one to be blamed my bad T-T

You: ah ok right

Stranger: It’s fine :)

You: idk if i have any but the thought of getting caught is exciting

Stranger: Okay xD

You: not into bdsm but chocking and cuffs are great

Stranger: Hmm I like tibbies

Stranger: Tibbies are nice

Stranger: We love a good pair of tibbies

You: i had to google that XD

You: it's showing dogs

Stranger: Bwahahaha

You: WHAT ARE TIBBIES>????

Stranger: TIDDIES

Stranger: 💀

Stranger: I just like to say tibbies

You: FUCK

You: EJFVEBKV

You: u should've told before i thought they were some new sex toys

Stranger: HAHAHAHHAHA

You: and totally panicked when i saw dogs

Stranger: 💀💀💀

Stranger: What are ur pronouns btw ?

You: she/her

Stranger: Okidoki

You: do u watch anime? there was this one character name suzu who used to say okidoki

Stranger: YES I DO

Stranger: HENTAI TOO

You: she died later

You: odfnwlvw i watch hentai tooo

You: tht shit is GOLD

Stranger: LMAOOO

You: NO PLATINUM

Stranger: A GIRL WHO WATCHES HENTAI

Stranger: THEY EXIST ?!

You: yes they do

You: i am a living proof

Stranger: Lmao

Stranger: Overflow 😫

You: do u know bunnywalker ?

Stranger: Yesss

Stranger: The studio

You: they have the best animation

You: yesssss yesss

Stranger: They make the best

Stranger: True true

Stranger: Queen Bee is shit

You: fr pink pineapple is good too to some extent

Stranger: We haven’t been eating good lately :')

You: ikr the art and plot is great but thy suck at animation

Stranger: True

Stranger: Saimin Seishidou is good, but it’s ugly bastard

Stranger: The animation is good tho

You: ikrrrr it breaks my heart fr

Stranger: I’m a vanilla type of person 😭

You: i totally blacklist vanilla and softcore on hanime

You: lmao

Stranger: Ntr can be good, but not the weird shit

Stranger: Oof you’re going for the hard stuff lmao

You: i don't really mind ntr tbh.

You: i just need to get off asap and anything works tbh

Stranger: Lmao

Stranger: What do u find hot in hentai lol

You: wht i want to actually see is mostly censored

You: ig tits and moans are great. the plot matters a lottt

Stranger: Are u straight ?

You: not entirely tbh

You: more of a omnisexual

You: an*

Stranger: That’s fine, I get it I get it xD

You: are u homophobic?

Stranger: Nope !

Stranger: Abaolutely not!

Stranger: I have queer friends and all

You: wbu are u legit straight ?

Stranger: Why did u ask if I’m homophobic, I feel so bad 😭

Stranger: I do be, but never say never I guess

You: nah sorry was just checking so i could crack a homo joke to trigger u

Stranger: :') I’m sad now

You: i believe i'm more into experimenting even with sex and gender bla bla

Stranger: I’m literally talking about lgbtq rights in my presntation on wednesday lmao

You: cuz like i only hv one life and i can't miss out on stuff just cuz of the ol gezerrs rules

You: ohh all the best

Stranger: Thanks

You: hope u send out people gay for u after the presentation

You: like no fr just imagine u give an amazing presentation and all the guys go gay for u

Stranger: Uhm, u mean other guys ?

You: tht's be some next level neflix show i would live to direct

Stranger: Nah the boys here are boring when it comes to that

You: meh

You: but my imagination ran wild there for sure

Stranger: Also idk, don’t invalidate my sexuality lol I’m not into

Stranger: guys

You: but still make an effort to dress up as hot as possible and give an amazing presentation

Stranger: Except for anime boys lol

You: ikrrrr

You: anime girls too

You: they're just so efffiinnggg purrfect

Stranger: True true

Stranger: I just hate real people lol

You: the girl in dress up darling is my recent crush

Stranger: Atleast most

Stranger: Marin

You: high five mate

Stranger: Yeah she’s literally a goddess

You: frrr i would love to have a gf like here

You: and then there's gojo and kuroo

You: gawdd i'm a walking skut for them

Stranger: Daijoubou deshou, date kimiiiii

You: and shit TOJI? WVBFSICDVUW

You: YOWAIMOOO

Stranger: Yowai Mo 😫

You: AHHHH SO FUCKING ORGASMIC

You: IKR

You: he's still not out of the box sadly :(

Stranger: Gotta say tho I’m more of a Nanami Fan

You: nanami. he's the new god and we all r in his religion

Stranger: Oi oi oi Nanami nanami oi oi oi oi oiiiiiii

You: man really had to die like tht in manga

Stranger: FUCK U

Stranger: I HAVENT READ IT

You: did i just...

You: lmao sorry

You: vbhfsvknd

Stranger: FUCK U

Stranger: FUCK U

Stranger: FUCK U

Stranger: Okay no, but…

Stranger: ARGHHHH

You: ahaha i shouldn't laugh but still sorryyyyy

Stranger: LITERALLY PULLING OUT THE CHESTER BENNINGTON SCREAM THERE

You: i didn't knowwww T-T

Stranger: :|

You: he died while imagining a peaceful life next to the beach reading a book

Stranger: Mad

You: AHHAHA sorry not sorry

Stranger: CRAWLING IN MY SKIIIIIIIIIN

Stranger: wow

Stranger: U are mean

Stranger: :(

You: aww aight sorry fr i won't give any spoilers

Stranger: U r just like the other people qwq

Stranger: Hm :')

Stranger: the aww got me

You: what?

Stranger: Forget about it

You: aight

Stranger: I’m weird, have I said that I’m weird ?

Stranger: Btw I am weird

You: in what way?

You: do u show ur ass to ur neighbors from the window? tht'd be weird for sure

Stranger: No

Stranger: Why did u come up with that

Stranger: U are weird

You: idk jk jk don't get triggered

You: i've never done that hellloo??

Stranger: 🤨

Stranger: Caught in 4k

You: i have NOT SRSLY

Stranger: U have a problem mommy

Stranger: Oops I said mommy

You: u r submissive i see?

Stranger: That’s right

Stranger: I’m a bottom i believe

You: idk i imagine u into leashes too

Stranger: Hmm nahhh idkkk

You: u can always try it out

You: are u a virgin btw?

You: i am lol T-T sed life

Stranger: :|

Stranger: Okay puuuh you are too haha

Stranger: Yes I am

You: aye high five.

Stranger: People are disappointing lol

You: we're really living a fantasy world in our heads

Stranger: That’s all i’m gonna say

You: ikr

Stranger: I gave everything… BUT IN THE END IT DOESN’T EVEN MATTERRRR

Stranger: That song describes my last try of getting in a relationship lmao

You: in the end by linkin park?

Stranger: Yes

You: i googled the lyrics tbh

You: will listen to it thnxxx

Stranger: U don’t know it ?!

Stranger: Wait are u into rock music ?

You: idk i like listening to anything as long as it sounds good

You: i have diff phases

Stranger: The beeps and the boops

Stranger: Same thooo

You: like rn it's nbhd and artic monkeys

You: bts has been consistent

Stranger: Uhhhhh I like both

You: i dabbled in jpop too somehow

Stranger: Sweater Weather is really goooood

You: ikrr it blew up really well

Stranger: I listen to J Music a lot

Stranger: 505 is a great song tooo

You: listen to stargazing and the shining by nbhd

Stranger: Nice nice

You: and do i wanna know by artic monkeys

Stranger: Why’d u only call me when ur high

Stranger: That’s a nice one 2

You: do i wanna know is a total baby making song

Stranger: Lmao

You: ahhh i love tht oneee

Stranger: Do u take drugs ?

You: thought about it and then i wask like nah nvm my parents are poor as shit

You: wbu?

Stranger: Good girl

Stranger: I don’t I’m very against that shit

Stranger: It’s waste

Stranger: Waste of your life

You: idk if i would be legit against it but i think i can be a form of escape

Stranger: Go buy manga or sth but leave your hands away from that stuff

You: andddd i'm not sure if i'll try it in the future

You: aye aye will do tht for now def

Stranger: Idk, i’m just very against it, I would hate to see anybody i like get into

Stranger: that stuff

Stranger: The thing is

You: hmmm fair enough

Stranger: I understand the argument of escape, but idk, nah

Stranger: Sex is a drug lmao, that’s different tho

You: yea masturbating is already addicting enough idk wht'll happen if i indulge into drugs

You: hmm do u have any sexual secrets?

Stranger: True omfg I am sometimes worried about myself

Stranger: Like what ? Girl, I’m a virgin

You: virgins can have some too ig?

Stranger: For example ?

Stranger: Or do u have ?

You: like i once fucked a cucumber and then ate it the next day

Stranger: 💀

You: u see buying a dildo is a total no no in this house cuz of strict ass parents

Stranger: Hmm i get it

You: yea i thought ill get tht reaction

Stranger: But… u ate it ?!

You: waste no food. there are many people dying in SA

You: i peeled off the outer layer ofc

Stranger: That reminds me of webtoon that I have read… okay stop xD

Stranger: a*

You: wht's the name???

Stranger: Idk something like my young stepmom ?

Stranger: It’s with a zucchini tho lmao

You: i had to google it

You: is the mc with light brown hair?

Stranger: Yeah lmao

Stranger: It starts off without sex, but then they literally do it every second page lmao

You: ahaha lmao

You: i read few chps of my stepmom's bfs

You: and the plot got shitty somehow

You: so i switched back to YAOI

Stranger: Yeah kinda same with my stepmom

You: yaoi and yuri are the best nsfws mangas/ webtoons tbh

Stranger: I trust you

Stranger: Tho I won’t read yuri cuz that feels weird

Stranger: Like idk, it feels homophobic for me too read yuri

You: u sure? yuri is lesbians and yaoi is gay

Stranger: I know girl

You: but how is it homophobic??

Stranger: But me liking women as a boy that would be…

Stranger: And then reading yuri

Stranger: Idk it feels wrong

You: hmm so u're afraid to come off as a perv

You: i don't think tht'd make u a homophobic

Stranger: I’m not afraid, it’s a morally incorrect thing to do

You: i read both lmao fuck morals

Stranger: Hmm idk, it’s feels wrong

Stranger: it*

You: aight aight np

You: back to my ques

Stranger: What was it ?

You: do u hv any sexual secrets ?

Stranger: Ahh yes I remember

Stranger: Hmm… let me think please

You: aight

Stranger: I like to do it in the shower idk xD

You: tht's the most convenient method ig

Stranger: Hmm and sometimes I… masturbate in different positions and imagine myself being the one doing it… I guess that’s not special tho

You: don't guys just either sit or stand to masturbate

You: are there other positions?

Stranger: Hmm u could also sort of sit but rather lie ? Does that make sense

You: yea i guess so

Stranger: Like your body is lying but your upper body not ?

You: maybee...

Stranger: Hm apart from that

Stranger: As I’ve already said, I fricking like fishnets

Stranger: And tights

You: is there a specific reason or it's just a thing u like?

Stranger: Hmm I’m a very clean and hygienic dude i’d say

Stranger: Umm nope, I just think it’s hot

You: hmm okayy

You: in tht case i'm a total mess lmao

Stranger: That’s kinda hot too tho mao

You: i can stay alive by not washing up but my won't let me

Stranger: lmao*

You: no it's not

You: lol

You: it's gross but washing up is very effort confusing

You: and my lazy ass can't

You: but i do it anyways lol

Stranger: I shower every day haha

You: yea so do i but the urge to just lay and sleep instead of showering feels a lot better then doing it

Stranger: Agree

Stranger: A girl once tried to explain me how to open a bra

Stranger: That was quite helpful

You: ayeeee was it a yt vid?

Stranger: Nope

You: lmao

Stranger: She described it

You: so like she actually stripped

You: oh

You: meh

You: lol

Stranger: Girl she just texted me 💀

You: ajhahaha

Stranger: I’m a virgin, as I’ve already said

You: but virgins can open actual bras too

You: i am very open minded

Stranger: Yeah, but I have never

You: aight

Stranger: What do u mean by open minded ?

You: but i created a whole scene of u doing it and cringey romantic songs playing in the bg

You: idk lol

Stranger: Wtffff

Stranger: Why do u do that

You: i have no idea ask my brain

Stranger: U don’t even know what i look like lmao

You: yea okay in the scene u and ur lady were faceless

You: does tht help?

Stranger: Sad, thought u were that lady… okay I’ll

Stranger: stop

Stranger: Sorry, not sorry

Stranger: Okay maybe sorry

You: but the bra opening lesson will only help if u end up with a shy girl

Stranger: Does that mean u aren’t ?

You: but if it was more of an extrovert type then ig the lesson isn't really handy

Stranger: Girl a shy girl won’t even let me haha

You: nah i'm not tbh i can strip on my own

Stranger: The lesson doesn’t even exist with a shy girl

You: lmao

You: so in the end either way it wasn't helpful lol

You: wht a waste

Stranger: :|

Stranger: Pass the bottle lmao

You: aye bartender we'll hv the entire rack

You: this reminds me i got drunk with my friends in school

Stranger: Lol

You: it was in 9th grade lol

You: it was so fucking hard to look alive during school

Stranger: I haven’t yet, I am innocent, but i have drunk alcohol

Stranger: I hate drunk people tho, had bad experiences

You: in broad daylight at like 8am we drank in a classroom while bunking morning assembly

You: lmao

You: i was a hell of an experience

Stranger: Hm

You: it*

Stranger: Not a topic i like tbh

You: u're not into alcohol and stuff?

Stranger: Did I say I am innocent in chinese or what ?

You: i'm not an addict or something but it's just a one time thing i did

You: do innocents hate alcohol ?

You: i see my bad

Stranger: The thing is

Stranger: U live in the us ? I suppose

You: u can assume

Stranger: I live in germany, the drinking culture here is reallt

Stranger: bad

You: ahh right u told me. i'll keep tht in mind

Stranger: Especially teenagers

Stranger: They literally don’t do anything else

Stranger: Until they realize how fucked they are

Stranger: Don’t get me wrong, I’d like to do that to once or twice and maybe even regularly

Stranger: But people here overdo it

You: ohh likewise

You: aight we're good now

You: tht aside

You: do u eat out?

Stranger: Yess

Stranger: I love japanese food

You: ....

You: yea u sure do

Stranger: ?

You: i love panda express

Stranger: Have i said anything wrong ?

You: nah u interpreted my question wrong

You: nvm

Stranger: What did u mean xD

Stranger: Was it sexual ? Did i get something wrong ?

You: just google eating out porn. you'll understand

Stranger: Damn u are more dirty minded than me

Stranger: Congrats lmao

You: yea i guess so.

You: so do u now know wht i meant?

Stranger: Nope

Stranger: Do I have to google it ? :')

You: eating out is basically licking and sucking a vagina

You: u may if u want to

Stranger: Okay I figured that actually

Stranger: In germant vaginas are compared to oysters

Stranger: And slurping them.. so yeah I figured

You: oysters srsly?? lol sorry no offence

You: so do u eat out? or more like would you?

Stranger: Hell yeah I would… but only if i know that u don’t have infectious diseases

You: tht is a given thing

You: who tf would want to do it with an hpv patient

You: tht's y sex has to be planned out

Stranger: True

You: 1st u get the sti test done

Stranger: Don’t wanna multiply too

You: then talk about ur likes and interest and come to a middle ground

You: and ye protection

Stranger: Sounds like a plan

You: ikr anyone who disagrees to any of these requirements is disqualified immediately

Stranger: True

You: also both of them should be groomed

Stranger: The thing is, I would probably need to be in a rs for some months before even considering

You: rs?

Stranger: Relationship

You: ahh so u're more of a demisexual

Stranger: I guess so, if uncle horny doesn’t take over

You: ahaha then she needs to hv high seductive powers

You: idk i'm totally not the type to be in relationships to just fuck idk doesn't sound like a necessity to me

You: but i respect ur opinion so don't get defensive

Stranger: Wait so you would do it without relationship or am I gettingit wrong ?

You: yea if the person fits my requirements

Stranger: I didn’t mean to be in relationships to just fuck, that’s literally the opposite of what I want

You: i get it i get it

Stranger: Hmm not for the first time tbh

You: but either way the idea of dating doesn't excite me

Stranger: More of an aromantic then ?

You: yea prolly

You: i do feel physical attraction but emotional attraction? nah

Stranger: Intp thing lmao

You: xxtx thing if i generalize it

You: ah right i squirt too

Stranger: True

You: discovered it when i was 15? during lockdown lmao

Stranger: When does that happen ?

Stranger: Like how ?

Stranger: Hello ?

You: ig it just glitched

You: i just got ur texts

Stranger: Oh okay same

You: no squirting isn't like periods lol

Stranger: IK

Stranger: But it doesn’t always happen

You: i hve been making it happen ever since

Stranger: Who’s gonna clean that mess

You: u just need to experiment and like ig u find tht one spot

You: tht's why showers are the best

Stranger: Agree on that

You: and towels if on bed or anywhere

Stranger: I mostly do it in the bathroom

You: same it's the most convinient

Stranger: I don’t want to risk to get cum on my carpet or bed

You: it's painful it clean up but worth it

You: dang we talked for an hr or something lol

Stranger: Yeah, question

You: ye wht?

Stranger: Would u just stop the conversation lol ? Like could u ?

You: i can lmao

Stranger: Hmm okay

You: astxrim19 tht's my snap but i don't use it much

Stranger: I don’t have snap

You: discord?

Stranger: Yeah, wbu instagram tho ?

You: nah insta is total shit i dont hv an acc there

Stranger: Hehe u would like to keep talking tho, atleast that’s what u sense off

You: but i hve to go fr

Stranger: Aight then just do it

You: u have a discord right?

Stranger: Why do u want it ? :D am I that interesting ?

You: why would u wnt me to keep talking? am i that interesting ?

Stranger: Did I ?

You: u should scroll up

Stranger: U didn’t answer my question tho

You: idk

Stranger: Meeh i hate people who are indecisive

Stranger: My intp friends is indecisive too

You: too bad guess we're not each other's types

Stranger: Confusion

You: astxrim#1063 tht's my username.

You: gtg bye

You have disconnected.

[stargazer-balladeer]

HI I FORGOT I SENT AN ASK AND DON'T GET NOTIFS ON ANON- SORRYYY I'M BACK :D <3

I've been playing the single my chemical romance dropped a few days ago and it's all i've been blogging about recently... other than that i have done Nothing:tm: ;;;;;

I SAW HEIZOU THOUGH AND??? HE'S SO PRETTY,,,,, I WASN'T GOING TO FALL FOR HIM AND THEN... THEN.... ugh when pretty boys </3

—🍡

LMAO WELCOME BACK AGAIN xDD

OHH I SEE I SEE

Im just trying to familiarize myself with the characters in enstars xD

TRUEE UGH- pls let him be a 4* qwq i have zero pity and 50/50 and 10 rolls saves BHAHSHAHA- this is the life of a poor person