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imwritesometimes · 1 year ago

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my problem with reading fic is that I'll read a really good one and I'll be blown away by it but they joy of having read a really good fic immediately gives way to comparison and doubt. nothing I've ever written has been this good. nothing I write will ever be this good. I will never be as witty or poetic or articulate or thoughtful or deep or funny or sincere. my shit is just that. shit. it's fodder. it's nothing. and then I contemplate deleting everything I've ever written....

#I started reading again!!! (I started reading again 😖😖)#I finished a really good fic last night and it was like wow that was SO GOOD #immediately to -> wow nothing you've ever slopped out has ever been half that good you should delete all your shit #I mean it's definitely uhhhh better? idk that's a weird way to describe it but it's not... as cutting? as it was before I was on my meds #lmao that's a whole 'nother post that I have resisted making cause lord knows no one fuckin wants to hear abt it jfc #no one wants to hear abt this but idk #just needed to vent I suppose. I'm trying to post less bullshit on here overall. I know no one's here for it #I know I'm irritating 🤷‍♀️ lost the battle today 🤷‍♀️#erin explains it all

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