#living for the day these won't b necessary anymore genuinely

[fadeintoyou1993]

happy pride i cannot wait til i dont have to do these anymore BUT if u can pleek help this brazilian autistic trans dyke n his gay moms afford to pay their house + medical bills on pride month 🩷🧡🤍🏳️‍⚧️ thank u 💕

ko-fi × paypal.me × premium theme × commissions

$17/200

*check out my resource blog for anything that could be of use to u ♡ @userbru

[zuffer-weird-girl]

"No. Absolutely not. Cancel it." He growled while you made a hurt and desperate sound at the immediate answer of your boyfriend.

"Kai please! My sister don't have anyone else to take care of her kids, and she is desperate!" You pleaded while he only arched one eyebrow at you.

"Then she should had hired a babysitter. Not give trouble for their sibling." He scoffed and returned his attention to the papers in front of him.

You sighed out loud and burried your face a bit in your hands.

"Then I guess I'm sending her a message to take them to my old apartment instead..."

He stopped abruptly on his reading to look at you.

"That won't be possible either." He said nonchantly while you arched a eyebrow.

"W-why not?"

"I sold your apartment." He said normally whil eyou widen your eyes in horror at your boyfriend's words.

"wHAT?!" you almost shouted while he sighed for you to lower your tone of voice "K-k-Kai! Why?!"

"First, you are living in here long enough, so that place won't be useful for you anymore. Second, we were in need of money and I talked to you about it."

"I don't remember you saying ANYTHING about selling my apartment!" He lifted one finger for you to wait before showing you in his cellphone a chat that you two exchanged.

Damn your distracted brain...

"Why do we again need that much money?" You sighed in hopeless.

He... wouldn't talk much about that issue right now... he was first going to talk with Pops. Later you.

"Is just a project from the yakusa angel, nothing to fuss over with."

You sighed again before frowning at your cellphone nuzzling on the pocket of your jeans.

"Anyway. The kids and I are staying in here aparently."

You merely deadpanned at his glare before you heard a muffled honk from the outside.

"You know, I can talk with that sister of yours and then-"

"Kai, no. Thanks a lot, but no. I know how my boyfriend is." You giggled while he frowned and debated with himself if he should lock the door or not...

He never met those one, but... he wasn't a fan of children... in the slightest.

It didn't take much for you to enter house with one girl and one boy holding each hand of yours, the girl had a wary look on her face while clinging to you while the boy looked around with nothing but interest.

"Its such a big place in here auntie (Y/n)!" The boy exclaimed while you laughed at his energy.

"Alright guys, remembering that this house has extremely importance; and quite honestly I have no idea how your parents let me take care of you two in here; so please be careful alrighty?" You crouched down to be eye level with the children, teh girl nodded while the boy smiled and high fived your hand.

Kai watched with a wary look on his face your interactions, sighing in defeat and choosing to place his hands on his pockets and come to you.

"Ah! Kai!" You smiled at him while the boy chosed to tilt his head at him while the girl stared blankly at him back "Those two little precious thing are my nephews! (B/n) and (G/n)!" You looked at them back with a smile that made both ease a bit their nerves.

"I see. Just instruct them to not cause any messes. You know how much I despise it." He said nonchalantly while making his way out... only deadpanning when he heard the boy asking why he said that and you simply answered that he was a cleaning maniac.

He is going to have a long talk with you.

~

Your laughter along with the kids made him lose focus more than once...

What it was so fun about those little pests? Children are loud, annoying, never follow your orders correctly and dirty... he couldn't get why and even how you could be genuinely happy around one of those.

After two screams of the kids he made his way out, thinking about the worst and his heart almost jumped at seing you layed on the grass with eyes completely closed and the kids shocking you a bit.

"I told you it was a bad idea you idiot!" The girl said in irritation while she shook you and begged you to wake up.

"It was just to be a little scare! Not to make aunt faint!" The boy exclaimed while doing the same thing as his sister.

His jaw clenched as his hands turned into fists, already preparing to demand answers from those brats on what they had done with his angel before you suddenly opened your eyes and screamed to scare them.

"Ha! Think only you two can do pranks?! Take that then!" You grabbed both of the children and gave each one of them raspberries on their necks, the boy succumbed into laughter as the girl squirmed and begged for you to stop, trying her hardest to not laugh.

... huh. So he didn't needed to worry. The sign in front of him seemed almost... cozy even.

Wait... what?

~

He walked through the halls, screeching a bit his wrist from all of his writing before he heard your voice from the kitchen.

"So you kiddos want what for eating? Already warning that junk food is not a option..." he heard nothing for a bit seconds before you whined "I'm sorry! Please dont do the pouts! I can make something else though!"

"Oh!" He heard the boy's voice "I know something then!"

Curiosity spoked louder than his knowledge so he peaked a bit on the kitchen, enough to look but the necessary for not being caught.

"Peanut sandwich!" The boy exclaimed while the girl arched a eyebrow at him.

"Mommy doesn't let you eat those things." The boy pouted at her before making a 'shh' sound to her while she rolled her eyes at him.

"Thanks for the honesty (G/n). Mommy also told me this due to your allergy mister!" You poked teh boy's nose as he poked his tongue out with a smile.

"Hum..." you brought your hand and poked your chin a couple of times with your index finger a bit before snapping your fingers "How about some sandwiches that are not all boring healthy neither much junky then?"

The kids looked at eachother before nodding while you giggled at their actions and quickly made their specific ones.

He noticed that the girl was by one or two even years older than the boy, and was definitely more reserved than her brother while the boy was simply the energy itself. But even the two being so different, both widened their eyes in awe after they took their bites when you handed their lunches.

"Amazing auntie!" The boy exclaimed before unpolitely digging his food while the girl simply stared in awe.

"Aunt, please cook instead of my mommy. Please."

"God no." You said in exasperation "She might kill me for that sweetie, dont do that."

He smirked a bit at that as he made his way out with hands on his pockets.

"I can see that when we have children she is the one spoiling the brats..." he muttered to himself before abruptly stopping on his tracks and widening his eyes in horror of what he just said.

Him? You? Children? You guys weren't even marriage! Why the hell was he even speaking about damn brats?!

No way that you and him were going to have a kid. Those gave much work, planning and pacience-

"You kiddos want me to what?" His attention got back to you as he listened your voice this time coming from the living room... aparently you just got there since minutes ago you were in teh kitchen.

"Tell is a story!" The boy exclaimed while the girl hummed in agreement.

"You always comes with the best stories aunt, please?" Teh girl asked while he followed your voices, catching the you had sitted down and the kids on both of your sides.

"Alright then..."

You chosed a fairly tale, a not much know of but it was slightly impressive how calm and... gentle you were with your words, the way you carresed the kids hair was similiar with how you carresed his own hair on a bad day..

He never noticed neither catched that you looked like the best example of a... real mother. Caring and loving... his own mother he couldn't point neither convince himself of only one time that she acted like this way with him.

He had so many troubles with his biological... that he never thought that true love with a child was even possible. He owned his life to Pops, but the yakusa was almost deprived of womans, and even some of them were generally like their atmosphere. Rigg, cold, reserved...

Yourself acted like that as well when the necessary time came... but never with him. And aparently you loved your nephews to treat them like he did.

He immediately got out and walked through the houses with a frown on his forehead... thoughts of you holding a baby on your arms and being just as or even more gentle and lovingly with a child that was also... his. A child thhat he had no shame neither disgust to have with you...

Dear lord what was happening?! When his heart started to beat so fast? When he started to care for children in the first place?! God you two weren't even marriage why on hell he was-

"Chisaki?" He snapped from hsi thoughts to see Pops looking at him with a concerned face "My boy, I called you at least five times and you didn't even listened?"

"I'm sick." He said nonchalantly to the elder "I need to find a cure or a treatment."

The old man only got more concerned as he looked at his sucessor.

"What do you mean? You seem perfectly fine at least physically. What is the issue?"

"Ever since (Y/n)'s nephews got here it started." He brought his hand to hold his chin in thought "Maybe it was because of them... I'm not sure, they are too young to have a quirk so it's not that either."

"You're feeling like you have a fever then young man?"

"No. Is not that. Ever since they came I can't stop thinking of (Y/n) with a child on her arms, a toddler or even a infant. That looks like me and her, a mix or whatever."

The elder let out a disbelieving laugh which only triggered Chisaki even more.

"So you're telling me that you're having baby fever?" Thhe way Chisaki's eyes widen in horror were quite concerning for Pops and he almost went to speak if it wasn't-

"You're joking that is a actual illness... Fuck, I need to find a cure, buy it or something-"

"Kai. I raised you better than this... please." The elder interrupted while Chisaki only glared at the man, whose face was just as unimpressed as his.

[humanuser0613]

What is this struggle people have with only seeing the content they want to see???

🤔 I wonder if it has something to do with sexualizing the members or fantasy or the members not meeting fans' expectations that they didn't even know existed inside of this fan in the first place? Does it have anything to do with a negative mindset??? Does it have to do with an "anti" mindset?

I'm so curious. (Halfway through writing this I realized that you should read this sitting down....it's hella long....like.... really, really long. Grab a comfy seat. COMFY but idk why these look like airplane seats 😭😭😭😭😭)

💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺

I'm not even the most positive person on this planet and I couldn't stop smiling and laughing through the whole episode.

BTS brings me joy, basically no matter what they're doing. Except crying. I can't handle tears and sadness. I feel too much. But it's human of them and even though I'm not feeling the sunshine and rainbows from engaging with their content when they do that, I feel such a deep appreciation and respect for what they do and what they go through and I'm genuinely astonished at how much they share with us. It's not everything. That's alright. It's called balance and harmony and they have every right to privacy too.

So back to the positivity - here's a tip from me to you (whoever might need it): "Fake" it till you make it. It will reach a point where faking it isn't even necessary anymore. What I mean by "faking" is intentionally having positive thoughts.

Practicing having a positive mindset will allow you to reroute communication pathways in your brain so that positive thoughts become a habit (excluding those with mental health concerns and chemical imbalances in the brain which might need more interventions). Practicing meditation or other mindfulness behaviors help with this (generally this can help everyone).

And if you need it, here's something that might help (and I'm being genuine here) when you engage with BTS/ BTS content. Think positively and appreciatively about the moments we have with them. Especially when you have a negative one. Move to find something positive about what you're feeling negative about before moving on in content. See their moments individually and as the friendships they are, first and foremost.

Truth: what we have right now with them won't last forever and who knows if the content will be around long after BTS has moved on with different projects or with their lives and families.

And, for real, sit down for this and really try to take in what I'm trying to share, even if I'm clumsily explaining myself.

SPOILERS AHEAD

1) Listen to their singing voices at the start of the show - remember how they recorded this song? How much they made each other smile and laugh? Think about how amazing all their voices sound together. This is a group brought together, but achieving so much more than their wildest imaginations and so much more than ARMY even expected. But we keep pushing because they deserve it. They ALL deserve it.

2) Don't you just feel such a sense of happiness watching them eat? I love looking at food - legit would watch baking shows, food network or Top Chef marathons all day. Food is delicious and it gives me life. Watching other people eat food that looks delicious makes me dream about the foods I want to try in my life or remember the best foods I've ever had or memories around food that mean a lot to me. If you want to try foods BTS eats then go to this BTS ARMY KITCHEN account. They also have a website. They are an incredible resource!

🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨

STOP HERE IF YOU'RE A MINOR AND PROCEED TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE RED LIGHTS. THANK YOU.

🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞

3) Yoongi with a knife. Yoongi talking. Yoongi breathing. HOW AM I STILL ALIVE AFTER EVERY MOMENT HE'S IN THE KITCHEN?!?!? I DON'T KNOW BUT I SUSPECT THIS IS MY SUPERPOWER!!!!!!! How amazing is he just shooting a basketball??? 😭😭😭😭😭😭

4) Hobi in the pool...let me repeat...HOBI IN THE POOL!!!!!!

HE OOZES ATTRACTIVENESS OUT OF EVERY CELL OF HIS BODY?!?!? AND I NEED TO BE A FLOATY IN MY NEXT LIFE!!!! His legs, his abs, his smile, his tidy ways, his adorable fear of bugs!!!!!!

5) Namjoon and Jimin and Jungkook worked out...OMG THEY WORKED OUT 👁️👄👁️

6) ALL 👏THE👏 THIGHS!!!!!!! 👏👏👏👏👏👏

okay...back to our regularly scheduled programming.

🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨

7) JK cutely helping out his hyungs in the kitchen. He's such an active person! So observant! I love this about him. Don't you just love and appreciate what it adds to their group dynamics??? Did you hear his laughs when Bam kept interrupting tennis? While he was driving the ATV? His giggles as he ran behind Namjoon to jump on the trampoline destroyed me!!!!!!

8) Hobi always calling the members or waking them up cutely?!?!? That man is made of cuddles and I want some too. 😭😭😭😭😭😭 And the way he's always going to Jungkook for the bug problems. 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 He was adorable as a little sniper and his interaction with sassy Jimin gave me life!

9) The teamwork involved in preparing a meal for 7 ACTIVE men and the cleanup afterwards! Do you see how everyone does their part. There's no grumbling. There's even understanding between them all if someone isn't feeling well or if someone is really tired. The cleanup involved, alone, shows how much love and devotion and respect they have towards one another and themselves as a group.

10) I walked up and down my stairs an additional number of times today thanks to BTS and their motivation for working out. Jimin's ab workout incorporated some of my favorite ab exercises. Did you notice how long he was working out? I'm so impressed with him. 😳

11) Tae is working so hard practicing his trumpet. He is such a thoughtful student and the way he loves something so much that he wants to incorporate it fully into his life that he ends up practicing this additional thing on top of all the work that he already does is so impressive. It takes dedication and time and attention and brain power to play an instrument. Think about how difficult that is after a tiring day of singing and dancing and interviews in different languages and then to go home and practice an instrument!!! He's so mentally strong! His laughs as well when Bam was playing with JK and riding the ATV! Don't you just love seeing the people you love have a good life? An enjoyable time together? Happiness and memories they can hold close to their hearts too?

12) The fandom doesn't get tired of saying this, and they're right - a taekook subunit would have such a different sound and feel than anything else BTS has put out before. It would be amazing. I hope they can find or create a song that they feel fits them and that they're comfortable blessing the fandom with.

13) Namjoon always with a book nearby is me. That's literally me. I associate so much with carrying books on every trip I go on. Reading is my escape. I love this for him. His mind is always going going going going that to make it focus on a relaxing activity must be such a release for him. Also, him playing games....so fvcking CUTE!!!!

14) Jimin having fun on the trampoline and just making sure to spend time with the other members. He spent a long time working out too. He came out when he heard Tae playing the trumpet to encourage him more. How can we not appreciate how hard he works on his friendships??? It's such a good example for us all.

15) The way Yoongi went out to play basketball and showed Jimin how to properly shoot the ball, but like, he made so many baskets and I love that! He has so much talent, but he works so, so, so hard and just shines!!!!! 🤩 I mean just picking up an airsoft and he's suddenly Rambo?!?!? He's incredible!!!!!

16) Jin talking to himself while gaming will never not be funny!!!! How wouldn't that make anyone smile?!?!? He just lives his life with so much wisdom and fun and it's so admirable. He's not afraid of taking on new challenges too. Like....he just made clams! HE MADE GRILLED CLAMS!!!! Something he hadn't done before and he just wanted to try and just did it!

Can you see all of the positives of them interacting? Can you see how amazing it is that they can choose who they want to interact with and when and how and why? We get all these lovely moments as a result of those choices. 🥰

There's not a thing to complain about or be sad over (listen, we haven't seen the behind the scenes content yet so hold your horses about not seeing certain content we know exists until then).

And smiling requires fewer muscles than frowning. And smiling more also helps improve your mood! True story! So look for the positives and spend your time smiling and laughing with BTS and enjoying the moments we have with them before they're gone.

Life is short and unfair. (Told ya I wasn't a bucket of sunshine) Embrace the things that can bring you happiness. And find ways to make yourself happier (not madder and not sadder).

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

I think by this episode we can confirm bighit is using ships for it content. What was editors thinking arranging today's scenes and members timings today ?

Today's episode can be named as taekook and bam rather than in the soop with bts.

Other members especially jimin got very less time. His individual scenes were merely shown as glimpses. And the few seconds proper time was with members.

He was also so aloof during dinner time , when other all were talking about food and all , he was at corner so quiet. The only times members spoke to him was to tease him which was not so funny. Jk was paying no attention to him at all. Bam also - to say bam knows jm.

Also I'm so disappointed with JK here.

https://twitter.com/i/status/1451540261020991494

It was so rude of him to say this, saying jm is showing off to army. And laughing with others , teasing him when he was not present.

Today all was tkk riding, tkk eating, tkk playing, tkk singing, tkk talking, tkk with bam.

If it was with jikook yall will be saying wow jikook domestic life. So isn't it tkk domestic life now ?

They even cut the only jikook scene where jk stood behind jm giving massage.

SIGH.

Me: I'll turn anons back on, but yall, please let me happy vibe for ITS. No drama. 🥰

My inbox: 10 messages like this 😐

Me: I'll post this one just to tell everyone bitching in my inbox that you are moving like cultists and I do not approve and it's not welcome on this page at least. Move along. It's not my problem!

Man, I've been carving pumpkins with my kids and haven't even gotten to see the full episode yet and yall in here bitching about JK cracking jokes about his boyfriend, sorry, his Jimin hyung, (newsflash, I joke about my husband with our best friends and vice versa. It's teasing with love) and no one cares if it upsets YOU. Good thing the joke isn't about you or your relationship. And all of the clips I've seen on Twitter from the episode basically disproves everything you are saying. I've seen plenty of jimin and plenty of him with other members and I've seen time with them at dinner where JM walked off with Bam and we just didn't see. The complaints about them spending time with other people too? Wow. Just wow. Let them have friends, yo.

God damn do you sound entitled. We do not get to see everything, we are not going to see everything. It's fine to make jokes about content cuts, but this is SO NOT IT. Should I go find some cultists tweets and share with you just so you can see how similar this sounds? Holy MOLY. This is ridiculous.

Who was I talking to last week about my debate about turning anons back on or not? They told me not to do it until 24 hours after ITS episode 2. I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED, IM SORRY!

Like I said, I've only seem some clips on Twitter. All yall are doing by complaining in my inbox so hard is telling me to get excited for all the cute taekook content i guess 🥰 yall need to chill TF out and let them be friends. Would you all be so freaked if it was HopeKook or Vmin instead of Taekook?? Because if the answer is no, take a step back and reevaluate yourself for Anti behavior. And if the answer is yes, take a step back and reevaluate if you are here for BTS or just your ship and for any anti behavior. Won't be posting anything else about anyone else complaining like this. Take that somewhere else.

For every other anon that is gushing over something cute that happened or is asking a genuine question or an ask over nothing to do with ITS, I will get to you, promise! I'll probably wait to do any ITS asks until I get 90 minutes to sit and focus and enjoy the full episode of our babies in the soop though too 🥰🥰🥰 and thank you, for happy vibing with me