#lila's just kept getting sadder and sadder smh

[fragiilexa]

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❤️ = How does the mun and muse approach romantic relationships? Is either currently in a relationship or do they have a crush? 

Okay so imma let Lila ‘speak’ here at some point ‘cause she wants too but I think that we approach them very differently. As in me? I approach them in a very vague ‘I’m not even actually doing anything even tho doing something is the way to get into a relationship’ way, which is probably why I’ve never had that before. And then you got Lila here and if she wants to be in a relationship she like, jumps on them and never lets go, like, unless they get too close tho. then she bolts *side eyes her AF* 

Lila isn’t in a relationship in her main-verse, though all of that is hella confusing for me, her closest to being a main verse is lilaxdemi or lilaxlip but she’s honestly not ready 4 a main-verse again so yeah, but like I guess I could say she’s dating Demi. Cause that’s closes to her main-verse,,, ja feel? i dunno her verses are confusing but ME yeah I hella have a huge massive fricken crush it’s cray but alas I am not in a relationship :/

💛 = How would the mun and muse describe their best friends?

ok so I have a lot of negative memories associated with the term ‘best friend’ so erG I don’t really use it anymore bUT IF I HAD TO SAY my closest friend by far is the lovely, Cass. My favorite person in the world, I would def describe her as one of the most beautiful women I’ve ever seen, not only on the outside but most definitely on the inside. She has a heart of gold & she’s just a really good person & makes me smile when I feel like I’m gonna implode or collapse and I’ll always have her back just like I know she’ll have mine. She’s like, the Maya to my Riley, but even more so. ( if u watch girl meets world? ) lmao  

“ Pax is my bffl. Which is best friend for life if you don’t know your texting terms yet. Like, fuck everyone else I love her and she’s always there for me when I feel like shit... which, is sometimes a lot. She’s hella hot but also has this like, sweetness, like honey or something in her voice. It’s really odd and hard to describe, which is what I’m supposed to be doing but I just don’t know what I would do without her. Like I don’t... I don’t really show anyone my issues, ya’ll fuckin know this. But... I trust Pax. I love Pax. I love Pax to the max, “ She laughs. “ Hashtag bffls forever. We’re gonna grow old together and she’s still going to be there, like, no matter what. She’s just... like, the sun... when I can’t be that, and the moon when everything’s dark... she’s like that small guiding light and after... after the things that’ve happened in my life I’m just glad that I have her... *starts singing count on me by bruno mars bc why the fuck not* “ @heatheniisms ( tagging bc u need to read this i wannA cRY )

😊 = What makes the mun and muse happiest?

Okay so personally I have... quite a long list of things. None of these are in order so yeah... but let me start. Okay so some things that never fail to make me happy are Cass, duh, also Joe Jonas because he’s the love of my life, my cat & dog Jaz & Rosey, Thomas S*anders because he’s the light of my life, Liza Koshy because #relatable and she always makes me laugh, also Jesus, not just saying that to be a suck up to dah lord but I just??? really like?? thinkin’ about Him makes me happy to be alive. Other things would include but are not limited to, sunshine being at camp, writing & being really into what I’m writing, moana & disney in general, seeing other people happy, creating happiness in others ( i.e. sending them stuff, making them stuff, doing stuff for them so they can relax u think im kidding but im not ) and uh also dogs bc they’re perfect.

“ Uh... Yuki. Music, Pax and my friends uh... Food. What makes me happiest is... “ Dead. “ It’s just hard uh... to pick from so much stuff... probably Yuki though, him’n Stitch... they’re my little ohana. I don’t know what I’d do without them and they always usually make me smile. Either that or singing... playing music... maybe that makes me happiest. I dunno. “

💙 = What is one thing that can calm down the mun and muse? Is it a person, thing, or place or thing?

My Cat. Oddly enough, sometimes when I need to calm down he’s always there... even if sometimes he tries to bite my nose in the process of trying to calm me down he always seems to do the trick, also though I’d include Cass bc she’s just her she can calm me down in almost any situation. But I don’t think there’s one thing that can like, keep me calm in all situations though ‘cause sometimes I just need to feel whatever I’m feeling you know? I dunno I’m rambling but... onto lila....

“ Uh... there’s this message that Ash left before he... uh it was something that he sent on one of my bad days and even before it could calm me down. Now it’s kind of mixed uh, emotions but it’s one of the only things that I go to... or it’s the one thing I try to go to instead of other.. hm... other ways of calming down that aren’t healthy. “