#like. sometimes people tell me 'you write so viscerally' and I'm like. buddy I'm gonna take your word for it :D
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I'm taking your post as permission to poke and prod and say, 'you can do it!'
Don't let this chapter kick your butt, you got this!!
it's kicking my butt :( it really, really is
#thank you friend I appreciate you so much 🤍🥺😭#but I'm really losing. and I refuse to yield but GOD with every sentence there's another thing I should be writing instead because#there is so much going on inside his head and there's flashbacks there's memories there's fear there's focus there is trauma#there is obsessive thoughts. so many of them now. he's spiralling but GOD so am I and I cannot make sense of it. or make nonsense of it#in a way that's like clever and fun to read and GOD fucking dammit why is trauma like that? why is terror like that and fucking--#like. sometimes people tell me 'you write so viscerally' and I'm like. buddy I'm gonna take your word for it :D#but now I'm like I literally cannot breathe trying to write this. and I know I dont have to but I *wanna*#*sigh* I'm being so dramatic legit it's not even that deep probably (or that good in the end) but!!! my heart hurts and my throat is closed#up. clogged. just 800 disjointed jumbled words in and. god. yeah. no. I'm losing actually
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