#like. i'm autistic. i talk weird & express my genuine feelings in ways that ppl both in person & digitally interpret as jokes | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

caspersscareschool · 2 years ago

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tag it as #beautiful post instead

btw none of my art is a "#meme" or a "#shitpost" everything i make is 100% genuine from my heart and when you slight it in this way you are destroying a part of my soul

#i'm sort of kidding but it does genuinely hurt when i spend time on something meaningful to me & it's only received as like.#funny meme shitpost crack etc.#like. i'm autistic. i talk weird & express my genuine feelings in ways that ppl both in person & digitally interpret as jokes #and i care about stuff that most people consider meaningless and dumb #and honestly if people think my more personal art is funny that's Fine. i can't control how it's received and that's ok #but very often people will think they're laughing With me when they're really laughing At me. because i'm not laughing #and this is why i could never publicly share my music & poetry that uses various cartoons as surrogates to express my very real & personal #experiences with addiction transphobia alexithymia abuse etc.#because i KNOW people would listen & only understand the surface level 'LOL itsa funy spongebob song hashtag shitpost'#and i don't think i could handle that to be honest #anyway. that's how i feel.#say something true and beautiful #i feel like i should clarify this isnt about my last art post btw that one didnt have some profound secret meaning

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