#like you guys don't understandddddd aside from when i saw those pics i felt so good about myself and i literally never do but that dress...
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i bought one of those hair blinger things hehe
#ive been wanting one for months so i finally bit the bullet like i tried hair tinsel but it was saur hard for me and i just want smth fun#i'm sure my parents will have comments bc we hate FUN in this household and i can't do anything remotely fun with my#hair or outfits without them being like oh... but why but idc i want to be sparkly god damn it and i will be#if it was socially acceptable to wear body glitter every day i would! unfortunately that has it's own difficulties so i don't but i like it#and i think it's fun!#i also need reasons to wear the dress i bought for graduation more often bc i think it's sooo pretty and i actually like how it looks on me#which is a rare thing and my dad didn't take a single flatter picture of me in it :( so i need redemption. i think i'll wear it for my bday#this year but i need more occasions like can someone i know get married or smth can there be a fancy event#like you guys don't understandddddd aside from when i saw those pics i felt so good about myself and i literally never do but that dress...#i was feeling my fantasy fr maybe i actually looked terrible but you could not have told me ANYTHING that day i felt so pretty from#the neck down... the fact that my dad only took pics from a terrible fucking angle AND NOT EVEN HEAD ON and also#only took pics from the neck up when i wasn't wearing my robes... you don't know the actual anguish i felt bc i felt so bad about myself#one day my parents will understand that seeing my face in pictures makes me so unhappy like i think i would see improvement if not#for the dark circles that are never going away bc i've had them since i was little but i also just. don't like my face#and yet we seem to not pick up on that so. i just don't look at pics of myself but the ONE time i wanted pics they turned out bad#and i haven't recovered from it ๐ญ my friends asked to see pics and i literally had to be like no there aren't any ๐
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