#like yknow. maybe i don't want to go outside during a PANDEMIC on my birthday thanks
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#;negative#today of all days to fight with my mom and get stressed :)#by far the Worst birthday in my life#all i wanted today was cake and to have a nice day at home chilling#but my mom decided she wanted the 3 of us (her+me+her gf) to go out and I did Not want to#still don't want to#we couldve watched a movie here#and i wanted to edit my typography video wip#BUT NOPE SHE YELLED AT ME#i lost motivation to do typography stuff now#and thus i have spent the last 7 hours hating myself because gdi you couldve fvcking just went out for a few hours so she wouldnt yell#like jfc lin what the hell#yet again it is basically my fault smfh#that quote from detective pikachu my problem is a push people away then hate them for leaving BASICALLY ME RN#not exactly bc im still upset my mom's first instinct is always to yell at me rather than talk it out with me#like yknow. maybe i don't want to go outside during a PANDEMIC on my birthday thanks#also why does the universe allow the creation of people like me who are just not suited to be human beings#all i do is argue whether i want to or not because i'm always in a Mood Apparently#so now i'm just depressed/mad and alone at home having to white lie to my dad at what i did today#been trying not to tell anyone it's my bday bc i feel i've been seeking attention too much in general & ig this goes against this#but i'm reaching lowest of lows here so. needed to vent#lin says stuff#.txt
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