#like yes they assured me ''the needle isn't there anymore it's just a thin piece of plastic don't worry'' STILL... | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

ratcandy · 11 months ago

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literallyso embarrassing having to tell nurses yeah I have a horrible phobia of needles i can faint from it . yeah you have to talk to me during it or i will have a panic attack. yeah no you can't count down. no i can't watch it happen either. do not let me look at it . please keep talking to me if you stop for any length of time i will go insane. yes i have gotten blood work done 1 million times . no i'm not normal about it sorry.

#my mri earlier was done with contrast (stuff that dyes your blood) and it has to be injected through an IV #and i was very unhappy about this . incredibly unhappy. i knew it was going to happen but i was still very sad about it #and then it had to be LEFT IN THERE!!!!! AUUghh #stupid thing sticking out of my arm for an hour and i'm just sitting there HYPER aware of it . in horror #like yes they assured me ''the needle isn't there anymore it's just a thin piece of plastic don't worry'' STILL...#TINY POINTY THING IN MY. ARM.#HRGHN!!!!!!!!#needles #<- not shown or anything but as a person With the phobia I can say. just describing it now is making me cringe and twitch so #ougrhh.. mine aerm...#to be fair to Myself it is very very much due to repeated poor experiences with needles in the past. But STILL.#like yes sorry you have to console me like a scared quivering kitten. or i will fall to the floor and/or start crying . sorry.#clamtalk

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